❛ O❜ GREAT HERO !

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[dekiiru]

hi

[myesterie-deactivated20200617]

HEY ; it’s akira with a hanako - kun , a wish granter  &  spirit from jibaku shounen hanako-kun ! like or reblog if you’d be willing to interact  & i’ll check you out ! ( please read the rules before you follow . )

EST . aug 13th , 2019 .

[deiciden]

HEY ; it’s akira with a p5 protag from persona 5 ! ( revamped for the millionth time now . ) like or reblog if you’d be willing to interact  &  i’ll check you out ! ( please read the rules before you follow . )

EST . sept 15th , 2016 . REVAMPED . aug 12th , 2019 .

[myesterie-deactivated20200617]

minato .

[deiciden]

DIABOLUS EX MACHINA .

pity   the   child   who   has   ambition  .  knows   what   he   wants   to   do  .

as imprisoned by touya . prev . maeigha .

[dekiiru]

hey! hey! ~ so you're, like, aki-senpai's boyfriend, right? that's soo cute! hey! hey! i have a question for you! what's he like? i mean, when you're out on a date? is he all, like, mushy and stuff? i need to know so i can embarrass him when i see him later! c'mooon, you gotta tell me!

                    embarrassing     -     his cheeks &&. ears flush with red , but how is he to deny an opportunity to ramble about his beloved ? izuku smiles wide     (     it is the very same smile he gives every time he thinks about akira , though generally the cause isn’t so painfully obvious ,     )     &&. takes a deep breath , preparing to speak for what feels like hours to anyone but him     (     to whom it seems but a fleeting moment , far too short to vocalize his overwhelming feelings about his fiance .     )

                   ❛          i mean of course he’s gonna act a little different with me , ‘cause we’re together &&. all , you know ?          ❜          it is hardly new , they’ve been together a while , but the admission still makes the red on his face more prominent . he is just as lovestruck as he was on day one , always will be . if only he had even the slightest idea of just how different akira is for him , though     -     he is largely unaware , entirely oblivious to the fact that akira is a demon in human skin when it comes to anyone but him     (     thinks his reputation as a delinquent is unearned , that he’s bullied without reason , like himself . no , he hasn’t a clue how it is only for him which akira essentially turns from BIG BAD WOLF to fluffy baby puppy .     )         ❛          i don’t think you could really embarrass him , but he’s very sweet to me . i can’t even imagine a better fiance , not if i tried with all the effort i could give .          ❜

                    izuku’s hands move to cup his own cheeks , to hide the ever - growing blush that adorns his face . so childish , he thinks , but even just thinking about akira is enough to send his heart racing . he gives himself a moment before continuing .         ❛          one time he bought me a flamingo plush , said he spent every yen he had on it &&. had to ask izumi for more .     (     not that that’s really surprising , he’s pretty bad with money , but … it’s the thought that counts .     )     i don’t really ask him for stuff ‘cause i don’t want him to lose everything he has on me , but i think he’d give me anything if i did . he’s so nice to me , one time he tried to take me to the amusement park just ‘cause i wanted to go even though he was passing out just talking to me . we ended up napping together instead . but … we aren’t boyfriends anymore , we’re engaged , remember ?          ❜          as if on cue , he flashes his ring at her , grin growing ever wider .     (     he loves him     /     he loves him     /     he LOVES him     /     even the thought of their engagement , the sight of his ring upon his finger still makes him cry on occasion     -     tears of joy , tears of overwhelming positive emotion at the memory of akira’s smile , EMBODIMENT OF SUNSHINE . it is a smile he only wishes he could see more often , while simultaneously being touched that it is one shared with only him .     )

                   ❛          i could talk about akicchan for hours … are you sure you want to listen ? it could be a while , you know . . .          ❜

[dekiiru]

hi im gonna b slow cause im iconing but follow me pls i miss izuku

[dekiiru]

     [ @deposse ]

                    ❛          do you think i could learn to sew even though my hands shake like this ? i wanted to make something for akicchan . . . can you help me ?          ❜          his brows are furrowed with frustration at his own inability .

[dekiiru]

     [ @merailia​ ]

                    ❛          these are so...pretty. i always liked the idea of being a florist...my mom taught me a lot about flowers when she was alive , &&. i guess it stuck with me.          ❜          the bittersweet memory brings a pained smile to his lips.     (     he misses her so much.     )     his finger rests upon the petals of a flower , leaning down to better look at it.          ❛          i think maybe i’ll go with this one.          ❜

[dekiiru]

maeigha‌:

          bewilderment makes itself evident ‘pon facial features , paints a drowsy countenance in all the colors associated with unbridled confusion . his blinks are slow , almost lazy in their approach , much like a puppy waiting to be told what to do next . he wants to say something but the words do not come / his brain  &  his mouth are not running at the same speed for once in his godforsaken life , what he wants to say  &  what he does say do not correlate ——— in his head is a speech , what comes out of his mouth is nothing . ( he dozes off , snaps back awake by his own breath  &  then dozes off again to redo the cycle over  &  over . )     ❛     okay ,     ❜     but i thought you were excited to go , is what he wants to say , but the words that escape him fall out all on their own / out of his control .     ❛     tomorrow . . . tomorrow . tomorrow .     ❜     the mindless repetition of a word like it’s one he’s never heard , like it’s something foreign ——— he can’t think straight but even so he wants to stay awake , if only to display the unwavering guilt that he feels . [ it’s a new emotion , he has no idea what it is  &  why he’s feeling it but he despises it . ] 

          ❛     to ——— tomorrow .     ❜     the soft peck he receives almost does not register , not when the same word tumbles out of his mouth over  &  over again , like it’s the only word he knows how to say / a specifically crafted secret language ——— it pulls him into another daze , one where he blankly stares at the wall on the opposite side of the room until he’s snapped back into reality , until he realizes where he is . ( the exhaustion hits him all at once again , like a winding punch to the gut . )     ❛     okay , okay , okay . tomorrow , tomorrow . . . i always have time for you ——— tomorrow .     ❜

                    always time for him. the concept makes izuku’s lips pull into a smile , makes his heart flutter. he wonders if akira knows how much even that sort of speech makes him fall in love all over again. he knows that he likely would have really tried to go if izuku asked     (     when has akira ever turned him down ? all he ever has to do is ask     )     which only means even more to him than akira could ever possibly know. he gives soft laughter , traces akira’s lips with his thumb.          ❛          tomorrow ,          ❜          he agrees , voice gentle enough that he hopes to assist in the lulling of sleep. he gives him another kiss , this time on the cheek while his hand makes a slow motion from his mouth to his hair , fingers pulling through it gingerly , moving his bangs behind his ear , out of his eyes.     (     he loves him     /     he loves him     /     o’ god himself will never understand how much he loves him.     )

                    ❛          for now , sleep. you’ll feel better when you wake up , i promise.          ❜         kisses become more numerous , tender motions placed on akira’s eyes , his nose , his forehead.

[dekiiru]

ok i was at my friends all day today so i had to cut my calling out transphobic bitches short lmao and the drama is all over now anyway BUT i do want to cover something for the sake of future interactions with me:

if you think changing a characters pronouns when they canonically only go by they/them (cough cough frisk) or really just changing ANY pronouns of characters (the sole exception of which i can understand being made for trans characters, i.e. having a trans girl izuku) is okay, then fucking unfollow me. hell, block me. i do NOT want your transphobic ass here.

if you think “making a character trans for no other reason than to be trans” is somehow not ok (nevermind that IM a trans dude so like...its pretty obvious that im relating to him lmfao) then like... 1. i dont know why youre here and 2. youre a transphobe, PLEASE fucking unfollow me because i already hate you. because clearly either you think people have to present as trans or you think that ppl cant just BE trans without a “reason for it” and that literally makes you a transphobe, believe it or not trans people fucking exist, transphobia is a real life problem and those of us that have to deal with it on a daily basis dont want to come here to see you be gross as shit about us

and FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD, IF YOU THINK DEFENDING A TRANSPHOBE AS A TRANS PERSON SOMEHOW MAKES THEM NOT TRANSPHOBIC, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE.

I DONT CARE IF YOURE TRANS OR NOT, YOU DO NOT GET TO TELL DOZENS OF TRANS PEOPLE WHAT THEY CAN OR CANNOT FIND OFFENSIVE JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY.

if you do something wrong, its not that hard to apologize, fix it and move on. own up to your fucking mistakes once in a while.

[dekiiru]

yeah it really sucks that people are changing canon pronouns for a character, almost sucks as much as making a character trans for literally no reason other than to be trans right?

oh no the poor cissies what are they gonna do without their rep :((((((

but for real lmao are you advocating for cisphobia rn cause that REALLY makes you a dumbass, making a character trans because im a trans person who wants to relate to my muse is completely different from changing a characters pronouns. erasing frisks canon pronouns as exclusively they/them in order to gender them is misgendering whether you see them as nb or not, the same way that genderbending is transphobic. making a cis character trans is not the same as changing a characters pronouns just because you can. sorry but youre a transphobe babe, that’s literally what transphobia IS, now get out of my inbox

[dekiiru]

maeigha‌:

          ❛     weird ? ryuji jr . is a good name . it’s our pig but he’s living with me until sojiro finds out about his existence so as his primary caretaker and his dad shouldn’t i get to name him whatever the hell i want ?     ❜     the brief furrow of brow , the scrunching of nose ——— countenance appears frustrated but it’s with the tangle of digits in the fabric of the shirt that currently adorns his person that his gaze softens considerably ; an action he takes notice of immediately / he grimaces to himself but does not visibly show his irritation , rather returns to an expression of forced neutrality , monotonous in its approach . [ how the other brings him to his knees with such finesse is something he doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to figure out . ]     ❛     he looks very polite ? he’s a fucking pig .     ❜     he continues to keep it out of reach , raises it over frizzy haired head whilst he leans down to place a short lived kiss ‘pon the shorter’s nose ——— there’s a snort in amusement but it’s drowned out by the creature’s own .     ❛     okay , okay , we’ll name him wilbur like you wanted .     ❜

                    ❛          okay , it’s an okay name , but they can’t all be ryuji jr. and crackhead is just mean , that’s your son.          ❜          he feels bad for a fraction of a second upon seeing akira’s frustration begin , but it gives way to confusion quickly upon noticing his softened expression.     (     is he upset with him ? he is having a hard time telling.     )     but the speech prompts a response , &&. his grip on fabric tightens.          ❛          he’s a polite pig. he won a nobel peace price for politeness , probably , maybe. he opens doors for people &&. says his please &&. thank yous.          ❜          he made all of that up just now , of course , but he’s trying desperately to get akira to pick a name that he won’t feel terrible for calling his pet. he opens his mouth again to speak , but it’s cut off by the redness in his face that grows when lips touch his nose.

                    it takes him a few moments     (     of speechlessness , of longing for another kiss , a kiss he can pour his heart     /     his soul into , one that lasts longer , something to fill his insatiable appetite for ‘ another , another , another , ‘     )     to comprehend what akira says , &&. his face lights up.          ❛          really ? for real ? you mean it ?          ❜

[dekiiru]

maeigha‌:

          he’s going to get the lecture of a lifetime , he can already hear it ——— makoto sitting him down  &  talking his ears off , ann hitting him with a rolled up newspaper like he’s some kind of dog , haru’s uncertain stare  &  akechi’s stupid mouth blabbing his ears off . ( he can never understand half of what the detective prince ever says to him ; he feels like he speaks in such a sophisticated fashion solely to send him reeling / he would not doubt it . ) dairy treat falls to the ground in one abrupt motion as he turns away from the other / assumes that if he pretends everything is going as normal that he will not have to explain himself . [ for the first time in his life does he feel like he’s fallen off the deep end ——— this is something ryuji would do , this is a situation his best friend would be in , not him / he’s fucked up . ]     ❛     what are you freaking out about ?     ❜     voice remains monotone , head turning back enough to glance at the other from the corner of a cardinal eye .     ❛     are you gonna follow ? or am i gonna have to leave you here so the shadows get you ?     ❜     he wouldn’t , not in a million years but he can’t think of any other way to coax the youth to him ; even if he has yet to know what the term , ‘ shadows ‘ refers to .     ❛     if you want an explanation you better come with me then ,     ❜     an irritated exhale of air , the shoving of gloved hands into pockets ——— brow is furrowed  &  teeth are gritted .     ❛     hurry up , we’re gonna do something .     ❜

                    it’s a very valid reason to freak out , if only out of confusion , but akira’s words make him bite his tongue     /     the implication that he’s somehow overreacting makes his stomach sink.          ❛          shadows... ?          ❜          he doesn’t know what that means , not in this context , but it sounds like a vague threat. izuku swallows hard , hesitates , but follows akira anyway.     (     he would trust him with his life     ;     this moment is no different , despite everything.     )

                    he says nothing about how irritated akira looks , but keeps it in his mind.     (     he can’t tell if he’s done something wrong to upset him or if it’s the situation that has frustrated him , but regardless , it unsettles him.     )     it’s an overwhelming scenario , however , so what other details he might give off with his body language are hidden to izuku , despite his normal perceptiveness.          ❛          what do you mean , the shadows ?          ❜          he isn’t sure he wants to find out what that means , but he asks anyway. not knowing is killing him.

[dekiiru]

me, a bnha blog, using a persona 5 url instead because i basically treat izuku like a persona 5 character? more likely than you think!

dekiiru > garulha

[dekiiru]

     [ @holyblessd ]

                    ❛          we’re classmates now , you know ? i think we should get more familiar with each other !     (     not that i really know where to start , though...     )          ❜

[dekiiru]

     [ @tenebroum​ ]

                    ❛          so , i know you figured out a way to fly with dark shadow...but , tokoyami , i still have a few questions about it ! like , how much can dark shadow hold ?          ❜          he has thought about this more than he would like to admit.