lady sophia cavendish
Well now she was even more uncertain, though she hoped that the uncertainty wasn’t quite so obvious in her features. The truth was that looking at accounts settled her because there was no space for grey. Numbers either were or weren’t. They added up or they didn’t. And whilst many people found numbers entirely baffling, she found them calming. It just so happened to be that the distance between the two siblings had never felt as great as it did in that second. There had been a long enough gap between them that they had, more or less, lived completely separate lives. Now, sharing the same space, she didn’t know how to consolidate those two lives. It made for awkwardness, and a sense that she was treading in an unfamiliar footstep. For all she knew he might have gained the same joy from numbers as she did. She just didn’t know. “Perhaps I will take a look at them later” she decided, speaking more to herself than to him, a low murmur to reassure her own unsettled heartbeat.
“That is true” she nodded conceding his answer with grace. She was probably worrying over nothing, boys would be boys after all, and Richard was such that she could imagine him disappearing for all hours of the day. It was her own overactive imagination, instincts working against her that made her worry. No doubt he was with friends, socialising and not as she feared, in some den of iniquity destroying his life and all of the prospects their father and William had worked so hard to create for him. Richard did not have William’s nature though, and he certainly did not have the smooth tongue to talk himself out of trouble…but there she was again, brain whirring two seconds faster spooling out images of horrors she could only imagine. Such concerns clearly did not come to the front of William’s mind, but she did not hold that against him. She had always been more of the worrier when it came to their siblings. “Of course, she must be your priority” she agreed, reaching for the bell to call for tea. “Do you suppose you will stay in London once you have married?” she asked, glancing over at her brother inquisitively. “I cannot quite imagine Matilda in the quiet countryside”
That was something at least. Small steps, William. “Good,” he smiled encouragingly at her. “be my guest. The books are always in the study.” Who knows, perhaps Sophia would be able to work some magic that William didn’t possess, and more economical ways of doing things could be found. Not that they were struggling for funds, they were very comfortable, but it was never a bad thing to see where money could be made. “You’re still a Cavendish, Sophia. Marriage never changed that.” He spoke, his tone gentle. “The estates may be entailed to me, but they’re your homes as well, for a long as you wish it.” Who was he to know what the future may hold? Would he like for her to marry again? Yes, but only if she wanted to. William was not perhaps always the most observant when it came to feelings, but even he could tell that a melancholy had settled over her upon her return.
“He will settle down.” He insisted with a small smile. “If I have been able to then I know that he can. He just needs time.” William certainly had needed time following his first engagement, and perhaps that was telling. With Matilda, he had never needed that. Marrying her was something he actively wanted to do, it wasn’t some business transaction between the Devonshires and the Bessboroughs. “I intend to keep London as the main base, I do find time in the country frightfully dull. There’s only so many times one can go shooting before growing weary of it. But I think that we probably will go up to Chatsworth after the wedding. I had considered taking her to the continent, perhaps down to Switzerland or Italy, but she has said that she doesn’t want to keep me away from business for too long, not that it matters much to me, and I think she should begin to get to grips with being the lady of the house.... as long as mother relinquishes that.”












