[nebulosapoetica-deactivated2025]

[ochromakopia]

eu não cabia em você

mas eu queria tanto que fosse você.

ochromakopia

[nebulosapoetica-deactivated2025]

[lapsocaotico]

[fagocitando-o-caos]

[descasosdoamor]

Tem sido dias longos

E noites intermináveis

[bu11sh1t]

I’m such a burden

I know that I am but I can’t stop myself from being one. I hate that no matter what I do I hurt people.

I stay alive, I hurt people, I’m a weight they have to carry, I’m a lot to handle, they’ll be exhausted from having to deal with my crap all the time.

I kms, I make ppl sad, sure they’ll be somewhat relieved but never admit to it, they still have to deal with grief and painful memories, wondering what could have been or what they could’ve done different.

I hate that I exist ffs.

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one thing about me is i am not doing so well

[fairydrowning]

"Grief, I have learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."

– Jamie Anderson

"What is grief if not love persevering?"

– WandaVision, Episode 8

"And when I turned to face grief, I saw it was just love in a heavy coat."

– Shannon Barry

[mourning-the-dove]

Soon~

No other man

loved me more

Tender, forgiving

unafraid to show

You gave me all

you were & had

At your feet I lay

all that I am

On a clear pinnacle

I now stand

Looking toward eternity

your nearness I feel

Wait near the Gate

built by our Lord's own hand

I promise you, Love

I'll be as quick as I can

[ko-zna]

[prom-ising]

[real-demons]

Do you ever wish you had something really bad, like cancer, just to finally know you'll be gone soon, and wouldn't have to think about the future anymore?

I wouldn't have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn't have to think about the fact that I'll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn't have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn't have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.

And I wouldn't have to kill myself directly, which would make it easier for my parents to understand that I'm gone and to let me go.

[headsintheclouds3]

[sad-empty-lost]

It is too loud in my head…………

[suicideisthesolution]

I'm slowly bleeding to death from open wounds that have never healed.

-V. J.

[abnormall]

its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away