He recovered enough just to tell her his name.  The rest of his Common was fast and mostly unintelligible; Clair understood a third of what he was saying.  The man mentioned Druddigonâs name, or, she supposed, he was thanking the dragon.  Then he lay over, all energy spent, looking up at her with his glassy blue eyes.
   Clair pursed her lips.  Pathetic.  Absolutely pathetic!  He let himself get into such a sorry stateâsunburned, worn-down, and covered with dirtâand now he shook from any effort he made.  Even that little sip of water was too much for him.  The manâlozenge?  Lys-somethingâwas fast asleep.  Just like that.  A second ago he was awake (kinda), but here he slept like a big, dumb, giant baby.
   She leaned forward, hands on her knees, staring intently at his grimy face.  The man was passed out.  Part of her wished heâd be stuck in a nightmare, if only for being an annoyance.  Clair sighed. Okay, so she didnât really think that.  Guy was annoying, though.
   âHey.  Wake up,â she said, reaching out and grabbing his shoulder.  She shook it hesitantly.  Nothing happened.  The man lozenge exhaled deeply, his harsh breath tickling her knees.  Clair suppressed an urge to giggle.  Moving to his side, she brushed against Druddigon, who growled low in his throat.  Clair gave him a look that said âcan you believe this?â to which the dragon merely blinked.  Yeah, didnât think so, either.
   Clair turned back to the man lozenge.  Druddigon got up from his haunches and lumbered towards the front of the cave, found a good rock and began basking on it.  The manâs ragged looks deceived him: under her hand, Clair felt the rounded shoulder of a well-built physique.  His torn clothes and vagrantâs appearance seemed to be a façade. She frowned.  No homeless person had shoulders like these.
   Her hand tightened on the strangerâs shoulder. Who was this guy?  Not lozenge, or whatever his name was.  What did he do?  Why was he here, of all places?  Clair frowned, her gaze black upon the sleeping man.  As much as she hated to admit, she was more than just curious about his story.
   Which was stupid, because she shouldnât.  It wasnât any of her business.  And she didnât care.
   âCâmon, you big idiot,â Clair grumbled, shaking the man roughly.  âGet up.â But that didnât work, either.  She growled and shook him again, getting up on her knees and putting her whole body into it.  âUp!  Get up!â
   None of that had any effect on the man.  Which left only one thing, something sheâd been holding back from doing.  Part of becoming a âbetter person,â or something.  Clair kneeled.  Got right up into the manâs face.  Then she reached up and grabbed a handful of his hair.  âOI!  WAKE UP!â she cried, yanking his head backwards.
   It was like an explosion.  The man lozengeâs eyes shot open, and a yelp of surprise burst through his lips.  Clair recoiled backwards as the man awoke, skinning her knee on a rock, her hand releasing his hair as if itâd been made of fire.  He stumbled awake, sitting up haphazardly and holding on to the ground.  His arms were spread apart to prevent from falling.  Itâd be pretty funny if he didnât have a horrifically shocked, confused look on his face.  Like heâd awoken from the clutches of something awful.
   Clair hardened her sentimental side and narrowed her eyes at the man.  âFinally,â she said, adjusting herself so she sat cross-legged, taking care to avoid her injured knee.  âNo sleep.  Not now.  You hurt.â The words were more than awkward on her lips.  But she was getting more comfortable with itâthe language, it seemed, wasnât as forgotten as sheâd thought.  Clair tried again.  âYou need help.  But⊠wonât find here.â
     The man was coming to his senses.  He looked at her with his (pretty) blue eyes and let out a weak, gasping breath.  Clair didnât know what he said, but she had a pretty good idea it wasnât sunshine and rainbows.  âWe canât stay here.  Not good for you.  We have to go.â  Her eyes roamed down his leg, where the man⊠seemed to favor one leg.  Issues with his foot? Ankle?  âCan you stand?â
There was a pleasant feeling...one of drifting by. Like he was on a small boat, or a gondola, laying on his back in the fading sun. The gentle rocking of the river lulled him into a deeper, deeper restful feeling. Like all the aches were just fading out for the moment, sucked into the gentle sway. Ah, he could just smell the river now, clear and clean; the freshness it carried that was indescribable, the slight hint of the thriving, fresh vegetation that bloomed alongside the clean waters. This was a peace that he had been without for so long, had wanted for a bit...something instead of the endless trekking, the nonstop hard ground and aching body. Somewhere in the far depths of his head, he knew that this was a dream, not the reality of the situation...but it still didnât quite reach the front of his mind. It couldnât. He was too happy and content.
Until the gondola tipped over. It brought with it the sensation of crashing; the return of the noise of rumbling, earth cracking, a cave collapsing on top of blue scales, the sound of bones breaking.
Or rather, he was jerked out of his little reverie by one of the rudest, most violent awakenings he had ever received in his life. Pain shot through his head from something unknown, and he felt as though he might be about to drown â caught somewhere between the reality of his situation and the dream-state he had been trapped in a moment before. He flung his arms out to try and catch himself on something- anything, and felt solid ground, confusing him greatly as he realized, in his dazed and slow mind, that he was still in a cooled cave, in the middle of a desert, hurting because of all the wandering he did alone, all the somehow-getting-lost he had forced himself to manage in an attempt to be alone. He could feel his face frozen in a mask of shock, heart pounding, breath coming in fast and ragged, sucking up air he had thought he would be starved of forever a moment ago. It was only after being given a moment to process that he realized the sudden rekindled soreness in his throat was from a shout he must have unintentionally let loose â and the expression of the woman seemed properly irritated with him. Heâd fallen asleep on her when they had yet to finish their conversation and he had yet to wish her off, as well.
Clair began to speak again, but this time he had been anticipating it. He was able to listen to her words and understand them, parse through the heavy, unfamiliar accent. His body stiffened up at the suggestion of leaving, of not sleeping, of going somewhere else. Lysandreâs hands curled in on themselves, fingernails biting his skin softly with the anxiety brought on by the mere thought of having to try to face another person who could, possibly, recognize him for the man he really was. A sharp, but weak, gasping breath an a jerk forward â sending stars through his vision, tingles through his scalp, and agony rocketing through his sides, and he was talking fast, forgetting the common tongue for a moment and allowing his natural voice to come through. âNo, please no. I am perfectly fine to just rest here for a few hours and then move. I can make my own way back â leave without me, I donât desire any shelter-â
Of course she ignored him, she couldnât understand what he said. Rather, she kept on going, eyes wandering down his leg. So, sheâd noticed the limp he had. Obvious, old damage from his gravest mistake. Of course sheâd seen.
âNo.â He said, putting his hands up and attempting to return to his plea. âNo â I mean yes, I can stand but â no, I think I would rather rest here for a while. I donât need much else in the way of shelter -â Her expression hardened more. It became nearly as fierce as a dragon in visage; the set of her lips and the narrowing of her eyes was intimidating, too intimidating...and it reminded him of being chastised as a child. âReally, I am being honest. I might look to be in a bad state now, but with a small time of rest I will be fine. You should continue on, and not allow me to ruin your desert stroll. I would feel exceedingly guilty if I were to be the cause of such a thing-â
Her expression became more intense. She even stood up and approached him slightly â just a bit, a warning that she was going to make him come with her whether he liked it or not. Everything in her stance and voice told him so â and she had help too. From the rock where it was sunning itself, the hulking Druddigon breathed in a deep, slow sigh, making Lysandre all too aware that it was still there, and could come and help out its trainer at any moment she wanted it to.
With a heaving sigh ad a slump of his shoulders, Lysandre bowed his head to her. âFine. Okay. Iâll walk out of the cave with you. I just...I have nothing to pay you back for your kindness with.â He admits that, hiding his real anxieties (though lacking anything to reward her with did indeed make him feel quite ashamed and further useless). With a grunt of effort â only half falsified â he pushed himself up to his feet, took a step, stumbled â and as caught on her shoulder. Sheepishly, he offered her a tired smile. âThank you. Once I walk a bit I should be fine. Its only a small sprain. I just need to get accustomed to walking again.â
With her help â and painfully aware that he was a heavy burden, and likely neither looked nor smelled like a real gentleman â he was out, back into the blazing sun. Against the blinding, scorching light, he tucked his head down, trying to shield just a bit of himself from it all. But he had no choice but to look â still squinting forward, he faced before them, eyes partially on the ground to keep from tripping on hidden rocks or dips in the sand. No doubt they would walk a while, but he could make due with that.
It was just that...he would have to speak to another person, a native, likely, who knew of him, and his face, his name, what he heâd done! If that happened, then everything would be up. He bit his lip â he would have to pretend to be someone else, or else it would all be over.
What if...that accent of hers! The other language! Yes! He would disguise it as conversation when they reached civilization. He only needed one or two phrases -
âIt will be a while until we arrive at any form of building or settlement. Could you, perhaps, teach me a few phrases in your language? I am interested, you see. And speak to me more. That may be a selfish request, but I have not had conversation in a while, I will admit.â He only needed to grasp her accent a bit, memorize the sounds of words...he would be safe then. Or, at least, slightly better off. Or not â it would just, simply, at least make him feel better.