BLUE POLES #8
where were you? in the shadows in the corner? behind the floodlights? in between the cracks in the old timber frame where the heat escapes?
recall one piece of 2x4, birch as I remember, leaning against the old wall
recuperating, congealed, left black and blue to dry out in the cold.
another question of source, did you try and hack a straight path through the jungle? did you try and follow a sextant through the foggy ocean beyond the bay? did you search the internet looking for your absent father?
true believers regard, one above all - the source of wisdom and hope, the rest are left in holy spaces
in Dionysian fits we dance in revelry a round totem poles pleading with the spirits for the answers
a further question on source: did you access this from the frontal lobe? the memory chamber? the cartesian split? the id? the subconscious? the divine intervention?
lonely sailors spend cold nights listlessly drifting from one side of the deck to the other
from the shore only the tall masts are visible in flutters from the lighthouse.
a final query regarding source: do you know what blue means?
all at once the chaos must stop we seek knowledge to an end,
such seduction towards impossible accounts for the how and why
momentary lapses in authority, tacit judgement
you have made my bed, and now I have to sleep in it.









