[spokenwordajcp]

The older i get the more i realize

Friendship is not something that is common. Genuine Friendship is rare 

Your mother should be appreciated 

Everybody wants something and never ask themselves what they bring to the table

The energy you give the world is the energy you receive

Time alone is not a bad thing

Love is a gift and is not something you can demand or force

Being comfortable should be your main priority 

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[the-depression-memery]

[phoenixryder21]

I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because all the colors were sucked out but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”

[a-kaino]

[spreekilling-deactivated2017020]

2:50pm, June 2014

[especially]

[deanmajd]

see it for what it is, not what you want it to be

[upthewitchypunx]

Sometimes it just looks so easy to be right handed. Is it? I just watched some of those hand lettering and cookie decorating videos and I keep thinking it must be so easy to have seen what you just did so you can match the slant of letters when you are writing or, like, not accidentally smudge the thing you just wrote as your hand moves across text.

Most of the time I don’t think about being left handed but every time I’m struggling to use a power tool or kitchen appliance or think about buttons or zippers on clothes or the ways doors open, I’m forced to think about it.

Humans are adaptive so over almost 4 decades I got this, but sometimes I think just about how much easier simple things could be.

This relates to witchcraft cause while we are on a list of things I reject I also hate deosil and windershins and the “left hand path”. My path is always left handed.

[makesgoodchoices]

“Just a left hand girl, living in a right hand world.”

— My life in a post

[wldsunflwr]

I want more. I want to be surrounded by those who are positive and invested in me; I want to be positive and invested in others. I want to laugh really, really hard, a lot. I want to let go of the things not meant for me – friendships that are not fulfilling, relationships that are painful, memories that haunt. I’m ready to write more, create more, read more, adventure more. I’m ready to embrace and enjoy life for what it is and push to have positive experiences.

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

mature conversations mixed with a lil flirting and joking >>>>

[bad-days-are-ok]

[juansendizon]

[unchildhood]

ANIS MOJGANI x ALEXANDER HARDING

‘For Those Who Can Still Ride In An Airplane For The First Time’, spoken word, uploaded on Youtube on 20 Apr. 2009;

Visible Light series (2010), photography

[intersexfairy]

sensory issues be like *turns up phone brightness to hear better* *turns off light to see better* *socks don’t have to match but they MUST be the same length and texture* *washes hands out of no where because they don’t feel clean* *oversensitive to one sense but undersensitive to another, related sense* *unlocks phone to concentrate*

[ceebust-]