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I'd bend for you

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The impact that this woman has had on me is insane, i love her so much.

Wild, white horses

They will take me away

And the tenderness I feel

Will send the dark underneath

Will I follow?

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POV

I’m still myself, with nowhere to go, but with millions of ways to ruin my life

Sometimes I don’t understand why my reality is precious like everyone else’s

But that’s life, it makes you feel that way because why not

I don’t feel like there’s a future for the person I can’t progress out of

I’ll probably change, I’ll move on

But until then, it’s just me and this moment that feels like it lasts forever

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I’m bleeding

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I feel like a poser when i dress feminine

#t.i.#t.i.p.#hes so fineeeee #fine shyt #he so cute #wow #trap music #trap #trap rap #atlanta

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BIG libra.

Your head in your hands

as you color me blue

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Yk what maybe i am someone that gives up, someone that cant fight through it. It’s always “i believe in you and that u can do this”. But what if i cant. What if i inherently am a weak person. Cant go to school, cant go outside, inside watching movies. I want to escape the world. Looking forward to the weekend so i dont have to feel guilty for not doing anything. I feel so bad and sad for myself and my family. I thought i was stronger, in my mind I thought that i could do this and get done with it but oh well what happened now. I do have a little voice in my head that tells me to just shut up and do it, just finish your tasks.

Nothing in the world feels better than giving up. Hurting myself and feeling a rush. Being by myself, no one to think about. Be nothing. For a moment, I’m nothing. I dont belong to anyone, i dont need to go or do anything. I am meaningless. I am not alive in the world except myself. That may be the best and worst feeling ever.

I miss a version of myself that could’ve been. A version of myself that isn’t here, that doesn’t exist. I miss you, i hope you come back.

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