Dice Cold

kill me please

[humor-is-coping]

[dimespin]

“Why do you beat yourself up so much over little mistakes?”

[chronicdisaster-deactivated2017]

This is such a good illustration of emotional abuse

[artist-rayne]

Just a reblog to spread the most UN noticed abuse, be aware

[monochrome-flight-feathers]

and reminder for everyone to be patient with your loved ones who apologize constantly, or have a really emotional reaction to something that seems insignificant to you.

[v3nusv3nom]

also, be patient with yourselves. it takes time to undo the lessons learned from emotional abuse, you’re doing great

[must-be-mythtaken]

Somehow Simultaneously Hate Being Touched While Also Being Touch-Starved: A Memoir

[borderlinebubbles]

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

everyone keeps telling me that i have to stay alive for them, that killing myself would be selfish because they need me and my departure would cause them great pain.

what about MY pain? what about ME? i’m dying inside, falling apart every single night and shoving back my broken pieces inside my chest every morning, bleeding internally. what about MY pain? why can’t i rest easy? isn’t it selfish for you to ask me to stay knowing how badly i’m hurting?

[why-am-i-breathing-deactivated2]

I wish I had the guts to kill myself

[rhinestonex]

Tw: self harm

People go on and fucking on to others who self harm telling them to stop and not always in a pleasant manner. But quitting self harm IS quitting an addiction. When I stopped (cold turkey after doing it for 8 years) I went through physical withdraw. I lashed out, I had migraines so bad I went blind and couldn’t manage standing for a whole day. When you help someone stop self harming even though you’ve never done it yourself, you need to know that the person your helping is going through immense physical pain and having to learn to live without their main coping skill (it’s a bad one, but it technically is a coping skill)

[misanthropicdrugs420]

[lez-bruh]

do u ever feel so unwanted and alone and u just sorta want to cry

[sangura]

them: you can tell me what’s wrong

me: i-

my hellbrain: YOU ARE BEING T O X I C AND ✨M A N I P U L A T I V E✨ NEVER SPEAK AGAIN

[dice-cold2]

the burns on my arms are just looking like bug bites now, and they dont hurt anymore. so i shouldd o more

[dice-cold2]

my dysphoria is so weird (i dont even know if it counts as that at this point)

like i cant even manage to look at *any* part of me without freaking out. and when i wish that i was born in a different body, im suddenly stuck between wanting the body i want, and wanting to just not fucking exist.

[borderbanter]

When you have bpd all your problems are so repetitive and I’m so fucking sick of it. I lashed out AGAIN. I’m afraid everyone hates me AGAIN. I hate everyone AGAIN. I’m dissociating AGAIN. I’m not getting enough attention AGAIN. My mood swings are really bad AGAIN. I hate myself AGAIN. I’m suicidal AGAIN. And my friends are getting better and they’ve gotten treatment and they’re starting to say they’re so glad they didn’t kill themselves and I’m still stuck in this never-ending cycle of wanting to be better than everyone else and not being able to envision a future for myself. Because no matter what anyone tells or what I tell myself, it comes second to my mood swings. I can cycle through this entire list multiple times a day and every time I can feel the people around me getting that much closer to leaving, because my problems will never stop the way theirs did.

[some-ed-transguy]

my review of the body i was given

★☆☆☆☆

[dice-cold2]

i need to burn myself more

[dice-cold2]

can i kill myself already?

[badlydrawneverything]

i don’t have many friends anymore