✨Fake Girl to Real Girl✨ ✨Transformation ✨

Abnormal Psychology Case Study Recovering Detransitioner Post-Op Fake(?) Girl 20s Adult // MDNI (duh)

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detrans kink blog to detrans reality blog transformation

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Are you okay sweetie? you reblogged "detrans kink blog to detrans reality blog transformation" again without realizing that OP retransitioned.

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This blog is not dead I just obviously haven't been horny often because my genitals were replaced by a wound. However, as that wound heals into being new genitals I will probably get horny again sometimes.

I've always been really into transformation kink and the next year is obviously going to be a prime opportunity to reinvent myself, in what way? who knows! There's all kinds of people I could transform into. It's becoming increasingly clear exercising will be an aspect of it. I have increasingly wanted to become fit and get involved in some athletic activity which has never really been my thing. I also might dye my hair again but I don't know yet.

Those things are a little tame. I think most likely the archetype I want to transform into is something like "completely unhinged slightly alt manic cosplay girl and streamer"

This has roots in what i am and what I have experimented with in the past but I want the persona to consume me.

Way more fun than detransitioning into a loser boy.

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now that you're a real woman, you can be on the other side of detrans kink. turn a fakegirl into your boyfriend and use him like a dildo. everyone will think you two are just a normal straight couple hehe

I like the idea of this a lot actually but I'm too focused on recovering to even think about that rn.

There have been a lot of times I've gotten horny since the surgery but I can't really do anything about it and won't be able to for months so the horny just kinda goes away.

I would really like to engage in kink again though honestly.

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I want to get into some other sort of of transformation thing now that I've gotten bottom surgery and I'm pretty sure I'm done with detrans, like maybe feederism or bimbofication or being a NEET girl, even just like, self improvement in a way I sort of kinkify.

Thing is I feel very detached from doing any of those things right now. I can't do feederism because I'm having a lot of stomach problems post-surgery, at least right now, I can't do bimbofication (at least the way I'd want to) because right now my genitals are a surgical site so I do not feel sexy at all, I can't be a loser NEET despite technically being a NEET (it's summer break) because I have to shower and keep super clean and have my days highly structured to make sure the recovery goes well and I don't die from an infection. I can't do the self improvement thing because most of what I mean by that is basically becoming a gym bunny and I can barely move right now let alone exercise.

Obviously those are all things that will change as the recovery progresses but like I'm horny now and want to start doing one of those now and I can't really. I kinda feel like most likely long term I will end up doing both the bimbo and gym bunny routes, while maybe doing feederism for a bit first to try it out. I guess I could start listening to bimbo hypno.

I like some aspects of bimbofication more than others, particularly the dumbification and confidence/arrogance and the submissiveness/helplessness. I don't really intend to get any plastic surgery (other than the plastic surgery I got last week lol)

If anyone has some good bimbo hypno send it my way I guess. I've got nothing better to do while recovering.

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So now that I'm a cis girl who wants to ruin my brain and make me a dumb little slut?

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one week post-bottom surgery i'm starting to get pretty horny considering obviously i haven't orgasmed in over a week. I'm gonna lose it just looking at porn and not being able to touch. Maybe a year from now I will be the porn.

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It's kinda wild - in the hospital after bottom surgery I can't really shave my face so ironically I look more like a guy now than I did before the surgery.

I mean that's a very silly thing to say, obviously the surgery matters more, but it's not like people can see what's down there. My face is more obvious.

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I do not have a penis anymore.

I'm probably going to repurpose this blog for bimbofication or feederism or hypno or something but we'll see I guess.

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You should record your last ejaculation before surgery! ✨

Hmm I didn't think to record it. It will be happening soon though! Probably right after I wake up tomorrow morning. I won't get a chance to do it again after around noon tomorrow. I actually don't even know for sure if I have enough time at this point. Honestly I'm pretty satisfied with the one I did earlier today, I wouldn't mind if that was my last time jorkin it.

Still wanna try to do it one last time.

Actually, fun game! Everyone who sees this, send me porn for a chance for it to be the last thing I cum to! Ideally gender transformation stuff, particularly genital transformation. egirls are also good but with emphasis on their vaginas and maybe with captions being like "you could never hope to touch this"

I dunno I want my last cum to be kinda meta 😭

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im going to make some definitive reflection on this blog and the nature of my experience with detrans at some point in the next couple days. I will be getting bottom surgery very soon. VERY soon, so I wanna get complete closure on my detrans stuff.

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9 days left until bottom surgery. It's starting to get to a point where I'm very anxious about the surgery itself, like the pain involved and the hospital stay and everything.

It's not a coincidence that I shaved my head and started detransitioning less than a month after the surgery date was set, but I kept doing all the necessary steps to make the surgery happen, I repeatedly lied to people about the doubts I was having, clearly deep down I really wanted to make sure it would happen.

I think a lot of my insecurities were about my fertility and I froze sperm a few months ago. Since then my interest in detrans fell off a cliff.

I think after surgery I will probably be into detrans again at some point, but maybe in weirder ways. I already have this fantasy brewing in my head about telling people on grindr im ftm or something I dunno.

The surgery is less hypothetical now, it's gonna happen next week and it's going to be a lot of pain and a lot of work recovering from it. It's a transformative moment.

I still kinda wonder if it's actually gonna happen.

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I have two weeks until bottom surgery. I think I'm going to spend the first of those two weeks having fun with detrans kink one last time. I put myself in a chastity cage and I think I'm gonna go kind of a sissy angle with it. I'm not on hrt. I can't be because of the surgery, there's a blood clot risk.

I say one last time but it has already occurred to me some crazy directions I could take this kink post-bottom surgery, including like, telling people I'm trans masc or "detransing" from boy to girl or both i dunno. We'll see.

Anyway because of the chastity cage and the testosterone I'm probably going to be pretty horny for a while. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna take it off May 1 but that's like, the minimum time. I might go longer.

Expect me to be more active here in the upcoming few days. I think.

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So, I am indeed off hrt. I think it has made me a little more horny. Honestly though it feels a little silly treating it like detrans when I know I'm getting my penis chopping off in 3 weeks.

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I'm going to go off hrt a few days early! I will be off of it for the next 1 month (30 days). It will, of course, end with me having my penis and balls completely removed, so this is kind of the last hurrah of testosterone in my system.

I decided to go off today instead of waiting until Friday because for one I'm really horny right now and detrans kink is hot, and second of all I like the idea of it lasting for exactly one month, Apr 12 - May 12

Now, is this really detrans kink? I dunno, I'm only going off it because I have to in order to get surgery. I'm not actually detransitioning. But it is hot to imagine like, how far can I detrans under my current circumstances before time runs out? There are other reasons why it's currently much more difficult for me to present male at all, and I dunno if I can easily get around those.

I just feel like I need closure.

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I unintentionally lied, I'm gonna go off hrt on Friday like I originally intended. It occurred to me I wanted to ask about that at my appointment before doing anything, so 3-4 more days of hormones for me. I know also I will be allowed to keep taking spiro but I'm not gonna because detrans kink go brrr or whatever. Crazy I'm only gonna take spiro 4 times ever again. I took it for the first time when I was 12. This has been a really long journey.

I don't know practically to what extent I can temporarily detrans, it might just look like being a gooner again for a bit but even then the end of the semester is coming up and I have to actually put effort in.

I think the time for detransitioning has mostly passed. I've considered doing a bimbo or feederism arc next after I recover from surgery but we will see I guess. I still love transformation.

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I'm going to go off hrt a few days early! I will be off of it for the next 1 month (30 days). It will, of course, end with me having my penis and balls completely removed, so this is kind of the last hurrah of testosterone in my system.

I decided to go off today instead of waiting until Friday because for one I'm really horny right now and detrans kink is hot, and second of all I like the idea of it lasting for exactly one month, Apr 12 - May 12

Now, is this really detrans kink? I dunno, I'm only going off it because I have to in order to get surgery. I'm not actually detransitioning. But it is hot to imagine like, how far can I detrans under my current circumstances before time runs out? There are other reasons why it's currently much more difficult for me to present male at all, and I dunno if I can easily get around those.

I just feel like I need closure.