welcome to the shit show

26 • pisces • a literal mess • ed • depression • anxiety • pro get help • not pro ana sw: 220 • cw: 185.4 • gw1: 190✓ • gw2: 170 • gw3: 150 • gw4: 130 • ugw: 110

[firstfullmoon]

Alex Dimitrov, “August,” in Love and Other Poems [ID in alt text]

[pathologising]

steps to healing:

1. Accept it will not be easy

2. Stop doing cocaine

3. Learn to be gentler to the suffering child inside your heart

[studydiariesofaru]

it’s just me and my unrealistic to-do list against the world

[22ndmitsuki-deactivated20220801]

I stole this from Instagram

[edventblog]

some of my safe foods and why <3

popcorn, you can get some that is only 170 for 4 cups and maybe even less and it's good

waffles & pancakes, can make them yourself and can get some for rlly

sandwiches, can help give you protein and are filling

popsicles, really low calorie depending on the kind and make ppl think you eat normal

rice cakes, i loved these even before i developed ana, they taste good and are lowcal

fruit and vegetables, usually low cal and healthy

gum, lowcal and good

baby food, as always it's lowcal and yummy

soup, it taste good and you get a lot for a little bit of calories

applesauce, comes in different flavors is lowcal and filling

if there is anything you'd like to add on go ahead Id love to listen and add to the list :)

[etherealghostdoll]

me trying to enjoy something: ☻

my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny

me: ☹

[matcha-faery]

If you are a 25+ ana, reblog or like and I'll follow you 🌹

[drink-water-babes]

if you ever feel invalid about your ed, just know that myfitnesspal will always have your back 😘😘

[fit-me-pls]

I never cont. w this looool

Day 2: How tall are u do u like ur height?

I'm around 167/68/69cm depends on how it's measured idk 😩.

I wish I was taller tho ughh like a comfortable 5'7 would be cute.

[diaryofabonebabe]

Saving for April 🤪

[rolllonewithlana]

I’m so depressed right now, I’m feeling awful with my body and so fat, I wanna cry :(

[nomotivationrexxi]

i need to see bones. all i want is to be able to see my bones. i want to look at my ribs and count each and every single one of them. i want my collar bones to hold liquid. i want my knees to look like door knobs. i NEED to see bones.

[haverst]

source

Haverst on Instagram

[diaryofabonebabe]

I’m BAAACCCCKKKKK

on my bullshit 🙃

[bloosemood]

this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)

[perfectfeelings]

[superbod]

[diaryofabonebabe]

I’ve been so stressed lately that I’ve binged every night for almost 2 weeks. I’m in such a state of self loathing I don’t even know what to do.