thea's garden ❀༉˚.

yapper + writer | heeseung ult + gojo girl :3

[dorotheeasrce]

✩₊ dorothea (thea) | 18, she/her | slo-aus | kpop + anime fan | self-acclaimed yapper ₊✩

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ᯓ𖹭 "a flower is beautiful, for its bloom is not eternal" - mortal (2023)

creds: (photos; pinterest) (dividers; @/cursed-carmine)

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just saw a fan animation of gojo's death and realised i am NOT ready for him to die in front of my eyes. i can ignore it when it's in the manga because it hasn't been animated yet and i can live in delusion. but no, actually, i don't know if i'll be able to watch him die. okay so technically i could be able to if i watch it, but there will NOT be a dry eye in my household for weeks. i'm crying at a fan animation how the fuck am i supposed to watch his official death.

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transition straight from "nah, i'd win" into him getting cut in half i am SICK. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. THAT WAS SO CRUEL AND FOR WHAT.

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just saw an edit of heeseung's new documentary to "you're on you own kid" by taylor swift and it's changed my whole perspective on.. everything..

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just saw a fan animation of gojo's death and realised i am NOT ready for him to die in front of my eyes. i can ignore it when it's in the manga because it hasn't been animated yet and i can live in delusion. but no, actually, i don't know if i'll be able to watch him die. okay so technically i could be able to if i watch it, but there will NOT be a dry eye in my household for weeks. i'm crying at a fan animation how the fuck am i supposed to watch his official death.

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how life feels right now:

(i'm in follicular, i'm working again, and i'm not sick for the first time in months)

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for some reason, listening to enha on cd is emotionally easier than streaming...

like i randomly remembered i have romance : untold on cd, instantly got up to play it, and am now jamming around my room to it - yet i haven't to any enhypen in my playlists lately, skipping their songs because it makes me too sad...

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FUCK I FORGOT THAT HIGHWAY 1009 ON CD HAS THE MEMBER-SPOKEN OUTROS THIS IS 100x SADDER FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFEEEE 😭😭😭😭

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for some reason, listening to enha on cd is emotionally easier than streaming...

like i randomly remembered i have romance : untold on cd, instantly got up to play it, and am now jamming around my room to it - yet i haven't to any enhypen in my playlists lately, skipping their songs because it makes me too sad...

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you never realise how fucking dry and dingy your old tube of mascara is until you open a new one and the grass is suddenly greener on the other side

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are you talking to anyone?

The voices

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was just talking to my bff (who is one of five exclusive irls on here btw) and i sent her a reel of someone oversharing i was like "people forget a diary exists lmao"... girl didn't even say anything she just replied to that message with three fucking screenshots where she's clipped me saying freaky shit recently... HELPPPP

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todays song of the day is 'creep (san)' by ateez ♡

because it's the song i had on repeat in my headphones as i typed up my most recent jjk headcanons x

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𝗃𝗃𝗄 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗈𝗇𝗌 :

ˋ°•*⁀➷ what kinks the jjk men would have!

characters ➺ gojo, geto, nanami, sukuna, toji, choso, yuuji, & megumi

⤷ *all characters are aged up* ˎˊ˗

warnings: smut. (mdni/18+!!)

masterlist ♡

not proofread yet :3

𝖦𝗈𝗃𝗈 𝖲𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗎

⋆ gojo loves to make you squirt.

⋆ it's honestly self-explanatory that this man has an ego bigger than mount everest, so when he finds out he can make you feel so good that you just can't hold it in? oh mama...

⋆ the first time you both realised you can squirt was when he was eating you out one night - one palm spread over your stomach to hold you taut, the other hand with two fingers knuckles deep in you as he sloppily yet expertly made out with your pussy

⋆ all of a sudden, this different type of pressure starts to build in you and you lift your head, making dazed eye-contact with satoru and trying to reach down to warn him

⋆ but you were too slow and too full of pleasure, before you knew it your body was convulsing and your cunt was gushing - sounds gojo had never head before spilling from your lips as you squirted

⋆ it took him by such surprise, overwhelming him, that satoru came in his boxers - untouched. loud moans of his own against your pussy as he did his best to drink up what you spontaneously served him

⋆ ever since then, he's been honing his technique, mapping out your body more, seeing how many times you can squirt, and how long you can endure it...

⋆ good luck trying to get him to stop now that he's addicted!

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𝖦𝖾𝗍𝗈 𝖲𝗎𝗀𝗎𝗋𝗎

⋆ one word: dacryphilia! i mean... oh my god... who said that??

⋆ there's no question that geto is a self-assured man. confident. cocky sometimes if the shoe fits... and there's absolutely no question that he's a giver, either.

⋆ so when we combine this, and he's given you orgasm after orgasm, and you're weakly pushing at his body because you're overstimulated as fuck, he's confident you can go one more

⋆ he knows you, knows your body like the back of his hand, knows that you have a safe word with him which he'll stop everything if spoken

⋆ he'll coo at you, brush your hair out of your face gently, press a kiss to your cheek before resuming his actions

⋆ sure, he knows to leave your clit alone now, but he also doesn't need it to make you cum at this stage, because you're so sensitive that every perfectly aimed thrust at your g-spot is enough

⋆ when you finally tumble over the edge, high-pitched whines and hands gripping the sheets, suguru really gets off when you look up at him, watery eyes with tears dribbling down your cheeks onto the pillow underneath your head

⋆ he made you feel so good you cried

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𝖭𝖺𝗇𝖺𝗆𝗂 𝖪𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗈

⋆ two words: size. kink.

⋆ although i don't think he would admit it because he thinks it makes him seem too much of a 'womaniser'... he definitely gets turning on when he realises he's noticeably bigger than you

⋆ whether that might be when you need help reaching for the top shelf; or when he holds you as the big spoon at night; or when he can feel and see the buldge of his cock in your lower abdomen as he pounds into you during missionary

⋆ any and all of the above

⋆ now, if you're worried about whether he actually is bigger than you... he's a 6'0" gym daddy grade 1 sorcerer who we all KNOW is packing.

⋆ ...he's packing.

⋆ and every time he presses his cock against your lower belly - making you look at how far he's about to reach into you - or hears you moan about how big he is while he's making love to you... you know he's just gotten impossibly harder

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𝖱𝗒𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗇 𝖲𝗎𝗄𝗎𝗇𝖺

⋆ i'm gonna be so real with you guys. sadist. bondage. choking and breath play.

⋆ the king of curses getting off at seeing others humiliated or in pain... no way who would've guessed?

⋆ sukuna loves to show off his strength, power, and control over your dynamic.

⋆ during sex, we all know at least one of his four hands is going to be on your throat - the control he has over your breathing goes straight to his head, and the level of trust between you two with this makes it even more erotic and meaningful

⋆ seeing you under him, folded into an array of positions, one of his hands sensually cutting off your air supply as your eyes roll back and maybe your face even goes a little red... oh yeah

⋆ now, he wasn't exactly sure about bondage at first - he liked to be the one to move your positions around - but when you came to him he couldn't pass up the opportunity

⋆ and you asked nicely... you're his weakness of course he'll do anything you ask (even if begrudgingly so)

⋆ now you come to him wanting to try new rope knots and positions, so knowing you're as into it as he is while he humiliates you, chokes you, pounds you (dp anyone?)... yeah he's as horny as a rabbit in the spring

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𝖥𝗎𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗎𝗋𝗈 𝖳𝗈𝗃𝗂

⋆ this guy is unironically the edge-lord.

⋆ loves to spend time 'prepping you', two knuckles deep in your pussy as he flicks your clit with his other hand's thumb - sometimes switching to pinching and rolling it just to see you squirm

⋆ the first time you approach your orgasm, your moans are growing louder and more high-pitched, and your back begins to arch

⋆ he instantly stops his actions, pulling his fingers out quickly as you leaves you clenching around nothing

⋆ you'll whine out in complaint, telling him you were almost there but he knows - that's why he stopped

⋆ he'll smirk at you, telling you the only way you're cumming is around his cock, waiting for you to calm down before he starts the cycle all over again

⋆ you've lost count of how many times he's edged you (even though he'd definitely make you keep count)... but you know it's gotta be upwards of 20

⋆ when it only takes a couple finger thrusts and clit rubs to get you to the edge, he knows it's time to fuck you stupid - just so he can take care of you after

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𝖪𝖺𝗆𝗈 𝖢𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗈

⋆ i'm on my 'raging breeding kink choso' agenda again. surprise surprise!

⋆ sure, maybe choso can't actually get you pregnant, and maybe because he's half cursed spirit he's infertile - but that's why the idea of shooting hot, sticky loads of his cum one after the other into your delicious, soaked pussy sounds so inviting

⋆ he'll have you in mating press, listening to your airy moans as he thrusts balls-deep into you, watching your face contort with pleasure as he cums for the nth time, painting your walls white, and pulls out only to see it bubble and dribble

⋆ scooping up the extra with his tip, he'll slowly press it back into your hole, an experimental thrust as he fucks it back into you

⋆ and please ride him into oblivion; watching his hands on your body try to follow your rhythm while he's babbling incoherent nonsense in the form of sweet nothings to you; and you force yet another orgasm out of his overstimulated, pulsing, flushed, red-tipped cock

⋆ you never get sick of the warm feeling it fills you with, the wetness between your thighs stringing and stick as your bodies meet

⋆ what better way to make it stick than with another load?

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𝖨𝗍𝖺𝖽𝗈𝗋𝗂 𝖸𝗎𝗎𝗃𝗂

⋆ praise him. praise yuuji because all he aims to do is please.

⋆ yuuji is a very vocal guy, and honestly the sweetest lover out of ALL the jjk men imo

⋆ he's solely dedicated to your pleasure, because your pleasure gets him off

⋆ he knows your body like the back of his hand - knows how you like your nipples sucked and the perfect figure-8 to rub your clit in; knows that you like to be tongue-fucked while he eats you out and gently teased with his fingers around your asshole

⋆ because of all of this, there is absolutely nothing more pleasurable to yuuji than hearing your honey-sweet voice tell him that his fingers feel good, or that you're close and don't want him to stop, or that that's the spot right there!

⋆ he loves feeling like he's doing a good job, because he loves seeing you fall apart for him - he can simply stroke it to get off, but every time he makes you cum... it's like a reward

⋆ no one has ever made you cum as hard as yuuji does, and he plans to keep it that way

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𝖥𝗎𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗎𝗋𝗈 𝖬𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗆𝗂

⋆ i'm not sure if this counts as a kink per say... but my guy is a big fan of sex toys

⋆ if this one's coming as a shock to anyone... i'd say freaky fushiguro has it in him for sure

⋆ honestly, i think he's one of the jjk men who is the most casual about sexual topics; like some of them (not naming names) would be dismissive of sex toys because they feel like it means they aren't good enough to make you cum on their own

⋆ megumi just doesn't see it that way, he holds no shame for it

⋆ what's so wrong with him holding a vibrator to your clit while he fucks you hard and slow if it means he gets to hear your sinfully delicious moans as you call his name while you cum, shaking?

⋆ furthermore, i think he would also enjoy seeing how hard you can cum with just sex toys - like if he holds a rose toy to your clit, how long does it take you to cum?

⋆ seeing you reach and call for him, a vibrating dildo held deep into your hole, restrained under your panties, eyes glazed with pleasure as you convulse in orgasm... megumi swears he cannot get any harder

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a/n: okay first smut post in my garden... hey everyone, how're we feeling! i've been sitting on these for ages, i wrote them on april 1st at 1:50am x

-> these are my midnight thoughts whenever i can't sleep, and are just my opinions, feel free to share your own (..◜ᴗ◝..)

-> all writing credits to @dorotheeasrce - please do not copy, impersonate, or feed to ai! ｡𖦹°‧

divider creds: @/viviansturns

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sometimes (...every single time) i get stressed about posting on my blog, but i just have to look in the mirror and remind myself, "thea, this is YOUR blog... post what YOU want... your target audience will FIND YOU... don't try and please random people who AREN'T PART OF THAT..."

and then i take a deep breath and smile and the fight or flight goes away and everything is okay again !!

okay cool back to fangirling ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ

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it's one of those times where i've got my first smut content locked and loaded ready to be posted - i used to pray for times like these - yet i am filled with imminent dread and fear. i think i care about things too deeply sometimes. it's time to rip off the band-aid and not care about judgement. let's call this exposure therapy.

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if only i could tell little 11y/o thea, in her room crying when listening to 'magic shop' for the first time, that she does in fact end up getting the opportunity to go and see bts live in concert. that things do get better, even if it takes time, and good things come to those who wait.

and that no dream is ever too silly or unattainable.

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and all of a sudden it's 7 years later yet i'm still in my room crying to bts songs over these tickets. when i say that it's a big deal to me, i mean it. i seriously cannot believe i'm going to see them.

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okay guys i still haven't finished the fic i'm writing - it won't be done for a while - so you help me choose what to post in the meantime 😇

choose what jjk headcanons i post next, based on their title in my notes app + genre!

the jjk headcanons i post are...

"college...studying...yeah..." (fluff)

"the age-old question..." (heavily suggestive, if not smut)

"there's a kink in the hose..." (smut)

"someone call the pound..." (fluff)

"ariana what're you doing here..." (smut)

Voting ended onJul 13

okay vote up guys, big kisses thanks for helping me out x

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okay garden visitors have spoken... the next headcanons coming your way are "there's a kink in the hose"... 😏

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trinity and bryce said "i love you" to each other. TRINITY AND BRYCE SAID "I LOVE YOU". and then they won love island. BRINITY WON LOVE ISLAND.

this is the best day in a hot fucking minute.

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best friend just sent me a video of heeseung doing the ateez "bad" outro choreo... yes the chest-popping part... my night has been made.

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every scroll on my fyp is a new angle of this event I LOVE LIFE, also another best friend said the reaction photo wasn't too graphic so here it is!