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tea, 27, she/they, queer. this blog includes 18+ content. minors, do not interact. asks/thirsts/requests are open, read pinned post.

[dopaminedumpster]

hello!

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i exist | tea. 27. she/they. queer.

dni | minors. ageless blogs. hateful people.

please read | byf/dni. about me. rules.

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where to find | my tagging system. my masterlists.

my inbox | is open. talk to me!

my head is currently full of | hua cheng and xie lian. all bg3 companions but lets be real. astarion.

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please do not modify or repost any of my original posts

[egooppidum]

this is what he tells himself when he looks in the mirror (he is trying to bs himself)

[flymmsy]

Art thou nasty?

[crimson-chains]

Xie Lian is very patient, but, even that has its limits! XD

[toffeecoco1]

“hua cheng is a freak!!” ok but

so is xie lian

he is so terrified of hurting xie lian that he sometimes does everything he can to avoid touching him so as not to make him uncomfortable. if xie lian weren’t into it he’d back off so quickly

after experiencing all that?? after watching the horrors xie lian went through with his own eye?? he’s allowed to be a little obsessed. a little bit of a freak

so is xie lian

[hualianschild]

[huaenrose]

I think it's very significant Hua Cheng's power involves rain because the event that started Xie Lian's suffering was a drought, so it's as if when he emerged to protect him, he said: "if it was wrong for gods to answer prayers for rain, a ghost will. And the heavens will bleed for it".

[aystas]

my comfort

[miyakuli]

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[treygotguap]

Girls will say they busy and be in their bed relaxin or sleep

[melanin-majestic]

Sounds busy to me

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog if you are busy 

[marlensotelo]

Crown prince of Xianle ✨✨✨

[canayams-art]

“It’s a bit big on me… don’t you think, General—?”

[therigeling]

i need more of them😭

[thekansta]

reversed fates

[victorialovesstiles]

There’s something so subtle about the way Hua Cheng loves Xie Lian.

(Hold on, hear me out...)

In fiction, when we have a character who loves someone as deeply as Hua Cheng loves Xie Lian, we usually see the ugly side of that affection rear it's head eventually.

Adoration turns into obsession (any positive thing can turn ugly in excess). Obsession can drive behaviour that most of us cringe at; one worst case scenario is stalking, but even a best case would be the expectation (or worthiness) of reciprication.

This obsession can also be followed by huge, grandiose actions that leave the object of the affections no room to guess at the other's feelings and intentions.

Hua Cheng doesn't do any of that. His love is akin to worship, or rather, it literally is reverance for a god. No expectation, no indignance - just pure adoration untainted by the usual consequences of human love.

His love is so subtle, in fact, that Xie Lian can't even begin to guess at his intentions. Even going so far as to wonder continuously in the beginning why Hua Cheng spares so much time and kindness for him.

Hua Cheng expects nothing from Xie Lian - he demands nothing from Xie Lian, not even in the way a worshiper might. This type of god-worshiper love is so hard to fit into the mould of a romantic relationship.

Watching it unfold is so beautiful, complex, and fragmented. It's not the innocent love story you would expect, and honestly it's part of the reason why I love their relationship so much.

You rarely see such pure, unadulterated, and selfless love written this perfectly in fiction.

[fukurodowlni]

tgcf as shitposts vol. 6

[abilai]

Little red flower for dianxia