“If Lily mattered so much to Snape, then he wouldn’t have joined the Death Eaters. She clearly couldn’t have meant that much to him."
Well, Janet, it turns out that no matter how much someone matters to you, your life is still your own, and your decisions are based on what, at that moment, you think is best for you because, spoiler: you have to survive, especially if you don’t have loving parents waiting for you at home to give you a hug, no savings for the future, no stable life, and no functional prospects because you were raised in a fucking shack with no money or resources and with parents who neither protected you nor gave you any sense of security.
Maybe if you’d been there, Janet, and handed Snape a bank account and made Dumbledore expel his abusers, then maybe he would’ve thought more about Lily when looking for a place where he wouldn’t get beaten up and where he could feel safe and have some chance to grow. I don’t know, girl, call me crazy.

















