Wanderings...

☆ Wading deeper into the shadows that fill our mind ☆

[amalgamation-howling]

⚠️BYF / DNI:⚠️

i will not (and cannot) stop anyone from interacting with my posts but if you follow me and youre any of these things, i use the block button freely

⚠️ intro ⚠️

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Collective Information:

the Remainderlight System or Voidal Amalgamation

Remy/Voidal, they/star/void

a concoction of dumbasses

some stuff about how our system functions

quoigenic system of around 10

transmasc, butchtwink, and aroace

20yo

Canadian

biologically nonhuman, an avian/winged elf since birth and a sea wolf since about the age of 16

digital artist (commissions open!!)

adhd, autism, plural, anxiety, depression, arfid, synesthesia, tics, yeah :)

Host Intro:

codex/cody/dex/cody dexter

he/it/that/pup/rot/decay/☢️/fuck/fag/thing/freak/fang pronouns

canine/feline/zombie species terms

any gendered compliments, masc/neutral preferred

17/18yo

transmasc, as well as a variety of other labels

aroace spec, omniaesthetic, sfw objectum/techum

alterhuman/nonhuman

my fwiends :3 @sunnymellow09 @plushfolk @rotten-m3

my truesona d3x-star and my fursona bugdog (feel free to ask for refs if youd like to draw them):

Headmate Pronouns.cc Profile Links:

💀 Hunter (he/him) cohost

🐀 Aster (she/her)

❤️‍🔥 Val (he/she)

🔥 Zane (any/all)

🐦 Esme (they/he/ghost/blue)

🦄 Dreamy (they/ae)

🦂 Damien Keir (he/him)

🎸 Dean (he/him)

🪽 Moon (she/they/star)

my other blogs are:

@uaegh (shitposting, sometimes nsfw) i like and follow from here

@catmutt-creations (moodboards blog, sfw, occasionally graphic)

@this-is-alterhuman-joy (would this be considered a gimmick blog?)

tagging system

[starsandscars81]

“Love is love” okay but can we talk about people whose identities don’t focus on feelings for another person? Pretty please???

[amalgamation-howling]

Me? Fwend? Hooway

lmao girl youre literally my go to-to person to pester irl

[amalgamation-howling]

new pfp for all my blogs for all of June and then we go back to the ogs after

@uaegh @catmutt-creations @this-is-alterhuman-joy

[sacabambaspis-offical]

Tumblr got a new like button yass

[amalgamation-howling]

I HAVE A THEORY

so we're biologically elven and were genetically predetermined to grow wings around puberty but our parents don't have any elven/fae dna that we know of

HOWEVER

we were born with the umbilical cord wrapped around our neck and two holes in our heart so what if we were like swapped as a baby

or the other kid didnt make it or smth

changeling type shit

i mean we're autistic too which could account for them never thinking something happened, never noticing anything too weird

and then the werewolf (not really) type shit with sea wolf dna being introduced later in life, thats bugging me, what coulda happened to explain that

maybe it was dormant genes?

something with puberty triggered it same as the wings?

if anyone else has experiences with their bio-nonhumanity they wanna share, please do, i wanna hear from others too :3

[this-is-alterhuman-joy]

alterhuman joy is we just moved today (evil bad i hated it) and the queer satanists on our street (they have flags on their deck) are also quite possibly alterhuman because they saw me with my tail (walking to go buy the first four heartstopper books from the nearby bookstore) and howled at me and i answered

[rio-specimen]

DAILY AFFIRMATIONS

1. I AM A GOOD LITTLE LAB EXPERIMENT

2. MY SUFFERING IS FOR THE GREATER GOOD

3. THE SCIENTIST THAT EXPERIMENTS ON ME LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY

4. I LOVE GOING INTO THE TUBE/JAR/INSERT RELEVANT APPARATUS OF CONTAINMENT

Reblog to share with your friends who are also Scientific specimens🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[thetadelta]

"Identify as" vs "is"

The more I see confusion about what words like "therian" mean, the more I resent the community's switch to using the censored phrase "identify as" to describe people's experiences.

"I identify as" does not feel like a statement of fact to me, it is a statement that you purposely align yourself with a concept in social settings. I don't mind saying I identify as a therian because that's a label I opt in to, but no matter what words I use to talk about myself I am a snow leopard. It is a truth about me that does not rely on language. "Therian" is a community word for that truth.

"Identify as" was a way to soften and add deniability to "is". The community started using this phrasing because outsiders are more comfortable with the idea that you're claiming a personal label than the idea that you genuinely think you are something. If I say "I identify as a snow leopard" it carries the implication that I've made a semantic choice, and that someone else respecting this part of me is optional. If I say "I am a snow leopard" there is no room for uncertainty or debate, and that challenges people to see me for who I am. The trans community has pushed back against "identify as" phrasing for this exact reason.

The modern online landscape has turned the concept of "identity" into a badge of sorts. Your personal essence is expected to be displayed as a set of words and symbols that announce which groups you align with, as though the self can be distilled into a marketable aesthetic. And with this trend the difference between "identity" as in "I align myself with this label/group" and "identity" as in "this is what it feels like to be me" has gotten lost.

Who you are is not what you call yourself, it's what you see when you look inward.

Therians and otherkin should not have to say we "identify as" nonhuman, we are nonhuman.

EDIT: Moving this out of the tags since people are taking this the wrong way: This post is me venting my personal feelings on this subject. If someone else prefers "identify as" or is not bothered by using it to mean "is" that's absolutely fine, there is no "wrong" way to talk about yourself. Just be aware that some people are uncomfortable being referred to this way because it feels minimizing to them.

[overclockedopossum]

If you tell neurodivergent people they need to "get comfortable with being uncomfortable" I am putting gravel in your shoes. No you can't take the gravel out. You have to deal with it. Dealing with it makes you a better person. What do you mean "pointless suffering".

[daydreamers-choir]

To add on to this I'm going to make it so you have to put on socks that were just dipped in water. You'll have to walk in the wet socks and on the gravel in your shoes until you can learn to be comfortable with being uncomfortable

[andromeda-spaceship]

so i made some gifs to decorate my spacehey profile, feel free to use them with credit :3

I'll make more later :3

[alterhuman-art]

[Image description: Three thing long banners and a fourth that's more stamp-shaped. The first three all feature a flag, text on the left and a white beating heart on the right.

Image 1: Reads "endogenic safe" with the endogenic flag.

Image 2: Reads "gender: no" with the agender flag.

Image 3: Reads "No thanks" with the aroace flag.

Image 4: This stamp reads "plural is cool" with a sparkling pink background. Also on it is the plural symbol of the four overlapping circles. End description.]

[knifearo]

aroace nonbinary people you are everything to me. shout out to the bitches who just said "nah i'm not doing any of that"

[tens-radioactive-left-shoe]

[oliv3box]

Why do I gotta eat to survive. I need to SIT in a corner, PLUG myself into a wall, and be READY TO GO THE NEXT MORNING.

[vivienne-faustina]

Sacabambaspis plushie...

[weirdo-offical]

@kiwi-thefruit

[kiwi-thefruit]

i love him so much hskahskbdnb

i’m surprised you remember i like them

[im-bad-at-names-okay]

@sacabambaspis-offical

[sacabambaspis-offical]

Ah yes, the humans model me perfectly

[amalgamation-howling]

chat do we get a new silicone tail and sleeve for $330 to replace the one we broke* or elf gear (pants, tunic, barefoot shoes, and a matching silver set of a circlet and pointed ear cuffs) for $450 CAD

bills have been paid and we have more than enough for either just not both right now

* og wasn't fantastic quality anyways but we found a new brand that looks much better

[expansiveconfluence]

I love the notion of nonhuman ≠ subhuman. So much. It articulates what I've been trying to explain for a while. In my tribe's traditional belief, everything has a spirit, everything is equal, and all of it is to be respected. I hate how humans consider themselves "special" when humans are just animals too.

[talon-dragonbeast]

i swear people freak out about the tamest shit ever

"they identify as animals" thats nice, sharon

"no but they actually think they are animals" theres a war going on, sharon

"like they wear masks and run around in all fours and even bark at people" sharon the war