Hello all of my dears, this is a very unfortunate (and hard to make) post that I have had to think long and hard about, but I have decided it would be best to let all of you know that I am going on a very long, possibly permanent break. The romantic partner of mine that I have been dating for a while now c0mm1tted(censored so Tumblr doesn't block the post) and it has taken an entire hole out of me I didnt know was possible. I am heavily considering checking myself into a mental health facility so that I will not att3mpt to join them in the afterlife, every day is a struggle to get out of bed due to this and I am not sure if I can deal with this without professional assistance. Once again. I am so, so so sorry to all of you for the sudden disappearance and hiatus, please forgive me and I hope you know I appreciate every single one of you, so greatly. Thank you all for indulging in my weirdness, freaky posts, and sometimes way too perverted writings and dubious creations, I love and appreciate all of you and I am so sorry to be leaving the platform like this my lovelies. I will still be keeping up all of my posts, have no fear, but my inbox and suggestion box will be closed or not responded to, just a fair warning, and all series are going to be discontinued, i apologize heavily for that. Take care of yourself my babies and maybe I will be back some day in the future โก
fic warnings!!: dead dove do not eat, extreme bullying, dubcon/noncon, unhealthy relationships, talks of suic1de, attempts at suic1de, delulu satosugu, geto and gojo are really really horrible honestly, major trigger warning for fic and fic chapters, reader is chubby and mentally unwell at times, a lot of angst/somewhat comfort, the boys get a lil better eventually, somewhat fluff? talks of babytrapping, satosugu fantasizing about you, they're down bad and just don't admit it, breeding kink, yan!satosugu x fem!reader, smut!! very dark content, pls be warned!!!
this chapter will be more plot-heavy as I wanted to give reader more depth and the story more depth before jumping to the fun stuff, no smut but there is talk of s3lf h*rm and su1c1dal ideation in this chapter so please be warned if this is triggering material!! Next chapter will include more steamy stuff๐
Life really has only gotten worse since the incident with that guy you liked a couple weeks ago. Everyday just feels like a complete fight for you to even get out of bed in the morning to attend the hell-hole you call a school. The only thing that really keeps you going is the consolation that in about a month, it'll all be over and done with, and you'll never have to see or talk to any of these people ever again, especially those two.
Thinking of them just makes you sick. They're repulsive, and haven't let up even a bit after your humiliating public rejection a couple weeks ago. You honestly can't decide if you want to kill yourself or them more, really. Every second you're at that school, they torment you. From snarky, objectifying comments about you to making themselves apparent in every aspect of your life in the worst way possible, they were the bane of your existence. It makes you sick to see how everyone praises them and licks their boots when they see your suffering plain as day, and none of them choose to help you. You've already decided that once this is over with, you'll never see anyone here again. As soon as the diploma hits your hand, you're walking off the stage and will never talk to any of them ever again. You're just going to keep laying low, not speaking to anyone, and pretending you don't even exist to anyone around you. It's not like you really do, anyways. You're just a laughing stock for anyone around you anyways. The least you can do is just...tune it out like you've been doing.
Nobody can hate you more than you hate yourself, after all.
Satoru and Suguru have noticed your withdrawal at school for the past couple days, your usual snarky and fighty attitude towards them has lowered significantly, and they hate it. Suguru is tired of his snowy haired counterpart being a brat and sulking around like a puppy that's had it's favorite toy taken away. To be fair, though, Suguru is not exactly happy about it either. Why aren't you fighting them so much? What happened to those claws you have that are so ready to dig into their abusers? How boring. Suguru is already trying to pry around for information, trying to see if someone's pushed a little too many buttons, but he can't seem to find any info as to why. Well, that's a shame, but that's what Satoru is here for.
If anyone can push buttons one too many times, it's him.
You're on your way down to the teacher's lounge/office again, not wanting to deal with the loud and overstimulating nature of the lunchroom. That's at least one thing you can be appreciative of, is that the teachers DO notice what's going on. Even if they can't do anything about it, most of them offer you a sort of pity that makes you feel worse about your situation even more, somehow. But regardless of your feelings on that, you do appreciate their small efforts like letting you stay in "teacher only" environments to avoid the bullying and harassment you face constantly.
You're holed up in a corner in an uncomfy leather chair, body scrunched up as to hide yourself even further when you see a fluffy white head ghost by the glass window in the office. You immediately duck down further before he notices you.
The teacher sitting parallel a few feet away notices your discomfort, and immediately sighs. "Dont worry, (y/n). I'll handle him." The teacher sitting there, Mr. Yuin, stands to confront the blue eyed demon as he repetitively (and annoyingly) keeps tapping on the glass over and over again until Mr. Yuin reaches the door.
"What is it, Gojo, This is a teacher only space. You're aware of that." Satoru plasters on a sincere-ish expression on his face before replying.
"Well, the principal wanted me to come down to inquire about where (y/n l/n) is. Apparently, she's being nominated for something on the school appreciation board, whatever that could be." He's a pretty decent liar, at least. That's one of the only positive things you could say about the 6"4 menace. You shrink down into the seat further as you attempt to listen in.
"I don't think she's here, Gojo. Even if she was, I don't feel inclined to believe what you said. If the principal had a concern, he'd call me here in the office, not send one of the most notorious trouble makers here to make an "inquiry"." Mr Yuin scoffs before adding - "Do you even know what that word means, Gojo?" Satoru sighs, rolling his eyes before dropping the act. "Could you just throw me a bone, teach'? Even you know she's trash, why even bother trying to protect her? It's a miracle she's even going to graduate." A blatant lie, but a somewhat believable one, despite your grades. Unfortunately, people don't pick up on (or care) about your grades, it's all about your reputation.
Satoru keeps trying to peek his head into the office, peering around as you feel your skin start to sweat.
Fuck, what if he sees you? Will he just brute-force his way into the office? What then? What does he even want with you today?
Luckily, Mr. Yuin comes to your rescue again. "Gojo, I'm just gonna ignore that comment and ask you to leave. Please don't make me report you." He pinches the bridge of his nose, obviously irritated. Well, at least someone other than you sees how obnoxious Satoru really is. Satoru makes a display of obvious annoyance, sighing loudly and rolling his eyes before complying. "Fineeee, whatever." Mr. Yuin sighs, thanking Gojo for his compliance and goes to shut the door once he leaves, but something just doesn't feel quite right about that whole interaction...why would he give up so easily? That's not Satoru at all.
Oh well, it's over with anyways. All of the stress suddenly leaves your body, and you let out a quiet sigh as your body relaxes more. You quietly thank Mr. Yuin, and go back to picking at your lunch. Suddenly, though, you look out of the corner of your eye to spot Satoru staring a hole into you, smirking ear to ear like the Cheshire cat. He mouths something, but you can't be sure of what it is. You only make out "teacher's pet" before he saunters away with that annoying, pompous attitude. God, he's such a prick. Well, at least you don't have to see him again today. You're allowed to leave after you finish this lunch break, one of the perks of being an A+ student and already having all of your required credits.
It's the next day when you begin to notice something awry in the air. The whispers around you seem louder than they usually are, and the atmosphere around you just feels...odd. You don't know what's going on, but you can only take a wild guess that it somehow involves you, unsurprisingly.
Whatever, rumors are rumors.
You're so used to words being thrown around about you that it's honestly entertaining to you that so many people believe the insane claims that your two tormentors come up with.
At least, that's what you think until you pass by Mr. Yuin's empty office with all of his decorations gone from his desk.
What's going on? Mr. Yuin never misses a day of school. In fact, in the 2 years that you've known him, you don't think you've ever seen the guy not at work, how odd. You look inside, scowling a little at the fact that your favorite teacher that usually lets you hide away from the masses isn't here today.
You find out a few moments later through anonymous whispers in the halls from a bunch of nobodies that Mr. Yuin won't be back, ever.
Apparently because of you.
Allegedly, Mr. Yuin was having an "inappropriate relationship with one of his students and a student saw and reported the incident."
That student being you, apparently.
You want to scream. This is so disgusting, and you know exactly who did it.
Your favorite teacher just got fired because of a stupid lie spread around by Satoru and Suguru out of their pettiness. Mr. Yuin was one of your only protectors at this godforsaken school, and now he's gone. You quickly walk through the halls, trying not to draw attention to yourself since you know probably 90% of these people know what happened and know YOU, which is even worse. As you pass through the halls, you can see the eyes all linger on you, some sneering, some laughing, some just staring. The whispers are really what bothers you, however.
"Can you believe that girl's been sleeping with that teacher? Yuck."
"She's beyond a teachers pet, she's a teacher's whore at this point."
"Imagine being so desperate that you coerce a teacher to fuck you. EW"
"I feel bad for Mr. Yuin. He could've at least banged a hotter student, not that sad lump."
You feel that unpleasantly familiar welling of tears in your eyes. Not now, you can't cry now. Please don't start crying. You're trying to fight the tears coming down your face as you slam open the door to the principal's office. Startled, they immediately turn towards you and can't even get a sentence out before you start:
"Who. Who started the rumor."
The principal and his assistant both sigh, looking at each other before beginning. "Y/N, you know we can't name the student who reported it, it's a violation of privacy-"
"Oh, it's a violation of privacy?? What about MY PRIVACY? You know this isn't true, why did you even let it get out?" You begin to sniffle in front of them, clearly frustrated and upset with the situation. "Violation of privacy" your ass. You know who started this, you just want confirmation so that you can finally go beat his ass seriously, maybe even shove him off the roof and watch him splatter on the concrete. The principal begins spouting out fragile reasoning and diffusion of responsibility, how they "have to take accusations seriously" and "even if it's not true it has to be investigated" and how "we know bullying isn't tolerated but there's not much they can do right now without evidence-" No evidence? NO EVIDENCE OF BULLYING? The entire school knows exactly who causes your torment and any random student could give you at least 3 instances they saw in PERSON of your humiliation and bullying. You feel so fucking sick, this is the final straw. They've already ruined your social life, your reputation, taken away all of your friends, left you isolated socially and continually harass you on the daily both physically and mentally. And now, they've taken away a teacher that you cared about and that protected you simply out of spite of him not bending to their will. You're fucking done, it's over. You quickly wipe your eyes, give all of them a dirty look and exit the office, heading to your locker to pick up your stuff and not come back to this school.
On your locker is a crudely written note with the worst handwriting you've ever seen scribbled on it:
"How was the teacher dick? Was it worth it?"
You quickly crumble it up and throw it away, gathering your things and heading out of school.
Of course your life couldn't be THAT easy, as Satoru and Suguru stand on the sidewalk, immediately locking eyes on your emotionally disheveled state. You don't even speak a word to them, not even a dirty look. Just keep walking, you think.
You hear the heavy footsteps quickly join you, snickering at your state and faux-cooing at the tears running down your face. "Awwww, didn't like the rumor? I can't believe you'd do such a thing, poor Mr. Yuin," Satoru says, leaning down into your face. Suguru isn't far behind, peering at you with that stupid coy smile and uppity expression. "You're right, Satoru. Who would've known you'd do such a thing? He could go to jail because of you, you know, " Suguru adds onto the fire. They both have a loud chuckle at this, being thrilled at finally having you under their thumb again after a couple days of you being so fucking aloof from them. You deserve this, they think. You're the one responsible for this. If you had just continued your role of being their little mouse captured in their claws, you would've just continued your usual route of bullying instead of them having to up it a couple notches. They don't feel bad at all for what's happened, if anything they're elated. God, how they love to see you cry. It's like doing heroin for them, seeing the long streaks of tears and snot come running down your chubby cheeks. It's been a while since you've actually cried in front of them. Lately, you've been trying to just "tune them out" like that'll actually help you, like you know how to "manage" them. You can't manage them, little mouse, YOU are the one under THEIR management, not them. After all, that's one of the main things that gets under their skin. You just think you can deal with it all, that you're so "strong", that it's all just a state of mind, but you're so wrong. What you don't know is that they'll continue to escalate it until you break or agree to become theirs. You're so stubborn it's infuriating. It's a good thing they're so good at playing the long game, otherwise you'd be out of their grasp by now.
Satoru is pulling at your cheeks now, laughing at how snotty and tear covered they are and making crude mockeries of your expressions as Suguru just stands and smirks like he always does. Suddenly, your hand juts out to grab Satoru's wrist. He laughs, getting even further down into your face. "What? Can't take anymore? Awwww I'm so sorry honey." As you grip Satoru's wrist even harder, you don't realize your sleeve pulling up further, revealing cut marks and previous scarring on the inside of your wrist. Both Satoru and Suguru immediately take notice of this, eyes widening as they, for the very first time in their lives, go silent for a couple moments, not being able to even form a word.
It doesn't last long before Satoru begins laughing again.
"Wow, you're cutting yourself too? God you really are so patheti-"
You reel back with all of the might you have in your body and punch Satoru square in the face, hearing a crack as you pray it broke his fucking nose. His head violently turns, as he stumbles on the pavement for a moment, blood is now streaming down his nose and his face is already turning a darker purple-ish brown color from the bruising.
Oddly enough, he doesn't look angry at you. Not even fear, or shock. This is so weird, what is he even thinking right now?
Suddenly, he stares up at you as you stand over him with a bloody fist, his face flushed and pupils dialated so wide that you can barely see the blue. He reaches to touch the spot where you socked him, smearing the blood further across his face where the impact hit.
You're running. All you can think about right now is running.
Theres nothing left of your previous life now, all that's left now is gore, entrails of your loved ones, and the sickening squelch of blood beneath your feet. You have no idea who even did this, all you know is that the house party you came to attend a couple hours ago was infiltrated by someone, something, and now your life is probably over as soon as it finds you, next.
The forest floor is unkind to you, you have no idea how many bruises and cuts you probably have on you now, your white dress decorated in lace and glitter is probably shredded. You threw off your heels a couple yards ago now, and you're starting to regret it, even if you might've broken your foot trying to run in 3 inch heels. The thick brush and leaves scrape your face as you continue running through the forest you're trapped in, caged in the jaws of an unknown force that you're sure will crush you as soon as it sinks its teeth into your tender flesh. You feel hopeless, but maybe by at least trying to fight, you can have the assurance that you tried, even if it was all pointless.
It's sickening really, how wrong you really are. Choso never had any intention of harming you - well, not in a permanent sense, at least. Choso wasn't invited to this party of course, they just happened to all be at the wrong location, at the wrong time. Choso has lived in these woods for about 5 years now, and has always lived off of the thrill of bloodshed and carnage. The screams, the draining of life as they look at him for their final moments, and the sickening crunch of his axe into their limbs, it all felt so real and exhilaratingly poetic to Choso. Life was cruel to him, so in turn, he believed that gave him the special right to take it as he felt necessary or even just desired. As Choso stalked through the thick pine leaves and brush of the forest, covered in thick red blood, he couldn't have felt more alive than in that very moment setting his eyes on you first at that little house party that was crudely disrupting his privacy and peace in his forest. You, the soft little thing that reminded him of a dove, your hair and makeup done up in a beautifully seductive manner, your delicate little laugh and silly mannerisms, the way that you shined so beautifully with tears and mascara streaming down your horrified face...oh, Choso liked you.
He really, really liked you.
Perhaps that was a worse fate than getting mauled by his axe like the others.
He wanted to keep you, and by God, nothing would prevent that anymore.
After all, you're in his forest.
Theres no way you'll get out, not at least without him finding you first. He's never been so horny, so desperate in his entire life. Sure, he's had urges, but he never felt the need to act on them. Instead of acting on them, he always just killed instead. That always felt the same, at least he thought that, until he met you. Chasing you down in his forest has made him feel so, so hard and needy, sweating profusely, and so desperate to get his hands on your soft beautiful body and claim you as his treat after another successful culling of people within his forest.
You've been hiding for the past hour behind a large group of shrubbery. You're so exhausted, the running and tripping has worn your body and soul completely out. It hurts, everything on your body hurts. You're pretty sure your ankle is swollen, possibly sprained, but who even cares at this point. You know you're dead, it's only a matter of time before he finds you. You just hope he does it quickly-
You hear it before you see it.
Eager, heavy footsteps. Twigs beneath his feet snapping. The soft trilling of the birds above you have come to a sudden, frightening stop.
His big, heavy boots are seen not even 10 feet in front of you. Fuck, he's here. He's here to torture you, chop you into pieces, it's going to hurt so bad-
His voice. It's so deep and makes you feel your head rattle, but it's so...gentle. So soft sounding.
"Come out, please my dove. "
You must be so cold and scared, aren't you?"
"I know where you are. Please don't make me drag you out."
"I don't want to hurt you."
There's no way this guy had no intention of hurting you. You literally witnessed him brutally axe murder your friends at this house party, and he's trying to tell you he has no intention of harming you? Bullshit.
You sweat. He says he knows where you are. Maybe that's a bluff? He hasn't looked directly at your hiding spot, so maybe there's a chance..?
"You know, before I found you tonight, I had the thought in my head that love didn't really exist. That it was a fabrication, a lie."
He's started talking again. That voice....
"But once I laid my eyes on you, the world just stopped. It felt like those cliche romance movies I used to watch with my brothers, years ago."
His back is turned to you, so you take a moment to peek out at him from a hole in your shrubbery. He's so tall, probably around 6"4...his hair is dark, around shoulder length, and he's wearing a thick and soft looking black and purple flannel with dark black jeans with a belt loop holding his axe. His build is very impressive, he's stocky and lean at the same time, such big muscles and those broad shoulders...if he wasn't a mass murderer, you might consider being flustered by him, but that doesn't matter now. His head turns to you, suddenly.
You two lock eyes for probably 2 seconds.
Fuck, you need to run. It's over. He sees you. Like a frightened rabbit, you freeze for a moment, your breath stuck in your throat as you feel like you can't even swallow. He smiles, suddenly, then begins speaking once more.
"I knew as soon as I saw you, you were mine, my dove. I can take care of you. You have nothing to fear anymore."
You stand up to run, you have to escape. You have to run. There's no way you can physically counter him, he's twice your size. Bracing yourself, you begin trying to sprint away. God, your ankle feels like it's on fire. It hurts so bad, everything hurts really.
Suddenly, all of the air is completely knocked out of your lungs as you embrace the coarse dirt below you, and you for a moment sputter and struggle to breathe.
You feel a massive pair of pale arms encased around you, squeezing like a python with a rat within its grip. It's over. He's caught you. Maybe he'll have a little mercy and just strangle you instead of chopping you into pieces-
He breathes deep into the crook of your neck, sighing. You can feel his teeth, smiling broad, pressing into your neck. His breath tickles your neck, and you feel like you can't breathe at all. You've never felt so afraid in your entire life. Is this what death feels like? You haven't even died yet, and you already feel so lifeless.
Suddenly, his hands encase your face gently, like a man holding a porcelain cup within his hands. His arms are still tightly wrapped around your entire body like a snake. You feel his entire body on top of you, and it's so warm. For such a cold blooded killer, his presence and body feels so...comforting. Suddenly, he speaks again, and his voice feels even more like a rattle to your skull now that he's so close.
"You're...you're so soft...haah..."
He sounds out of breath, which is ironic considering your situation. His long, pale fingers stroke your face in such a gentle manor, as his fingers slowly trace around to touch your face, detail by detail. His hands trail down to touch your neck, tracing gentle shapes into your skin as he speaks again.
"I love you. I love you so much, my dove. Please let me love you. Let me take you as my own. You need me like I need you. I just need to show you that."
He then presses gentle, soft kisses against the skin exposed to him from behind you, his breath tickling your neck as he sighs again, and borderline huffs your skin and scent between the juncture of your neck and shoulder.
You suddenly feel the bravery to speak back, for the first time.
"You..y-you don't even know who I am, h-how can you say you love me?" God, your voice sounds like you haven't spoken in weeks. It's so gravely and strained, you begin to wonder if he even heard you, until he replies once more.
"I do love you. I have full confidence in that. I knew as soon as I saw you that you were going to be my bride, mine to love and protect."
He stops for a moment to trace your face again, before continuing.
"I know what you probably think of me, and I don't blame you for that. But please, please give me a chance to show you that I would never harm you. I know how cruel this world is, I want to keep you protected from that, my dove. Those people that I've killed...I know I'm a killer. A murderer, actually. But," he stops for a moment to kiss your skin oncemore. "I know that you're different from all of the rest. My instinct never lies."
He then turns your body gently to face him for the first time, and you begin to take in his features. His pupils are so dialated, you can't tell if his eyes are actually brown or just completely black. He has a strange, thick black line across his nose bridge, and eyebags so heavy you wonder if he's ever slept longer than two hours. Suddenly, he grabs your face and leads you into a hasty, yet passionate kiss. He immediately groans and you don't even have time to react before he pulls away, face red and flushed as he looks deep into your eyes.
"That..that was my first kiss.." He reaches up to trace your lips again, his thumb pulling your lower lip down as he trails his hand further down your neck. He looks erotic in this moment, honestly. You don't really know if you should be scared anymore, the adrenaline making you feel like you probably should, after his love speech along with that kiss, maybe he's not so dangerous..well to you, at least. His hand encases yours, dwarfing it entirely as he leads it to touch his chest right where his heart lies.
His heart is beating so rapidly you wonder if he's having some kind of reaction to something serious. You'd think he was the one in danger by how hard it's beating, but you both know who the true danger is at this moment.
"Do you...do you feel that? I've never felt this before. I questioned whether or not I had one for a while, up until this moment." He bites his lip, sharp canines peeking over his lip as he locks eyes with you and leads his hand lower, and lower...
Oh..oh...
..You can feel his bulge pulsing against your hand immediately at the contact through his black jeans. He gasps, manipulating your hand to press a little harder.
"That's...that's my..um.." He's suddenly shy, almost, face heating up even more as if he's not the one who initiated you touching his dick print through his pants. Wow, he's actually kind of...cute like this? Your hand is still resting on his dick before he groans again and leads up to kiss you again, pinning your soft gentle body against the ground as he furthers his kissing, quickly getting more and more desperate. You can tell he's never kissed anyone before, as he gets sloppier and sloppier the more he gets worked up.
Fuck it, you decide, if you're going to possibly die by tomorrow morning, you might as well have a little fun with the killer in front of you that's never felt the touch of a woman before. You begin to hesitantly kiss back, and as soon as you do, Choso notices and gets even more passionate. You slowly open your mouth, probing him to open his up as well. He's confused at first, but as soon as he complies, you slip your tongue in and he moans at the contact. As you intertwine your tongue with his, he starts to get the idea and begins to take initiative as he palms your body, groaning and drooling into your mouth at a concerning degree. As he parts his lips from yours finally, face flushed and a trail of saliva between your lips and his own, the look in his eyes makes you begin to rethink your decision. The way his stare is currently boring into you makes you feel like a rabbit within the hungry jaws of a wolf, with no way out apart from complete destruction of what you once were.
It's too bad that you didn't realize giving Choso even the slightest way into the door would seal your fate indefinitely. Now that you've given the wolf a taste, he won't stop until there's nothing more to consume.
Oh, you poor dove.
Part 2 for this should be out by Tuesday!!๐ Please let me know if you'd like to be added to the tag list, I'm also currently trying to finish the Bully Satosugu part 2 (hopefully out by Monday night) so please bear with me my babies!!! I'm so happy to be back!! หอโกหอ
Hello my babies!!! I am so so so sorry to all for my sudden disappearance off of the face of the earth๐ญ I have had so much going on in my personal life and I'm handling finding a new job at the moment, so it's been so hectic in the past year! :(
I am hoping to get back into writing and taking your requests soon my babies!!! I was actually working on a draft for my Bully Satosugu part 2 and Tumblr COMPLETELY GOT RID OF IT. I HATE THIS SITE SOMETIMES!!! AAAAGHHH!!! (๐ข๏ฝะยด)
Please let me know what you all want and would like for me to write/continue working on! Once again I am so sorry for disappearing on all of you!! But I am so happy to be back! I love and appreciate each of you!!! เซฎ หถห ๏ป หหถ แ
Can you tell me more about your owl harpy OC?? I was reading through your masterlist and didn't see anything about her... I wanna know more!!!
Omg hi hi hi!!!!! Yeah sorry, I don't actually post anything about the blorbos/OCs of mine, since I'm primarily a smut writer and I don't think people would read my ramblings about my own characters ๐ ๐ but I have lots of stuff written down for all of my ocs in my little notepad app thingie on my phone, along with drawings when I feel the brainworms make me draw them๐ฉ but I'd love to tell you about her!!!
Her name is Eden, she's a mix of a Barred Owl and a Great Horned Owl harpy woman, with most of her coloration coming from the Horned Owl side, but her actually bird anatomy is primarily a Barred Owl. Her dad is the Barred Owl side and the momma was the Horned Owl, and she has 4 birb siblings or her "nestmates". She's actually one of 2 of her siblings that can actually speak with humans for the most part, save for a few misunderstandings and pronunciation issues.
Eden and her tribe actually come from Zou and live there, which makes sense since everyone there is ya know, animal related somehow. However, they don't really talk to any of the other minks there, mostly due to the communication issues ๐ They're more like a feral tribe of half animal people living in the jungle if that makes sense. All together, there's around 200 harpies that she inhabits the jungle with, and they're not all the same variety of birdl! There's several different types mixed into their population. Basically the minks of Zou just kinda let em all stick around in the jungle and don't really mess with them, but they do invite them to banquets and trade with them on occasion!! Overall, they're like a roommate on Zou to the minks.
Eden actually doesn't live in Zou anymore, she accidentally made a translation/travel mistake in getting somewhere off the island and can't really find her way back, so she's actually just kinda chillin and doing her own thing around the Grand Line now, but she is semi aware of the danger she poses just by existing, considering she's a Harpy lady and a celestial dragon would love love LOVE to get their hands on such a novelty of a species.
As far as her physical characteristics go, she's very very big compared to an average human...you know Yamato right?? She's a couple inches taller than him, and he's like 8 foot tall, I think lol. Her wingspan is around 10 feet long, from tip to where it fades into her shoulder blade. She's pretty well proportioned and curvy, and actually does wear a kind of loincloth-esque covering now, since nudity is frowned upon, lol! Well I mean she has feathers/fur covering most of her bits but you can still tell when she's butt booty naked. She got arrested at one point for public indecency despite being completely confused on why these humans were trying to cover her feathers and putting her in a cage for walking into a saloon completely uncovered.....she understands for the most part now. Like owls in the wild are, she is a predator and really only eats live creatures since that's what she's accustomed to on Zou, but once she actually discovers people food,,, it's over from there. She eating it ALL up regardless of what it tastes like, who knew people were so crafty with meat!!!! She's also incredibly smart and adjusts pretty quickly when presented with new information, like earlier with the public indecency charge. She actually loves to learn new things and to explore new things, she never says no to a new challenge or experience!! Her eyesight is on point too, nothing gets past this Owl's eyes. She can see as far as up to a mile away at a time while focusing her vision on her two feet(?) , and from a birds eye view or flying, she can see pretty much anything she's in at least a 4 mile radius of.
Her anatomy is like what Marco's is, save for a few differences. She has taloned feet all the time, she was born with talons so she unfortunately can't change that, unlike Marco can. Her hands are kind of hands, she has fingers but they've got sharp talons at the end of them, and she has a very very strong grip, like owls do. Her wings begin at a little under her armpit and continue the rest of the way down her arms, and her hands begin where the main bone of her actual wings end, if that makes sense? Like it's hard to explain, I'd just have to draw it out lol. But she does have hands, they're just very very sharp and are apart of her wings, so she doesn't have independent arms from her wings if that makes sense. She also has feathers attached to the top of her ears, and they're around 7 inches long, they do move on their own and are most notably seen moving when she's embarrassed or startled! As far as her body goes, she has a layer of fur covering most of her body and feathers as well, except for her chest, privates, tummy area and upper thighs. Her knees down are where the birb talons begin. I'm horrible at explaining these things lol bear with me please!!!! She does have some feathers in her hair but they were put there by her as decoration, they aren't actually attached to her scalp.
Oh yeah also, Eden does actually meet Ace! She sees him as a smaller baby/chick harpy, and met him shortly after he joined the WB pirates during one of their explorations on a new island. She has a piece of his vivra card and keeps it tucked inside of her pouch she carries around, she also likes to pick Ace up in her huge winged arms and just preen his hair or skin, offering him dead rats, and just overall pampering as if she was her own baby chick. That's how she sees him! Ace doesn't know it but to Eden, that's her baby right there!!! (Eden, that's a grown man, a dangerous grown man, please put him back on the ground....๐ญ) Ace is fine with it, oddly enough. Like oh here's a giant bird lady who offers me (raw) food and swaddles me in affection, pretty cool. (Ace, don't encourage her. She will try to take you back to Zou as her baby chick she found...) And she absolutely LOVES Ace's ability. She's fascinated with it! She's never seen anything like it, and to her, it's like he got personally blessed by the Sun God himself!! What a cool guy!!! She also loves it because he's chronically warm ALL the time, and she just loves that. Eden WILL pick him up and carry him around like a warmable teddy bear, she has no shame and doesn't see why Ace is so embarrassed!! (Eden, you're quite literally picking him up like a child and pressing him in between your boobs to keep yourself warm, IN FRONT of all his crewmates!! Cmon now!!) Ace just accepts it at this point, he knows she just loves his warmth and would never deny her of that, of course.
Whhooooo boy, this got long real quick!!! My bad lol!! Anyways I have way more if you wanna know more about her relationships with other OP characters or her general personality or traits, she's just a big cutie who loves to explore, fly around, eat new food and make new friends!! In my lore, she hasn't officially met Marco, but Marco DEFINITELY noticed her when Eden met Ace, and is probably a little TOO curious about this tall bird lady they stumbled across. He's just scientifically interested, NOTHING MORE he swears!!! (The Phoenix thinks differently but he won't admit that just yet)
Edit: forgot to add this until now but she's very soft to the touch and has a more rounded, heart shaped face and squishy body since her physical traits are based off of her bird species, the Barred Owl! Barred owls have a very round cute appearance compared to the Great Horned Owl, she basically only gets her coloring from her dad, the rest is pure barred owl cuteness!!
@hannahbarberra162 here you go my friend!!!! Sorry for the info dumping, this is why I keep it in my notes lol, I get real talkative when my blorbos are mentioned, lol! I may do some rough drawings or sketches of her sometime soon, just to match an actual physical example to my bad-explaining of harpy anatomy ๐๐
Cmon now you know he would be here, he's literally already a puppy๐ญ but seriously he would be the cutest hybrid, I'm thinking he would be some type of cute herding dog, with floppy ears and such soft fur!! He would not be well behaved, though....but he tries! He does the little head tilt when he doesn't understand something, and will stare at you with his big brown eyes with no thoughts in his head. He's surprisingly perceptive though, he picks up on people and their silly words very quickly. You have to spell out T-R-E-A-T around him or M-E-A-T, he's heard it too many times that now he knows what it is and will go BALLISTIC if he hears it mentioned... Let's just hope he doesn't learn how to spell
He's very active, he loves loves loves to play ball outside with you or jump over hurdles that you set up for him. Will literally be happy with just running around in circles in the yard if you let him๐ญ he hates the little toys with treats stuck in them tho, will get very upset and irritated and just knaw it open eventually. He wants it now!!
His heat cycles are ROUGH. He's already attached to your hip with snuggles, playful nips and long kisses to your face, so just imagine his heat. He becomes inconsolable, literally will lie on the floor and cry because of his "tummy ache" as he calls it. Loves to have you rub his cute little belly and wags his tail the entire time...he doesn't mean to but he always ends up having a big tent in his boxers from the belly rubs. He wants you to play with him so bad, will try the puppy eyes and pouty lips until you eventually cave and at least let him rut against your soft tummy until he cums. He wants to have more playtime but you always say no :((( after you give him the okay to the humping, he will mount up against your ass while you're cooking, cleaning, reading, etc really doing anything and hump away like a madman. Maybe one day you'll let him go farther with playtime, he really wants to try out what his brothers mentioned about making puppies!! He wants to make puppies with you!! (Even if he has no clue what that entails, he just knows you smell so nice and playtime always feels so, so good...)
Puppy boy Sanji would be a disaster and a blessing. He's already so outwardly horny, so him as a dog hybrid is almost unbearable. Like take his regular behavior around women and amplify it by like 1000. Sanji would most likely be a creme colored Labrador, he has such pretty ears and a cute lopsided smile. He's such a pretty boy!! I can imagine Sanji being one that gets taken to dog shows, he loves to be pampered by the spotlight and told how handsome he is! He's so well behaved too, he always wants to be on his best behavior for you! He tries to keep from making messes, always says pretty please at dinner time, and sits patiently at the door when you happen to leave the house. However, that doesn't really help when it comes to his outward obsession with you๐ญ he is always in your personal bubble, laying on your lap, sitting you in HIS lap, insisting on you scratching his ears, just very very clingy. He will absolutely cry when you leave for work, ears droopy and his pretty blue eyes filled with tears. It almost makes you stay home!!
Sanji during his heat is downright feral. Like you have to physically restrain this mf to keep him from either humping a hole into the sofa or you. He cries the whole time, whimpering as he begs you to at least let him go hump your pillow. You have to really watch him, because if you don't, he'll steal and tear apart literally every pair of underwear you own. He always looks so guilty about it too, he will lie in front of your feet with big sad eyes, mumbling an apology for yet again destroying a new pair. Eventually you make a bargain with him: if he leaves your underwear alone, you'll take care of his pretty pink cock until his heat passes. He immediately accepts, and not one pair of your undies have been touched since you began your little deal. But now, he's wanting to gamble a little more, seeing just how far you'll let him pass with the rule until he can maybe, just maybe get you to do a little more to him....sneaky lil freak.
Zoro is one of the less behaved ones on the list here, he doesn't intentionally break rules, he just doesn't give enough of a fuck to follow them. However, he's an excellent guard dog, and you never have to fear going and doing anything alone anymore. He's a very big and sturdy Cane Corso hybrid, complete with the cropped ears and burly frame. His teeth are certainly impressive, in fact, you've never seen teeth so intimidating before. He could definitely pop someone's head in his mouth, if he felt like it. Zoro as a hybrid is pretty calm, he's usually sleeping most of the time if he's not eating or outside in the yard trying to exercise his muscles. He would literally take this to his grave, but half of his time outside in the yard "exercising", he's actually just showing off his muscles and impressive build, hoping his cute owner will notice him. Kind of how a rooster will walk around with his chest puffed to impress hens. He's an idiot, but a determined one, at least.
As much as you love him, Zoro is smelly. He always comes in the house drenched in sweat and grime, and when he comes in close to lay his head on your lap for scratches, you have to keep yourself from visibly gagging from his stench. Mandatory baths are a must for him because otherwise he walks around smelling like a neglected barn animal. But you love your big stinky boy no less.
His heats are very noticeable compared to his usual calm, reserved nature. He's visibly more agitated and pissed off, grumbling under his breath and spending more and more time outside or in your bedroom. He gets more sassy too, making snide comments when you tell him to do something, rolling his eyes when you tell him no, etc. He gets an attitude when he's in rut, and is such a brat about it. Eventually you get tired of it, and demand he either deal with it or he'll sleep outside because you've had enough of his little attitude. He very bluntly looks you dead in the eyes and tells you to bend over and let him fuck a puppy or two into you and he'll start laying off on the sass, with that stupid smirk on his face. Ugh, he's an asshole sometimes....but at least he's a very, very good pussy eater....and now he's satisfied and you're pumped full like a jelly donut. Win-win situation.
Ace is a surprisingly well behaved for a hybrid, just very lazy. He really doesn't do a whole lot other than sleep, eat, and fuck his fist when he thinks you can't hear. But he's very sweet and tries his best to be a good boy for you. He's definitely a Rottweiler hybrid, and passes for the "Scary Dog Privileges". He's a beautiful boy and loves to hear you tell him so. He's another one with a scary set of teeth, his canines are like 3 times the size of yours and when he opens his mouth all the way, it seems all of his front teeth are razor sharp almost. His smile is very pretty though, so you don't let it worry you. Ace is another stinky boy, you have to bribe him to get in the bathtub so you can bathe him. He will pout and complain the entire way though, whining about how it isn't necessary and you just are dramatic about his smell (you aren't, he literally reeks.)
Ace is already pretty perverted in nature and makes it known, as you've spotted multiple of your panties in his bed and suspicious looking fluids on the back of your pillow. It doesn't help that you've literally caught him humping against your ass during the night when he thinks you're asleep, but you were far too aroused to make him stop. His cute little whines and grunts of pleasure were way too hot for you to make him get off you. He has tried to eat you out when you were asleep as well, he'll slip into your room at night and stick his nose right up against your panty clad cunt, huffing and whimpering at your smell. He always ends up licking you through your undies before he pulls them off with his teeth and gets to the main course. His pussy eating skills are off the charts naturally, so when you wake up with an ache between your legs you can guess you've had a nighttime guest.
Ace during his heat is a menace. You thought he was perverted before? This can't hold a candle to it. He is unapologetically nipping at your skin, strong arms linked around your waist as he tries to ground his hips up into you like he'll never feel it again. His breeding intentions are very obvious as well, when you finally cave and let him fuck you, he will have you in the most brutal mating press, drool seeping from his lips as he groans and begs you to let him cum inside. He'll be mumbling the entire time about giving you his puppies and knocking you up, and when his knot finally locks into your cunt, he almost screams out from how good it feels to finally be knotting your hot and gooey pussy. Ace will get a little upset if you mention getting a plan B or seeing his seed slip out, he'll just pout and shove his fingers back in to keep it plugged up nice. He's a freak but we love him for that <33 also, he requires daily back scratch sessions or else he'll be bratty the rest of the day and purposefully try to piss you off.
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Another very well behaved boy. Sabo is the prime example of a well behaved puppy hybrid, he's always so sweet and kind, and makes sure to uphold your rules at all times. He's another show hybrid like Sanji, Sabo is a gorgeous long coat golden retriever and wins awards every time he goes to a show. He's so well mannered and beautiful, the judges just love seeing him every time. Sabo loves to have you run your hands through his wavy blonde locks, his ears twitching as you rub the base of them and kiss his forehead. Being pampered by you is the best part of his day <33 Sabo really hates when you leave for work or go anywhere alone. Maybe he's just possessive, but you leaving makes him so anxious that he will whine the whole time and pace back in forth. When you do get home, you're immediately being flopped on by a 6 foot tall man that looks at you like you hung the stars just for him. Even though he's probably crushing your bones, he's too cute to make him get off of you.
Sabo is....almost eery when he's going through heat. He's abnormally quiet and distant, instead of his usual behavior. You notice that he will just sit and stare at you when you're reading or doing chores, tilting his head when you notice his staring. He also begins taking clothes of yours and getting almost aggressive with you when you try to take it from him, growling at you and baring his teeth. You just figure he's moody during this time and needs his time alone, so you give it to him. Apparently, that isn't what he wanted, because 2 days in to your new treatment and he's slamming you up against the wall when you get home from work, growling against your ear and whining about you leaving him when he needs you most. Your confusion doesn't last long as you feel his thick bulge pressed up against your rear. By the time he's done, it's been 3 hours on the couch and he's cum inside of you at least 5 times, and still doesn't appear to be done. When you do eventually pass out from pleasure, Sabo is still knotted inside of you, pressing gentle kisses to your neck as he sighs in happiness, mumbling to you about how happy he'll be when you get pregnant and finally start carrying his puppies <33 much like Ace, when you do eventually move and he pulls out, he will just get a plug and keep it inside you, insisting it's gotta be in longer so that all of his puppies get in there. He's so giddy with happiness at thought of his pretty owner finally taking his knot and staying with him foreverโก
Aaghhh it's been so long since I've written, I absolutely love hybrid fics and haven't been able to find ANY for one piece so here we are!! I made the lil dividers myself I'm so happy with them yippee!! I'm obsessed with one piece rn so that's all I'm able to think about rn๐ฉ hope you enjoyed my loves!!! ๐ค๐ค
Either chose, geto , gojo, or nanami with a goth gf whoโs super tatted up from the neck down with hella piercings I would absolutely love it <3
Choso with an Alternative Gf โน๊ฎบห
Choso is literally built for an Alternative girlfriend!! He finds you so enamouring and unique, the first time he ever saw you he had to do a double take at how much you surprised him, in a good way. Choso has some tats himself, but to see you have way more than him and having several piercings makes his heart beat quicker. He's always drifted towards more unique people, and you are no exception.
He would 100% want to get matching tattoos with you!!! When Choso first starting dating you, he studied all of your tattoos and memorized each one of them. Literally kisses each of them and wants to know the story behind each of them, even if they're silly!! Your piercings also wow him. He didn't even know you could get some of the piercings you have. He especially likes the ones that fit well with your features, and especially the ones that you love the most! He loves all of them, but always favors the ones you have on or near your lips, he thinks they make your lips look that more appetizing to kiss!
If you dress alternatively too, he absolutely eats it up. Loves loves LOVES seeing you express yourself in different ways!! Going shopping with you to buy more accessories or stockings/shoes always makes him excited. He always buys them for you and buys some things for himself as well, usually ones that correlate with what you bought or can be seen as matching. He loves your unique hair too if you have a unique hair color/style. He will always offer and insist on helping you dye your hair or try out new hair choices, he's even dyed a strip or two of his hair to match you at times! He's very very involved with your style and wants everyone to know you're being unique together as a couple!
He absolutely does NOT stand for anyone making fun of or judging your different appearance/choices. He's a very intimidating man, and absolutely will use that to his advantage if given the opportunity to defend his angel. If you ever get harassed or whistled at for what you wear, especially if it's more revealing, Choso will be whooping ass in the parking lot. He has absolutely no shame about it and will make sure they don't try that shit ever again. He doesn't care what gender the person is either, whoever makes you feel inferior or embarrassed of yourself is getting taught a lesson, period.
All in all, Choso loves how different you are and adores all of the different parts and quirks you have about you, and the fact that you feel comfortable enough with him to express that and indulge him in it makes his heart beat more and more for you every day <333
I hope you enjoy this bby!! Im actually alternative myself and the lack of alt/goth reader stuff on here is criminal!! I've been having massive writers block for a while now and this really helped break me out of it, thank you so much for the request lovelie!!! ๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ซถ
Hi! I noticed you make content for bigger girls and I just wanted to request one for sukuna! I was wondering if you could write a Heian era!Sukuna x chubby!reader smut where she is brought as an offering of peace to Sukuna. Sukuna is intrigued by her size as heโs usually offered the more skinnier and petite girls (clearly the beauty standard ๐). So when he actually takes her one night he realizes how much he enjoys chubby girls or specifically her compared to the offerings he got before?
I had this idea for a long time but I couldnโt find any writers who do chubby readers for jjk.
If you donโt wish to then thatโs no problem! Take care!
Hey! Thank you for the request cutie!! Unfortunately, I have a really, really hard time writing for Sukuna, the only writing I ever did for him I really didn't like how it turned out and because of his general attitude and personality, I really really struggle writing him :( im so sorry I can't fulfill ur request lovelie, but if you have any other requests in mind please let me know! Sukuna is basically the only limit lol!! ๐ฉท๐ฉท
Iโm going to be so real, I donโt even know what fandoms youโre talking about or the characters you write for, I just love the writing itself. Keep up the great work!
LOLLLL THANK YOU BBY!!! I'm so glad u enjoy it even if you have no clue who we're thirsting for๐๐ just imagine who you'd like for it to be honestly if you don't recognize the character that's fine with me!! :) ๐๐
(Warnings: MDNIโผ๏ธ Sanji is a FREAK!!! panty stealing+stealing other stuff, scent kink..?(yeah..), food play/kink, breeding kink, voyeurism, dubcon..?? reader is into it once she finds out it's him, sex sex sex SEX!!! Sub! Sanji that turns into Soft Dom! Sanji, chubby! fem! reader, sanji is into bigger girls it's canon bc i said soโผ๏ธ, he's so whipped it's crazy, kinda yandere?? idk read at ur own risk loves) (๏ฝกโขฬแด-)โก
Sanji knew he was a womanizer, women in general were something he was....fond of to say the very least. Always flirting with lovely women he saw, offering them flowers, making comments that would be flattering....if they weren't coming from a strange blonde man with no obvious self respect. With the few women options on the ship, Nami and Robin were not eligible candidates to his seduction attempts...as they both had no interest in him whatsoever. Besides that, he doesn't really see either of them like that anymore, after the countless voyages they've been through together, they're more like his family. However, when you joined the crew thanks to Luffy's sporadic decisions, he genuinely felt nervous around a woman for the first time in his entire life. Sure, he could butter women up and talk them outta their pants if he wanted it bad enough, but you? You made his heart (and dick) throb so badly he didn't know what it was at first that he was feeling. You were what his deepest fantasies and wet dreams were made of, a plush, soft figure, a beautiful round chubby face with features angels could only dream of, and such big thick legs and hips to go along with your smile? Fuck, he genuinely thought he was gonna pass out the first time Luffy introduced you. He couldn't even attempt to woo you like other women, as every time he got close to you, he felt sweaty all over and couldn't even get 2 words out without fumbling like a fool. It was embarrassing for him, Sanji, the well-known womanizer of the crew, being put to his knees by one woman alone that he JUST met? God, he was contemplating having Zoro go ahead and finish him off to get the humiliation over with...
God must've had it out for him, because when he found out you'd be sleeping in the room RIGHT next to his?? He nearly had a stroke right in front of both Zoro and Usopp. Sanji swears it all started off innocent in the beginning, as the feelings he's had for you have always been genuine attraction and love, but like any obsession, the ugly parts reared its head eventually. Sneaking into your room while you were away to sneak your hair ties and sample your perfumes slowly turned into him sneaking your cute little panties he found in your hamper or stuck haphazardly in your drawer without closing the top. The first time he saw a pair of your panties, he almost came in his pants just at the sight of them. Looking out the door a few times before closing the door, Sanji couldn't help but pick them up and give them a long whiff, immediately smelling your essence and feeling his pants almost burst at just having his face stuffed into your most intimate article of clothing....yeah, there was no turning back here.
It started with your clothes in general, just tees and different tops going missing. At first, you thought maybe it was just Nami or Robin confusing the clothes and accidentally taking them, but after consulting with both of them and finding no results, you had to assume there was a culprit on the Going Merry that wasn't female. Sanji actually wasn't your first guess, considering he was always so shy and respectful around you, and never made you feel sexualized in any way. Usopp was your first guess, ironically. However considering he is a category 5 idiot, you didn't think he'd get around sneaking something THAT obvious into his shared bunk with Luffy and Zoro without some kind of questioning or verbal harassment because of it. So, your best guess was just to hang around the laundry area later than usual and hide out to find the culprit, leaving a bra and a set of new panties out that were specifically yours to see who'd take the bait.
When you silently creeped into the laundry area later that night, you didn't expect to find Sanji already in there, cock completely out as he stroked up and down with your panties draped over his face like some kind of weird hentai magazine cover you found once on the ship. Stifling a gasp, you quickly moved out of the doorway and watched him sigh into your panties and whimper. You honestly did not expect it to be Sanji, but fuck, it made your pussy throb watching Sanji whine into your dirty underwear and stroke himself so openly in your crew's laundry room. Of course, you weren't going to burst in now and make him probably die of embarrassment and humiliation, but you did want to play with him a bit more now, knowing he was behind it all. Why not play with your food a little?
Every Thursday afternoon, you'd plant another set of used panties out in the open to see if Sanji would come take the bait. He always did, but it was always at a time where no one else was in the laundry room with him. Everyone on the ship was responsible for doing their own laundry, but sanji would routinely insist on collecting anyone's laundry that needed to be done along with his. While he did take the bait every time and it was highly arousing to see him take the panties so eagerly every time and grin like a pervert, you were starting to run completely out of underwear with your little trap for Sanji. He never returned them, sadly, so you were having to go commando every day now because of your lack of panties, which was fine with you, but someone else on the ship noticed the lack of your underwear and was losing his resolve every day to control himself from dropping to his knees and worshipping your plump pussy every time he saw the outline of your pussy through your pants, obviously with no underwear. This was literally torture, and he didn't know how much longer he could take it.
Every time Sanji crossed your path, his heart would swoon with the urge to finally just drop to his knees and confess everything to you, both confessing his love and his despicable sins that he's committed in full detail. Part of him did feel absolutely disgusted with his behavior, as a woman of your value should never be treated so vile even if you weren't aware of his actions(that he knew of). But, the other part was aroused by his dirty secrets, having fantasies of you catching him one day and calling him filthy things, to degrade him and force yourself on him as payback. God, he felt a dribble of precum leak down his dick every time he thought of you roughing him around a little and fucking him silly. He wondered if your body was as soft and smooth as it looked, he's never had the opportunity or the guts to feel you up a little, but fuck, he wished he could. You were so beautiful to him, an absolute reincarnation of Aphrodite herself. He loved every inch of you, and wanted nothing more than to be allowed the opportunity to worship your sweet plump body. Even just a few minutes of your time to allow him to touch you, to feel your soft doughy flesh melt into his fingers, to lick and suck on your skin like the most delectable dessert would be enough for him, even if he was never to touch you again. Just one taste would satiate his carnal desire of you, or he hoped it would. But he knew deep down that just one taste of your beautiful body, getting close enough to huff your scent and allow his spit to dribble down the inner of your thighs would have him as hooked to you as an addict is to their drug of choice. You were the forbidden fruit of his heart, his sweetest dream, his deepest desire, and he would go to any length to call you his, to put a ring on your finger and have the privilege to call you his wife, his one and only, his sweet cherry pie, if you'd only let him have one taste.
Sooo my pookie has gotten me into one piece, and honestly it's rlly good so far :)) Sanji is such a cutie pie but I know he a freak down in my soul...so she helped me get inspired to write freak pervert sanji ๐ฉ๐ฉ Part 2 will be made eventually my loves!!! ๐โจ
Hii!! Will u have a taglist for ur bully satosugu series ? If so may i be tagged ? :3
Hiii yes I will make a taglist!!! I plan on trying to figure out a masterlist so I can start putting my posts on there so ppl can find what I post easier!!! Thank u for reading bby!!! (โก^โ^โก)๐
warnings!!: dead dove do not eat, extreme bullying, dubcon/noncon, unhealthy relationships, talks of suic1de, attempts at suic1de, delulu satosugu, geto and gojo are really really horrible honestly, major trigger warning for fic and fic chapters, reader is chubby and mentally unwell at times, a lot of angst/some comfort, the boys get a lil better eventually, somewhat fluff? talks of babytrapping, satosugu fantasizing about you, they're down bad and just don't admit it, breeding kink, yan!satosugu x fem!reader, smut!! very dark content, pls be warned!!!
(this will be multi-part I'll try to link chapters! โก)
It's always been this way. From your earliest memories, you've always been picked on by the two boys, but you never knew why, exactly. You weren't intimidating in any way, and didn't threaten them to any extent, but from the first day of kindergarten to the present, they've absolutely hated you and made it their mission to torment you.
You were only 6 years old when you first met the pair, all doe eyed with ribbons in your hair as you trotted into your kindergarten classroom, nervous and shy and just a meek little thing. The white haired boy approached you first by the sandbox at recess, a pink tint to his cheeks as he asked what your name was and offered to hold your hand at lunch, while the black haired one with fox like eyes peered behind him, a similarly flushed face and a handful of flowers clutched in his tiny hands to offer you. You shook your head and refused, quickly scampering off out of shyness from the interaction. Unbeknownst to you, this small, simple rejection would start you down a path that you'd loathe until this day. A few days after, you realized that none of your other classmates wanted anything to do with you, either. Always running off, looking at you with uncertainty, and not letting you play with them or even sit near them. The two boys that you turned down, which you now know were named Satoru and Suguru, started the torment around the same time as well. Always pulling at your hair, laughing at your clothes, and pulling mean tricks on you such as dumping milk on your head and tripping you on the way to recess. As you three got older, the bullying got worse and worse, especially in high school when puberty began to effect both of the boys. Now, goofy taunts and hair pulling turned into calling you a slut and pulling up your shirt in class, laughing at your lack of a chest despite only being a teenage girl. Mean pranks turned into rumors being spread about you having sex in the bathrooms, or that you didn't bathe at home, saying that's why you stayed away from people. The two boys began to hunt you down whenever you isolated yourself too, fake cooing at your loneliness and making jabs at your appearance, your hair, your home life, pretty much everything they could think of just to see your salty tears drip down your sweet chubby face. The boys relished in your fear of them, the way you'd scamper off into the library to get away from the boys, or the sad little expression you had when you sat all alone at lunch, twiddling with your fork as your lunch yet again got ruined by the boys during second period while you were in class, unable to guard it. The truth was, they loved you. They were absolutely infatuated with you, and have been since day one. However, your rejection on the first day of kindergarten turned them sour, making them believe that you thought you were too good for them, or just didn't want them. Due to that, in their mind, that was just cause to make you pay, to press your buttons over and over and over again-- just to see how far they could go before you came crawling back to them, begging for their forgiveness, begging for them to stop, to finally cave in and let them love you...
The breaking point came in your senior year, freshly 18 years old and only months away from graduating from this hell hole and finally, finally being able to escape Satoru and Suguru and never have to speak to them again. You were getting ready to ask your male friend out to prom with you, as you both had been getting closer and he'd seemed to have some feelings for you! You were so excited, you'd never had a date before, let alone a boyfriend, and the thought of it made you swoon. He had made your 10+ hellish years at this school finally give you a good feeling, thinking maybe it was all worth it, if you could get a boyfriend. When you enter the school, fiddling with your hands and nervously approaching him, you feel this feeling inside, like something was wrong. Something didn't feel right, you couldn't place what exactly was wrong, but it was something. Pushing the feeling down, you continue walking to class, seeing your crush and smiling. This was it, your chance of happiness finally! As you approach him, you see the two devils already sitting in class, predatory eyes lingered on you, smirking as if they knew something you didn't. Ugh, whatever, they could never be happy for you. Since kindergarten, those two have preyed on your downfall, why would you care now? They hated you, and wanted the worst for you, so ignoring them was the best way to shut them down, you think. Sitting next to your male crush, (c/n), you smile at him before asking him the question, praying to whatever deity heard you that he'd accept you.
What you hadn't expected was for him to laugh at you, face contorting into a mocking smile as he laughed at your confession, calling you pathetic and way too fat for him to ever even consider dating or going anywhere publicly with. Your heart felt like it was being crushed into a million pieces, especially when you hear several people around you two snickering at the sad display.
"B-but you..you always said you-"
"And what? You believed me? You seriously think I'd stick my dick in a girl like you? That's sad, really."
Rejection was something you were used to. It's nothing that you weren't accustomed to dealing with forever, but still, a rejection this rooted in really stung. (C/N) was leading you on this whole time, just for a laugh? You wish you would've found out sooner, or noticed the signs instead of naively believing a bigger girl like you could win someone over. It'd been months, almost an entire year that you've known him and gotten close with him, only for it to all be a hoax? What a horribly cruel plot to play on someone's heart.
However, nothing stung more than watching your two personal demons snickering out loud in front of you, pointing at your face and cruelly taunting the snot and tears trailing your face, yet again making you the mockery for everyone to enjoy.
After the events with (C/N), you finally stopped attempting to make connections with boys. It's obvious it's all going to be a ploy in the end, so graciously put together by Satoru and Suguru. You wish they'd just move on already, to find someone new to torment, but it seems that they're loyal to the end with their victim. They've made your entire life since kindergarten complete hell, and for what? What exactly was it about you that was so terrible, so disgusting, so unforgivable that they've continued this torment for years straight? It's so exhausting, you didn't know whether life was even worth going on. Wherever you choose to go, what you choose to do doesn't matter, because they'll always find a new way to drag you back into the cage they've metaphorically stuck you in.
