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Gw 1: under 102lbs <<reward: a McDonald’s coffee

Gw2: under 100lbs <<reward: donut>>

Gw3: under 98lbs <<reward: Redbull (not just the low cal ones>>

Gw4: under 96lbs <<reward: 3 chocolate frogs and a butterbeer>>

Gw5: under 94lbs <<reward: new pair of jeans and a shirt>>

Gw6: under 92lbs <<reward: burger and fries>>

UGW: 90lbs <<reward: eating at maintenance>>

I work in the medical field… I was in recovery but patients keep talking about my weight… they say I’m too small but in the back of my head I wish I was smaller still… it gives me some sort of pride to have people notice the change in my body. But it’s ironic that it was only after I started recovering that I’m too small now… before when I was even smaller people didn’t notice the same way they do now…

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— Clarice Lispector, from “Report on the Thing.”

self-hatred-h00die

i hate that everyone expects me to be okay and functional why can't i ever be upset why am i never allowed to be not okay

sadgrillsonly

In an alternate universe I hope I am loved.

unconditionally,

irrevocably,

eternally,

and endlessly.

thyrell

i love the 👍 emoji its literally like 👍 you know. when youre 👍. its 👍

thyrell

👍

xxxtwedxxx

👍🏻

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— Charles Bukowski, from “Play the Piano Drunk Like a Percussion Instrument Until the Fingers Begin to Bleed a Bit.”

bakwaaas

the feminine urge to cry on your birthday

I post for the girls who make very bad first impressions, girls that can’t maintain eye contact, girls that are severely incapable of making conversation, and girls that never think before they speak.