You Will Be Lost You Will Be Alone.

My private blog away from my main blog to share my thoughts and feelings while dealing with my borderline personality disorder. I'm 21, divorced and a mother to a 3 year old.

[bunbpd]

Tbpdfw someone makes you want to cry but you cant cry because youre in a public place & crying would be manipulative because every one of your feelings ever is overreacting

[skuffa]

one thing i actually don’t understand why i do, is oversharing. why the fuck do i overshare when i’m talking about my problems? is it for attention? support? for getting a reaction? i always regret it after so why the fuck do i do it in the first place?? nobody actually cares about me ebough to find it remotely interesting anyway, i’m just ruining their day

[flipphonegoth]

me: i am too clingy and obsessive and i latch onto people too soon and im creepy? me: also i dont respond to messages from people i care about and i make no effort to maintain communication with my friends

[rpdr9]

tfw you overshare in front of people you don’t really know

[doubleshotofbpd]

me: [sends a long and important text about how i feel]

me, 5 minutes later: actually, you know what can i take this back?? after talking about this i don't feel this way anymore

[doubleshotofbpd]

I put a lot into my appearance so no one knows I'm literal garbage on the inside ✌🏼️

[drowsy-dreaming]

[doubleshotofbpd]

When your lipstick matches your sweater.

[caitmceniff-deactivated20190131]

[doubleshotofbpd]

me @ me: can you find your fucking chill for 10 fucking minutes

[coltre]

I am insecure and sensitive and I ruin everything I love

[doubleshotofbpd]

First day of classes! I'm so nervous and super close to a panic attack it's awesome.

[uchicagoadmissions]

[tre-cool-swallovvs-deactivated2]

Am I Being Too Sensitive Or Are People Treating Me Like Shit: a debut novel by me

[night-rooms]

[doubleshotofbpd]

I registered for classes yesterday. Classes start Monday. I'm officially panicking.

[doubleshotofbpd]

Me: I'm a fairy, plz don't shout at me

Also me: I'm such an angry creature, I will hurt u