marj's world

currently crying myself to sleep

[depressivethirtyyo]

i always identified to monica's relationship with her parents, and especially her mother, because i felt the same way: i have to be perfect, to think about every comments and remarks they can make me in advance to avoid giving them the pleasure to lecture me. and even if i try my best to be uncriticable, they somehow succeed to belittle me and to find the right spot to attack me. i wish i have a more peaceful and adult to adult relationship with them, instead of always being on my guard and in a defensive position with them. [1x02]

[depressivethirtyyo]

starting friends for the 568452th time, and yep the real world sucks so much [1x01]

[depressivethirtyyo]

[depressivethirtyyo]

thursday

the addition of the guitar brings a more eerie and grim undertone to an already dark story. there is a slight shift in the sound from the first mixtape, and it deepens and expands the sonic palett of The Weeknd. it shows us that his main concerns are about the music, the atmosphere, the world he's building and immersing us. the storytelling is more tightened and has a looping effect, which helps to understand this mixtape inside or outside the trilogy. the relationship with Valerie is compelling, difficult to witness and sometimes beautiful. even if my favorite mixtape of the trilogy is interchangeable, depending on the time of my life im at, the time of the year or my mood, i think thursday is the one im coming back with a new discovery every time.

my favs *loney star *life of the party *the birds pt 1&2 *heaven or las vegas *valerie

[depressivethirtyyo]

been relistening every the weeknd project in order to make my top 10 of his discography

house of balloons

been there since december 2010, and the production hasnt age at all. the darkwave eerie bedroom r&b sound is so unique and unmatched, still nowadays. themes are addiction to drugs, sex and maybe love. his writing his haunted and haunting. the feeling of being in a meaningless and worthless relationship, meeting someone you can have a little power on the side to feel something again, having sentiments to something that cant happen. in a world where drugs are the only solution to feel something. wandering all day long, zombified by a world consuming every bit of you, waiting to party all night long and forget everything. doing it gain and again. it sounds a little bit corny and edgy now, but i dont know it was a vast feeling shared by teens/young adult at the end of the 00's/beginning of the 10's with skins, etc. i will forever be grateful to have that king of music at that time in my life.

my favs *high for this *hob/gtb *the morning *wicked games *coming down *the knowing

[yourdeaddoll]

i'm not built to work, i'm built to brood in a victorian estate with all my unread books

[jellogram]

I really feel like 25 years from now they're gonna be screening The Bride! (2026) at old school theatres and queer festivals. Like it's too good for mainstream audiences. It doesn't belong at Regal Cinemas. It belongs on a list of other oddball cult movies beloved only by the lesbians who go too hard on Halloween

[rottenbrainstuff]

I think my favourite part of the bride! was how many times the bride is being loud and disruptive and decidedly unladylike, and Frank is just staring at her with open-mouth admiration. He genuinely is enthralled by her will and her independence and thinks it’s amazing. Get you a man who looks at you when you’re being insane the way Frank looks at the bride when she’s being insane.

[uncensored-aj]

Me: *Watching The Bride and loving it, feeling like it had a deep, complex message to give and like I was the target audience to gain something from that message* *Also feeling like it was just a good film in general and liking it even just from a fun standpoint*

The Internet, like fucking always: …I don’t get it. Libtard trash. Shitty feminist garbage.

Me: …Wonderful, see you fuckers for the NEXT incredible Remake or Retelling you all beg for then Butcher.

Go give your money to the AI Scream Sequel instead. That’s the only shit that sells now, Straight up Sequels.

[depressivethirtyyo]

when #that part from Brooklyn Baby and West Coast hits while you're walking aimlessly, the sun is shining and life might be worth living

[depressivethirtyyo]

decided to listen to vroom vroom the only way god intended it: full volume

[depressivethirtyyo]

not dr robby being a dick to dr mohan for having panic attacks, when he was on the fucking floor crying last season lmao go on your motorcycle and have an accident plz

[depressivethirtyyo]

rewatching oth and mouth is the og incel, i can't care less about him omg

[darklinaforever]

The Bride could have been a cool concept but they over politicized it and made it too toxic feminist for the average viewer to enjoy

What the hell? All art is political.

And sorry, but for some people, is it really too much to see rapists killed, to see corrupt cops being lectured, and to see women kill the mafia boss who ripped out the tongues of his female victims?

Is that too much for you? Is that toxic and problematic to watch?!

Knowing that the worst thing the fiancée herself did in the film was to rip out the tongue of the cop who tried to rape her, and accidentally kill another cop. And she blamed herself for both.

Toxic feminism? For killing her rapists? Okay...

[depressivethirtyyo]

coming from the bride of frankenstein (1935) having five minutes of screentime and not talking, to a bride just wanting to end decades of oppression and violences against women. people are crazy to be more sympathetic to rapists and to not understand the underlying themes but calling it toxic lmao

[vanpelts]

THE BRIDE! (2026) JESSIE BUCKLEY

[depressivethirtyyo]

can't get the bride! out of my head since last week. the final result may be clumsy but the undergoing thematics about feminicides, female rage and regain oneself agency is so cool. the set decors are so good, it's fun and camp. jessie buckley is so f-ing good. the use of cinema to tell feelings and thoughts, frank being a loner cinephile is chief kiss. love it so so much despite its flaws, wanna go see it again asap

[depressivethirtyyo]

cant wait to see the bride! next week. i obvi reentered my frankenstein phase and rewatched gdt’s one. such a shame i didnt saw it on the big screen, but the monster is so compelling, and feeling alone (i fucking relate lmao). such a great movie, based on a absolutely great book. i almost regret that we have that first half on victor, he is not as interesting as the monster nor as well depicted by del toro

[godzilla-reads]

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, book covers