Purple Genius

So here we are, hmm? Lost in your quantum world of probabilities, and needing certainty. Don't worry, I know my way around here. 🪐💫✨️

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Treat me like Donnie. Or just call me Elijah. This is kind of still a roleplay account, I just dump my favorite brain stuff here because I've grown quite attached to this account.

So!! To clear things up: I am part of a dissociative system, not a fictive, but I do share traits with our beloved autistic Donatello & that's why I run this blog.

Science. Fun. Mostly science.

If you want my roleplay stuff: search #rottmnt roleplay or #turtle net

If you want the incorrect quotes: #rottmnt incorrect quotes or #turtle net

Other tags: #ask donnie / #turtle net community / #actually autistic

✨️important memories✨️ (personal) and 🦎💜 as well.

I will ✨bless✨ you with:

My wonderful infodumps about space, astronomy, autism, technolgy, quantum physics, occasionally Zelda & random topics I get interested in (#donatello infodumps)

The Five Skills of Unmasking Series: Acceptance. Engage.

Selfcare is not Selfish

My black hole infodumps

My post for food struggle days

The chaotic life that I live with my three brethrens & sister @turtle-sister-april @angelo-the-doctor-of-feelings @neonleonsmessymindpalace

✨My unique vibes✨

‼️Important notice: the story will not be continued.‼️

The Turtle Net lore: The Oopsie Arc:

A mysterious artifact Vee obtained that causes a lot of trouble...

Part 1 - The Strange Artifact

Part 2 - Chaos Rising focused on Donnie, Mikey & Vee

Part 2 - The Saving? ft. Yuichi Usagi focused on Leo, Raph & Yuichi

Part 3 - Road to Saving ft. April

Part 4 - Breaking Point focused on Donnie, Mikey, Raph & Xino

Part 4 - Ashes That Remain focused on Yuichi, April & Leo

Part 5 - Road To Truth

Part 6 - Truth & Amends

Part 7 - You Cannot Run

Part 8 - Pain Of The Past

Part 9 - Shattered heavily focused on Vee & Dragons

Part 10 - Partly Free focused on Mikey, Apri & Vee

Part 11 - Sweet Rescue focused on Vee & Donnie

Part 12 - The Beginning

Part 13 - Sweet Plans

Part 13.2 & 13.3 - Intermezzo

Part 13.4 & 13.4

Part 13 - Insomnia Buddies Unleashed ft. Emerson & Leon

Origin of ×the being× : The Tale of the Star

[donniesexceptionalmind]

So. *folds hands.*

Can I have that for Majora's Mask, Nintendo?

*innocent big eyes.*

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

You don't even have the needed Switch 2, just sayin'

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Let a man dream.

[donniesexceptionalmind]

So. *folds hands.*

Can I have that for Majora's Mask, Nintendo?

*innocent big eyes.*

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

You don't even have the needed Switch 2, just sayin'

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Let a man dream.

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

[donniesexceptionalmind]

[donniesexceptionalmind]

So. *folds hands.*

Can I have that for Majora's Mask, Nintendo?

*innocent big eyes.*

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

You don't even have the needed Switch 2, just sayin'

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Let a man dream.

[donniesexceptionalmind]

So. *folds hands.*

Can I have that for Majora's Mask, Nintendo?

*innocent big eyes.*

[mushroomgrenade]

yippe joyous

[teathattast]

[wildminti]

Rocky's body is a machine that turns one (1) praise into 10,000,000,000 praises 💕💕💕

[0bscure42]

project hail mary really came in and said hey fuck the idea that romantic love is inherently better than platonic love. rocky and ryland love each other— completely platonically btw— yet they still saved the world

[ecstaticadventures]

‘bread is bad for you’ ‘rice is bad for you’ sorry im not subscribing to the idea that staple grains that have been integral to cultures for centuries are evil. i love you carbs

[donniesexceptionalmind]

behold the best carbs to exist: [/biased.]

✨️sourdough bread.✨️

[turtle-sister-april]

I really like sourdough bread but I may have to disagree, I think white rice is the best.

But to each their own.

I still ask since when is rice or bread bad for you??

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Rice is enjoyable as well! I enjoy it as a side dish to a curry or indian dish or in the form of sushi.

They are never bad it is diet culture being stupid.

[ecstaticadventures]

‘bread is bad for you’ ‘rice is bad for you’ sorry im not subscribing to the idea that staple grains that have been integral to cultures for centuries are evil. i love you carbs

[donniesexceptionalmind]

behold the best carbs to exist: [/biased.]

✨️sourdough bread.✨️

[spontaneousmusicalnumber]

There are ten trillion pictures of flowering trees to the point where they sometimes seem trite and overdone. But then you see a tree in full flower and go holy shit this rules and I've gotta show this to everyone so they can experience the same magic and wonder and there are ten trillion and one pictures of flowering trees

[unwholesome-gay]

[donniesexceptionalmind]

Hot take: stress is stress. Stop fucking belittling it.

And the same goes for pain and overwhelm.

Why?

If you are drowning, the depth of the water is irrelevant. You are still drowning.

It doesn't matter if someone else might be more stressed or in more pain than you - yours is always valid.

Comparison & self-gaslighting just worsen your situation because they just cause more stress and don't help to solve anything.

"They are doing so much and yet still push through, and I want to take a break because I can't anymore, I shouldn't do that if they don't."

"They are far more hurting than I am because of [×]. I shouldn't request help, as they deserve the help more than me."

"Maybe I am imagining my sensory overload."

Important reminders:

Overwhelm is not a sign of weakness. Accept your struggles and try to work with them and not against them.

Free yourself from "oh but they". Are they you? No? Then please, here is the trash bin for your thought. Your feelings and your pain matter always.

Yes, you can ignore your pain & stress for a short period of time, and that is called dissociation.

But here is the thing: just because you refuse to acknowledge it, doesn't mean your body ✨️magically ✨️stops to feel it.

Your body doesn't consider what if's and people's opinions when it is in pain. Or in general really. That is all your brain. And that is often not a good thing ;]

The body just sends the notification of "ouch" since it only has itself to compare to.

If you continuesly ignore that notification, they will add up until they reach a point you can't ignore your body anymore.

And that forces you down.

So please. Don't do that. Alright?

[thechilliestleaf]

I actually kinda teared up reading this cause I felt so seen. My family tends to "deny" (Moreso just try to not see/ downplay) that autism is a disability.

I also suffer from almost constant leg and back pain that in some rare cases makes me physically unable to walk or move much at all while I sob my heart out and just try to keep going because physically, there is nothing there. We have found nothing that would indicate that there's a physical problem. And often I doubt my own pain despite the fact that I sometimes lay on my bedroom floor, crying and just trying to crawl to my bed.

Long Story short, thanks for writing and posting this. I and many others who get overlooked and undermined, (much like you have been, from what I've gathered) really need to see that we aren't alone all the time.

[donniesexceptionalmind]

You are welcome and I am pleased that my words comforted you. Feel air hugged, if you want to. I am genuinely sorry that you are in such great pain every day. You are not alone. /g 💜

[soni-dragon]

i have cried so many times the past few days just because of this movie

[guardianspirits13]

aro(sp)ace

[aceinthefreakinspace]

Aroace Ryland Grace Pics + Textposts Part Five

Parts One | Two | Three | Four

[donniesexceptionalmind]

The autistic euphoria I am experiencing from reading "Project Hail Mary" by Andy Weir is immeasurable.

Especially because I understand all the science explained. It makes me go: Amaze. Amaze. Amaze. Favourite book. Favourite book. Favourite book. ✨️✨️✨️.

Visual made my me:

The [politicial] world situation is awful and frightening but I take these small moments of pleasure with ecstasy. *grabby hands.*

[turtle-sister-april]

You sound like me when I first read The hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy. /pos

How I love that book.

[donniesexceptionalmind]

*gasp.* This is still on my To Be Read List.