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Nothing makes people disappear faster than asking someone for help

instead of always being the one to help others.

i’ve never felt so alone in my entire life, i feel so fucking alone. no one talks to me anymore and this loneliness is killing me.

wishingto-disappear

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ti-vorrei-viziare

Sad…Sad…Sad…Sad…Sad…Sad…Sad…Sad…

battling-my-demons

Nobody likes you when you’re depressed. That’s just real. Y’all can sit here and try to tweet sympathetic shit about mental health but in reality, depressed people get categorized with negativity/toxicity and just drown in their own shit because people don’t wanna deal with it.

I just want help but nobody will answer me

#depression #anxeity

st-a-y

Yeah I wish I could laugh till my stomach hurt and tears stream down my face, I wish I could smile and not feel worried about anything in my life, I wish I could sleep peacefully at night without my thoughts keeping me awake and I wish i could live my life without the fear of being judged ,I wish I could talk and socialize and make people happy instead of being quite and dark and being in my own c0rner ,I wish I could be someone else. But hey. It's the 21st century. Wishes don't come true.

Tsg

alaskasdream

I wish I had beautiful, long and flown hair, a flat stomach, a beautiful smile.

I wish I was the kind of girl people turn around to look at, thinking “wow”.

I wish I was the kind of girl who can look good whatever she wears and that doesn’t need to hide in oversized hoodies and big coats.

I wish I was the kind of girl that artists wants to paint, that poets wants to write about.

I wish I was special in some kind of way, but I am not.

depressedanxietydeath

Can anyone tell me why I'm still alive? I honestly don't know.

sad-lonely-broken

”People say that 3AM thoughts are dangerous, but what about the 3PM thoughts that flushes your mind when all you’re trying to do is go about your day normally, but you can’t because darkness is hitting you like a hurricane and you can’t pretend to be okay anymore?“

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bezimienna0

unravelingthepain

It’s weird when I sit here and wonder. The reason why I never make plans for my future was because I plan to be xxxx by then.

dolly-sugargirl

It’s all in the details. The way someone stops smiling the moment you aren’t looking. How their answers become shorter, their laughter a little bit more forced for every time. You’ll sometimes catch them with a distant look in their eyes, as if they’re staring into the big nothingness that surrounds them. Completely gone. Lost. Alone. You might find that they start distracting themselves from you, making excuses, feeding you with their little covering lies. “I’m just tired,” they’ll say. They’ll laugh it off, every single time. You should pay attention to how they start covering up their bodies, hiding every inch of their skin, hating every inch of their skin. They won’t take your compliments, if so, you’ll only get a simple ‘thank you’ and they will take it all for lies. Self hate could easily be mistaken for self irony - although they say it with a smile on their face, keep your eyes open for the empty look that follows. Pay attention. Never look away. Because they are nearly impossible to spot, unless you’re one of them.

alltheselittlevoices

i. Sometimes I just want to disappear, but instead I go to sleep because some things are easier said than done. ii. I used to believe that the universe was out to get me. That every bad thing that happened to me was because some cosmic being was punishing me. It took me awhile to realize I was nothing compared to the stars and the universe had more important things to focus on. iii. There are some days in my life where I experience true happiness, and I think “Oh, I can do this. I’m more than any sadness. The world is more pure than evil.” Other days I’m not so sure. iv. I once had a friend tell me that I didn’t have to be sad all the time. His words pierced through my skin and buried themselves in the lining of my heart. I thought maybe this was my turnaround. I’m still waiting to see. v. The other day I was asked, “Can you pinpoint the best week of your life?” I tried to think back, but there was never a whole week where everything went according to plan. Instead, my mind was assaulted by hundreds of moments that happened over the course of my 22 years, and I thought, It’s not all good, but it doesn’t all have to be bad either. vi. Whenever I find myself sitting in my bed, my lights off and only the glow from my T.V. illuminating my surroundings, I always wind up in the same place in my thoughts and I wonder, does anything ever really change?

Full Circle (via alltheselittlevoices)

habibanasr

When it’s over, leave. Don’t continue watering a dead flower.

stuff that took me a while to understand #3 (via

pressing

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(via judgedteenblogger)

un-heardnotions

The thing about depression is you think you’re over it, but it’s 3 PM and you’re surrounded by your friends laughing about something stupid and you feel it, you feel the loneliness creeping in. You feel the sadness even though you’re laughing. You’re depressed and you don’t even know how to fix it.

3PM depression// (via ugh)

killed-long-ago-deactivated2021

Don’t cry when I die, consider yourself privileged because I’ve died so many times and you only got to witness one of them

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