S.K.

𓆨 Bodily 24. He/they. 𓆨 𓆨 DIDsys host.

[dr-dollmaker]

⸝⸝ 💉 ⸝⸝ — Sano Kojima. He/they. Adult age slider (body is 23). Unavailable & uninterested. ♡

⸝⸝ 🩺 ⸝⸝ — Alter/introject in an OSDD system. This is a side blog.

⸝⸝ 🩹 ⸝⸝ — Disclaimers/warnings: This is just a little dark diary of sorts. Given my source, this is strictly an 18+ blog and everything in source has a chance of being present here. I can/will be posting Japanese, we’re bodily learning it. Anything disrespectful or gross sent will lead to 'anonymous' being turned off. Likes/follows come from @deaditedolls .

⸝⸝ 🐍 ⸝⸝ — Do Not Interact/Follow: minors, (pro / neu) endogenics / nontraumagens, anti LGBT+ in any way, M*GAts, ship/are into inc-st/ped0/etc

[puppybat-cuntboy]

Pathetic boys should really be getting bent over the edge of a bed and brutally fucked with a toy that’s simply too large for their little cunt until they’re wailing and sobbing

[drkthoughts-k]

The nuance between me as a sub and me as a dom is so funny to me.

As a sub I want to be absolutely ruined, I want to cry, to be used and abused, to be tied up and denied, to cum out of my control. Just be a desperate little thing.

As a dom I want to make people feel good, loved and taken care of, I want to satisfy their needs and kiss them, I want to fuck them because they're just so amazing and I need to treat them like precious gemstone because of how valuable they are to me. Guess even as a dom I live for someone else's pleasure

[bunniefemcel]

i may have cnc’d too close to the sun it’s to a point now where i can barely get horny unless my fantasy involves me getting sexually abused a little bit oops

[dr-dollmaker]

Huh. Reading system nsft posts have made me question if that one specific time where I was alone and going through a mental crisis was actually an alter sexually harassing me instead of me just thinking of it to self harm.

I'm now going to never think about that again and block it from my memory. (:

[brutalpony]

[k9bitez]

I want someone to buy me a collar, I want to not ask for it. I want them to get me one because they want to own me, not because its what I want, I want THEM to want to own ME!

[b4byd0lly]

dollification but not in an objectifying way. not just a toy to be used and discarded, but something precious. something revered, something cherished, something treasured. you take care of me, you bathe me, you clothe me, you comb my hair. you adjust my posture, cross my legs, fold my hands in my lap. you smooth down my dress, arrange my hair, tilt my head just right. i sit pretty, still, quiet, perfect. perfect for you. perfect because i am yours. you look, you admire, you adore. i am loved.

[dr-dollmaker]

"Did it hurt? When you fell from heaven?"

I say - flirtingly - to my husband, who quite literally is a fallen angel.

I'm funny.

[dr-dollmaker]

"You're not funny."

He's so mean to me. </3

[cztgt]

You’re a dork.

I never claimed to be funny, you just so happen to laugh at my jokes. Or they make me chuckle.

[dr-dollmaker]

You've countlessly said "I'm funny" when I say "You're not funny". Why are you lying? ): </3

[dr-dollmaker]

"Did it hurt? When you fell from heaven?"

I say - flirtingly - to my husband, who quite literally is a fallen angel.

I'm funny.

[dr-dollmaker]

"You're not funny."

He's so mean to me. </3

[dr-dollmaker]

"Did it hurt? When you fell from heaven?"

I say - flirtingly - to my husband, who quite literally is a fallen angel.

I'm funny.

[constant-obsession]

Sweet boy, you wanted that collar around your neck and I'll make sure you get it. Even if you regret it ♡

[dr-dollmaker]

Silly me for thinking we could do any of the stuff I reblog.

Silly me for deluding myself into thinking we were smaller than you.

Silly me for getting self harmingly upset over this.

Silly me.

And now? I can feel myself regressing. Because that's definitely a normal thing to do after trying and failing to have sex, right?

I hate this body. I hate this mind. I don't belong here.

[secretlytranced]

So sleepy n horny today. imma go doze on the couch... please don't try to whisper in my ear or gently play with my body while I drift in a haze... unable to resist your voice...

[sweet-cheese-cake]

My favorite type of hypnosis is when the tist is really secretive about it. You’d just be having a conversation, talking about a stressful day, and they’d say things like “that must have been so hard” and “it’s good you can relax now” as you find your mind getting slower and slower listening to their calming voice. None the wiser their putting you under for them. They’ll slowly sneak in hypnotic language until you just *drop* for them. Letting them play with your blank mind and limp body. They would act all caring and concerned but they’d be using you the whole time.

[misshypnofascinated]

I start to appreciate mind control devices. I start to appreciate spirals again. I like shiny swinging objects as much as I ever did, maybe even more.

I'm sure this is all healthy and good for me!

[thehcneyhaus-deactivated2025042]

really gross stuff turns me on and you should take advantage of that