Heaven's Divinity

Blog closed until further notice

[archgenesiis]

It's actually really sad how my muse for Adam just DIED in the span of little under a month. I'm not excited to get on here anymore, I don't want to do anything to further advance actually being here- I've grown pretty apathetic to who stays and goes anymore.. I know it's most likely temporary, but.. I already know of better portrayals than mine out there, and I can't really find any reason to continue trying anymore at this point.

I'm just kinda "://" anymore, y'know?

[archgenesiis]

I guess just at this point this blog still is hiatus until further notice— but I might just consider it closed now in a way too.

I tried to let bygones be bygones, it wasn’t good enough. People waited the day I came back to pester my girlfriend about things she had no involvement in whatsoever, which inevitably lead to her deleting her own Tumblr. I don’t feel safe, I feel abandoned, replaced, left to rot in a cyberspace I tried so hard to just befriend everyone on and I just… don’t really want to do it anymore. This was once my favorite character in the whole franchise, but now it pains me just to look at him.

So I guess, in a way, this might just be goodbye. It was nice meeting everyone, and I appreciate those that tried to lift my spirits up, but I’m just defeated at this point. And tired of trying to beat a dead horse for muse activity at this rate.

[divinitii]

Applies here and on @gxlden-gxtes as well ://

[archgenesiis-a]

Okay, I’m handing off the information to my girlfriend. I won’t have the login info for this and @divinitii.

As stated prior, due to just overall mistreatment plummeting my mental health further into a pit of no return— I am taking a complete indefinite hiatus that could or could not result in permanent deletion of both my blogs and my Discord. My girlfriend’s kindly suggested to take my logins and change them so I don’t delete right away, but to give me time to think about it.

I’m sorry, but I really can’t do this anymore. I’m not having fun even anymore.

[divinitii]

❚ ☾ ⋮ hoping to be back on here and my blogs GOPEFULLY tomorrow— but I’m most likely having a bad tooth pulled so that’s up in the air with how my baby bitchass feels fr fr

[divinitii]

>tfw your dad’s back online and you weren’t given your several hour menty-B time to prepare!!!

[lettherebemonsters]

" Oh for the love of your grandpa, grow some balls you fucking pussy! Jesus fuck, sometimes I wonder if Eve really did fuck Lucifer and that's how I ended up with you."

[divinitii]

“You— You don’t really mean that! ..Right—?”

He didn’t, he couldn’t have meant that. But boy, if it didn’t sting sometimes.. Abel would just smile, laugh it off with a big grin and chalk it up to just his dad being his dad! That’s all he knew..

“Haha, that’s funny, Dad! You almost got me that time!”

[divinitii]

>tfw your dad’s back online and you weren’t given your several hour menty-B time to prepare!!!

[divinitii]

@more-things-in-heaven-hell liked for a starter!

"On God, you're so like... the CEO of Short." How did Polyurethane get here? It seemed like just five minutes ago he was enjoying a ghost-hunting sesh with his brother. A flash, and suddenly.. he's in Hell? Face to face with none other than the King of Hell, Lucifer himself. 

Brother's gonna have to take several seats, for real for real.

"That outfit, Babes... It's.." He grimaced, his hand gesturing up and down- from hat to boots. 

"It's just so.. cheugy. Lowkey, no one even wears anything like that anymore. Giving boomer aesthetics.."

He would lull his head to the side, looking off in the distance. One blink. Two. 

"Just 'cause you're old, Unc.. doesn't mean your drip's gotta be old too, yknow?"

[heavenshe11]

💨  to  crash  into  my  muse,  cliché  anime  style. From Polyurethane -> either Adam or Charlie :]

well     she     surely     didn't     see     that     coming.     one     moment     she's     just     taking     a     nice     stroll     just     outside     the     hotel     and     the     next     thing     she     knows,     she     bumps     into     someone.     HARD.

"     oouuch...     oh.     oh!     aaaa..     are     you     ok?!     "     she's     already     instantly     on     her     feet     and     over     to     the     newcomer.

— WE  MEET  AT  LAST! / @divinitii

[divinitii]

"Eugh, this BLOWS!"

The new-gen angel spoke aloud, hands behind the back of his head as he traversed through Hell- nonetheless looking for his brother. He sighed, overlooking his surroundings.

"This place gives me the ICK! Like, seriously? It's like you gave a toddler a coloring book with one crayon. Only red? Someone REALLY thought they cooked-? As if!"

Just as he lets his guard down, he clashes with something. He's sent to the ground, scuffing his boots as he falls.

"Silence DEMON!"

He hissed, back to his feet. Polyurethane would brush himself off, leaning forward to the female before her.

"Like, are you TRYING to catch these hands?"

[divinitii]

"No cap, having to break our rule of NO OVERTIME this weekend... this ain't it, Chief. Like we said... it CAN'T BE DONE. We were just SPITTING FACTS! For real, for real..."

[divinitii]

"That was such a MASSIVE L you just took!

I'll say it one more time for the people in the back row, Babes:  If you can't handle the heat, get the FUCK out of the kitchen! And that's on God!"

[divinitii]

Like this to have one nepo baby harass say hi to your muse

[lettherebemonsters]

" Don't cope with it."

Her voice was stiff, cold...the voice of someone who had grieved all alone.

" Embrace it......you're letting that bitch in Hell win with her psychotic delusions if you allow yourself to just swallow it. Hell murdered your father.

Don't believe anything they may say...."

Lute had hatred for Hell before the Extermination....but losing Adam only made the hatred deeper. More cruel.

"......Your father suffered alone. Your mother left him behind. He....."

Lute had to close her eyes for a moment before she spoke again.

"....He told me once how he died on Earth. He was trapped in a rising flood. Nobody was there for him....he drowned. He.....he was terrified of the cold...."

[divinitii]

"...We'll need to think of a game plan."

His tone changes, it's serious- it's uncharacteristic for him. He stared out the cracked window pane against a shattered one, his eyes narrowing into a glare that could easily mimic his father's.

What was going on with him?

"I'm not letting this go, Lute. But you need to trust me, okay? I have to work around some... issues, since Heaven's cancelled Extermination Day.

But this isn't over."

He would place a hand on the lieutenant's shoulder, his expression changing back to kind, welcoming.

"I won't let him die twice in vain."

[lettherebemonsters]

" You better, or I'm gonna head up there myself and kick your ass."

Though Adam said it with a smile. Hell, Abel had to get it from somewhere, right? Fuck....he missed the little guy.

Heaven wasn't great but....it had been his home for so long. Every part of him HATED being reduced to a fucking joke in Lucifer's Hell.

"......I still don't know WHY I even ended up here. Charlie kept talking about how the sinners are her family and that they had a right to defend themselves and I'm like FUCK THAT. Where the fuck was THAT bleeding heart when Sweet Pea was murdered?"

Yeah it still pissed him off MAJORLY. Charlie was a Morningstar.....all the Morningstar's were disgusting liars. Including the bitch he had been married to.

Adam though gave Abel a warning look.

" Abe....I need you to do somethin' for me. Don't go to my beach house n' if ya see a blonde lady sunbathing? Stay the fuck away from her.

She's......It's Lillith."

[divinitii]

"Might have to break that promise just to see you again, then-"

Abel said jokingly, his smile turning to melancholic. He would look down, the smile fading, fleeting right before his very own father. Though Abel was happy Adam was alive, the thought that he was stuck in such an unforgiving place ate away at him.

"I don't know, Dad.. I wish I had some answers. Saint Peter doesn't even know, but.. your name's not in the guestbook anymore.."

It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair-

The thought POUNDED at his head, quieting Adam. It's not until Adam's expression changes that Abel's locking in once more. His face hardens, before he nods in response.

"I-- I got it." He wants to ask why. Abel needs to know HOW Lilith's able to walk amongst the Heavens, but his own father has to grovel within the brimstone.

"Dad-... why is SHE here?"

[divinitii]

How are you making it up to him? By helping his killers? You think Lucifer's daughter regrets anything she did? She killed hundreds of angels and fed them to cannibals. She'll do worse once she cracks open the gates of Heaven. Your dad was murdered and you won't do a damn thing about it.

“I don’t…”

He frowned, casting his gaze to the side. Abel deeply inhaled, catching the semblance of instability before it could surface. His fingers curled, hands turning to fists as he grounded himself. He didn't have control- but he couldn't let that show.

"I'm doing what I can right now. I have it, and will CONTINUE, to have it handled."

Revenge wasn't the answer.

...Was it?

[divinitii]

@thehazingang88

Molly grins at Abel beaming at him, eager to make a friend! She's bubbling with excitement. " Hi there! I'm Molly what's your name? , Would you like to be my friend!?'

@thehazingang88

The blond looked at the spider angel before him, waving ever so slightly to her- bright smile on his lips. Wow, another soul to meet! Heaven was constantly full of surprises.

"Nice to meet you, Molly! I'm Abel, son of Adam. Have you met my dad?" He would tilt his head to the side some, his smile never fading.

"I'd love to be friends, actually! You'll have to tell me all about how Earth was like someday!"

[divinitii]

Your dad outlived his usefulness years ago. He was manufactured to breed humans and that's it. He wasn't meant for anything else. That's why Heaven doesn't care about him...he's an old goat processed so a new ram can take his place.

It's why they love you more than him. You're the good boy who does what he's told.

"Dad still served his purpose here. Starting humanity was only something he could y'know, only do as a human. Angels have different responsibilities, you know!"

He's fidgeting with his hands, looking from side to side- expecting to be WATCHED by something.. he doesn't know.

"That's not.. That's not true. I'm only where I'm at because I was his son. It's... the least I can do to make it up to him..."

[divinitii]

Then where's his funeral? Why aren't the seraphs grieving? Why is his memorial abandoned?

Heaven replaced your dad with you and the snake. Even if he's alive in Hell, he'll never go home again.

Hell killed your father and all of creation is cheering.

“I don’t…”

He swallows hard, his grip wavering. Abel can feel himself start to shake, tearing at the seams.

“I don’t know..”

His voice is barely above a whisper as tears threaten to prick at his eyes. Stay level, stay calm..

“I could only come to the conclusion that funerals aren’t… r-really a thing here. Like, we aren’t meant to die AGAIN, y’know..”

The statement about Sir Pentious is enough to cause him to glance away, rubbing at his arm anxiously. He was never to see his dad again, and that ATE away at him.

“I really don’t know…”

[divinitii]

Face it Abel....you're glad your dad's dead. Look around you....nobody's grieving him. Nobody misses him. Him getting murdered waa a dream come true.

“…”

A whirlwind of emotions compromises him. His hands ball into fists. He wants to shout, to cry, to lash out— emotions he hasn’t experienced since he’s lost his father. He’s told he’s grieving, he’s unsure of what it actually means. His brow furrows, but he maintains composure, for now.

“Losing my dad was the worst day of my life. Quit acting like you know me. Like you know ANY of us.”