Xuebing Du
Not today Justin
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
Sweet Seals For You, Always
DEAR READER
YOU ARE THE REASON
Mike Driver

Love Begins

Janaina Medeiros

tannertan36
Three Goblin Art
Jules of Nature
Peter Solarz
trying on a metaphor
Monterey Bay Aquarium
noise dept.
$LAYYYTER
🪼
Stranger Things
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Spain

seen from India
seen from United States
seen from Indonesia

seen from Syria
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Germany
seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from United States
@disrupt0r
Just started watching apothecary diaries, great representation for everyone who has the childhood nickname 毛毛/maomao lol
I saw a post about Israelis once being victims of genocide themselves, but the thing about zionists is that they actually were the people least affected by the Holocaust in WWII, the people who still had the time and resources to plan this imperialist project. In fact, when actual Holocaust survivors that had lost all their resources finally began arriving in Israel’s settler colonies, they were even looked down upon by their own people, some of whom considered their trauma and their stories an embarrassment, a time when Jewish people were “weakest.” This paternalistic view makes sense when you realize who Zionists actually were. Zionism was never there to heal people, it has always been a wolf in sheep’s clothing, using the guilt of western nations post-WWII to get them to assist with one last act of blatant colonization. Early Zionists were wealthy European capitalists, and largely secular.
The father of Zionism, Theodore Herzl, even proposed Argentina as a potential location for the state of Israel. This is just straightforward settler colonialism.
I learned all of this in an MIT class on Israeli politics and culture taught by an Israeli professor. Many of the other students in the class were Jewish Americans who were also critical of the Israeli government and its occupation of Palestine. We can and should criticize governments and political ideologies, and that is not a personal attack on an identity or a people. I’m glad to know Jewish Americans who are similarly critical and protesting their own government in the US. I’ll be calling my government representatives today too.
Edit to add: there’s a PBS article I took the screenshot from and has way more historic context like how Britain was also supposed to help navigate the situation in Palestine at the beginning (and failed p miserably):
Historic Documents | Shattered Dreams Of Peace | FRONTLINE | PBS
After a discussion with someone on Instagram, I realized that it would be useful to be more specific here, especially regarding two topics above:
about the historical attitudes toward holocaust survivors in Israel
the statement "Early Zionists were wealthy European capitalists" (I will redact this sentence and rephrase it, it was lazy & somewhat dangerous wording)
Specificity accomplishes two goals: it'll give even better historical context, and it will prevent people over-generalizing or over-simplifying these statements in a way that is anti-semitic, and bigotry is rampant at a time like this regardless of my personal intent.
In particular, "Zionism" has started to mean different things to different people. To be very clear, what is meant by "Zionism" here refers to early Zionist attitudes as held by leaders like Herzl et al, and the Statists that followed. This is, specifically, the idea that Jewish people needed a physical nation, and that Jewish people should pursue creating and maintaining a powerful nation-state. Of course, a vast number of Jewish diaspora and modern Israelis are against this ideology (especially, in that the dominant people in the nation state should be Jewish people, to the exclusion of others, as opposed to some democratic state solution that might include Palestinians and Arabs).
So, the first statement:
The Statists were sort of post-Zionists occupied with crafting an Israeli national identity that would ensure their new colony remained cohesive. The goal of Statists was to quickly disseminate a Jewish image everyone could at least admire, if not identify with. From this the image of the "Sabra" was created--an archetype informed by Statist heroes like David Ben-Gurion, Israel's first prime minister, and romanticized like a "desert cactus". A poem from Yaacov Cohen went:
"We are what we are, Sabras / Simple folk / Sons of the sun and honest are we / ours is a wild charm / And he who understands us / will love us"
A Sabra was the image of a strapping young Israeli-born Asheknazi man toiling in a kibbutz. This romanticized image of what Israelis should be was not reflective of the actual population, because at the time, "every 10th Israeli just arrived yesterday", as the author Amnon Rubenstein wrote. As more and more Yiddish-speaking holocaust victims arrived, stories of suffering clashed with the Sabra myth-making that the Statists were trying to achieve. Here's an excerpt from a book called From Herzl to Rabin: The Changing Image of Zionism by Amnon Rubenstein:
"Many novels describe this clash. In Sham ai Golan 's The Death of Uri Peled, the protagonist comes to the country as a young escapee from the Holocaust. Like many new immigrants, he acquires a Sabra name as well as Sabra mannerisms. Ne vertheless, he is v iewed with suspiciousdisdain by the homogeneous native society he encounters. His friend, a fifth-generation Sabra, harangues him: The fighters of our War of Independence died for you, so that this land could absorb the likes of you--refugees who arrive from many exiles. We spilled our blood for this coun-try, and you, I'm telling you, don't you now turn it into a pigsty with your swinish galut wheeling and dealing.?
(Galut referring generally to Jewish exile but especially connoted as the holocaust at that time.)
The point is that Statists' promotional images failed Israelis and the Jewish diaspora, that the image of the Sabra was never inclusive, of holocaust survivors or so many other categories, like Mizrahi Jews and obviously Arabs and Palestinians. We see the images of the struggles of Jewish and Israeli identity here, like Yiddish vs. Hebrew, collecting a global, diverse diaspora into one place. It is from this that the "Sabra" image clashed with the desire for holocaust memorial and reflection. Importantly, the Statists were in charge at the time, and the political ideology of that early Zionism/Statism courses through Israeli politics today.
For me, this explained the paradox I myself had thought about--how could people once subject to genocide be the same people to condone it? And the answer should leave you optimistic--I can find solidarity with Jewish diaspora around the world and many Israelis who are against it, because they are not all these Statist leaders. It was never those actually subject to genocide condoning it after all. My final paper in this course was about Israeli politics of inclusion, and I became interested in many related topics, especially Ethiopian Jewish communities in Israel and their political clashes with the government...
Now, the second statement:
"Early Zionists were wealthy European capitalists, and largely secular"
I want to apologize for my carelessness here--I'd actually like to retract the term "wealthy" from this sentence. In fact, a more clear statement is more like:
"The successful Zionists were prominent Europeans, largely secular, and relied on a colonial apparatus to succeed."
This change is not only because I wish to avoid existing harmful stereotypes (regardless of my personal intent), but also because the previous sentence didn't really capture the actual point, which is that the Zionists beginning with Herzl were secular and relied heavily on coordinating with European colonial powers at the time, particularly Britain, which handled the whole thing awfully (what do you expect from the #1 colonial power). As mentioned previously, Zionist and Statist leaders were also not directly Holocaust survivors, though the concern about Jewish persecution was additional impetus for the movement (which had begun before WWII and even before WWI). The PBS link above contains primary sources on this.
The point is that when Zionism finally succeeded, it relied on an imperial, colonial apparatus, and it was not really about religion. Orthodox Jews were on-and-off with the Zionists, and finally, after considering, Uganda, Argentina, and Palestine, Palestine was chosen in part to win over the Orthodox coalition. I find this context very important because many arguments I've personally heard for the state of Israel are related to the "original home of the Jews", from a religious perspective, but early Zionist leaders were content with, as Herzl himself said, "whatever is given us".
appendix: contrast with Liberia & why we need humanities:
I've been thinking about the history of Liberia in contrast, which neither rose to Israel's level of power nor the same kind of atrocity--but it was still a colonization. Liberia was supposed to be a state for formerly enslaved Black Americans. Yet indigenous tribespeople did not have citizenship in Liberia to start. Black Americans were not all in agreement about the formation of Liberia. Frederick Douglass was opposed to any colonization of Africa by Black Americans:
"Shame upon the guilty wretches that dare propose, and all that countenance such a proposition. We live here—have lived here—have a right to live here, and mean to live here." Source
Indigenous people of Liberia were also given birthright citizenship in 1904. In any case, it's history is of course very different in that it was also perceived as a sham to get Americans to accept slavery, which was still ongoing, and lacked the unifying effect Zionism eventually had:
"As a remedy for slavery, it must be placed amongst the grossest of all delusions. In fifteen years it has transported less than three thousand persons to the African coast; while the increase on their numbers, in the same period, is about seven hundred thousand!" -Supporter of William Garrison, Source
In general, this history of resorting to colonization as a solution for persecution makes me reflect a lot on what to aspire to as a member of a persecuted group. The endgame of revolution should never be to simply join the club of imperial capitalists. I think you can find ripples of that in all sorts of conversations marginalized people have--like critiques of Pride becoming increasingly corporate, or recent anti-immigration branches of conservative Black people in the US.
In fact, I've been seeing the concept of revolution not having an "end" floating around. We cannot behave as though we will someday have some endpoint or fully egalitarian world. It is a mindset we have to maintain each day, to be thoughtful about our actions and interactions with others. To listen to dissenting voices. To consider the dynamics of power, even as they change and vary. To be humble enough to own up to our mistakes. I will try to continue to do my best, and stand against violence and discrimination of any kind. I hope that in this discussion of historical context on this difficult topic, that much is clear.
I could write an entirely separate blog post about why we need the humanities and to read books again etc., but I hope some of this sets an example for that. I'm very glad I took that course on Israeli politics and culture. My goal with all of this was to get people to think more critically, to ask more questions, to read more history.
I truly think the people who downplay antisemitism and act like fighting it isn’t as important as fighting other injustices do not understand that zionists can easily point to words like theirs and say: “That. That right there is why Israel needs to exist and continue what it’s doing.”
Because if Jewish life means so little to them to make them care, maybe them hearing that they’re dumbasses sabotaging the causes they believe in will.
EXACTLY!! WHICH IS WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING!!!!!!!!
and i know gentiles hate it bc then they have to give a shit abt jews, but sometimes in order to achieve liberation you have to do something you don't like. it fucking boggles my mind how non palestinian gentiles can justify last weekend's massacre as "necessary for liberation" but they can't stomach simply sitting down with jewish organizations and saying "hey what can we do to get you on board with our movement? what can we do to ensure that you don't need israel?"
like i'm sorry but if you're going to be an activist, sometimes you have to do things that seem unfair, or that are extremely unpleasant. trust me, i have not enjoyed my conversations with political zionists. but i have left them with that person asking questions they weren't asking before, asking why we should have to be the ones constantly being tossed around the globe instead of the people in the countries we live in confronting their own bigotry and hatred of us.
another thing that bothers me is the people that frame this as just "jews r white supremacists that just want to colonize and kill palestinians for fun or bc they want their land!!!!!!" if you are going to be an effective tool for palestinian liberation, or liberation of any kind, it is imperative that you understand the motivation behind your "opposition." most parents of trans kids who don't want their kids to be trans or get treatment aren't doing it bc they fucking hate their kid and would rather they die. most of the time, they genuinely care about their kid and don't want them to be hurt by this perceived evil. are they right? fuck no. but screaming at them is going to make them firmer in their beliefs. what actually helps, and i say this as someone who has actively been a part of this work, is meeting them where they're at. you can't drag them over a fence, but if you can convince them to unlock their side of the gate, you have a much better chance of getting them to come through to the other side.
obviously this doesn't work with people like the transphobic politicians who are making these laws, and it won't work for bibi and his party. but if your target is diaspora jews who support zionism, it absolutely will work, because i have seen it work. if you approach them with patience and understanding and a willingness to address the concerns you have, you are a billion times more likely to be successful in getting them to join the fight. anything less than compassion is allowing yourself to become a tool of the israeli government and the institutions that support it.
I saw a post about Israelis once being victims of genocide themselves, but the thing about zionists is that they actually were the people least affected by the Holocaust in WWII, the people who still had the time and resources to plan this imperialist project. In fact, when actual Holocaust survivors that had lost all their resources finally began arriving in Israel’s settler colonies, they were even looked down upon by their own people, some of whom considered their trauma and their stories an embarrassment, a time when Jewish people were “weakest.” This paternalistic view makes sense when you realize who Zionists actually were. Zionism was never there to heal people, it has always been a wolf in sheep’s clothing, using the guilt of western nations post-WWII to get them to assist with one last act of blatant colonization. The successful Zionists were prominent Europeans, largely secular, and relied on a colonial apparatus.
The father of Zionism, Theodore Herzl, even proposed Argentina as a potential location for the state of Israel. This is just straightforward settler colonialism.
I learned all of this in an MIT class on Israeli politics and culture taught by an Israeli professor. Many of the other students in the class were Jewish Americans who were also critical of the Israeli government and its occupation of Palestine. We can and should criticize governments and political ideologies, and that is not a personal attack on an identity or a people. I’m glad to know Jewish Americans who are similarly critical and protesting their own government in the US. I’ll be calling my government representatives today too.
Edit to add: there’s a PBS article I took the screenshot from and has way more historic context like how Britain was also supposed to help navigate the situation in Palestine at the beginning (and failed p miserably):
Edit Oct 20 2023: modified a statement about early zionists for clarity, see reblog.
Historic Documents | Shattered Dreams Of Peace | FRONTLINE | PBS
Keith Haring, Grace Jones, Fela Kuti, and Jean-Michel Basquiat at Mr Chow in New York City, June 1986.
Photos by Andy Warhol
fun simulation rendering from https://github.com/tonyzhaozh/act
it's simulating all the physics & controller interactions of this pick and hand off motion of two robot arms, which is why it's moving so slow (lots of math in the background)
it's just an example to run the training code.
maybe i'll post more fun renderings from grad school
for world mental health day, I will be having a mental breakdown 🎉 how r u celebrating?
BIG mood.
funniest adhd thing is when you're like ugh. doing this simple task would be too hard. guess i'll do a difficult one instead
From The Martian Chronicles, Ray Bradbury’s 1949 sci-fi classic:
do you like men
man is a hopeless creature. i don't like much of anyone
oh if you meant sexually then yes
I have lived 27 years of my life wishing I could just be more chill
And cringing at most of my social interaction
Wish I could be cool, calm, and collected,
But I’m simply not that.
I am not the silent beautiful indifferent thin girl that everyone admires in ads
I am the hyper-enthusiastic, curious, kind of loud shapely woman
That is usually a comic relief best friend in film.
But unlike these other things, which are idealisms, projections, just shadows on the wall of a cave
At least I am real, and at least I am unique, for better or worse.
I bristle at the feeling of the gaze of others
I imagine their thought patterns, responses to things I’ve done or said
I spend a little too much energy worrying about whether I fit into a mold
But maybe it would be better if I could just unlock my own restraints
Be fully the person I am
Considerate of others, but their expectations be damned
The shapes are shadows that dance in my head
I wish I could hold on to reality instead
I wish I could accept the mystery of other people
Allow what’s unknown to stay there
To walk comfortably in my skin
It’s been a 27 year project so far
each year I chip away at the chains I’ve built myself
Some days I put a few links back.
(Source)
wow wow gotta go to one if I manage to go back!!
Advice from 4500 years ago.
I like ths translation. “it would be wise of you to remember this”
occasional posts from users
Girl you need to get out of bed faster than this