tiny little potatoe

welcome to my random blog where i say stuff. yeah... Greysexual🌳 non-binary

[disphoricjellyfish]

Yeehaw

[disphoricjellyfish]

So much stress, anxiety, sadness, confusion, forgetfullness, loneliness

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Ahhhh

Last semester of highschool forever, i'm so scared i don't know what to do all i'm feeling is ｐａｎｉｃ

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I want someone that i can comfortably hold hands with and cuddle, i just need something to hold

[dissociating-octopus]

I think this is it. Or at least, here’s hoping💊💋

[disphoricjellyfish]

Please be safe Please be okay Please be alive

💚 Because you are important 🌱

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I try to stay strong and make everyone around me happy, but i’m so scared and i feel so small and when i think about being in any type of relationship i just want to hold someone and cuddle and just fall asleep forever. Watching cute movies and giving you little kisses, thats all i want. But everyone is so agressive. I just want someone soft and calm so i don’t have to worry about anything 11/18/2016 1:40am

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Gonna try to be productive today

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Why can i not stop crying, i dont even know what i’m feeling, other than lost, And i cant stop crying．．．．．．．．．．． ． Its teribble

[tardisimpaula]

Do you guys ever get that feeling where nothing is exciting anymore?

Like, the holidays just seem like another day.

My 16th birthday that I had been looking forward to forever was just a school day.

New episodes of my favorite show don’t get me pumped anymore.

Everything is kind of dull and I can’t really like anything anymore.

[eyeslikeonyx]

this, ladies and gentlemen, is a top-notch sign of depression. this is not supposed to be a normal thing to feel.

[cryingtotwy]

Other sings of depressions can be:

No hunger. Like, you eat because of the pleasure of it or because you have to, but you aren’t hungry anymore.

Procastrination, even of things you like.

Feeling no sympathy for anything. You begin to question if you love something or someone at all.

Feeling like you are in a dream (depersonalization)

Having trouble sleeping. It can be nightmares, it can be difficulties falling asleep, difficulties waking up, waking up in the middle of the night, etc.

Being really tired without reason.

Intrusive thoughts (that may say that your family doesn’t love you, or that what you are feeling is completely normal, for example. It’s never true)

Not caring about your own security anymore, not because you want to die (most of the depressed people don’t want to commit suicide) but because you just forget it. You forget to look both ways before crossing, wearing your seatbelt or even you can forget about eating.

Desire of isolation. You just want to be alone, and anyone feels like a friend anymore.

Trouble focusing on things.

[linguisticparadox]

“Not caring about your own security” can also be the beginnings of suicidal ideation so please be careful. It’s like “I don’t actively WANT to die but like…I wouldn’t mind either.”

[forallthesaints4bc]

If you are experiencing more than 3 of the above symptoms for more than 6 weeks, PLEASE consider talking to a counselor or psychologist. You can even talk to someone online at places like http://www.7cups.com

[disphoricjellyfish]

Like a year ago i think. I bought 3 pairs of “boyish” underwear from tomboy x when they had a sale. (Bc they are frikin expensive as all hell) but i got some more like a week ago and i got some spoopy skull tight boxer shorts type of underwear and i love these. Theyre so comfy. 10/10 quality 6/10 price :‘l i wish they were a bit cheaper. I cri when i see them. But like yea, i love them they make me so happy

[postitforward]

World Suicide Prevention Day 2016

Today is World Suicide Prevention Day.

No matter what you are going through, you don’t have to go through it alone. There are resources available to help.

Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you need it, Tumblr.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Available 24/7 at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

Crisis Text Line: Free, 24/7 support for anyone in need. Text START to 741741.

IMALIVE: Chat confidentially with a volunteer trained in crisis intervention.

7 Cups of Tea: Speak anonymously with a trained active listener.

American Psychological Association: A resource for finding mental health care in your area.

NEDA: Help and support for people struggling with eating disorders. You can call 1-800-931-2237 or chat with them online.

To Write Love On Her Arms (@twloha): Dedicated to helping people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury, and suicide.

You Matter (@youmatterlifeline): You Matter was created to let people know that suicide is preventable.

NAMI (@namiorg): Dedicated to improving the lives of anyone living with mental illness. Free to chat at 1-800-950-6264.

The Trevor Project (@thetrevorproject): Confidential suicide hotline for LGBTQ+ young people. Available 24/7 at 1-866-488-7386.

It Gets Better Project (@itgetsbetterproject): Communicating to LGBTQ+ youth around the world that it gets better.

[disphoricjellyfish]

I want school to start right now, but at the same time I don’t bc it's my last year of highschool and thats scary.

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Ahh hahaha he so cute and nice, but i think i scared him off bc he said he thought i was a freshman but then i told him i’m a junior…

[disphoricjellyfish]

Well i might as well post this so:

Welcome to me, let me introduce you

🌈 - They/them He/him My cover personality or is me-the host (smiles constantly) is seen the most, life goal is to be as androgynous as possible, relates to Jyushimatsu matsuno

💣 - He/him they/them second most seen, is very antisocial and doesn’t talk much (listens to music alot)

🐰 - She/her they/them Is rarely seen at all but is obsessed with lolita (fuck me) and likes frilly things wears skirts mostly. Also is super loud and obnoxious

💣

[iprayforangels-deactivated20220]

Never be ashamed of how you do or do not love

Everyone feels different types of romantic, sexual, or platonic feelings. This does not mean they don’t love people. You may just love differently than every romantic comedy depicts. Friendships, family, having a pet, not stepping on snails when they’re on the sidewalk, and saying “aww” when you look at a picture of a baby skunk are all proof you care about living things.

Asexuality is completely okay. You still love people.

Aromantism is completely okay. You still love people.

Being both Ace and Aro is completely okay. You still love people.

Not missing people you love is completely okay. You still love them.

Feeling embarrassed about being romantic is completely okay. You still love them.

Not wanting to have sex with someone you’re dating is completely okay. You still love them.

Not enjoying kissing is completely okay. You still love people.

Not wanting constant attention from people you love is completely okay. You still love them.

Feeling anxious about being around people you love is completely okay. You still love them.

Getting crushes while in a relationship with someone else is completely okay. You still love them.

Being polyamorous is completely okay. You still love each person individually.

Having exceptions to your sexuality is completely okay. You still love the main gender you’re attracted to.

Not being the perfect example of your sexuality is completely okay. You still love who you love and can use the label for yourself.

Rebelling against people you care about is completely okay. You still love them.

Loving somebody that doesn’t love you is completely okay. You’ll still find love someplace.

And similarly:

Not loving your family is completely okay. As long as you love something.

Not loving your friends is completely okay. As long as you like them.

Not loving somebody who loves you is completely okay. You’ll both find love someplace else.

Not loving something or someone anymore is completely okay. You’re allowed to remove it or them from your life.

Not loving something everyone else loves is completely okay. Who gives a shit?

Love or don’t love however you like. Loving yourself is enough. And if it isn’t? And you need love from others. That’s okay too.

[disphoricjellyfish]

Okay the guy i am/was dating look @ last post, i only like as slight romantic attraction. (Also i am poly and i dont think he is okay with that) so i dont know what to do and Fucking HELL

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AHHHH

ohh man, the guy i like asked me out today ohhh maaannnn oh man, i said sure, haha ahhhhh im so nervouss dang