happy new years!! my ideas for 2026 + what I'm excited about (not resolutions because i dont know thats a big word and thats overwhelming!)
⋆ Focus on hygiene. I know you're in college but you KNOW even if you wash your body with a wet washcloth, you feel better man!! Also who cares how late it is? Brush your damn teeth and wash your face. Even if it's just mouthwash. THAT'S GOOD! You got too many damn small tonsil stones from forgetting to brush your teeth so do better PLEASE (I know that's gross but they keep just popping up even from not brushing your teeth for 2 days dawg).
⋆ MAKE AN ALARM OR GET SOMEONE TO REMIND YOU TO DO YOUR DAMN TESTOSTERONE SHOT SIR. YOU GOT YOUR PERIOD LIKE TWICE NOW?? FROM FORGETTING TO DO SHOT SO MANY TIMES?? DAMN! that does not feel good!!!! I know it's not a fun thing to do but you've got to do it man. Your acne as well, was probably heightened because of this, which did not feel good you silly.
⋆ Learn how to drive perchance (?). I'm pretty sure your college even has resources for that too. It'll be good for you to even just TRY. Having to ask for rides or spending money on the bus so much isn't the greatest for the future. Also the possibilities of being able to drive???? Hello??
⋆ Remember that your amazing and beautiful counselor IS leaving this year.... PLEASE call the people she left you. Counseling has been good for you. Even if you ARE mentally better now. It is good for you to just talk to someone.
⋆ Try adding more fruits/vegetables to your diet, or at least eat less red meat. I know your parents will be offended by that (/j) but it will be better for you. Especially for your tummy problems. You could also try out those protein/nutrition drinks you were thinking about for the mornings for college so you can get food stuff more!
⋆ Try to make more plans with your friends more (?). Not just your close friends but your other ones you don't talk to as much. TRY TO MAKE FRIENDS AT COLLEGE AS WELL!!! I know you might be a little bit aplatonic spectrum but you know damn well first term college by yourself was not fun. Just in general try to be more social. Maybe try to post more! Join things. Have fun!
⋆ Yes, try to do things more with friends but also try to do things by yourself. With friends or family. Try to go to the movies by yourself. Get food by yourself. IT'LL BE OKAY!!! You always miss out on fun things in real life because you get scared to do things by yourself. JUST DO IT!!! Beat social anxiety's ass >:)
⋆ Speaking of social anxiety.... perchance try. JUST TRY to pre-bus more at your job. Maybe even try to get trained to seat people (?) even if it's just to help in the morning before the other hosts get there. It will be good for you. Maybe try to do presentations for college but I know that's hard for you.
⋆ Try to talk nicer to your parents... I know your autistic ass can't control your tone sometimes but man. Just communicate. Most of the time you're just overstimulated.
⋆ Work with your ADHD. Not against it. Communicate with your professors and parents PLEASE. You got a bigger desk, which should definitely help but. STAY AFTER CLASS, GO TO THE HELP ROOMS, JUST STAY ON CAMPUS IN GENERAL! The buses exist for a reason. You'll be okay if you stay after to work on things and focus. You work better when you stay on campus you silly. If you can't turn things on time. TELL YOUR PROFESSOR. DAMN
⋆ Figure out what works with your ADHD. As well as work on that official diagnosis of being on the spectrum of autism… figure out what's gone and how to help yourself man!
⋆ Less serious... watch more movies... attempt to watch all the marvel movies (you haven't watched most of them). You haven't watched most classic movies in general. GO WATCH THINGS! Same with shows but with less intensity lmao
⋆ Also maybe try to organize your room better. Get new things for it. Make it feel more comfortable and less too much (?).
⋆ Try to get more otherkin/therian gear?? or maybe be more open about being otherkin. I think that'll be pretty cool. I don't know though :D
⋆ Also one more thing. PLAY MORE GAMES ON YOUR DAMN STEAM ACCOUNT. YOU KEPT BUYING THE DISCOUNTED STUFF SO PLAY THEM!!!
also off topic things that im just excited about for 2026
⋆ SCREAM 7!! the new insidious movie (?). silent hill 2 movie. iron lung!! supergirl!! heartstopper movie! lowkey the streetfighter movie. spider-man
⋆ SPIDER-NOIR! mike flanagan carrie!!
⋆ RESIDENT EVIL REQUIEM!!! MARVEL WOLVERINE!! lowkey GTA6. poppy playtime chapter 5!!
⋆ MY FIRST GHOST CONCERT/RITUAL!!!!!
⋆ top surgery consultation appointment!!
may add more as I think of more!!