Luca

21 | mtftm kink blog | anti-gooner

[diedinnam]

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I'm Luca, a fakegirl (he/him) and I'm back after deleting my account and disappearing for months, hi!

I'd consider myself asexual biromantic and a vers switch, but I don't have any sexual or romantic experiences, so who knows!

Kinks (incomplete):

(forced or not) detrans

(forced or not) masculinisation

orgasm denial

Limits (incomplete):

I'm not going to send pictures of myself, money or identifying information

Anything permanently damaging myself or my reputation

Anything dangerous

Scat, vore and the like

Pregnancy kink

Real transphobia and misogyny etc.

Feederism

Getting worse / more porn addicted etc.

[diedinnam]

Confession: I actually have zero kinks and fetishes, it's all just malformed expressions of my dysfunctional self

[diedinnam]

forced detransition, but you don't change anything about my transition or tell me I'm a boy, you just condition me to get addicted to working out and as many male interests as I can, making it impossible for me to pass in public so it's just better for me to live life as a man.

[fakegirlfaggot]

Keep thinking it would be so hot to be forcibly knocked out and then wake up with a flat chest because someone performed top surgery on me 😵‍💫

[fakegirlfaggot]

They should cut off my long hair whilst they're at it too gotta make me look like a boy completely ♂️

[diedinnam]

I wonder if you could mix injectable testosterone and estrogen and with every injection mix in more of the other until you've completely switched over?

I mean, obviously it is possible, but I wonder if it's done slowly over months, will this person experience any kind of symptoms related to low hormones?

[diedinnam]

Just think it needs to be said that I 100% believe trans women exist and deserve to transition and be happy and accepted and respected. In and out of kink.

In kink, it just makes things a lot hotter than just plain transphobic talking points. Yes, me specifically, I am a fakegirl who deserves to get forcibly detransitioned, also because I'm appropriating real trans women's gender/terms/presentation/etc.

That's also why I avoid talking about trans women when I actually specifically mean fakegirls. A fakegirl is anyone who sees herself himself as one, and random trans women stumbling over my blog or reading it for self harm are definitely NOT fakegirls.

[girl-restoration]

hi! what does dead dove do not eat mean? i’ve seen it a few places

Hi! It's a reference to a scene from the show arrested development where one character puts a paper bag in the fridge with the words "dead dove, do not eat" on it and the other character later goes into the fridge, takes out the bag, reads it, opened it anyway and is grossed out when there's a dead dove in the bag.

Basically what it means in Tumblr is "this blog contains hard kinks, don't open the hard kink blog then be upset about the hard kinks"

[diedinnam]

Dead Dove, Do Not Eat isn't meant to be used as a label by itself, it's meant to underline the labels/warnings that it is used in combination with.

E.g. if content is labelled with "rape" and "incest" and "dead dove, do not eat"/"DDDNE", it means there is really rape and incest in the work, and not just side mentions or vague hints etc. at it.

[skramztwinkly]

everyone needs to stop having sex youre supposed to jerk off to your concepts face down in your dark bedroom

[diedinnam]

i've said it before and i'll say it again. 99+% of sexual fantasies make great fantasies and terrible realities. Just because you fantasise about something doesn't mean it's good or in any way pleasurable to make that reality.

[mtftdadbod]

reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are

[diedinnam]

transgender support group, but it's like AA but with trannies instead of alcoholics.

Some dude would be like "Hi, my name is Sele- I mean Steve and I shaved my legs last week." And then the whole support group would share their experiences and ideas on how to not give in to the trans urges etc.

[former-mtf]

thought about shaving my legs again but what if i didnt hehe

[diedinnam]

i mean, why would you? it's such a hassle really, and once you shave the hair just grows back. your body's working hard to get you to your natural form and you're fighting a losing battle against it.

[diedinnam]

Need to be routinely snatched from the street just to be held down and injected with testosterone before being let go. Over months my body starts masculinising and I realise the only way to stop them from giving me T is to get stronger than them and fight them off. At first I don't realise that I'm just helping them make me look more male as I bulk up.

[selenic-echoes]

The most genuine advice I can give on detrans is that if you're doing it because it makes you horny, that's actually really bad and a few years from now you're gonna hate yourself over it.

I know that's like, *the point* for a lot of people, like ruining your life for kink is hot, and I agree it is super hot, but also you aren't gonna be horny forever and you might be screwing yourself over really bad.

I mean I started detransitioning like a year and half ago and I still haven't back to the point I was at before that.

I feel like I'm only a few months away at this point, but I really wasted a ton of my prime over a kink that intentionally made me feel like a loser.

Don't detransition unless you're certain transitioning was a mistake in the first place.

[feminize-me-ftm-deactivated2025]

Do NOT use the # detrans tag on nsft content.

Detransitioners deserve a space free of fetishes!! Detrans kinks can be very triggering to people, especially those not familiar with kink/fantasy/roleplaying.

Here is a (non exclusive) list of tags you CAN use:

detrans k!nk

detransition k!nk

fakeboy

fakegirl

ftm detrans k!nk

etc...

You should NOT use:

detrans

detransitioner

detransitioners

desisters

ftm detrans

mtf detrans

...or anything you think might be used in a sft context.

Please reblog!!

[cissytrapjames]

Might just reblog this again every so often tbh, I believe it quite strongly

[diedinnam]

It doesn't surprise me detrans kink has a pretty large overlap with "getting worse" kinks sich as goonerism/misogyny/feederism etc. given the fact that most people in detrans kink are miserable trans people fetishizing their dysphoria and the trauma of being trans, but sometimes I wish there was more positive/healthy detrans kink content.

[horniroyal-deactivated20250803]

Hey friendly reminder: Don’t Ruin your life for kink

Don’t harm yourself for kink

Don’t isolate yourself for kink

Don’t put yourself into debt for kink

Don’t put yourself in danger for kink

Alot of people talk a big game about these things, but please practice safe kink practices. Negotiate saftey, boundaries, establish consent. Practice aftercare and check in and make sure people you trust know where you are. Whether you’re dominant, submissive, or switch you deserve safe fun consensual kinks.

It can become dangerous for you and/or your partner(s) really quickly if you don’t make the small effort to make it safe. Getting off is not worth it.

Don’t ruin your life for kink.

[diedinnam]

Just fyi I'm not gonna post as much as I used to last time I was around, but I'll still post occasionally, hopefully.

I wann document my workouts so I hopefully stay consistent.