fen'harel ma ghilana .

fen'harel ma ghilana .

[diirthera]

#𝐷𝐼𝐼𝑅𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑅𝐴...   a    private,    mutuals    only    blog   for    " 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊 "  from    𝐷𝑅𝐴𝐺𝑂𝑁 𝐴𝐺𝐸: 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑉𝐸𝐼𝐿𝐺𝑈𝐴𝑅𝐷. 

a   study   in...   biting more than you can chew. found family. hearing voices but it's the most annoying man in existence. pretending you're fine. things are fine. going against your beliefs and history. fighting your own gods.

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o1.   𝘪   𝘥𝘰   𝘯𝘰𝘵   𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸   𝘧𝘰𝘳   𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸,   if   we're   mutuals,   that   means   i'd   like   to   interact!   i   softblock   those   that   don't   interact   with   me   after   a   while.

o2.   𝘪𝘧   𝘪   𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦   𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨   𝘺𝘰𝘶   𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵   𝘢𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦   𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩,   or   the   vibes   don't   match,   then   please   feel   free   to   soft   block   me   for   any   reason.   i   will   not   reach   out   or   pester   about   it.   your   comfort   comes   first.

o3.   𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦   𝘥𝘰   𝘯𝘰𝘵   𝘢𝘥𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘦   your   blog   in   my   inbox.

o4.   𝘕𝘚𝘍𝘞   𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘴   𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭   𝘣𝘦   𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵   and   not   put   under   a   readmore.   i   do   tag   things   accordingly,   and   if   i   miss   anything,   please   let   me   know!

o5.   𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦   𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨   𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮   𝘵𝘩𝘦   𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦.   please   do   not   reblog   musings   or   prompts   from   me   unless   given   the   OK   from   me.

o6.   𝘪   𝘥𝘰   𝘯𝘰𝘵   𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵   𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯   𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦   𝘰𝘧   𝘢𝘯𝘺   𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥.   anything   negative   will   be   deleted.

o7.   𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦   𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌   𝘍𝘜𝘕   .ᐟ.ᐟ reach   out   if   you'd   like!

[diirthera]

hi guys 😭 sorry I fell off the face of the earth

[diirthera]

how did i even finish dao the first time, i feel like i missed half of the game

[diirthera]

I link to your character's bio would be nice since your blog is dash only and theres nothing in your pinned post.

hiii, there is no bio anywhere -- i'm working on a carrd, but it's nowhere near ready, so that's why this blog is still a wip. i'll be in the pinned post whenever that happens!

[diirthera]

hi 👀 let me send u things into your inbox

[diirthera]

sorry i haven't been on. been on a slight marvel kick, but i'm still thinking about zea !!!

[diirthera]

i burnt my face on my family fishing trip today 🫥

[diirthera]

surprise! a wisp of appreciation invades your inbox with a message:

we're relatively new followers. whatever. i didn't need long to catch on. i'm charmed by your rook. i can't wait to what hijinks they and emm get into.

YOU are a blast. anyone willing to laugh at themselves gets high marks from me.

YOU ARE SO SO SO SO NICE and i love getting to be silly and writing silly things!! you are so welcoming and i love your emmrich sooo so so much!! i can't wait for more silliness with our muses MWAH MWAH MWAH

[diirthera]

i keep replaying the final romance scene for lucanis and just swooning bc he's so in love. oh my god, he's so in love. it makes me ILLLLL

[soulmemesarc]

the cost of victory.

literally self sacrificing muse prompts bc. i mean i wish i knew any other reason than the fact that we're all little angsty angels at heart. please let me know if you want anything tagged or changed!

to the sacrificing muse.

" no! no, no, what the hell did you do that for?! "

" keep your eyes on me! "

" we need a medic over here! oh, god... oh jesus, what the hell were you thinking?! "

" we did it! we won! hey! we... w-wait, wait a sec, you're hurt... "

" no! stay awake! hey, stay with me! "

" you idiot, we said no stupid shit this time! remember?! "

" no... no, no, no, please don't go, please! please don't go! stay with me! "

" hey, hey... love, you need to keep your eyes open, okay? eyes on me, it's alright, it's... oh, no... no, no, come on, baby, keep 'em open! don't... "

" it's gonna be okay. it is, alright? it'll be just fine, they'll bring us to the hospital, you'll be up and about in no time... "

" you can't die! we made all those plans, remember? you remember, we had all these dreams! buy a house, g-go see that movie you wanted to watch... you need to stay with me so we can do all of that! "

" i'm here. i'm here now, you're not alone. i'm gonna stay with you until help arrives, but you... you gotta work with me, okay? please stay awake, come on! "

" you can't die... you can't leave me... "

" no! don't you dare! don't go! if you die, i'll blame myself for the rest of time! and that'll be your fault! so stay alive! "

" stop it. don't close your eyes, damnit! fight! you've fought your whole life, and now i'm asking you to fight again! stay awake! "

" hey, hey, hey... eyes on me. come on, you can do this! "

from the sacrificing muse.

" l-look at me... hey, look at me... this wasn't your fault. "

" y'know... at the time, this was a really good idea, but i gotta say... i'm kinda regretting it now. "

" phew! this, uh... i'll be honest, this one hurts a lot more than i'd expected! "

" hey... h-hey... i gotta tell you, b'fore i... i love you. "

" n-no... you should go. you shouldn't see me like this... "

" worth it... you're worth it... "

" didn't see that coming, did you? "

" ...i'm sc-scared. i'm... i'm scared... "

" you... you okay? "

" hey... s-stop that, okay? y'gotta look at me now. hear me. i regret none of it. i... i'd do it a thousand times over. "

" h-huh... that was... that was rough... "

" don't be mad... 'm sorry... "

" oh... quit yellin', mm? i'm kinda dying here... "

" d-don't leave... don't wanna... be alone... "

" don't you go blamin' yourself. this was me. i did it. an' i'd do it again... "

" shh... medics won't help me any better than you can... it's okay. it's alright... "

[diirthera]

oh, out of all the origins, the aeducan one will always be my favorite. it was the first one i played and i love the story so much.

[diirthera]

good morning to all the gay people on my computer screen

[diirthera]

I really want to do another run with zea… romance another to get some cute caps

[memehcwling]

☈ ― a collection of angsty sentence starters

❝ it wasn't all your fault ❞ ❝ i can't just sit by and do nothing when you're suffering! ❞ ❝ stop pushing everyone away ❞ ❝ you haven't been yourself lately ❞ ❝ i don't want to lose you, too ❞ ❝ hope is overrated ❞ ❝ why do you sacrifice so much for everyone else? ❞ ❝ you're not as empty as you lead others to believe ❞ ❝ why didn't you say h... how bad it was? ❞ ❝ there's no such thing as fate / destiny ❞ ❝ you can't keep it all inside, you know? bottling it up won't do any good... ❞ ❝ you can't lose your temper every time you get upset! ❞ ❝ please calm down.... you're really scaring me... ❞ ❝ if you don't let me help you.... i can't .... i won't stick around to watch you die ❞ ❝ tell me you haven’t been drinking again! ❞ ❝ you don't sound like yourself anymore ❞ ❝ you're just going to give up? ❞

[warasings]

& perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone .

[diirthera]

siighh... i love morally corrupt characters.

[diirthera]

zea wouldn’t be allowed near the alcohol. last time they tried arm wrestling taash and then had to spend a week in a sling.