Currently? Procrastinating.

~~Alaina~~he/she/they~~24~~ ~~Appalachian Cryptid~~Genderfluid~~ ~~grey-ace/pan~~ My Instagram is @demon.sneeze My Fanfiction

[demon-sneeze]

- Assigned cute girl at birth and fucked it up somewhere along the way

- Cascoded Crowley”girl”

- Possibly occasionally nsfw, I am not a minor

- sideblog for Crowley: @crowleykiss

- sideblog for L: @cupidlawliet

- I saw MCR Nashville 2022 and I will never let it go

- I write, mostly for myself and my maladaptive daydreaming universe, but also because I enjoy it!

- Ship and let ship, anyone can interact

- I ship whatever is funniest in the moment

- send me asks about anything!! I love asks!!

- same for tagging! From anyone, any reason!!

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- THINGS I POST ABOUT, IN ORDER OF (likely) FREQUENCY:

- Supernatural, Death Note, general funnyposting, World of Warcraft, Mystic Messenger, Fallout: New Vegas, Portal, general nature stuff, horror stuff

- Other various interests I would love to talk about:

- spooky/horror content, Kafka, emo nostalgia, Left 4 Dead 2, selfshipping, maladaptive daydreaming, fic writing, (hurt/comfort especially but all genres are great), sewing, alternative music, YouTube essays, old YouTube gamers, (like 2015 mark or old AVGN), The Walking Dead Telltale games, Undertale, Ghibli movies, Stardew Valley, (the secret good hp that lives in our childhoods), Percy Jackson, chicken keeping (irl), diy projects, rare/unique instruments, 2000’s Nintendo and PC gaming, (DS and Wii specifically)…….

♠️ヽ(=^･ω･^=)丿♥️ (^_−)☆ ♣️ (∪。∪)。。。zzz♦️

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Also gifs for each character I’m unhealthily obsessed with under the cut, please talk to me about them:

[catboycompulsion]

my gay omega pheramones make me smell like hand sanitizer

[thisiisjune]

More illustrated segments of the LA BB Murder Cases.

I swear I can’t take making a comic seriously, i promised I’d lock in an lied

(I swear I’ll lock in guys I swear)

[thisiisjune]

More illustrated segments of the LA BB Murder Cases.

I swear I can’t take making a comic seriously, i promised I’d lock in an lied

(I swear I’ll lock in guys I swear)

[cherushiina]

hands you petri dish sized creatures

[queeranarchism]

#my wife is on the SOR for being gay #no joke #she hit on a girl in a straight bar once #in 1997 #and while the girl was into it #the off duty cop sitting nearby was not #and so he arrested her for ‘soliciting homosexual activity’ #which in our state was still a felony #in 1997 (and would remain so until Lawrence v Texas in 2003) #and since ‘soliciting homosexual activity’ was a felony and a sex crime #she got put on The List #she is still on there to this day #because it costs MONEY to ask a judge to take you off #and she has tried four times#since 2003 #to get taken off the SOR #but every time the judge has said something like ‘no you pled guilty to the crime i can’t possibly take you off the sex offender registry’ #with no acknowledgement of what the actual crime was #(the crime of being a butch lesbian hitting on a cute girl who was into it) #(in 1997)

Reposting these tags with consent from the person that wrote them. The post about the Sex Offenders Registry is locked, but these tags are too important to go unnoticed.

Younger queer people need to realize that the SOR being used against queer people simply for being queer isn’t some ancient history thing. It still impacts queer people today. And it can quite easily be used that way again.

[ashelyskies-deactivated20241121]

Listen!

When you hear people throwing around the talking point of “well there’s a high rate of sex offenders in the trans/queer community”, this has to do with why.

Being on the sex offender registry isn’t inherently equivalent to whatever horrific sex crime you’re meant to think of when it’s mentioned. It evokes imagery of pedophilia and rape, but there is a lot that can get you put on it and not a lot you can do to be taken off of it.

Public crossdressing used to be able to get you put on the sex offender registry (and by used to I mean as recently as 2011).

Public urination (you know, the literal only option for someone who’s homeless and doesn’t have access to public bathrooms, a venn diagram where trans people are more likely to rest in the meeting zone) can get you put on the sex offender registry.

Sex work is pretty much an automatic way to end up on the sex offender registry if you’re caught. (This is especially weaponized against black trans women who do sex work)

“Deviant Sexual Intercourse” (aka literally any sexual activity aside from penis-in-vagina penetration) could get you on the sex offender registry as recently as the early 2000s. That effectively impacts the entire queer community in one way or another.

The sex offender registry is, first and foremost, useless. It tells you nothing about what someone did. It’s mentioned to quickly associate a person or a group of people with the worst possible crimes imaginable.

It has been used against us time after time and it will continue to be used for that.

[cluegrrl]

And this is where the push of purity discourse in fandom shows its fetid, fascist underbelly.

[gwydionmisha]

This is why they are making being trans in public a felony in some states.

[harperhug]

When you decide that people who commit a certain crime or category of crime should legally lose their humanity, you create incentive for more people to be charged with that crime.

[cricketcat9]

But, is your current President on that list? 🤔🤔🤔

[queeranarchism]

In a hypothetical future in which Trump loses power and the Democrats grow a spine and try to sue him, I don’t want The State to be able to take away Donal Trump’s human rights.

I will throw a party if the next shooter hits their mark.

But I don’t want The State to be able to take away Donal Trump’s human rights. Because I don’t want The State to be able to take away anyone’s human rights.

Because the moment they can (which is right now), they target marginalized people. They target refugees. They target trans people. They target people of color. They target disabled people. They’re doing it all right now. Oppressing minorities is What States Do.

The potential joy I would feel if the state punished 1 evil billionaire isn’t worth the harm to millions of people that always always results from the state having that power.

[demon-sneeze]

Guess where I live 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🦅🦅

[demon-sneeze]

Hearing Quinton jumpscare me with a Crowley quote and drag me nearly two hours into an 8 hour grumpy cat video wasn’t on my bingo card

Especially after recognizing Tyler Johnston (Samandriel) as the “twink in the grumpy cat Christmas movie” 20 minutes earlier

I feel mentally ill on multiple levels

[nemirutami]

i was handcuffed and forced to reread deathnote

[forestgreenandgray]

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered

[turochamp]

dreamt that i went to a car dealership and Light Yagami and L were there and I saw L first so I went "woah are you L death note?" and L went "L what?" and light went " L WHAT."

[uglygirlstatus]

sorry I had to draw this

[myshkoladka]

My favourite inktober arts

[penworthy]

[sailorsally]

RIP Franz Kafka you would have loved TikTok

[annabelle--cane]

hmm, how to say this in a way that doesn't accidentally and incorrectly convey that I'm on any various Mad At Someone islands... it is completely #validandreal to be put off by and feel uncomfortable about discussions of sexual violence subtext in fiction, it takes no stretch of the imagination to figure out why it's not to everybody's taste, That's Fine, not everything is for everyone, I'm not making rounds on people's blogs to say Engage With This Abuse Allegory Or Perish. I also think it's completely fair to not want to engage with a lens because it paints a character you like and/or relate to as metaphorically sexually abusive and it doesn't feel good to contemplate that, you get to think about what ever you want in your own blessèd mind and you don't have to bring something into your sandbox if you don't find it fun to play with. what I think is a problem is having that subjective discomfort reaction to sexual violence subtext and then using that discomfort by itself to argue that the reading is invalid and that the people talking about it are just making craaaazy reaches. not enjoying a line of thought is fine, thinking that a particular vein of analysis doesn't hold up to strong counterarguments is fine, saying "I don't like thinking about this so it's wrong and everyone should stop talking about it" is a whole different thing and just further taboos and stigmatizes conversations about sexual violence even in fictional and abstract contexts.

[annabelle--cane]

and even beyond the "further stigmatizes talking about sexual violence" thing, it's also simply not good analytical practice. if your goal is fully considered litcrit rather than playing in a sandbox then you cannot dismiss something as invalid just because the vibes are off. usually if a take's vibes are off but you can't pinpoint any actual flaws in its argument then that's a flag that you should focus on that area and figure out what the text is doing to make you uncomfortable, the paper cuts are almost always markers of the really interesting stuff.

[czteropaklomzy]

Genderbend Light this, genderbend L that but what about my glorious Near huh?

[remisaweek]

Dates Interest Check for Rem/Misa Ship Week 2026

Greetings women's wrongs supporters, doomed yuri scholars and monster enjoyers. <3

This year there will be a week-long online fandom event celebrating the relationship between Rem and Misa! There will be prompts to create and post fanworks for each day of the week.

If you are interested in participating, when would the most convenient time for you be?

3 - 9 August

10 - 16 August

17 - 23 August

24 - 30 August

Any of these work for me!

None of these work for me :(

I don't go here but I wanna press a button :)

Voting ended onMay 22

[unspeakablearchives]

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