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"Lets make this the best ten minutes of our lives, Jack."

"Those who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming. This is a fault. Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated. For these there is hope. They are the elect to whom beautiful things mean only Beauty. There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." -Oscar Wilde

Intro to; Hanyu's Mind

hello, I am dem0litionluvers. I also prefer to just be called Hanyu, or by my online alias Solomon. haha funny name switch, huh?

anyhow, I made this blog specifically because I wanted to share my media interests and yumeships. there won't be a lot of my art on here, in part because drawing pisses me off. there will, however, be a lot of Liquid Snake and Gregor Samsa posts, because those are my two main f/os. I have no DNI, and my blog is mostly free blocking as I want. I will not tailor my blog to your personal tastes just because you think I should.

Im nonsharing for most of my f/os. just a straight up warning, its especially heavy on Liquid Snake, Vortigern, and Gregor Samsa. under NO circumstances will I ever consider myself a selective sharer or sharing yume for those three. the only familial one I really have is Mother Gooseberry (boo! did I scare you? Im the authors crippling mommy issues) and honestly thats really the only woman on here. I do refer to my f/os with fem terms at times.

I will block if I see doubles.

feel free to use masc terms on me. actually, its ENCOURAGED to use masc terms on me. I mainly stick to they/them, it/its, or he/him pronouns for myself (and my sonas) but I always have considered myself a man. if you ever think of seeing me as a woman I will kill you, not a joke. dead serious. I may, occasionally, refer to myself as a computer- this is, in part, due to how I perceive myself and some other things I wont post about on this blog.

honestly- thats about it, I wont really release a F/O list because you'll find them out as I go along. and I'm lazy. just know this blog will be primarily yume shipping with some occasional imagines and such. fics will be uploaded. ao3 will be given. all as God intended.

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I need a new Gregor ID rightnow Im going through gregordrawals (Gregor Samsa withdrawal) and I cant do it anymore.

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something something pride month something somethin I want Liquid, Gregor, Ashveil, and Vortigern carnally something something Im tired. ok guys thats it thats the post

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thinking about OuterDogs and how theyll never be sappy domestic old men.

Liquid Snake is a clone of the biggest military legend, hes born to maim and kill others, inherently he is dangerous. the soldier was modified and grown in a test tube, literally born to be a weapon, and nothing more than that. but they both sometimes sit awake after twenty too many shots, and they both ask each other 'what if we werent' and they both think of some unachievable future where they settle down, maybe adopt under the guise of two friends, meet each others parents and siblings, live two lives built on good intentions and dreams instead of standing on top of corpses.

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Gregor's Hanyu is a literal computer. like. a robot made from a computer. I think Gregor probably looks up 'how to' videos and watches them on his boyfriends face.

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guess whos back bitches. sorry Ive had like a god awful fever the past 4-ish days and Im still sick as hell (God Himself has cursed me) but Im back now expect f/o imagines soon. especially about fevers and hospitals.

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My Chemical Romance and Breaking Benjamin you will forever be immortalized in my yumeship playlists.

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autism was never my super power. no, it was ALWAYS yumeshipping and the fact I can lift triple my body weight with minimal issues.

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19, 22, and 23 for the yumeship ask game :3

19. "whos the madoka and whos the homura?" - I'll use NihilisticDogs for this if you dont mind, since this is really the only yume I have that applies the concept of needing saving/trying to save. honestly, in that, Ashveil takes up a much more Homura-esque role, seeing as he takes repeated efforts to pull his Hanyu from the edge of IX's grasp and, ultimately, self-annihilation. Hanyu, in this, definitely leans more towards Madoka, seeing as he has the whole Self-Annihilator abomination thing going on, since he, after gazing upon IX and being gazed upon, changes paths entirely and becomes a Pathstrider of the Abundance afterwards.

22. "who fell first?" - in the case of ComputedPest, Gregor actually fell first. he saw his Hanyu give an enemy the worst beatdown of their life with a briefcase/cannon and then, ironically, his Hanyu actually wiped some of the blood off him, citing it as "unhygienic" and "dangerous if [you] go to eat", and then Hanyu fell a little while after when Gregor offered him a little circuitboard, because even with nigh infinite computing power put into their body to combat the effects of Hastur's existence that showed them this very outcome, it still made their internal cooling system whir to life.

23. "who fell harder?" - finally, in the case of OuterDogs (smirks like that Debby Ryan woman), Liquid Snake actually fell harder believe it or not. it was technically a raging boner later, on top of the existence of the soldier constantly trying to maim him or tear him to shreds, and a lot of conversation and light switch irritation that led to Liquid Snake falling harder. the soldier claims that it doesnt consider Liquid Snake a romantic partner, moreso a means to an end, but it still takes him out for the disgusting tea and fish and chips at this nearby British place.

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WHY CAN I NOT SEE SOLOMON IN A THONG NASU THIS IS DEEPLY WRONG I DO NOT CARE THAT IM BEING DRAMATIC SOBBING. VOMITING. PLEASE NASU.

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chicken noodle soup . pplmease mr f/o chiken noodl ensoiup

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—yume / selfshipping ask game ! 💗

i tried to make as many of these applicable to any sort of dynamic (romantic, platonic, familial, etc.) but there are some that are more targeted toward romantic pairings!

how long have you been yume/selfshipping?

how long have you been yume/selfshipping with a specific f/o?

what do you love about your f/o?

what do you DISLIKE about your f/o?

how would the fandom of your f/os source material feel about your ship?

describe your relationship/lore in five emojis or less !

what would it be like meeting your f/o's parents/having your f/o meet your parents?

do you have any hot takes about your f/o?

what gifts would you get each other for each other's birthdays?

what are your respective attachment styles?

what are your respective love languages? (what each of you like to receive/give)

if you could, would you actually make your f/o a real person?

would you choose to live in your f/o's universe?

what show/book/movie/etc would you recommend to your f/o?

how do you feel about doubles?

what song do you associate with your f/o?

what song do you associate with your relationship to your f/o?

who takes more initiative? you or your f/o?

who's the madoka and who's the homura? (AKA who is more doomed by the narrative / who fails to save the other over and over again?)

what's a common argument between you and your f/o?

who apologises first after an argument?

who fell first? you or your f/o?

who fell harder?

would you still love your f/o even if they were a worm? would they still love you?

how do you take care of each other when sick?

who's more likely to burn down the kitchen?

who buys unprompted gifts the most?

who's more needy?

who's more jealous and/or possessive?

whose sleep schedule is worse?

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someone should ask me these things Im glad to talk about my yumeships 👀👀

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f/o driving you to therapy or important appointment instead of you driving yourself (<- doesnt want to go to therapy, let alone drive with 1½ legs)

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Outlast Hanyu is gonna go through it next if I get another fucking migraine playing Trials and sick as hell. swear to GOD hes gonna get it

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OuterDogs also has a special spot in my heart. in part because Ive always selfshipped with Liquid Snake, but also because they're like the father son and holy spirit of my doomed toxic selfships. they're never happy in any universe, but when they're introduced to each other in every universe, they destroy each other and themselves. ComputedPest genuinely the only happy non-doomed healthy selfship Ive made, and NihilisticDogs unfortunately does not make the cut.

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AbyssalMaster has such a special place in my thoughts you don't understand, especially in the canon of YellowedPerserverance (aka HanMaru, Hanyu (Yellow King possessed)/Fujimaru).

like, what do you mean you gain infinite knowledge of the cosmos and things beyond that and you still choose THAT Loser as the only one capable of understanding you? what do you mean you've seen everything in all its entirety, from the beginning all the way to the end, and you've gone mad from the overwhelming knowledge and wisdom you've gained, and you'd STILL choose a fucking bug as the one and only? god youre a fucking hopeless loser (<- designed them that way btw, hates their guts but literally made them. suffers from its own success)

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had more nightmares threw up and landed in a closet passed out so youre getting the freaking nightmare comfort imagines and YOURE GOING TO LIKE IT. ok? ok..