Thank You

I'm leaving this account until I feel safer to share. I'm in a bad place mentally and physically. My Tumblr account hasn't helped rather pushed me into being worse. I hope everyone following me understands that my absence is for the better not for the worse. I will continue surviving until I reach my death that will not be by my own hands. Don't be afraid to be assertive about your life. Our lives got taken away from us, we'll taking it back. A step in recovery, no matter how big or small, will always be a step. Peace to mind, body and soul.

[disgustingmermaid]

I'm leaving this blog, but I might come back some day. For now, goodbye.

[tthematics]

I’m going slower this time, every word having meaning. the sun keeps shining and each day I keep feeling more and more alive. I am not here to start wars anymore, I just want to make peace with the shaky waters in my own mind. I’m not scared of being by myself, I’m not scared of being. I want to move through the winding rivers and find my place within the mountains. I want to keep being.

august, will you be kind to me? (via tthematics)

[healingsuggestions]

and some days the only thing you can do is open your eyes and try not to think about what hurts and that is so okay. not everyday is going to be a happy day but that doesn’t mean that you are not happy. it will be okay. the hurt will one day hurt less and that’s all you can really know for sure. you will be able to make it.

[dependentsuggestions]

youre worth more than what they did to you

[lovelysuggestions]

You are wonderful and important and meant to be here

[anancientheart]

this doesnt deserve to have power over me 

[rhymeswithyes]

[furnacecold]

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

post secret 29.10.17

[slaughtered-angel]

[imyrdoll]

[extrasad]

[messagestomyabuser]

I deserved a childhood! I fucking deserved the kind of childhood my friends talk about! I deserve a life where I don’t still have to laugh and pretend that you didn’t ruin any memory I have of being a kid! I shouldn’t still have to doubt that my sexuality is because you fucking ruined me!

[3am-angel]

[cocsasuggestion]

Big brothers aren't supposed to do that to their sisters .

[angeltraumatizedmoved]

[6thdmnsion]