gabe goodman x reader best friends to lovers ???
I have a version of this in my drafts already but I’m gonna write a different one here bc the first one keeps going off track.
N2N- Gabe Goodman x best friend! Reader
I walk into the Goodman house around 11 Saturday morning. I greet Diana in the kitchen, “Morning Mrs.Goodman!”
She smiles at me, “Hey (Name). Gabe’s still asleep upstairs.”
I feign offense, “Who says I’m not here to see you?”
She laughs, “Of course, you’re obviously here to help me make lunch.”
“I would love to help you make lunch! What are we making?” I round the counter.
“Just simply sandwiches, I really don’t need the help, go on up.” She waved me off.
I shrug my shoulders, “If you insist.” I head up the stairs, walking to the 1st door on the left. I don’t bother knocking, walking into the room. Gabe stirs awake, he’s always been a light sleeper.
He groans, rubbing his eyes “What is it- oh hey (Name)” he perks up when he sees me.
“Morning sunshine!” I smile at him, sitting on his bed. “You plan on getting out of bed today?”
He sits up, “How are you even standing right now? We didn’t leave the party until like 2AM last night, you’ve got to be exhausted.”
“Oh shut up.” He rolls out of bed. “I’m gonna go shower.”
“Good idea.” I hum, getting comfy on his bed. A little too comfy as I fall asleep there.
I wake up to a loud exclaim of “Aha! You are tired!” Gabe calls out
I jolt awake, “Huh? What? I’m up!” I look over at him, immediately shutting my eyes, “Jesus! Put some clothes on.”
“I have a towel on, stop being a baby.” He waves me off. “Keep your eyes closed, I don’t want you perving on me.”
“Then maybe don’t wake me up while you’re naked!” I argue, rolling back over.
“Sorry” he half laughs. I hear the shuffling of him getting dressed before flopping onto the bed beside me, “Crazy that you sleep better than me in my own bed.”
“Bullshit, you sleep pretty good in your bed.” My voice is muffled by pillows.
“Did you come over just to nap in my bed or what?” He teases, hitting me with a pillow.
I sit back up with a groan, “No. but it was a nice bonus.” I look at him, he’s just wearing a plain T-shirt and sweatpants.
He glances at my own outfit, “Is that my sweatshirt from when I toured Stanford?”
“Yup. You threw it at me after I complained about being cold and I just never gave it back.” I shrug, “It’s not like you’re gonna go there anyway.”
“Hey, I might.” He protests
“California is hot, which you hate. It’s ridiculous expensive, which your dad will hate. And they get earthquakes all the time, your mom would have a heart attack which everyone will hate.”
He sighs, “You got me there.” He pauses, changing the subject, “So… how are you feeling after last night?”
I raise an eyebrow, “Uhh, fine? Why?”
I notice his expression flicker for a split second before he hums, “No reason, just making conversation.”
They don’t remember. Of course they don’t, their memory is shit when sober, it’s a miracle they even remember the party itself… I guess that means it really didn’t mean anything.
They snap their fingers infront of my face, “Hey, dude, you okay?”
I snap out of it, “Oh yeah, I’m fine. I’m starving though, come with me downstairs.” We head down and eat lunch, sitting around and talking in the kitchen.
They giggle at something I said, “I’m gonna go to the bathroom, be right back.”
I nod as they walk away, rushing to Natalie on the couch, “Hey, I need your help.”
“Me? What’s up?” She looks at me confused.
“I know it’s not technically the same but you know when you were on drugs-“ I start, not really thinking of a better way to word it.
Her eyes widen, “I- what- yeah? I guess. Where are you going with this?”
“Okay, did you ever do stuff that you totally would have wanted to do sober but you just lacked the confidence and being intoxicated gave it to you?” I blurt out.
“I… think so? I don’t know, most of it’s a blur honestly. Why do you ask? Don’t tell me you did coke, Mom will lose her shit.”
“What?! No, I’ve never done coke… that I know of. Anyway that’s not the point, listen.” I look over my shoulder to make sure (Name) isn’t coming back yet, “Last night, at the party, we were both pretty drunk and (Name) kinda sorta kissed me.”
“Kinda sorta? Like shortly?” She tilts her head
“Oh no, we were kissing for like a good 5 minutes.” I elaborate.
“Right, and lemme guess, they don’t remember so you don’t know what it means?” I nod, “What do you want it to mean?”
“I dunno, I mean they’ve been my best friend since we were 12.” I scratch the back of my head.
“And you’ve had a big fat crush on them since you were what? 14?” She teases.
I feel my face heat up, “No!… more like 13.” I reluctantly admit. I’ve liked them for years, I just never made a move because I didn’t wanna risk making things awkward and ruining our friendship. Even if they did feel the same, we could break up and ruin our friendship anyway.
So I stayed comfortably in the friend zone. I’ve helped them get dates, been there to comfort them when they went terribly.
I even tried setting them up with one of my other friends. “I’m telling you, man, you guys would work great together.” I had told him.
“Let me ask you something, Gabe. How would you describe (Name) to someone who’d never met them trying to identify them in a crowd?” He asked, curiosity painted on his face.
I froze, thinking for a bit. The question caught me off guard. “Weird question but okay. I would say that their hair is kind of impossible to miss, but they aren’t a big fan of crowds so they’re more likely to be on the outsides if they can be. Their laugh is unmistakable and it’s so contagious that they’d probably leave a trail right to them.” According to him I had a sparkle in my eyes the entire time I was answering.
He put a hand on my shoulder, “Maybe you should go after what you really want instead of trying your best to give it away.”
I was super confused at the time, “What are you talking about?”
“You can spend your whole life thinking back and kicking yourself over what could have been if you took the risk. Or you can take the chance and think about the future that could be.”
I paused, blinking at him, “You are paying way too much attention in English class. Did you steal that from Shakespeare? Damn”
He rolled his eyes, “Fine, I’ll put it in simple terms. Stop being a coward” he didn’t elaborate further. I knew what he meant, I just ignored it at the time.
I come back to the present when Natalie speaks again. “You guys are practically already dating, just talk to them.”
“Wha- no we aren’t?” I furrow my brows.
“You guys go literally everywhere together. You tell each other everything. I can’t even count how many times you two have been caught sleeping cuddled up together. They are wearing your sweatshirt right now. The only difference between you two and an actual couple is a few words.” She scoffs.
I think about it. Really think about it. She’s actually right… I didn’t know she could do that. “Great, thanks for the help.” I hop up.
Nat just sighs “You’re welcome… he can be such an idiot sometimes.”
“I heard that.” I call over my shoulder before waiting for (Name) by the counter, heading back up to my room when they come back. I flop onto my bed again, patting the spot beside me.
“Don’t tell me you wanna go back to sleep.” They roll their eyes, sitting beside me anyway.
“Nope, just relaxing.” I assure them. We sit in silence for a minute until I speak again, “Are we dating?” No use beating around the bush.
Their face is full of confusion, “No??”
“Yeah, pretty sure I would know if we were.” They confirm.
“But think about it. We aren’t that far off.” I continue.
They pause, thinking it through. “Maybe. But we don’t do any couple stuff like kiss or hold hands or anything.”
“We hold hands all the time. And you kissed me last night.” I remind them.
“I what?!” Their eyes widen and then they furrow their brows, “That’s why you asked how I felt after the party… and why you looked disappointed when I didn’t remember.”
“Damn, drunk me has game!” They smirk proudly.
I facepalm, “Really? Can you be serious?”
“Right, right, we basically check all the couple boxes except for the actual label… and all of my relationships do fail because I compare them to you and it’s not even close and they seem to pick up on that.” They pause before looking back up at me, “Dude, I think we’re a couple.”
The tight, anxious feeling in my chest vanishes and a lightness fills my lungs. I try to jumble together a verbal response but nothing comes to mind.
So instead I just opt to hold their hand, only this time it’s different. This isn’t because one of us is scared or we don’t wanna get lost in a crowd. This is about closeness, finally taking in and accepting the feelings we never noticed. This is a start of something new.
Ask and ye shall receive more Gabe. I hope this is good, I really wanted to finish it so I am like super sleep deprived rn but 😁