eternal astrophilia

indie fandomless oc loved by annelise - priv & selective - read rules and about before interaction - est Oct. 22, 2018

[deesse-etoileus-blog]

MY LAPTOP COMMITTED THE DIE THING A FEW MONTHS AGO AND I’M TRYING TO SAVE ALL MY ICONS TO MY NEW LAPTOP BUT THEY ARE SAVING WEIRD SO I HAVE TO RUN THEM THROUGH MS PAINT AND CONVERT THEM TO THE CORRECT FILE   SEND HELP CAUSE I WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU ALL BUT ICONS ARE A BUT AND I’M SORRY

[deesse-etoileus-blog]

ok, so I’m alive. hi guys, how are ya doing?

I know I owe you all an explanation as to why I disappeared so I will put this undercut so it doesn’t spam you guys. It will also detail some things I’m planning on changing and that is big to read so please read that at least.

Anyway, let us begin.

Why I disappeared:

- My laptop flat out broke. The screen started to split down the middle and it would blank out, it would be very slow and very loud. I know have a new one though, but I need to work on transferring everything over still. Everything being my icons and fanfics.

- I got into a really healthy relationship for the first time. My other two weren’t healthy, being one was an online relationship and the other my partner was in love with someone else, so this one I wanted to make last, and in doing that I ended up stepping away from my laptop to try my hardest. I wanted to prove how much she meant to me, I want to try my hardest to be what she really deserved as my god is she out of my league. I loved her so freaking much, she was perfect in every way and so gentle with me. Recently, at the beginning of February, on our anniversary (she doesn’t have Tumblr nor know this one so fuck it imma tell you guys), she broke up with me. Her reasons being now only because she was 2 years older then me, but because of the PDA (which she only reminded me made her anxious, she never sat me down and talked with me beforehand how bad it was for her to handle, nor if I was going too far), my lack of communication (keep in mind I told her why I’m bad at it and it has to deal with a huge fear of mine), and that I’m still in school. I’m still trying to heal in all honestly, it’s very hard because I still love her for who she is and everything she was. Please be patient about this with me as more than likely I am going to have an off day and it will not end well.

- I wasn’t happy with my Pidge RP blog so I needed to step away from everything to figure out how to fix it

New Things/ What to expect:

- On this blog not much other then a commission of Charis soon so you will be able to see what she looks like soon!I hope

- Basically me just revamping my Pidge blog then making a new one for Canada(Matthew Williams from Hetalia). So normal things.

- I turned 17 2 weeks ago, so one more year then i can vote. Dear god im not ready.

Anyway, that’s all! I hope you guys understand and can be patient with me as I move everything from my laptop onto my new one!

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@thecrimsonpaladin cont from here

There always had been a smile gracing the blonde’s face ever since she learned how to smile. She always tried to make the best out of ever situation since the time she learn to comprehend situations and problems that occurred around her. Charis didn’t do it for herself in any sense, the girl wanted to be helpful to others anyway she could and keep a smile on others too. Her older brother, Micheal, had always said it a special gift to hold and it was something that many could only wish to have. The blonde was never sure if that was true, but she followed what he said nonetheless, he was her older brother. Micheal was always one to follow her and give her support, and her twin brother Charles as well. All three of the siblings were raised happily, sure they’re was some bumps and bruises along the way but no matter what they fixed it and made up. They had lived in England for quite some time, then had moved to America when she was fifteen,  with Micheal following even if he was twenty and able to make his own decisions. They were quite happy to have moved to, even if it meant have to go through a whole new school. 

Soon came the age to head to college and only then did they separate. Charis went to a school that let her major in astrology and minor is dance and song, as she had wished, and Charles went to one where he could major in psychology and linguistics. It was scary for the girl if she were to be honest, but with support from her brother Micheal, as he had moved near from adopting a new baby girl and had to be in the area as the mother foe a bit, she was able to get through it quite well. Everything went by fast to her, but it was splendid and sent a rush of excitement through her. It got even better when she met a male by the name of Keith, a college student who was definitely interesting and Charis found herself pushing to get to know him each day. And she did. 

She never was confused about his feelings for him, Charis was always certain on them. After talking with her brother Micheal, she became even more sure on them! She had always imagined the first kiss to be magical and one that leave her in joy, but this hadn’t, and it the reason why was one that was killing her inside. 

It was hard for her to hide the sadness, and Keith was able to see it, it was logical that he asked her what was wrong. She tried to muster up a smile, tried to get the words of ‘nothings, love’ out of her mouth, but she couldn’t utter a syllabus until she started the truth. “Keith...my parents...they...they’re dead...”

[duckbuttsurvivor]

     “…I’m going to bed.”

[deesse-etoileus-blog]

“bitch get back here and love me.”

[coltre]

[elentori-art]

Forget Me Not

[remanence-of-love]

[chickorysticksart]

belldandy! 

[niyarest]

[flos-chorum]

[Zodiac’s constellation themed collection #11]

Here are the descriptions : 1. Leo (23 July - 22 Aug) 2. Virgo (23 Aug - 22 Sep) 3. Libra (23 Sep - 22 Oct) 4. Scorpio (23 Oct - 21 Nov) 5. Sagittarius (22 Nov - 21 Dec) 6. Capricorn (22 Dec - 19 Jan)

Like or reblog if you save !! :)

[horrificmemes]

Emotional Manipulation Starters

Trigger warnings apply. Requested by anon. (Disclaimer: not all of these sentences are manipulative in a different context, and some can be used jokingly as well.)

“If you really cared about me, you’d do what I’m asking.” “Don’t you trust me?” “I wish I never met you, honestly.” “You’re the reason I’m upset.” “It’s all your fault.” “I guess you just don’t love me enough.” “You have to keep it a secret. I’ll find out if you tell anyone.” “Whatever. It’s not like I care.” “I could just leave, you know.” “Do you like them more than me?” “Who have you been talking to?” “I would do anything to make you happy, I just want you to do the same for me.” “You have to tell me. Not telling me is just as bad as lying.” “It would be so easy for me to find someone else.” “If you loved me, you’d tell me.” “It’s like you don’t even care about me.” “One day I’ll be dead and you’ll regret not being there when I needed it.” “Nobody really cares about me, not even you.” “No one will ever love you the way I do.” “If you leave me, I don’t want to even think about what I’ll do.” “I’ll just tell everyone you were abusing me.” “You have to. You owe me.” “I’ve made sacrifices for you, now you have to do the same.” “I’ll never forgive you.” “No, it’s fine. Just do whatever you want, I guess.” “Am I upset? Why, should I be?” “If you don’t come over tonight, I’m going to hurt myself.” “I never said that. You’re trying to confuse me.” “I think you hate me.” “I would do anything for you, so why wouldn’t you do the same?” “If you don’t do this, it’s because you don’t love me.” “You were there for them, but not me?” “Yes, if you love me, you would change for me.” “I’m wasting my time with you.” “Well, I guess I’m just useless, aren’t I?” “I know you didn’t say it, but you were thinking it.” “You hate me. I know you do.” “You can’t convince me I’m not just a burden to you.”

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🍊 - What are your favourite genres of threads? Fluff? Angst? Etc 🥝 - If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go? 🥔 - What’s the dumbest mistake you’ve made in rp? (because you need more things to answer xd)

Get to Know Annelise! | Accepting

@thecolosseumsfinest

Favorite Thread Genres?

Oh! I love the ones that I can get some good and sweet Slice of Life!!! I love it so much! It’s so sweet at times, and I being able to see where things go whether in school, just a normal day at the park, a wedding, etc etc, I love it all!!! Give me that good fluff!

But…I do love me some major character angst! *cough* major character deaths make me weak *cough*. I can’t write it well, but I still to write out all the angst I can! Especially if I can torture my muse traumatically cause I’m a good mun!

If I Could Travel Anywhere…

I want to go back to Germany and Amsterdamn!!! I want to eat their amazing food again and the m a r z i p a n is to d i e for! They’re amazing at Christmas too, but I would love to go in the summer and winter months to experience it all year round! I went in 6th grade for two weeks, and tbh that wasn’t enough for me, so if I could go their for a month I would in a heart beat!

What’s the dumbest mistake you’ve made in rp?

…I have too many too count. 

And thanks mkay! Just what I needed! Knew I could trust on you my dear! Tell Memphis and Molly I love them btw! no seriously im super crazing asks for charis like i will pay anyone to send some interactions asks or questions about her

[rpsourcedmemes]

MUNDAY MEME

Send one of the following to ask the mun:

🍐 - How many ships have you considered but rejected for your muse? 🍊 - What are your favourite genres of threads? Fluff? Angst? Etc 🍎 - If you had to chose a new faceclaim for your muse, who would you pick? 🍋 - Does your muse complain about things to you? If so, what? 🍌 - What drew you into the fandom in the first place? 🍉 - If you considered a time travel thread, when would your muse go? 🍓 - What’s your sweetest rp experience so far? 🍇 - Have you even encountered any partners that threw a tantrum at you? 🍒 - How many friends do you have on here? 🍍 - How many drafts are you stalling with this meme? 🥝 - If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go? 🍅 - Have you ever had a case of mistaken identity for your muse or another? 🍆 - How much sin appears on your dash every day? 🥒 - Are you thinking about reviving old muses? Who? 🥕 - What do you think about the current theme trends? 🌽 - Is there a fandom you’re too intimidated to join? 🌶 - Do you find your muse attractive? 🥔 - What’s the dumbest mistake you’ve made in rp? 🥜 - What’s the nuttiest thread you’ve ever had?

[ruptorune]

Please don’t fucking log off tumblr on the 17th as a protest. All that’s going to do is give tumblr more reason to shut this place down because of revenue loss.

[waywardsignns-a]

Please don’t fucking log off tumblr on the 17th as a protest. All that’s going to do is give tumblr more reason to shut this place down because of revenue loss.

[sandersstudies]

This is blatantly untrue

Companies do not experience one day of revenue loss and pull the plug, destroying years of work and firing dozens if not hundreds of employees.

Companies which experience loss in revenue and consumer interest make investments and changes in order to regain their users/customers. That’s why organized protests and boycotts WORK. Tumblr will NOT go down after one bad day or week, but they might be willing to listen to its userbase if we put up an organized protest. (If you don’t believe me, think about how long sites like MySpace and Google+ hang around with fractions of their previous user base, often for years.)

Yahoo paid over one billion dollars for Tumblr, and the website will not go offline because of a one-day event, so in conclusion,

DO log off on December 17th to show Tumblr that you disapprove of its recent content ban and clumsy execution of censorship.

Please reblog this version of the post to stop the spread of misinformation.

[deesse-etoileus-blog]

“Winter?” Hearing him say that, some memories started to flow back into her mind, but they were vague and she could only get a slight grasp. Shaking her head, her smile grew again. “Winter sounds just absolutely wondrous Sasuke! Love, we must certainly go during that time period! I would love to see all the joy it could bring and what happens during this time!” 

[parkerspicedlatte]

If you see this on your DASHBOARD please re-blog so that the previous blog knows they haven't been muted!!!

[viva-la-archive]

[imnevergonnagiveyouup]

I got Drafts They’re multiplyin’ And I’m losing control B’cause the Quality im supplyin’ It’s horrifying!

I better shape up ‘Cause I need my muse But all I got are memes on queue

I better shape up, ‘cause I have to do These replies that’re overdue.