reconscious

reviving memory of something

[radical-revolution]

[bananonbinary]

its really important to check in with yourself often and ask whether you're actually enjoying what you're doing.

that can be true of very big things, like your career or your love life, but also moment-to-moment things. are you enjoying scrolling social media? is that phone game actually any fun to you? are you staying up to read and your eyes are burning and your face feels all gritty and tight and bad and your anxieties are starting to swirl?

especially with a neurodigervence like adhd or ocd, it can be really really easy to slip into patterns that don't actually benefit you or anyone else. but you can just....stop doing those things, if you want. fuck FOMO. go do something else that you actually like.

[flmblr]

[dehya-selei]

wait did chatgbt just give themselves away

[msmarymillspaulos]

Pink Roses 1982

Robbert Mapplethorpe (1946-1989)

American Photographer Artist

[in-the-depths-of-solitude]

Egon Schiele, Seated Woman With Bent Knees, 1917

[girltalk]

June will be filled with joy.

June will be filled with love.

June will be filled with trust.

June will be filled with peace.

June will be filled with clarity.

June will be filled with miracles.

June will be filled with blessings.

[theoptia]

Hélène Cixous, from Stigmata: Escaping Texts

[64mpg]

let’s all have joint pain and digestive issues

[unsubconscious]

Elena Wuest (German, b. 1977) ‘Beyond’, 2025 Oil on canvas, 80 x 60cm

[catchymemes]

[lustingupon]

[isl-equ-ay]

hannaschonberg

[fromhersoul]

[dehya-selei]

6/7/2026 :: Sunday :: Self Doubt

in the night self doubt creeps through my mind

eating away at the life that i thought i was building

at the hope i thought i was learning to have for once

thinking maybe i was mistreated horribly this way

because maybe in the end, it was to show suffering wasn't in vain

but was my suffering in vain?

sitting there, losing a sense of myself

lost in touch with the human side of myself

the depth the sadness lost?

where did i mess up where did i go wrong

or perhaps, it was just me unfolding

too painful to think about

would you wrap you arms around me tonight?

if one could hear, a subtle cry, a quiet plea

[dehya-selei]

end of a nova

i remember sitting with him at the park bench. nova, tall dark and handsome, a sly salesman. air humid, slightly cool, with faint sounds of cicadas. the sexy feel of freshly shaven beard stubs brushing sensually against my hands.

telling him, it's hard to trust...

if it burns brightly... it ends quickly.

i look at him. kissing my arms, staring at me seductively with half closed eyes. he reassures me, there are all kinds of people in the world, but in the end of the day you need to take a leap of faith and trust.

it burned brightly, it ended just as quickly.

Letra de Let Me Breathe de sololyfe Let me breathe Let me breathe Let me breathe tonight Let me feel Let me see Who I′m meant to be No past, no chains No noise around me Low lights, slow time Only one dream, yeah Let me go Let me go Let me go my way No fear No weight Just a new day Don't talk, just move Feel the rhythm One step, one life New vision, yeah Don′t rush, take time Feel the moment New road, new light New motion Let me breathe Let me be, let me find me Let me rise Let me live And you feel free Again, don't stop Let me breathe (don't stop…) Let me breathe (don′t stop…) Let me breathe Let me breathe (don′t stop) Let me breathe Let me breathe Let me breathe Yeah, don't stop

[dehya-selei]

infj + enfj

Met someone 2 weeks ago. Mainly just chatting so far via text and video chat. He is extremely creative and engaging to interact with. He is an enfj and I am an infj. I've never met an enfj male love interest before, but he fits me like a glove. I've never had an interaction feel this easy, whimsical and full of warmth. I am being careful, in case it is love bombing, but the emotional availability from him is off the charts compared to what i've had in the past. However, I had times where I feel the need to retreat into my introvert cave and shut off all interaction with him, in order to come back to him as a better version of myself - but I don't want to ruin the rapport? But I compromise, and slow down my texting while still keeping in touch, and I let him know when my introvert cave emerges from the ground.

One thing different from him and this interaction, is that, I don't feel as afraid or scared. I'm not anxious, but at the same time, I really really like him. No limerence... or not yet. Yet, I kind of feel like, he is perfect for me...

One thing I wonder though, is would he be okay with silence sometimes 😂? Like if we were together, would he allow us to not talk? But he says he likes introverts so... hopefully he knows what he's getting into.

after being gutted and pulverized emotionally by others, 2 enfj angels entered into my life with their HEALING AURA 🙏🙏🙏