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I reached a year sober :)

#sober #sobriety #addiction #methamphetamine #meth

In my time on this earth, I have learned she is cruel when you are cruel to her and

I have been cruel

I just want to be high

#meth #addict #girls that tweak #methamphetamine #love

Don't eat; you're in control

There's this misconception that meth ruined my life. No... I ruined my life while I was on meth. Meth is a blessing and a curse. It taught me how to love myself but the more I used it the darker my thoughts became. I miss it.

#meth #methamphetamine #girls that tweak

♪♪♪...who am I to disagree...♪♪♪

I think about using all day everyday and you have no idea

Day six

My life is a mistake

I love meth

I love meth I love meth

I love meth I love meth I love meth I love meth

I l o v e m e t h

#methamphetamine #meth #spun #addict #mental health #control this skeleton #control #hard drugs #girls who like drugs #drugs #drugs addict #1yr spun

Shouldn't have found me.

Why do I feel so alive when using? She leads me closer to death.

#meth #methamphetamine #addict #addiction #spin #spinning #spun #i want to die #i want this #mental illness #impulse #help

I wish I was

Dead

You can't stop me. I'm gonna geek no matter what.

You can't stop me...

I need help if a am too survive

Say, it's day 4 and I just fucking want to starve myself and smoke dope... He's watching me though.

Day 2

Screaming for help, silently & violently…

But she has me... And she doesn't want to let go. She is something more than I ever anticipated.

I'm not myself anymore.

Y o u m u s t k n o w , I ' m n o t o k a y .

#Ed #eating disorder #drugs #ana #meth #spun #spin #mental health #suicide #help #please help me

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