hello we are struggling ( he/him usually) bodily 22 - follows from main blog; @chenyuvale -introject heavy -inbox is open ! feel free to ask anyone anything !! most often it will be diluc/kaveh/aventurine/amia answering tho as we're the only ones comfortable enough to.
we have no DNI, if we happen to rb from a (pro)endo, we dont care on an individual basis. we are anti endos As a Group and as a stance, i dont care if (pro)endos interact just know where we stand, and dont try to fight us on this and we wont fight you, simple as that.
[ !! please try to only use they/them when referring to us as a collective !! ]
others may add on at later times ime just getting most of this put there now rather than later
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hello!! we're a system of i dunno how many headmates and we dont know what we are doing, heres who we do know however;
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-im the host im also a diluc fictive, yes i go by that name but i also use a few (several) others such as jamie jester and julian, however on this blog id like it to stick to just diluc , i use he/him/its pronouns and i adore baizhu despite having absolutely no source memories of him 😔 , my tag for posts i make or rb is #dilucs derangedness!! 🍓
-kaveh!! , he but i wouldnt mind they!, fictive! #kaveh ;] 🕌
-freminet, #fremi's fries or #fremi's underwater thoughts ,, also a fictive, he/him, not opposed to it/they tho🐧
-greyson! he/they/it/zee/zir/she/her! pronouns go brr! i like hu tao a normal amount #greysons grave 🎀
-dan heng, he/him doesnt post here often but he still has a tag; #dan hengs uhm.. posts (i cant actually find his posts </3)
-jing yuan, he/him, doesnt post here yet 💜
-blade, fictive, he/him. #blades..blade (diluc assigned me #blades boos, so if you see that tag for old posts thats why) 🥀
-L is what i shall go by here, any/all, missing vanoe </3 (and my ability to create), #L's library 💖
-im aventurine ! he/him for the most part, ill also accept 'avent' as a nickname, my tag is #avents calendar
- ^^ hello i will introduce myself as amia :333 they/she but i like they more !!, fictive and my tag is #amia approved :3 ♥︎♥︎♥︎
every endo who spouts misinformation and then when corrected/asked for sources says to “do your research” and provides pluralpedia as a source gets 16 nuclear bombs dropped on their exact location.
I Spent a Month Comparing AI Girlfriend Apps. SweetDream Won.
So I went down the rabbit hole. After hearing endless chatter about candy.ai and a few other names, I decided to actually test the popular AI girlfriend platforms side by side instead of taking anyone's word for it. Most of them do one thing well and then fall apart somewhere else. SweetDream, over at sweetdream.ai, was the rare one that held up across the board.
What sold me first was the character creation. A lot of apps give you a slider for hair color and call it customization. SweetDream lets you actually build someone, looks, personality, voice, backstory, even the little quirks that make a companion feel like a person rather than a template. That depth changes how the whole thing feels.
Then there's the chat, which is the part everyone gets wrong. SweetDream's conversations are natural and emotionally intelligent, and crucially it remembers context, so you are not reintroducing yourself every session. Add genuinely good photos, voice notes, and the privacy guarantees, and it stops feeling like a gimmick. As an honest review, it is the AI companion I kept coming back to.
whys it so hard to find system related posts to reblog...
like its all userboxes, its all discourse that dont involve systems (ie shipcourse. get that out of the system tags! idc!!!) , its all proendos making it a whole preformance instead of a disorder
Having to say "you're so cool please don't be pro-endo" whenever I see a systemhood comic blog shouldn't have to happen. I should be able to find people with my disorder without fear of them being a hate group in disguise.
can we sit down and realize that just because fictives aren't from a "popular" source inside the CDD community it doesn't make them any less of a fictive?????
adding onto that when are we going to normalize that it's okay to have fictives that stem from a problematic source because I promise you the brain actually doesn't care socially
( I also say this because I'm tired of one of our marvel rivals fictives getting jumped and getting called an "endogenic" anytime a word comes out of nym's mouth. Like what r we doing???? )
it feels so weird to talk in syscord servers or post on systok if you’re not an introject,, it genuinely feels like most people online do not gaf about you if u dont have a billion introjects of super popular medias and you end up getting really left out and ignored and it lwk feels like theres no true safe space for systems 🤔 lets normalize treating systems like actual people and not a disorder where u get to talk to ur fav character
Welcome! you may of used to know me as nine, but we're sorta rebranding this to be more of a coining type blog with occasional personal repost.
You may call me woof or toby, I use it/xe strictly, and masc terms. Do not use they/them or any other prns/terms.
We are a CDD system, we are traumagenic with b/npd and other various disorders. We are also a very npd affected system. Interact with EXTREME caution, care and at your own risk.
90% of hateful asks will be deleted unless you're just, blatantly wrong. Request will be open 24/7 unless stated otherwise. ( still feel free to send an ask while they're closed I will go down the order once they reopen. )
below is our discord server that we've made. It's more of a decor server that includes that saturated version of different pride flags, mental health flags, etc.
Check out the '' SATURATED . FLAGS community on Discord - hang out with 63 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.
❛❛ Regarding Requests
Request can consist of, but not limited to;
· coining requests
· alt flag requests
· system terms/role coining/flags
· berrytree templates/color themes
this will probably also change, don't be afraid to ask.
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❛❛ DNI & Other Info
Our DNI includes ;
basic dni , endos willow tulps radqueer polyminds , dx abusers / abuse defenders , if you think that people w disorders cannot be abusers , if you believe pwNPD are all narcissistic , anti self-diagnosed , trump supporters , if you think the files were fake/if you defend the files , problematic creators supporters , if you treat fictives like their sources , if you try to force people to source seperate because their source is "problematic" , if you disrespect/break boundaries , if you shit on people for wanting discord pings/reply pings off (yes, it is that serious btw!) , if you use cultured names despite not being in that culture , if you shit on other people's culture and how they deal/handle/work with things , if you're anti – furry , therian or anything in that group , anti – recovery or dismissive of recovery ( including alterhumans ) , if you shit on people for trying to live their best life/get through the days , ALL paraphilias ( including if you're neu about them ) , any type of AI use , if you shit on people who used to use AI ( this includes things such as character AI )
Or overall if you're a shitty human being.
We are very big on calling people out for breaking our boundaries. Endos / Willos / Tulps it is not safe for you to interact with this blog. Follow your own dni.
I do not consent to being on any type of block-lists.
Can we normalize talking about poc experiences with both being queer and being a system? , especially being black. Everytime I see a conversation that includes the experience of someone who is a poc it's often skipped over, played down, or they get completely bashed.
The queer community is a very good example of this, I get told all the time that "Oh, but you pass! I don't see the issue?" I am black first. I will always be seen as black first. (this might tickle some of your guys bones so hold on tight to your pants.) being black and queer is VERY different from being white and queer. being black and trans is VERY different from being white and trans.
Another great example is with our system, while we are a poc we mainly have white alters in our system, we often get fake claimed or our experiences immediately shut down because "well, if you're black it's impossible to have white alters" , which honestly if you've ever said anything CLOSE to this to another person you can go ahead and block me, you are not someone I want to interact with.
I won't be surprised if I get some comments that are like “Well... I'm. white and my experience–” , thats because you're white. White experiences will ALWAYS be different than black or poc ones.
The queer/system community isn't the only community faulty to this, there are so many other communities that brush off or ignore or put down poc experiences and it's getting really sad to see.
girl who's mixed up being plural with being poly: so they're all inside you at once? 😳 woah 😅
girl who's mixed up being poly with being plural: (grabbing you by the collar) HOW DID YOU GET THEM OUT HERE WITH YOU. TELL ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M DESPERATE