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names and nicknames﹕its nicolas but I prefer nick! I also go by nicodemus, nock or buddy but I'm also okay with people making up nicknames for me!

pronouns﹕he/it/they/neos but I'm fine with most pronouns as long as they're not feminine and not she/her!

age﹕twenty ( ♌︎ / LEPIO )

link﹕https://rentry.co/pupsmailbox

kin?﹕I mostly like the terms otherkin, therian and fictionkin I think? my brain is mostly bernese mountain dog but I also like to think of myself as a ghost and zombie! I have a rentry of all of the other ones!

do not interact﹕basic DNI criteria. radqueer. pro/neu/complex contact harmful para. trans/cisids. non-traumagenic systems. pro/com/darkship. anti-recovery. I have a bigger list here!

before you interact﹕I have audhd so please be patient with me. I tend to be more reblog heavy but I do post my own things sometimes! I just don't have a lot to say since I'm learning to be more open about being alterhuman and figuring out how to regress!

blogs﹕queer and/or name, pronoun, label list blog, main account so I interact from here ﹕@pupsmailbox

alterhuman, sometimes regression blog, also talk about my interests. reblog heavy and more active ﹕@dozingpaws

#nick → yaps #age dreaming #age regression #alterhuman #fictionkin #otherfix #otherhearted #otherkin #otherlink #pet dreaming #pet regression #therian

guys I might just start yapping about my interests more here. I've been just watching or playing games, movies, shows and etc and I do not have a lot of places to let my autistic brain to go bonks

maybe even go crazy even and start reposting things about them idk...

#nick nock yaps

pleasantandcain

How I'm doing right now

caninekin-culture-is

caninekin culture is the intense craving for peanut butter randomly

a-poet-and-not-just-the-muse

body hair??? that's my fur bro

I apologize for joining the stranger things hype train but let me ramble! Also I did watch it almost immediately as it came out but my brain was so fuzzy with emotion that I couldn't process it LMAO but SPOILERS AHEAD

Gang I loved season 5. I loved the finale. I truly did- it made me so happy and sad. I had a relief feeling when it ended but in a good way. I'm glad they didn't try to stretch the show into more seasons as other shows do. I am sad that it has ended but I am happy, y'know?

smaller things I loved: music, sound design, character design, visuals, etc.

I love how even though the actors are older, they can still portray their characters so well that it doesn't matter what they look like at all. I saw some people comment on their appearances, and I'm just like- I do not care in the slightest 😭. I loved either way! And respectably, they also finally got everyone's haircuts right, which made it more enjoyable ghfhd

I loved everyone's dynamics in this season as well!! Whether it was platonic or romantic or not! steve/dustins fight hurt me so bad because I love them so much but it was so good. Those scenes were so good and I love how they still hang out after everything 😭😭. I do like how nancy/jonathan or steve did not get together. I feel I agree with what they said honestly. They didn't really LOVE each other anymore, or at least need a break. It was more of a mental, nostalgia or trauma thing than anything. I do like the idea of nancy/jonathan getting back together in the future but that might just be a me thing! I loved whenever will/robin interacted. It made me so happy- also made me cry just a little every time LMAO- will really needed that one other queer person to show that it's normal that he's not alone. I don't really have a big opinion on other relationships, and I don't fully like/care for the idea of shipping so :(

As a queer person. I did actually like will's coming out scene- it made me cry. Though I definitely agree they could've phrased some parts better, like the whole "me too" thing felt off, but otherwise I loved it.

Anything with hopper, joyce, murray, I loved. Same with vickie, erica, and mr. clark. mrs. wheeler, aka the goats. I loved them all, and I'm glad they were included!! I wish antonov, yuri and suzie came back from last season, but it's fine. I understand why!

I loved holly to the death and the other kids! I loved henry a lot, and how they humanized him a bit more. His whole "mr. whatsit' thing reminds me SO much of coraline in a good way. I loved that movie, so that whole thing was great!! I LOVED THE MIND FLAYERS DESIGN!!! THAT WHOLE FIGHT SCENE WAS SO COOL. Also when they were leaving, I had a bad feeling, so I looked at the time stamp and my heart dropped to my ass when I saw there was an hour left LMAO

I loved the ending where they talk about where everyone is going or could be going. Made me so so happy and I officially cried A LOT when they got the basement and I loved the intro parallel!

Also…. I think el is alive. I would also like to believe what mike said. Not for my own happiness, but because in my head it makes sense, and to me that's how kali was acting to me but I could be wrong! I do like how they kept that open-ended and left it to us to make a decision and such!

I may add more as I think of more! I've been watching people react to movies/shows as well, so I might add more from watching their reactions to this. Feel free to comment things!!

#nick → yaps #spoilers #stranger things #stranger things 5 #stranger things finale #stranger things season 5

happy new years!! my ideas for 2026 + what I'm excited about (not resolutions because i dont know thats a big word and thats overwhelming!)

⋆ Focus on hygiene. I know you're in college but you KNOW even if you wash your body with a wet washcloth, you feel better man!! Also who cares how late it is? Brush your damn teeth and wash your face. Even if it's just mouthwash. THAT'S GOOD! You got too many damn small tonsil stones from forgetting to brush your teeth so do better PLEASE (I know that's gross but they keep just popping up even from not brushing your teeth for 2 days dawg).

⋆ MAKE AN ALARM OR GET SOMEONE TO REMIND YOU TO DO YOUR DAMN TESTOSTERONE SHOT SIR. YOU GOT YOUR PERIOD LIKE TWICE NOW?? FROM FORGETTING TO DO SHOT SO MANY TIMES?? DAMN! that does not feel good!!!! I know it's not a fun thing to do but you've got to do it man. Your acne as well, was probably heightened because of this, which did not feel good you silly.

⋆ Learn how to drive perchance (?). I'm pretty sure your college even has resources for that too. It'll be good for you to even just TRY. Having to ask for rides or spending money on the bus so much isn't the greatest for the future. Also the possibilities of being able to drive???? Hello??

⋆ Remember that your amazing and beautiful counselor IS leaving this year.... PLEASE call the people she left you. Counseling has been good for you. Even if you ARE mentally better now. It is good for you to just talk to someone.

⋆ Try adding more fruits/vegetables to your diet, or at least eat less red meat. I know your parents will be offended by that (/j) but it will be better for you. Especially for your tummy problems. You could also try out those protein/nutrition drinks you were thinking about for the mornings for college so you can get food stuff more!

⋆ Try to make more plans with your friends more (?). Not just your close friends but your other ones you don't talk to as much. TRY TO MAKE FRIENDS AT COLLEGE AS WELL!!! I know you might be a little bit aplatonic spectrum but you know damn well first term college by yourself was not fun. Just in general try to be more social. Maybe try to post more! Join things. Have fun!

⋆ Yes, try to do things more with friends but also try to do things by yourself. With friends or family. Try to go to the movies by yourself. Get food by yourself. IT'LL BE OKAY!!! You always miss out on fun things in real life because you get scared to do things by yourself. JUST DO IT!!! Beat social anxiety's ass >:)

⋆ Speaking of social anxiety.... perchance try. JUST TRY to pre-bus more at your job. Maybe even try to get trained to seat people (?) even if it's just to help in the morning before the other hosts get there. It will be good for you. Maybe try to do presentations for college but I know that's hard for you.

⋆ Try to talk nicer to your parents... I know your autistic ass can't control your tone sometimes but man. Just communicate. Most of the time you're just overstimulated.

⋆ Work with your ADHD. Not against it. Communicate with your professors and parents PLEASE. You got a bigger desk, which should definitely help but. STAY AFTER CLASS, GO TO THE HELP ROOMS, JUST STAY ON CAMPUS IN GENERAL! The buses exist for a reason. You'll be okay if you stay after to work on things and focus. You work better when you stay on campus you silly. If you can't turn things on time. TELL YOUR PROFESSOR. DAMN

⋆ Figure out what works with your ADHD. As well as work on that official diagnosis of being on the spectrum of autism… figure out what's gone and how to help yourself man!

⋆ Less serious... watch more movies... attempt to watch all the marvel movies (you haven't watched most of them). You haven't watched most classic movies in general. GO WATCH THINGS! Same with shows but with less intensity lmao

⋆ Also maybe try to organize your room better. Get new things for it. Make it feel more comfortable and less too much (?).

⋆ Try to get more otherkin/therian gear?? or maybe be more open about being otherkin. I think that'll be pretty cool. I don't know though :D

⋆ Also one more thing. PLAY MORE GAMES ON YOUR DAMN STEAM ACCOUNT. YOU KEPT BUYING THE DISCOUNTED STUFF SO PLAY THEM!!!

also off topic things that im just excited about for 2026

⋆ SCREAM 7!! the new insidious movie (?). silent hill 2 movie. iron lung!! supergirl!! heartstopper movie! lowkey the streetfighter movie. spider-man

⋆ SPIDER-NOIR! mike flanagan carrie!!

⋆ RESIDENT EVIL REQUIEM!!! MARVEL WOLVERINE!! lowkey GTA6. poppy playtime chapter 5!!

⋆ MY FIRST GHOST CONCERT/RITUAL!!!!!

⋆ top surgery consultation appointment!!

may add more as I think of more!!