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“Wanna hear a song i just made?”

#Music #Artist #Creative #luser #Tolu #Relatable

Expressing yourself can be one of the most difficult things that one can face in this life. It’s like it’s always a hit or a miss and most of the time it would seem like everyone just not hitting at all. I literally have always come to my tumblr in times of distress, because I feel like it’s a place where I can truly express myself. It’s kept me alive on several occasions; you guys allowing me to express myself has kept me going. Big virtual thank you to you all. I’m finding better ways to digest information. I’m realizing that you have to be who YOU are. I’m awakening to the power that I’ve always had, and though it has been dormant for a while it’s still vibrant. It’s overwhelming but in a calm calculated way; I’ve had to learn that two things can be true at the same time. Oxymorons can be tiring but they are needed. The world seems more fractal. I remember my ignorance with a nostalgia you only feel when you know something is never coming back. I am still learning and I just want everyone to respect the fact that we are all students and we are all still learning everyday. Honestly I’m just shitposting because it helps instead of bottling everything in. Can’t believe I just learned how to use a blog lol.

#shitpost #venting #virtual diary

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dopestnigerian

Black men 😍

Ultimate power.

Isaiah Rashad’s face is the face only my vagina could love.

Tomorrow I’m gonna clean my room and battle my demons. Wish me luck.

Lmaooooo I just cannot catch a ducking break at all. So I’m just gonna take a break 💀. Feeling all kinds of asexual.

Y’all this finna be my new spam page. I quite literally have deleted or moved away from most if not all of my social media. A rebranding of sorts if you will. Today is one of my best homies birthdays (Happy birthday Martian!) and instead of having fun with him I’m here in a room with someone who I thought I knew but quite frankly I know nothing about. I used to think I was in love but as an Aries I sorta kinda fall in love fast anyways 😅. I’m condensing a really fucked up roller coaster of a story into an obvious spam post to put my emotions into something tangible. Something I can look at objectively. I’m not as apprehensive as I once was to do things by myself. I used to look for love in other people. I have come to realize that with time that no one really has anybody; we all just play along in a plethora of fantasy’s pretending. Or maybe I’m just an premenstral 🤣💀. Anywho, one of my biggest obstacles is myself. I choose myself this time. Not a man. Not my circumstance, and not drugs. I choose Tolu because she deserves to be chosen. I don’t think I’ve ever chosen myself before... I heard you lose people when you choose yourself. I was always afraid to lose someone. I have abandonment issues like no ones business but I keep it hidden well on the surface. But I do not believe there is anyone here yet that is not worth losing for myself. It might sound selfish but it feels damn good. I know people love me but sometimes I feel the opposite. Ugh... I’m just ranting now with no real talking points. This felt good tho. Thanks tumblr. Good shit.