“I feel nothing!”

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[repmet]

I was thinking what if Ardyn looked more Lucian and this, I guess?

[emy-san]

“Everything’s alright”

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Flowers in Autumn

Shaking hands grasped desperately at an empty coffee cup, once filled multiple times to keep the sleep deprived student awake during their final exams.  Sure the tests were over but that didn't mean the anxiety of grades didn't persist.  Pale un-matching eyes blearily glanced around the shop he'd stumbled into on a sleep deprived whim.  The almost delirious man dumbly stared at all the flora within the shop almost in awe, ignorant and oblivious to the large man who ran the shop.

The sight of such gorges plants caused an ache in him, he missed his childhood home, their gardens he used to care for but... for a moment he decided he could forgot of classes, his program, his sisters illness-Ravus basked in the small plant shop.  Wondering around he stopped to smell almost every flower, causing his already loose messy bun to lose more strands that brushed his face causing his nose to scrunch up.  Grumpily he tucked his hair behind his ear before practically burying his face into lavender and sighing contently.

@gaudiacertaminis

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Send my Muse some stars!

✪ = I wanna kill you ✪✪ = I hate you ✪✪✪ = I kinda dislike you ✪✪✪✪ = You’re okay ✪✪✪✪✪ = Whoa you’re kinda cute ✪✪✪✪✪✪ = Stop being so perfect ✪✪✪✪✪✪✪ = *nosebleed* ✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪ = oh god you are hella sexy ✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪ = I wanna have sex with you ✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪✪ = Marry me

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Little Lion Man

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Ravus’ head snapped down to Ignis as he stated he wouldn’t be able to take care of Luna, well shit he fell for the other’s trick.  Ignis had that expression-the one that always made the Silver haired man cave, he just couldn’t resist him-it was completely unfair!

Blushing a darker red that peppered his neck and ears, “Fine-I concede, I will let you look but I am sure I would have been fine.”

Nervously his clawed metal hand gripped his arm a bit harder then necessary as he tried to swagger back to the camp’s chairs to hide his limp, finding a chair he collapsed into it rather gracefully for a man who’s wounds had been left to fester.

“Do your worse Ignis-I am at your mercy.”

[thexrightxhand]

It was hard to hold the winning smile back as his plan worked out and the other finally accepted to take a little break so Ignis could check the wound. He doesn’t realize the blush or how he even seems to make him nervous, not expecting it from someone like Ravus. One of the last things that Ignis expected that a man like Ravus could even turn red. 

“ Mhm, I’m sure you are and still I would prefer to have a look at it.” He follows him back to their camp and pulled out the first aid bag, before approaching the older again. His eyebrow raise by the view of Ravus, still fully dressed.

“Thank you for your trust in me, but I suggest the pants need to be off.”

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

The blush had only worsened when Raves caught the sight if Ignis’ gorges smile, making his glare worse as he shifted slightly moving his injured leg away from Ingis, “I do believe my side is more injured then my leg-besides there is plenty of armor on my leg, it would be such a bother.”

Ravus absolutely knew it was a weak excuse, he was not ready for Ignis to have his hands all over his naked thigh or to lose his pants in front of the other.  To say he desired Ignis was an understatement-he admired the man’s strength, fighting skill, tactical sharp mind... and he was incredibly handsome.

Fighting the urge to flee from the other Raves stripped off his jacket leaving him in his skin tight black half top which just happened stop above his wounded stomach, “Isn't this enough?”

[oraclecrown]

@distantbrotherdaze

   “ You resent too much. “  She sighs, shoulders sagging once they are alone.  The effort of healing those ailed by the scourge is TAXING, but beyond the walls of her chambers her head remains ever high, unwilling to show the world any weakness. 

   “ Some days it is FATE, and some days it is his family.  But you always bear that resentment in your heart and I worry one day I will leave you alone with it. “  She did not leave him then, when Regis sought to save her.  Death itself was the only thing which could make her PART from him – and she thinks it makes him all the more BITTER for it. 

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

“Perhaps I do but it is what has helped me gain the strength I have now, that I would use to keep you safe Luna.”  His body would be her shield and sword if need be, he knew she could FIGHT-he’d taught her himself but he would die for her even if she didn't have much longer in this world.

“I however feel that I will not have to stay long if you leave here.”  It was a somewhat cruel if not truthful statement, he didn't wish to lie to her even if it spared her grief.  Luna was the only one he cared for in this world, he was so bitter and wished to burn the world for what it had done to them.  However horrible he was at comfort he offered it to her, gently reaching out to her wishing he could take her burden.

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

A Little Hunt

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

The world was a horrible blur, the pain in the man’s head was blinding and left him in and out of consciousness in the dangerous wilds.  Not that being awake made any difference, Ravus couldn’t defend himself in the wake of deamons if needed-he could probably summon lighting but it would drain whats left of his strength and then be devoured.  

The grass was a small comforting presents as his mind drifted, the pain had dulled after some time but his body refused to listen to him.  Time seemed to slipped from him, he couldn’t gauge how long he’d been left in a crumbled heap-could’ve been minutes, hours, or days.  Once the adrenaline had worn off as he laid outside of the machine, Raves struggled to recover from the shock of impacted with the too deep of wounds.

The former commander hadn’t even noticed the other man who approached him till he was almost upon him, causing a defensive startled snarl slip passed his lips at other’s question.  Quickly he struggled to sit up, barely getting to his elbows as a horrible rasp came from his lungs.  Almost in defeat he dropped his head back, looking at the strange man trying to recount where he’d seen him.

“Unfortunately it seems I survived the crash but maybe not for long-Amicitia?!” 

[gaudiacertaminis-deactivated202]

Gladiolus watches Ravus struggle, cough, and fall back to the ground with very little pity in his heart. Unlike the other man, he immediately recognized him despite the long stretch of time since he’d seen him last. Even if it weren’t for their various clashes and the wound left in his pride all those years ago, he’s a very unique looking man that Gladio could place any day– even covered in dirt and soaked through. 

He does not offer him a hand up, standing over injured man and watching him warily even if he’s in no condition to fight. Gladio had heard second-hand from Ignis about Ravus’ change of heart, but even then he held doubt. He was an unpredictable variable in the larger game of war. 

Caution took precedence and he asked, glancing again to the ruined airship, “What happened? Why are you out here?”  

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Arching a brow at the other Ravus lazily tilted his head to the ship dozing for a moment before finally rasping out an answer, “It’s sort of a funny thing when captains have heart attacks-turns out I can't fly ships at all.”

Looking back to the other a small chuckle escaped his lips before a harsh cough racked his body, resulting in his body subconsciously curling up in an attempt to lessen the pain.  Breathing was becoming more and more difficult with each passing moment but this didn't really bother Ravus.  It just was comforting to know if he was to die now it would be not by demons devouring him but near Gladiolus, even if he didn't know much other then the man was Noctis’ Shield.

The hatred and bitterness he'd once felt for the Chosen Prince had been his own anger at his family was taken from him and he could do nothing but watch.  Noctis wasn't his father, he wasn't the Niflheim who took it all, so after his partnering up with Ignis to try and save his already sick dying sister, he’d come to terms with his grief.  In the years of darkness he'd picked out a small group to search for supplies in demon infested lands-anything people needed desperately he'd go out and hunt for regardless of the risk.

Ravus closed his eyes exhausted, “I was heading out to find more supplies...  Hammerhead had contacted me...”

[mrs-ignis-ffxv]

FFXV: Watchful eyes of the companions

Companion piece to my past post featuring the eyes of the Chocobros using Ansel on PC: https://mrs-ignis-ffxv.tumblr.com/post/171904503387/the-most-precious-gemstones-of-eos-from

[rpmemes-galore]

In honor of Mother’s Day, ask my muse anything you want to know about their mother! 

[writerlydays]

other writers: plan out their stories, have their characters figured out and know how they’re going to grow. write every day, keep hydrated.

me, a goblin: jump in headfirst with only a vague plan and a feeling. who are these characters?????? fuck if i know, we find out as we go! plot what plot? i’m just as surprised at this development as you are. writes only on full moons. only ingests caffeine. 

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Little Lion Man

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Ravus’ head snapped down to Ignis as he stated he wouldn't be able to take care of Luna, well shit he fell for the other’s trick.  Ignis had that expression-the one that always made the Silver haired man cave, he just couldn't resist him-it was completely unfair!

Blushing a darker red that peppered his neck and ears, “Fine-I concede, I will let you look but I am sure I would have been fine.”

Nervously his clawed metal hand gripped his arm a bit harder then necessary as he tried to swagger back to the camp’s chairs to hide his limp, finding a chair he collapsed into it rather gracefully for a man who's wounds had been left to fester.

“Do your worse Ignis-I am at your mercy.”

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

The silver haired synth bristled at the other’s tone but let it go in favor of arriving at their destination without any unnecessary stops to argue, “Fine.”

Raves kept up but perhaps was too close to the smaller in his eagerness to have the tacker removed and as such would run past for a moment if he faltered or took a turn.  If anything Raves was surprised the small blonde knew his way around such a maze when ravus tended to stick to the main streets as to not lose his way-he no longer had the Institutes’ mapping system to help him.

Eventually the alleys started to look familiar which didn't settle so well with him for an odd reason, “Where are we going...”

[titusdravtos]

Axis Arra

(for @arraaxis)

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Little Lion Man

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Ravus’ hand twitched to his sword at the other man’s voice, internally he was thankful he didn't let anything show of his startled behavior.  Scoffing he turned more from Ignis, he was right but it didn't mean he'd have to acknowledge it.  Crossing his arms he pivoted his hip to lean more on his non injured side as he turned his head up brattishly.

“I’ll be fine-this is not the worst injury I've sustained... Ignis.”

A pale blush lit the taller’s cheeks as he kept refusing to look at the other, knowing he'd crack down too easily if he stared at Ignis’ stern upset face...  Raves wasn't adapt at handling Ignis’ concern or kindness, it’d been some time since he remembered anyone other then Luna showing him any kindness.  That and... Ravus was interested in Ignis more then he should be.

[trcshymemes]

NieR: Automata Sentence Starters:

aka pure suffering.

❝ Feelings are prohibited. ❞ 

❝ Gifts are such a useless ritual. ❞

❝ Sorry. Guess I spaced out there for a bit. ❞

❝ Your bandage is coming undone. Here, let me change it. ❞

❝ We have to go before we lose the light.❞    

❝ I just…wanted a family. ❞

❝ Please…kill…me… ❞

❝ No don’t…Don’t do this!❞

❝ Souls and Heaven. Do those things really exist? ❞

❝ Eternity…It hurts…It really hurts… ❞

❝ This pain! This sadness! This desperation! You know nothing about it! ❞    

❝ It’s okay because…I’m going to kill you. I-I’m going to end your suffering now. ❞

❝ I was running…from the memories of losing those close to me…It was so hard…so painful. ❞

❝ I have to atone for my sins…no matter what. ❞

❝ Perhaps we’re not so different after all. ❞

❝ Hey can I kill ‘em yet? ❞

❝ I…I believed you! ❞

❝ You know nothing about humanity! ❞      

❝ I’m glad I got to see you here. I truly am. ❞

❝ I’ll tear you apart… Every last one of you!  ❞

❝ (name)…the time I was able to spend with you…It was like memories of pure light. ❞

❝ Why do I desire the touch of something that no longer exists? ❞

❝ Aw, are you worried about me? ❞

❝ I’m merely pointing out that you would be a liability on the battlefield. ❞

❝ Wait, please! I have no intention of harming you. ❞

❝ I suppose such intense curiosity can be admirable…in its own way. ❞

❝ Don’t you dare apologize. You’ve done nothing wrong. ❞

❝ It’s all going wrong. You can feel it too, right? ❞

❝ I’m glad you were with me. ❞

❝ We’re able to endure because we have each other. ❞

❝ Don’t worry. It’s going to be okay. ❞

❝ To think we have the same face, but such different smiles. ❞

❝ Why must we suffer this persecution? ❞

❝ I’m all right as long as you’re with me. ❞

❝ It always ends like this…❞

❝ Why are they coming after us? Why?! ❞

❝ If I knew this could I happen, I never would have… ❞

❝ I cannot live with this heartbreak inside me… ❞

❝ I need you…I need you to delete my memories. And if not, then I need you to kill me.❞

❝ I’m…I’m so scared…❞

❝ I can’t stop…Have to keep fighting… ❞

❝ Don’t break too quickly now. ❞

❝ I didn’t ask for help. ❞

❝ You’re pretty useless, you know that?❞ 

❝ I don’t care if this is a trap. I just have to kill them all. ❞

❝ You’re an obstinate one, aren’t you? ❞

❝ Do you truly think you can win? ❞

❝ All things end with accepting death, do they not? ❞    

❝ Don’t feel bad about it. We are alive, after all. And being alive is pretty much a constant stream of embarrassment. ❞

❝ Sacrificial lambs. All of us. ❞

❝ Isn’t that HILARIOUS? Doesn’t it just make you LAUGH? ❞

❝ We have no capacity for emotion. But when we were connected and exchanged information, something…happened. I cannot deny the feeling of something resembling consciousness and emotion being born. ❞

❝ The more human records I uncover, the more charmed I am by their complexity. ❞

❝ The core of humanity…is conflict. They fight. Steal. Kill. This is humanity in its purest form. ❞

❝ A future is not given to you. It is something you must take for yourself. ❞

❝ Why is life…so painful…? ❞

❝ I don’t need this world. ❞

❝ Our cursed cycle of destruction and rebirth continues without end. ❞

❝ Everything that lives is designed to end. ❞

❝ We are perpetually trapped in a never-ending spiral of life and death. However…life is about the struggle within the cycle. ❞

❝ I never quite realized…how beautiful this world is. ❞                    

[oraclecrown]

Concept:  Kingsglaive, except they give us luna who can fight. 

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Ravus is Useless and Dramatic

[distantbrotherdaze-blog]

Luna’s brother!  Oh now that was a laugh-he was a pathetic excuse for a brother and guardian.  Raves looked away laughing harshly as he stumbled back like a new born chocobo before he hit a wall, the impact causing his legs to buckle.  He thought about how he'd leave a stain on the wall while he slid down, good.

“Maybe you should just leave me Notch, it’s what-you’ve helped her more then me, her big brother...  I’ve been useless, neglectful.”

The heterochromia eyed man laughed again shaking his head despite the nausea that make him choke up at the end, that must have been the longest he'd talked to the Prince since their childhood.  Vaguely he knew if he’d never admit how he always thought he wasn't enough to keep Luna safe, he trained till he felt like he'd fall apart but he never was strong enough.