dio

This blog turned into a kind of diary. It may have cw: content warning, but let it also be a reminder that healing is not linear. “For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people's faces.” ― Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human. find me ao3: n0_longer_human writing and translation blog

[tragertrap]

Juan Carlos 'Juice' Ortiz

"I don't like being alone. I'm not good on my own. My head gets so loud and shit doesn't make... Nothing syncs up. I start thinking about my thinking and getting lost in the details of nothing. Nothing can pull me out of it."

// jax, chibs, tig, happy //

[slivincptsd]

[narcsurvivor]

[dovai]

leilafrom5to7

[lostmf]

By @desnos

[veryluckyclovers]

it's that easy

[rabbittongues]

the relief of it is foreign, yet reassuring

[elizabethsinclair]

love elizabeth s.

[achillesinhighheels]

[hrjrjj]

[lrata00]

always love this soukoku thing

[pleucas]

yearning

[happyheidi]

[obaaewankenobi]

“YoUr TrAuMa MaDe YoU sTrOnGeR” uhhh no tf it didn’t. It gave me an incurable personality disorder with a 10% suicide rate

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Dracula (Tod Browning, 1931)

[defiantsuggestions]

Recovery is a process. It's not a linear process, you'll have good days and bad days, and sometimes the bad days will make you think you're not moving at all.

But you are moving.

You are moving, every day. Every day you are taking another step. You are learning. You are experiencing.

There are things you have yet to learn. It will take time to get there.

But you will get there. Even if it is slow, you will get there.

[dovai]

I did what I did to survive. there's no need in indulging guilty for trying to be alive. there's always time for healing and resting. there's always time to cultivate a healthy mind and behaviors independently of what I went through and did, again, to survive.