Art Stuff I Guess

I draw art badly. @seishin87's art account

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I'm also trying to learn how to draw dogs, they're a lot more complex than drawing people.

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Did some basics practice and it started to look like a friends OC so I filled out some details. I'll come back and finish it later, just have a couple other things I need to draw first.

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Will you cry for me Ichigo~?

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Wip update~

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I haven't posted in a while cause trying desperately to do a lot of irl stuff but have a teaser for my next drawing. Found a new free art program that I like a lot more than the one I was using before. Hopefully this piece turns out much better because of it.

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I lined and colored the Cyndaquil I drew a little while ago, out of boredom, and to test out how coloring works. It's...finicky with the program I use on my tablet, unfortunately so I won't be doing it much, maybe for simple pictures like this one. Maybe.

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Made this dumb thing for a friend. He wanted me to draw Espurr, and at the last second I turned it into a meme, hope you enjoy.

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So after I accidentally closed the program I was using and lost over an hours worth of work on that one piece (I will finish it dw), I drew a therapy smeargle to showcase how I feel. I imagine as an artist, he would be devastated too.

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Fuuuuuck

Well I just lost a little over an hours worth of work on a piece I promised for somebody. I accidentally closed the program I was using on my tablet while trying to close something else and I’m just

I had done quite a few small details and got one of the hands looking halfway decent, and it’s all gone. 

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Social anxiety makes it feel like the world is against you. That your every move, action, even your own existence is judged, deemed unforgivable. It's an invisible, irrational fear. It's an overwhelming pressure. Every laugh you hear is a stab in the back. Every glance is a signal that you aren't wanted. Every whisper lingers in your mind. It's a heavy weight attached to your chest.

Going out into public is difficult, sometimes impossible.

But I'm fighting through it, trying the best I can. I've been living like this for almost twenty years, and slowly, slowly I'm making progress. I can check the mail now. I can ride in the car without sinking into my seat when someone drives past. I'm even doing volunteer work at an animal shelter once a week, even if it's only for an hour. It's hard, and it took me a long time to take that first step. But I'm getting better, ever so slowly.

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Just a couple super quick animal sketches that I did in like fifteen minutes or less while waiting around. No references so they're messy. Ignore the fact you can't see the cats feet lol

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I want to do a series where I draw all of my favorite starters from each gen, and maybe my favorite pokemon from each gen. But I feel like the later will just involve 80% dragon types lmao. Maybe my top 3 from each gen? idk, we’ll see 

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Just finished this one. This is @cloudybirdie ‘s OC. She was a lot of fun if not a bit of a pain in the butt cause of how much detail there as to work in and kinda fine-tune to the best of my ability. But the character herself is super cute, and I'd love to draw her again in the future when I don't have a backlog of stuff I want to draw. Thank you again @cloudybirdie for entrusting her to me, and I'm glad you like the end product~

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A friends OC he uses in DnD. Tried as best I could to give them an unsettling rather than creepy vibe, cause it's just a white mask on a guy in a dark cloak and hooh.

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Another old piece from before I stopped drawing for several years. Drew an OC in a semi re-invented version of Lulu's clothing from Final Fantasy X. Had a whole series with a friend of our OCs in roles from the game, maybe I'll revisit it someday.

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An OC of mine named Darias, and his dragon Mjolnir. The hand is glaringly bad compared to the rest of the piece I know, but I didn't want to just run away from drawing it at all. I am practicing though, I want to get better.

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Recently drew a Cyndaquil. That one foot was a pain in the ass to get to look right.