How can I get passed a world of turmoil. The awakening has been a tough journey, as I get closer to the most high the wicked floods through like hyenas in the night. Living a graceful life attracted negative raging (leeches)parasites that intents to suck the life out of my existence. I wish this didn’t exist my Lord. I crave your love with every breath I take. I need you now more than ever to help me with these tough times that exist here on planet earth(physical realm). I can’t handle it anymore sometimes I feel like a purified angel in large room of corrupted toxic souls that are filled with intense negative energy. This task has been overwhelming for me and I can not do it alone it’s only getting worst not better. Times when you truly believe a step was taken but in reality steps were taken backwards not forward towards the destination, at this point no one seems to care about becoming better versions of who they were designed to be. Judgment, jealousy, bullying, harassment seems to be the outcome in this age. I wish I could help but I can’t anymore. I’ve played my part in the process of helping others honestly there is nothing more I can do. My Lord I love you sincerly your little angel. ♥️🕊