The Universe is Smiling at You.
it was a simple waiting period at first, we only talked aimlessly to fill the silence.
as the morning breeze from the wind that passed the mountain has passed us, the talk is getting more specific and filled with ideas and exciting concept.
at some point, we talk about the possibility of visitor tracking,
how it would be better,
if we could make sure that everyone visiting this place is safe,
and we could prevent if something bad is happening to the visitor.
then,
that exact sentence was spoken out loud by myself:
'siapa tahu ada juga yang memang berniat menjauh, masuk terus ke dalam hutan yang jauh dari keramaian pengunjung, lalu, menghilang...'
...spontaneously smiled, my mind suddenly playing the flashback,
of the time when I feel so low and anxious,
but the frickin personality of 'gamau ngerepotin' made me strategize the noiseless s-word that left least pain for the others.
ah, how nostalgic...
at that time it feels so real, so do-able and logical.
...
...
awakened by another dialogue, I gaze into the mountain and its green-deep pine forest,
and I said to my self, the mini me inside my head:
look how far we have been.
look how validated your thought is.
feel how much different it feels now than that time,
it's okay, right?
dear universe, thank you for greeting me in such (as always) beautifully unexpected ways.
it was a nice talk :)
----------------------- Gn Puntang, in the middle of the festival hecticness, Sunday early morning, June 25th 2023.

















