Hii can you do a ledger ward smut where he fucks you in like the back of his truck like as avalentines day thing ((beven though its not valentines)) ans likw yall fuck in like the trunk of it and likes size kink & daddy kink tyy
Heyyy, thank you for the request !!
Ouuu this is a cute idea, ofc! Itâll just be an unofficial late valentines post since I never did one LOL. Size kink, absolutely ! Though I will let you know now Iâll *try* my best with the daddy kink so that aspect mighttt just be a sprinkled in
- Also: currently want to let yâall know the fic Iâm actively finishing rn is the longest and angstiest one (w smut ofc) Iâve done thus far and will be posted veryyy soon once I proofread it ! The drama is maxxed out in this one so for those of you who prefer a lot of angst + fluff, I think this is up your alley đââď¸
Synopsis: after date night had to be rescheduled, you two enjoy a quiet evening together but when wine is involved, all inhibitions are lost!
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: soft!dom Ledger, fluff, âbabyâ used as a term of endearment, heâs a sweetheart, dirty talk, praise, plenty of kissing, dry humping, reader has a birthmark, unprotected piv, creampie, couple instances of spanking, hickeys, alcohol consumption (wine), cowgirl, missionary, only proofread once!
WC: 4.0k
A/N: Ross and Rachel arguing about who came onto who first definitely crossed my mind at some point during this LOL
Thank you for reading, hope you enjoy <3 !
Your eyes drifted to the clock. 9:32 pm. Ledger was about 12 minutes past his eta now. Before you could pick up your phone to call, you heard the familiar sound of his truck pulling into the driveway. Rolling off the couch you made a beeline for the door, opening it to see him walking up with bags of groceries in both hands. You silently watched with a soft smile, waiting for him to explain. When he met your eyes he gave you the same expression, shaking his head as he began his declaration. âIâm sorry, I know Iâm late!â
You moved to let him past, absentmindedly shutting the door before following him to the kitchen. Once he set the bags down, he made his way over to you. Circling your waist to pull you close, he dipped down, placing a lingering kiss on your lips. Leaning into his touch, your hands trailed along his chest. Giving your hip a reassuring squeeze, he parted. âTo make up for having to reschedule tonight, I figured we can still have one hereâ.
Ledger informed you sometime in the morning that your date night would have to be rescheduled due to a bar emergency. You understood, assuring him that it was fine. And although that was the truth, you missed him during that period. He ended up spending majority of his timeâduring his day offâat work. It wasnât often that you two got to spend one day together, even on weekends.
Intrigued, an amused smile came across your features. Raising a brow, you questioned, âohâŚ? And I assume thatâs what the groceries are for?â Your gaze briefly shifted to the bags located behind him before focusing back to see a wide grin forming on his face.
âThereâs two more things in the truckâ. Ledger left another peck on your lips, urging, âstay right hereâ, before heading back outside. You listened for about five seconds before your curiosity sparked. Just as you began wandering over to peek into the groceries, you swiftly turned around upon hearing him step into the house. When he rounded the corner, a warm smile formed on your face at the sight. Feeling heat creep up your neck, you glanced down to the products he held. A bottle of your favorite wine and a large bouquet of flowers from the local florist.
Ledger studied your initial reaction, chest warming upon seeing the familiar sparkle in your eyes. Bringing you flowers was nothing new, yet every time he did you adorned the same expression. âFor youâ, he gestured, handing them over as a small laugh escaped you at the size. You breathed in the scent, expressing your appreciation while you did.
âThank you. I love them!â Giving him a grin, you turned, setting them down on the counter. Ledger came up behind you, setting the bottle right next to the flowers before snaking his arm around your waist, pulling you back.
Pressing you flush against his body, he mumbled, âyouâre welcomeâ. Shifting his head now, he murmured next to your ear, âand Iâm cooking your favorite tonightâ.
Settling into his touch, you gently traced along his forearm, resting your head against his chest. Your eyes floated over to the wine, a feeling of anticipation beginning to stir. It never took long for things to get explicit when alcohol was in the equation. Gnawing on your bottom lip for a moment, you pointed out, âI canât finish the bottle by myselfâŚâ. Turning to face him now, you teasingly trailed your hand up his neck. Swiping your thumb across his jaw, you suggestively asked, âyouâll help me, right babyâŚ?â.
Lips curling into a faint smirk, Ledger gave your hip a squeeze, responding, âof courseâ. He pressed a kiss to your cheek before moving to put some of the items in the fridge. Nodding in the direction of the bathroom once he was done, he began unbuckling his belt. âYou want to join me in the shower?â
âAs much as Iâd love toâŚâ, you started, briefly pausing as your eyes trailed down to his waist, following the movement. âI took mine right before you came homeâ.
âthatâs alrightâŚâ, he said before removing his shirt, slinging it over his shoulder. Giving you one last look up and down, Ledger smirked. âIâll make sure we can take one together laterâ.
âŚâŚâŚ.
Nearing the end of dinner now with the wine rapidly decreasing, you had merely suggested that Ledger would lose if you two were to compete and see how long you could hold out before giving in. He swiftly responded with laughter to your claim.
âWhy are you laughing? Iâm serious!â Feeling the familiar tingle of warmth begin to spread across your body, laughter bubbled out of you in response to his reaction. You had been in the middle of your meal and two glasses in when the thought had come to your mind before mentioning it.
Through his chuckling, he questioned, âyou really believe that?â
âYes, I do! Cmon baby, we both know youâll break firstâŚâ. Keenly studying his face now, you teasingly brushed your foot along his calf under the table. âAnd we both know it wonât take that longâŚâ. With the buzz from the wine gradually traveling down to your core, you tilted your head, analyzing his body language. Staring at you through dilated pupils, he wet his lips.
âYou sure about thatâŚ?â
An impish smile gradually forming on your face, you nodded, taking another sip of wine. âWhat⌠you donât think so?â
He tilted his head in the same manner, sending you an amused smirk. âYou know how you getâ
Raising a brow, you crossed your legs, playfully challenging, âenlighten meâ.
He grinned, coaxing, âCome here thenâ. You hesitated, shifting your gaze in between his eyes. âYou said you want to be enlightened baby, come hereâ. Noting your apprehension, he circled a hand around the chair of your leg, scooting you close. He rested his hand on your knee, leaning in to speak against the shell of your ear. âIf Iâm correct, you started clenching your thighs after one glass rightâŚ?â
When his familiar enticing scent wafted in your direction, you took a deep inhale, feeling the coil of anticipation sink into your core. You fought the urge to move as he ran his hand up, stopping mid-thigh to gently massage your flesh. âCanât stop thinking about it, can youâŚ?â
Caressing his forearm now, you shifted your face back, faintly brushing your nose along his in the process. You softened your tone, quietly voicing, âcanât help itâŚâ. Eyes lingering on his parted lips for a moment, you gently raked your nails up his arm, moving to whisper in his ear. âNeither can you, hm?â Throbbing uncomfortably in his sweat pants once your voice echoed in his mind, he leaned back in his seat, drinking in the expression that settled on your face.
âThe rulesâŚ?â, he inquired, tilting his head to add, âneed to know what the boundaries are firstâ. Heat creeping up your neck under his penetrating gaze, you stood up, scooting the seat back to place yourself right in front of him. Making space for you to shuffle closer, he grasped the back of your thighs, gradually massaging his way up. Savoring the cozy sensation simmering throughout your body, you pondered for a moment.
Roaming your hands over his shoulders now, you stated, âweâre allowed to touchââ, pausing when he started caressing your ass. Peering down at him with a coy smile, you clarified, ânothing explicit! But whoever initiates a kiss first loses. Sound fair?â.
Ledger had already decided to partake when it was simply a thought you had voiced, but what fun would it be to admit that when he could tease. âThink I need some convincing babyâŚâ
Tracing your thumb along his jaw now, you sweetened your voice, âPleaseâŚ?â Humming into his ear, âfor meâŚ?â You then placed a kiss on his cheek to seal the deal.
âThink I need more than that before I consider playingâŚâ.
You jokingly pushed at his chest, mumbling out, âyouâre irritating!â, before preparing to step out of his grasp. Laughter bubbled out of you when he tightened his grip, chuckling at your response.
âWait Iâm kidding! I want to do it, I promise!â
Happy at the sound of that, you smiled, grasping both his arms, âCâmon thenâ. Urging him to stand up now, you pulled him in the direction of the living room. âWe can watch a movieâ.
âŚâŚâŚ..
Settling into the couch now, you draped your legs across his lap, holding eye contact while you took your last sip of wine. Once you set the glass down, an idea flashed through your mind, causing you to abruptly announce, âIâll be right backâ. Ledger gave you a questionable look, watching in amusement as you clumsily walked toward the bedroom.
After what felt like several prolonged minutes searching through your dresser, you found what you were looking for. One of your satin, lace trim nightgowns that stopped mid-thigh. You changed out of your pajama pants and tank top, taking a second to admire your appearance in the mirror. A small smile spread across your features as you began analyzing the gown. Eyes focused on the bow in the center of the deep, v-cut, neck line, they dropped down, viewing the last two bows placed intricately above the small slits located at the bottom of the garment, beginning at your hips.
You were about to make your way back to the living room before remembering the second thing you came for. Swiftly shuffling back around, you quickly grabbed your favorite scent, dabbing a bit on your pulse points. From your own observation, Ledger seemed to love your natural scent regardless of what fragrance you wore but this one proved to be the most tempting. Doing one more once over in the mirror, you finally went out to join him again.
Ledger clenched his jaw when his gaze shifted in your direction. Eyes gradually roaming down your figure, he watched as you sauntered over, settling back into your position. Casually turning your attention towards the tv, you tried to ignore the dull ache forming between your legs at the feeling of his hand traveling along your calf. âYouâre not playing fair babyâŚâ
At the sound of his voice, you turned your focus on him, âwhen have I ever done that, hm?â You tilted your head, offering him a small smile after intentionally grazing your leg along his bulge. The subtle movement causing him to twitch, Ledger began breathing heavy, tightening his grip on your leg. Seeing he was close to breaking, you teased, âalready giving inâŚ?â
Still in a haze, he reminded himself to stay on task. Sending you a sly grin, he tapped your legs, motioning he was moving. âIâll be right backâ. You saw him retreat into the bed room before emerging after a couple minutes. The sight caused your heart to race. He had taken off his undershirt and sweats, leaving just his boxers riding dangerously low on his hips. Your eyes briefly lingered on his v line, trailing over to his erection and his happy trail before he took his position on the couch again. Thoroughly forgetting about the movie, you continued to brazenly study his body.
Heat pooled in your core as your gaze drifted down his arm. He knew exactly what his tattoo did to you⌠clearly, he wasnât playing fair either. You quietly mumbled, âLedgerâŚâ, catching his attention. He hummed, immediately shifting his head to peer down at you laying in the cushion. âI need another hug baby⌠Iâm coldâ.
Repositioning himself to lay in between your legs, he was flush against your body now. You wrapped your arms around his back, tenderly raking your nails along his skin while he rested his head on your breasts. Keeping one arm firmly placed underneath you, he grasped your thigh, slinging your leg over his hip to nestle closer. Ledger paused, squeezing your waist as your fragrance traveled to his nose, drawing him in. You continued the soft motions with your hands, releasing a small, content sigh when you realized your techniques worked.
Lifting his head, Ledger peered down at you through hooded eyes. Tempted through the needy look on your face, his gaze fell to your lips. Deciding to forget about the rules, he leaned in, pressing a light kiss on them before resting his forehead on yours. With a new wave of arousal swirling through your body now, you reconnected, whimpering into his mouth as it grew heated. Gown riding up to your stomach, you cinched your legs, drawing a groan from him when his heavy length rubbed against your folds.
He smoothed his hand up your thigh, kneading the soft tissue while every teasing roll of his hips nudged your clit through the thin lace. You moaned, clutching onto him as each grind caused more warmth to settle in your core. Shifting his head, he deepened the kiss swallowing each small moan you emitted. Beginning to feel lightheaded, you reluctantly parted, softly panting against his lips. Gently cupping your jaw now, Ledger slightly tipped your head to the side, murmuring into your ear, âhow do you want me to take care of you tonight, hmâŚ? You want me to fuck you right here or spread you out on the bed?â
Whispering out, âright hereâ, a tremor ran up your spine at the thought of both options. âWe can move to the bedroom laterâ. Smiling at the sound of that, he grazed his thumb along your cheek. Drawing your face back into view now, he leaned back down for a kiss. Bringing your hand around to trail along his abdomen, a moan slipped out as he nipped at your bottom lip. Growing impatient, you fumbled with the seam of his boxers. Ledger abruptly parted to remove your underwear, dragging the fabric off your legs at an agonizing pace. He then stood to pull his down before you grasped his wrist.
Coming into a kneeling position, you began tugging his boxers down. He absentmindedly caressed your cheek, twitching at the sight as you peered up at him through your lashes. Gaze dropping to his dick, you gave him a light stroke, swirling the bead of precum around his tip before bringing your attention to his face. Voice laced with longing, you expressed, âl want to rideâ.
Hand shifting down to your throat, Ledger tipped your chin up with his thumb. âWhat do you say babyâŚ?â You clenched your legs in response, feeling your arousal seep out as you palmed his forearm now.
Shifting uncomfortably on the couch, you mumbled, âpleaseâŚ?â Cracking a satisfied grin at your response, Ledger took a seat, pulling you onto his lap to straddle him. Circling your arms around his neck, you lifted your hips, letting him align with your entrance before gradually lowering. Simultaneously letting out a noise of pleasure, you dropped your head to his shoulder, pausing to take a breath. You were only halfway down when the twinge from being stretched set in.
Ledger tenderly ran his hands up and down your thighs, bringing one arm up to wrap around your waist, holding you steady. Feeling him place a kiss on your shoulder, you heard his muffled voice ring out, âtake your timeâ. You raised your head, seeking out his lips to soothe the stretch while you continued descending. Hand drifting inward, he rubbed gentle circles on your clit, groaning into your mouth once he was completely inside.
You disconnected, a broken moan slipping out when the pleasure fully rooted deep in your core. Immediately drawing his focus to your jaw, he blazed a trail of open mouthed kisses down to your neck. Releasing a shaky breath, you started a slow pace, biting your bottom lip as you found a steady rhythm. He grunted, palming your ass to help guide you up and down. Stuttering out, âf-fuckâ, you canted your hips, coating his length with your arousal.
A loud smack resonated throughout the room when he landed a slap on your ass. The lingering sting spreading a buzz straight through your stomach, you clawed at his shoulder. Spurred on now, you increased your pace, chasing that familiar sensation bubbling under the surface. âJust like thatâ, he praised, striking the other cheek before massaging the flesh. You moaned, hips faltering a bit as your thighs trembled. âLet me see your pretty face baby, look at meâ.
Mouth parted, you listened, shifting your face into frame. Hand flying down to his chest, another tremor ran through your body once he came into your line of sight. Eyes hooded beyond belief and lips swollen, he twitched. Taking in your hazy expression, the state of your hair, and the small, visible love bite beginning to form on your neck, Ledger groaned out, âfuck⌠you were rightâ, pausing to let the sound of your whimper hit his ear. âI canât help itâŚâ, voice breaking into a rasp, ânot when you look this perfectâ.
Brows furrowing, you struggled to keep your gaze focused. Heart racing at the low tone of his voice, the dizzying feeling in your stomach grew intense. Breath hitching, you began to vocalize, âIâm cloââ, before the peak of your orgasm caught you off guard. Ledger grasped your hips, grinding you back and forth to stimulate your clit, prolonging your climax. He tensed, throbbing as you quivered around him in intervals.
Nuzzling in his neck again, you dug your nails into his abdomen, riding out the wave that traveled throughout your body. Willing himself to hold out until he gave you one more, Ledger clutched your hips, bunching the fabric of your nightgown in his hands. After your breathing evened out, you kissed his shoulder, nipping at the skin with your teeth before going over it with your tongue. He clenched his jaw, cautioning, âbabyâŚâ as the pit in his stomach twisted.
Purring in his ear, âItâs only fair I give you one tooâ, you ran your hand up his chest. âIâm ready to go to the bedroom nowâŚâ. Ledger stood, holding you in his tight grasp as he ventured off in that direction. Once he reached the foot of the bed, he carefully pulled out, dropping you onto the plush comforter. Maintaining eye contact, you sensually dragged the thin straps off your shoulders before removing your pajamas entirely, throwing the material off somewhere to the side. You never got tired of seeing his face when you were fully exposed, vulnerable, and comfortable in a way that only he could get you.
Kneeling over you now, Ledger grasped your ankles, kissing each one. He trailed his hands up your calf to part your legs a bit more, pausing once he reached your knees. With his gaze following every movement, he paused, fixating on your right thigh. Rubbing tender circles into the skin, he tilted his head, mumbling as he stared, âI love every mark on your body⌠each one⌠but this one right here?â Skimming his thumb across the flesh, he sucked in a harsh breath, adding, âthis is my favoriteâŚâ.
Briefly lowering your eyes to peer at the small birthmark in contrast with his hand, you looked back up. You felt heat rising up your neck as he fixed his view back on your face. Squeezing his wrist out of need, you grabbed his waist, pulling him in. He groaned into the kiss, hiking your legs around his hips. Moaning as his dick glided along your puffy lips, you detached with a string of saliva to utter, âstick it inâ.
He rose, grabbing a pillow next to you as he instructed, âlift your hipsâ. You listened, raising them so he could place it underneath the small of your back before guiding his length up and down your folds. Slipping in after slapping it on your clit a few times, Ledger shuddered, grasping the underside of your thighs while he watched. âLook how well you take me babyâ. You were blissed out at this point, mouth parted just staring at him. The way his biceps flared⌠how his abdomen flexed with each languid thrust⌠his focused expression.
Eyes eventually wandering down to where you were joined, you Involuntarily clenched down hard at the sight. The base of his dick was visibly covered with your fluid, beginning to form a creamy ring. Biting your lip to stifle a loud moan, you braced yourself, balling the sheets in your hands. âDonât get all quiet on me nowâ. Bending your thighs up a bit more, he muttered, âlet me hear how good I make you feelâ. The new angle causing him to penetrate deeper, your stomach tensed.
âOh f-fuck!â A shaky moan passing your lips, another sharp pang of pleasure spiraled up your core. Feeling himself throb underneath your flutters, Ledger increased the speed of his strokes. The obscene wet squelching noise accumulating from each plunge against your walls echoed throughout the room. He watched the way your breast bounced in sync before dropping his gaze again. Your juices had started dribbling onto his skin, creating lingering threads on his abdomen with every slap of his skin.
Twitching at the view, he squeezed the soft flesh of your thighs. âCanât help but make a mess, can you baby?â Moaning when the raw pitch of his voice rung out, you shook your head. Seeing your eyes begin to drift shut, he cupped your jaw, brushing his thumb across your bottom lip to focus your attention. âFeel so fucking goodâ. Desperately clinging onto his forearm while your other hand twisted in the sheets, the coil in your stomach tightened. Breath stuttering, your vision blurred.
Quickly losing any thread of restraint he had, Ledger groaned. Swiping his thumb along your jaw, he gripped your wrist, pinning your hand in the sheets. Leaning down to be flush against your body, he fisted his other hand above your head before interlocking your fingers. Immediately embracing him, you clung to his back. Mumbling into your ear, âwhere do you want me?â, his lips ghosted your cheek.
Locking your legs around him, you whimpered, âinsideâ. Brows furrowing when you felt his veins become more pronounced, a hushed, breathy, âfuckâ, escaped you. Knowing how to send him over the edge, you started sweet talking. âLove feeling you cum⌠hearing that strain in your voiceââ, partially losing your train of thought when he twitched again and his thrusts grew shallow. Eyes snapping shut now, you quivered, âw-when youâre closeâ. The low, throaty groan he released on instinct caused your orgasm to spark, sending an entire ripple through your body. Following you, his hips stuttered before ropes of cum spilled out.
Writhing underneath him, you dug your fingers into his hand. He slowed his movements, breathing heavily as continued pulsating around his dick. After settling enough to open your eyes, a smile spread on your face when he placed a kiss on your cheek. Once you gave him the signal tap that you were good, he started, âsoâŚâ. Coming into your frame of view now, he finished, âthis means we can take a shower together now, rightâŚ?â
You looked at him for a few seconds before laughing. Nodding at his request, you confirmed, âyesâ. Thought coming to mind last minute, you added, âhowever, on one conditionâ. Nodding, he waited to hear it. âAdmit you lostâ, you said, finishing with a smile.
He immediately chuckled, âIâm not a liar baby!â Ledger shook his head, clarifying, âyou gave in as soon as you went to go change so technically⌠you lost!â
Laughing upon hearing that, you corrected, âthatâs not the rules! You know you gave in first Ledger!â
âYou made up âthe rulesâ on the spot!â Pausing when he pointed that out, you let out a playful, dramatic sigh.
âOk, fine. How about we both agree we lost??â
Shaking his head in agreement, there was a shred of mischief in his eyes when he went in to press a kiss on your lips to seal the deal. As soon as he parted, he gave you a few seconds to register his words, grinning ear to ear while uttering, âsounds like something a sore loser would sayâ, before he abruptly started tickling you.
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Also happy Cinco de Mayo, hope you all enjoy ur day!
Synopsis: Neither of you guessed the outcome of your date would involve the truth being laid out on the table after several yearsâŚ
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: roman mentioned, soft!dom Ledger, brief alcohol mention, bar environment, hidden feelings, yearning + pining (mutual but Ledger is down BAD), slight toxicity undertones, dry humping, smut, raw, unprotected piv, creampie, slight angst if you squint, oral (f!receiving), fingering, missionary, dirty talk, love confession, slight fluff, overstimulation, proofread once!
WC: 4.8k
A/N: Of coursee the title is a nod to Victoria Monetâs song "F.U.C.K" lol. It was interesting to write about a different dynamic and character this time, hope Iâve done it justice!
I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated! <3
One night. It only took one, slightly drunken night out of a four year friendship for the lines to blur into uncharted territory. Then it turned into a few more until you two had slipped into a comfortable routine. Youâd call and heâd show up. Neither of you addressed the fact that it was past the point of just being sex with no feelings involved. It was never just sex.
Trailing back into his bedroom after a warm shower, you made your way over to his closet. After the first few times it happened, Ledger suggested keeping some clothes at his place. Though it was proving to be convenient, you never objected to leaving in his clothes beforehand. In hindsight, the opportunity to casually lounge in his scent when he wasnât around filled you with comfort.
Sitting up against the headboard, Ledger watched you get dressed from the bed. His gaze casually roamed down your body before he spoke. âYou free this Saturday?â
Turning to face him now, you slipped your shirt on, responding, âdepends, what time?â
âAfter my night shift. We can get breakfast in the morningâ. Shortly after your arrangement began, Ledger started coming up with ways to get you to stay. Going out for breakfast or lunch easily became a part of the routine as well.
Making your way over to him, you hummed in thought before saying, âIâm temptedâ. Once you kneeled right next to him on the bed, he absentmindedly reached for your thigh. You soothingly trail your hand up and down his forearm, adding, âI have a date right before you get off though, so Iâll let you know, ok?â
Unsure he heard correctly, a brief look of confusion flashed across his features. Repeating your words, he slowly questioned, âA dateâŚ?â
âA double date actually. I must have forgotten to mention it to youâ. As you spoke Ledgers gaze was focused on your face, trying to decipher if you were joking or not. Unable to spot any jest, he tried to ignore the unsettling feeling stirring in his chest.
Calmly speaking, âwith whoâŚ?â, he gave your thigh a light squeeze. The thought of you being with anyone else, let alone on a date with a stranger, made him weary.
âOne of my friends. Sheâs been seeing this guy for a few weeks now and she thought itâd fun to set me up with one of his friends. I donât know which oneâ.
Blinking for a moment, the realization set in that there was a possibility you could end up liking him enough to give him another chance. Maybe loving him if things go well... âAnd you agreed?â
âYeah, I mean I figure why not? Iâve never been on a blind date, I think itâll be funâ. Slightly confused with the sudden shift in energy, you couldnât make sense of the unreadable emotion in his stare.
He cleared his throat, breaking eye contact for a second before returning his gaze. âYouâre being serious right nowâŚ?â
Affirming, âYes, Iâm being seriousâŚâ, you paused, taking in his expression. You were almost certain there was a hint of hurt behind his gaze before it quickly disappeared. Giving his arm a reassuring squeeze, you softened your tone. âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â
âNothingâŚâ.
Urging him to speak, âLedgerâŚâ, you tilted your head. After spending enough time together, you knew his cues.
âI didnât know you were dating, thatâs allâ.
âIâm not âdatingâ anyone right now, Iâm just going on one dateâ.
âAnd youâd be cool with me going on datesâŚ?â
Taking another pause, the thought caused a twinge of discomfort, but you brushed it off. âYouâre single arenât youâŚ? Why would I have a problem with thatâŚ?â
He stared blankly for a moment, just analyzing your response until cracking a small knowing grin. âYou didnât answer the questionâ.
Reluctantly, you answered, âyes, Iâd be perfectly fine with you going on datesâ, disregarding the pit churning in your stomach from the mere notion of him being with anyone else but you.
âOk then. Good to knowâ.
That following Friday, Ledger barely spoke to you. It was completely lost on you why this was suddenly an issue. Both of you agreed in the beginning that nothing would change with your friendship. Things would remain the same. Up until this point, you were under the impression there were no feelings involved. At least on his part.
Ledger was keeping busy to stay distracted. To stop the spiraling in his mind after that conversation but it didnât help. Nothing helped. Somewhere along the way, things shifted for him. Well before sex was in the equation actually. He was lying to you now, guilt eating away at him the more he led you to believe everything was just casual. Any platonic feeling had long vanished, gradually turning into something he thought would wear off. The risk of losing you now if he was honest far outweighed the truth.
Saturday night
Romanâs voice cut through the atmosphere as he caught Ledgers attention. Once he looked over at him, Roman nodded in the direction of the door.
Finishing up a refill, he passed it off to the customer before quickly glancing up. It was you. Heart skipping a beat, you spared him a brief look, swiftly breaking eye contact while making your way through the bar. Ledger clenched his jaw, zoning in on your date. You had urged them to go to another bar but to no avail, this was their âfavoriteâ one.
He watched as you trailed over to the pool table, conversing with your friend along the way. Feeling his stare, your heart raced with each passing step. Unable to ignore the feeling gnawing inside, you halfway listened to her ranting about the poor service at the restaurant you came from, humming in agreement. Once you reached the pool table, you excused yourself while your dates set it up for a game.
Brushing through the crowd of people to reach the bar, you stopped right in front of him. Gaze momentarily wandering down your figure, taking in your appearance, he neutrally asked, âWhat can I get for you?â
âLemon drop pleaseâ. You stood there, absentmindedly tapping on the bar as you waited. An uncomfortable silence settling, you peered around the bar.
âHowâs your date?â
Bringing your attention back to his face, you truthfully answered, âitâs⌠okâ. And it was ok. Just ok. Though there were no apparent issues, something was missing. He wasnât Ledger.
Ears perking up at the sound of that, he prodded, âreally? Thatâs it?â Lips curling into a slight smirk, a small wave of relief washed over him when he heard your tone.
âYeah. Heâs ok, more than ok actually butâŚâ, you shrugged, glancing down when the thought crossed your mind. You swallowed before truthfully speaking, ââŚJust not for me I guessâ.
Sliding the drink towards you, he spoke, âon the houseâ, giving you a warm smile. Softening his tone, he leaned in to add, âLet me know if you need to talk later, ok?â
Taking a small sip, you nodded. âI will. Thank yo-â
âYou alright?â
Ledger glanced over at the unfamiliar voice that cut you off, shifting his gaze down to see he had circled an arm around your waist. Blinking at the gesture, his jaw tightened.
Drawing your attention to your date, you affirmed, âjust grabbing a drink, letâs goâ, offering a short smile before leading him away, avoiding an awkward interaction at all costs. You swiftly turned to head back to the pool table, catching a glimpse of Ledgers stoic expression at his nod of acknowledgment.
Upon hearing the sound of Roman snickering, Ledger spared him a glance, seeing a telling grin spread across his features. Shaking his head in response, he resumed tending to the bar, briefly looking in your direction as the night went on. Your eyes began to wander every time you felt his piercing stare settle on you. Around the third time you looked over, an unpleasant pit stirred in your stomach. The sight of him smiling and laughing with a group of women huddled at the bar bothered you more than you wouldâve thought.
Maybe it was the drink giving you a new found boldness, but you decided to tease him a bit as a result. When your turn came around for pool, you kindly asked your date for help. âAm I holding it correctly?â In response he shuffled behind you, helping line the stick properly while he mumbled pointers. Fully tuned out to his voice and the commotion of the bar, you gradually bent into position, intentionally brushing against him.
Sparing another look, Ledger blinked at the scene unfolding in front of him, feeling a pang in his chest as you held eye contact. Completely focused on you now, a playful smile ghosted your lips before you shifted your attention. Taking a small moment to analyze the position of the cue balls, you took your shot. Once you were done you stood back up, watching as each one smoothly fell into place. You ended your turn with a modest smile. Without thinking, Ledger immediately started moving towards you.
âDamn are you sure you donât play pool?â
As your friend exclaimed, âgirl what the fuck was that?! You never told me you played like this!â, you heard your date whistle in the background.
Amused, you laughed at her statement, fondly remembering when Ledger taught you. Letting out a small laugh, you responded, âI donât, I swear!â While it wasnât a lie, it wasnât completely true. You donât actively play pool, but youâve refined the skill. The night he brought you to the bar after hours, you two stayed, simply practicing until you were satisfied with your progress. He refused to leave before you mastered your âparty trickâ, as you called it.
Finishing your drink now, you resumed conversation with them. You were momentarily distracted, laughing along with your friend at a joke that was cracked until a distinct voice rung out against your ear. âI need to speak with youâ. Glancing up in his direction, the look in his eyes sent a faint flutter through your stomach. Briskly shifting your attention to the group, you excused yourself.
Mumbling, âIâll be right backâ, he had already snaked an arm around your waist, whisking you away towards the back. You initially thought he was stopping at the office, but he continued moving through the bar. Questioning, âwhere are we going?â, you received no response. When Roman briefly passed by, Ledger called his name.
âYou good with closing tonight?â Peering between you two in amusement, Roman nodded in response. Confusion warped across your features as Ledger guided you out the back door. Once he reached his truck, he opened up the passenger side, instructing in a steady tone âget inâ. You stood there, slightly in awe, just blankly staring as you took in his demeanor. He had never been so adamant with you before. When you didnât move, he repeated himself. âIâm not playing, get in the truckâ.
Broken out of your daze now, you began moving, stepping into the truck with his assistance. Crossing your legs, you fought the urge to smile, biting on your bottom lip as a thrill of adrenaline coursed through you. Occasionally peering over at him during the drive, your eyes wandered down his body, focusing on his arms. You clenched your thighs in anticipation, remaining quiet for the rest of the ride as your mind drifted.
Feeling your gaze on him, Ledger glanced over, resolve dropping a bit when he saw your expression. Reaching out for your hand, he brought it towards his lips, placing a lingering kiss before interlocking them in your lap. Heart swelling at the gesture, you soothingly trailed your free hand up and down his forearm. Though neither of you had spoken yet, the energy was evident.
Once he pulled into his driveway he walked over to your side, opening up the door to help you step down. Circling an arm around your waist again, he kept you close as you walked, momentarily separating to unlock the door. Having been to his place several times at this point, it was lost you why this visit felt so different as soon as you crossed the threshold.
You shuffled your heels off before walking further, stopping to stand next to his coffee table. After locking the door Ledger paused, leaning against it for a moment as he watched you, contemplating on what to say. Each of you stared at one another in compulsion, just waiting for the silence to break.
After several beats, you whispered, âyou said you needed to speak to meâŚâ
Ledger let another thread of silence pass before speaking. âAre you happyâŚ?â
Heart rate speeding up at the sound of that, your brows furrowed as his question registered. Upon seeing your puzzled expression, he rephrased himself. âDo I make you happy?â He spoke in a steady tone but there was a hint of doubt in his eyes while he waited for your response.
âOf course I amâŚâ. Your heart twisted at the thought of him questioning that to any degree. Adding with a quiet voice, âYou always do⌠you know thatâ.
Taking a few cautious steps toward you, he pleaded, âThen tell me what you needâŚâ. Gradually closing the distance with each word, he continued, âTell me and Iâll be that for you, I promiseâ.
Feeling a small lump form in your throat from his words, you took a step back, looking down as you placed your hand on the arm of the couch for stability. âLedgerâŚâ
Just inches away from you now, he cupped your cheek. âGive me a chance to show you how serious I am about youâ. Gently tracing his thumb along your skin, he lowered his voice. âPleaseâŚâ. You brought your hand up to grasp his forearm, leaning into his touch. âLet me be the only one baby⌠you know Iâll take care of you.â Faintly swiping his thumb across your bottom lip, his gaze dropped, lingering on your mouth for a moment. He softened his tone, adding, âalways willâ. Ledger stood there, the sound of his heart beat pounding against his ear drum gradually rising as he waited for you to say something. Anything.
Hesitant to immediately believe him, you scanned his face, searching for any hint of insincerity. When you saw nothing but honesty, you placed your free hand on his abdomen, trailing up towards his chest. You paused, feeling the soft thrum under your fingertips, taking note as his heart beat quickened. Shifting your focus to his lips now, you quietly urged, âcome hereâ.
Circling an arm around your waist, he listened, dipping his head down to meet your lips. Stumbling flush against him now, you squeezed his forearm, letting out a small moan at the motion. Still unsatisfied with the level of closeness, Ledger brought his hands down, gripping the back of your thighs to pick you up with ease. It was habitual now. Even reaching a point where you no longer jumped or detached from him, heâd simply wrap you around his body.
Naturally latching onto him, you gingerly drew your nails across his shoulders, coaxing out a muffled groan. You were blissfully unaware he was walking towards the couch until feeling the fabric of his jeans brushing against your thighs. Dress riding up dangerously close to your hips, Ledger ran his hands along the exposed flesh of your thighs. Reluctantly detaching for air, your breath hitched as you took in the sight of him, a sense of familiarity washing over you. Lips parted, he stared, fully unaware his eyes conveyed the same sentiment. Clearly now.
Thursday wasnât the first time you had seen it. Ledger would avert his gaze before you took notice, but you caught glimpses. The brief occurrences seemed to increase after you started sleeping together however you never questioned it. Not until recently.
Tenderly trailing a hand down to his bicep, you quietly asked, âhow long?â, analyzing his features in the process. Giving a reassuring squeeze, you repeated yourself, âhow long have you felt like this?â Ledger shifted his gaze, hesitating as the first moment flashed through his mind. Upon seeing his apprehension, your grasp on his shoulder drifted towards his neck to gently cup his jaw. âTell me the truthâ.
Unable to look away now, Ledger was quiet for another second before speaking. âYou remember the night I taught you how to play poolâŚ?â Words registering in your mind, you tentatively nodded. Your heart rate sped up once it dawned on you that happened two years ago. âAnd how it endedâŚ?â You nodded again, a faint smile gracing your lips.
âAfter I fell asleep on your couch, you put me in your bed at some point, but I ended up waking up in the middle of the nightâ. A small laugh bubbling out as the memory came up, you exclaimed, âYou looked so uncomfortable, I had to beg you to sleep in the same bed because you wanted to give me space!â
Cracking a grin as he listened, Ledger shook his head, letting out a slight chuckle when you finished. Once his laughter dissipated, the feeling settled deep in his chest. âI didnât want you to leave that morningâŚâ. Occasionally rubbing small circles into your skin while he palmed your thighs, he gave you a gentle squeeze, voice almost above a whisper, âI still donâtâ.
Heart skipping a beat at his admission, you traced along his jaw, brushing your thumb across his bottom lip. Ledger tightened his grip, the pressure building in his jeans steadily becoming uncomfortable. The expression on his face sent a ripple through your stomach. You laid a peck on his cheek, repeating the action before placing a lingering one on his lips.
Disconnecting, you teasingly dragged your hand down his arm. Gazing between your eyes, his view dropped down to your mouth before he eagerly leaned back in. Palming your ass now, he groaned, shifting your hips closer. You ground against him, hands drifting toward his chest to push him back into the cushion. A sharp wave of arousal spread through your body as you deepened the kiss.
Feeling the ache settle deep in your core, you tugged at the hem of his shirt, dipping underneath to feel his skin. Reading your cues, Ledger partially disconnected to lift it over his head. One of his arms rounded your waist, pulling you flush against him. You wrapped your arms around his neck, smiling into the kiss as you soothingly ran your nails along his upper back. He nipped at your bottom lip, smoothing over the spot with his tongue, sending another spiral of pleasure through you.
Focus shifting to your jaw, he planted lingering kisses as he made his way down your neck. Moving at an agonizing pace, he took his time licking and sucking along your skin. Eyes drifting shut when he reached the sensitive spot just below your ear, a breathy moan fell from your lips. Ache growing unbearable now, you clenched around nothing, letting out a shaky breath. You were on the verge of pleading before he stood up, firmly keeping your legs wrapped around him now.
Placing several kisses along his cheeks while he beelined for the bedroom, a small smile ghosted your lips when you felt his forming. You teasingly nipped at his jaw before whispering against the shell of his ear. âI missed you by the wayâ.
Feeling a hint of satisfaction swell in his chest, Ledger grinned. âI knowâ.
Once he reached the foot of the bed, he set you down before sitting at the edge. Making space, he snaked an arm around your waist, pulling you in close. Your hands resting on his biceps traced along his skin. He peered up through hooded eyes, quietly adding, âI can promise, I missed you more thoughâŚâ. Thighs clenching in response, you took a small step back, gradually sliding your dress straps off while he watched. Maintaining eye contact as you closed the distance, Ledger ran his fingers along the spine of your zipper. With a gentle tug, the dress slid off your figure, pooling around your feet.
Now left in just your underwear, you moved to settle back onto his lap, roaming your hands up his chest to pull him in for a kiss. Returning with the same fervor, he groaned, palming your thighs to shift you closer. Hands wandering down to undo his belt and drag his zipper down, you parted from him as the kiss grew heated. Dipping in to teasingly stroke him through the thin fabric of his boxers, he twitched under your palm. You faintly ran your thumb along the head of his dick, mumbling against his lips, âwhy donât you show me how much hmâŚ?â Whispering the last part directly into his ear, âI wonât believe it until you doâ.
Patience snapping, Ledger stood, dropping you onto the bed as he removed his pants. Body thrumming with anticipation, you crawled up the bed, watching him intently. When his length came into view, you bit your bottom lip upon seeing a bead of precum forming. Even though you were well acquainted with his size, he still managed to awe you. He hovered above you now, grabbing your ankles to pull you toward the middle of the bed. Unhurriedly dragging your underwear off, he began pressing pecks along your legs, traveling down to your inner thighs. Inching his way closer, he sucked and nipped at your skin, holding steady eye contact.
Deciding it was enough teasing when the need in your eyes sparked something primal in him, he parted your thighs wide, slotting himself in between. All it took was one long glide of his tongue from your entrance to your clit before his control completely vanished. The flutter in your core when he dipped into your entrance made you involuntarily clench around his tongue. Breath shifting, you braced yourself, hands sprawling in the sheets as he repeated the action.
Keeping a firm grasp, Ledger planted your thighs flush against his face, swirling his tongue around your clit. Grabbing hold of his forearm, your breath came out in soft pants as his pace increased. With each pass coaxing more arousal, heâd bring you close to edge, stopping to savor your taste. Bringing two fingers to your entrance, he shifted his other hand to press down against your navel. Parting just enough so that you could hear him clearly, he urged, âyou know I need moreâ.
You werenât able to fully register his statement until he slid his fingers in, resuming the relentless pace. Back arching, your hand flew to his head tracing along his scalp. Vision blurring as he curled them inside, a broken moan spilled out. âFuck, r- right thereâ. He knew your body well. Too well at this point. Maintaining the calculated rhythm he set with his mouth, he slowed the movement of his hand, intensifying the pressure building deep in your core.
Fluttering around him, your head fell back onto the mattress. A few more strokes was all it took for your orgasm to spread throughout your body. Breath faltering, your hands clutched the sheets as he continued his actions. When your thighs started trembling, he replaced his fingers with his tongue. He barely gave you a moment to ride the wave, greedily coaxing more fluid out of you, groaning at the taste. Body writhing underneath him now, he held your thighs, firmly keeping them in place.
Eyes drifting shut, your hand flew down to his head again, unsure of whether you wanted to push him away or hold on. The pleasure coursing through your veins becoming too much, you meekly pleaded, âw-wait, Iâmââ, before another sharp wave of arousal hit. Grasping at his arm again to get his attention, you attempted to push at his head.
Finally letting up, Ledger lifted his head, rubbing reassuring circles along your thighs. âYou, ok?â You were quiet for a moment, lips parted while taking in his appearance. Eyes lingering on the arousal glistening off his lips and beard, the daze in his eyes sent a fresh twinge of desire straight to your core. You caressed his cheek, giving a small nod of confirmation.
Pressing kisses along your thighs again, Ledger made his way up your body, stopping at your breasts. His hands followed, gradually moving towards your hips. Grazing his teeth across your nipple, he soothed the sensation with his tongue. Letting out a small moan, you loosely wrapped your legs around his waist. He gave your other breast the same attention, dick twitching against your thigh as he did.
Gently running your hands across the side of his abdomen, you paused, tilting your head to allow him more access to your neck. The heat simmering in your stomach intensified with every pass of his lips. Pulling him in for a kiss as soon as he reached your jaw, you pressed his hips flush against you. He groaned, gliding along your wet pussy before lining himself up. Pushing forward, he slid in inch by inch. Whimpering at the sensitivity, your hand wandered over, feeling his muscles tense under your palm.
Rubbing the flesh on your thigh before giving them a squeeze, he murmured against your lips, âf-fuck, you feel that baby?â Ledger started delivering slow, deep thrusts, emphasizing each one as he sunk back in. Blinking up at him in a daze, you released a lengthy exhale, nodding in response. Bringing his hand up to cup your jaw, he tilted your head to the side, gently tracing his thumb along your jaw. Speaking directly into your ear, âyou believe me now, donât you?â
You moaned, clenching around his length. Through a hushed tone, you mumbled, âI believe yoââ, cut off by a sharp moan. A swift roll of his hips caused him to brush along the spongy part inside you. As your mind went blank, your eyes drifted shut, focusing on the acute tingle forming in your core. Ledger twitched, both of you growing quiet while the obscene wet sound emitting from each plunge of his dick filled the room. Clawing down his shoulder, your mouth parted as he gradually increased his speed.
Voice breaking into a rasp, he uttered, âThatâs it? You want me right there baby?â
You pleaded, âf-fuck, donât stopâ. The rasp in his tone sparking another swirl of arousal, you whimpered, locking your legs around him, keeping him as close as possible. âKeep talking, p-pleaseâ.
âIs that why you were quiet earlier? You were focused on my voice?â Unable to form any coherent sentences, every word he spoke drew you closer to the edge. âI effect you that much hm? You could cum just from this?â Heat flaring in his abdomen, he throbbed as your tremors became frequent. Rolling his hips again to graze the spot, you released a harsh moan. âMeant everything I said⌠Iââ, he paused before the words could slip out, pressing kisses along your neck instead. The last thing he wanted to do was scare you.
You praised, âyou feel sâgood, so-â, moaning as the sound of his skin slapping against yours rung out.
Shifting his head back into frame, he urged, âlook at meâ. In a fawn-like state now, once his features came into view, your body had a visceral reaction. Hand traveling up the nape of his neck, you brought him down to connect your lips.
Parting after a short moment, you mumbled out, âI love youâ, against his lips without thinking. Your breath hitched when the realization came. Dropping your gaze, you involuntarily fluttered around his length when the feeling swelled in your chest.
As soon as Ledger registered what you said he tipped your chin back up, âsay it againâ. He drifted his hands down, slightly elevating your hips to meet his strokes.
The new angle causing his dick to repeatedly curve along your sensitive walls, you dug your nails into his skin, wailing, âoh f-fuck!â
Leaning beside your ear again, he released a throaty groan. Voice completely hoarse now, he instructed, âSay that shit again, tell me how you feelâ.
Eyes beginning to roll back, the words tumbled out of you, âI love you, love being with yo-â. Choking on your sentence, tears threatened to spill when the intensity of your orgasm caught you off guard. Thighs trembling, you contracted around his length hard, feeling him sink back in once more before he twitched. Drawing out a deep groan from Ledger, his muscles tensed as ropes of cum coated your walls. You pulsed, clinging onto him while the waves of warmth pooled at your core, seeping onto his skin.
Ledger softened his grip, waiting for your breath to even out before pressing a kiss under your ear, voicing âI love you tooâ.
Synopsis: Neither of you guessed the outcome of your date would involve the truth being laid out on the table after several yearsâŚ
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: roman mentioned, soft!dom Ledger, brief alcohol mention, bar environment, hidden feelings, yearning + pining (mutual but Ledger is down BAD), slight toxicity undertones, dry humping, smut, raw, unprotected piv, creampie, slight angst if you squint, oral (f!receiving), fingering, missionary, dirty talk, love confession, slight fluff, overstimulation, proofread once!
WC: 4.8k
A/N: Of coursee the title is a nod to Victoria Monetâs song "F.U.C.K" lol. It was interesting to write about a different dynamic and character this time, hope Iâve done it justice!
I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated! <3
One night. It only took one, slightly drunken night out of a four year friendship for the lines to blur into uncharted territory. Then it turned into a few more until you two had slipped into a comfortable routine. Youâd call and heâd show up. Neither of you addressed the fact that it was past the point of just being sex with no feelings involved. It was never just sex.
Trailing back into his bedroom after a warm shower, you made your way over to his closet. After the first few times it happened, Ledger suggested keeping some clothes at his place. Though it was proving to be convenient, you never objected to leaving in his clothes beforehand. In hindsight, the opportunity to casually lounge in his scent when he wasnât around filled you with comfort.
Sitting up against the headboard, Ledger watched you get dressed from the bed. His gaze casually roamed down your body before he spoke. âYou free this Saturday?â
Turning to face him now, you slipped your shirt on, responding, âdepends, what time?â
âAfter my night shift. We can get breakfast in the morningâ. Shortly after your arrangement began, Ledger started coming up with ways to get you to stay. Going out for breakfast or lunch easily became a part of the routine as well.
Making your way over to him, you hummed in thought before saying, âIâm temptedâ. Once you kneeled right next to him on the bed, he absentmindedly reached for your thigh. You soothingly trail your hand up and down his forearm, adding, âI have a date right before you get off though, so Iâll let you know, ok?â
Unsure he heard correctly, a brief look of confusion flashed across his features. Repeating your words, he slowly questioned, âA dateâŚ?â
âA double date actually. I must have forgotten to mention it to youâ. As you spoke Ledgers gaze was focused on your face, trying to decipher if you were joking or not. Unable to spot any jest, he tried to ignore the unsettling feeling stirring in his chest.
Calmly speaking, âwith whoâŚ?â, he gave your thigh a light squeeze. The thought of you being with anyone else, let alone on a date with a stranger, made him weary.
âOne of my friends. Sheâs been seeing this guy for a few weeks now and she thought itâd fun to set me up with one of his friends. I donât know which oneâ.
Blinking for a moment, the realization set in that there was a possibility you could end up liking him enough to give him another chance. Maybe loving him if things go well... âAnd you agreed?â
âYeah, I mean I figure why not? Iâve never been on a blind date, I think itâll be funâ. Slightly confused with the sudden shift in energy, you couldnât make sense of the unreadable emotion in his stare.
He cleared his throat, breaking eye contact for a second before returning his gaze. âYouâre being serious right nowâŚ?â
Affirming, âYes, Iâm being seriousâŚâ, you paused, taking in his expression. You were almost certain there was a hint of hurt behind his gaze before it quickly disappeared. Giving his arm a reassuring squeeze, you softened your tone. âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â
âNothingâŚâ.
Urging him to speak, âLedgerâŚâ, you tilted your head. After spending enough time together, you knew his cues.
âI didnât know you were dating, thatâs allâ.
âIâm not âdatingâ anyone right now, Iâm just going on one dateâ.
âAnd youâd be cool with me going on datesâŚ?â
Taking another pause, the thought caused a twinge of discomfort, but you brushed it off. âYouâre single arenât youâŚ? Why would I have a problem with thatâŚ?â
He stared blankly for a moment, just analyzing your response until cracking a small knowing grin. âYou didnât answer the questionâ.
Reluctantly, you answered, âyes, Iâd be perfectly fine with you going on datesâ, disregarding the pit churning in your stomach from the mere notion of him being with anyone else but you.
âOk then. Good to knowâ.
That following Friday, Ledger barely spoke to you. It was completely lost on you why this was suddenly an issue. Both of you agreed in the beginning that nothing would change with your friendship. Things would remain the same. Up until this point, you were under the impression there were no feelings involved. At least on his part.
Ledger was keeping busy to stay distracted. To stop the spiraling in his mind after that conversation but it didnât help. Nothing helped. Somewhere along the way, things shifted for him. Well before sex was in the equation actually. He was lying to you now, guilt eating away at him the more he led you to believe everything was just casual. Any platonic feeling had long vanished, gradually turning into something he thought would wear off. The risk of losing you now if he was honest far outweighed the truth.
Saturday night
Romanâs voice cut through the atmosphere as he caught Ledgers attention. Once he looked over at him, Roman nodded in the direction of the door.
Finishing up a refill, he passed it off to the customer before quickly glancing up. It was you. Heart skipping a beat, you spared him a brief look, swiftly breaking eye contact while making your way through the bar. Ledger clenched his jaw, zoning in on your date. You had urged them to go to another bar but to no avail, this was their âfavoriteâ one.
He watched as you trailed over to the pool table, conversing with your friend along the way. Feeling his stare, your heart raced with each passing step. Unable to ignore the feeling gnawing inside, you halfway listened to her ranting about the poor service at the restaurant you came from, humming in agreement. Once you reached the pool table, you excused yourself while your dates set it up for a game.
Brushing through the crowd of people to reach the bar, you stopped right in front of him. Gaze momentarily wandering down your figure, taking in your appearance, he neutrally asked, âWhat can I get for you?â
âLemon drop pleaseâ. You stood there, absentmindedly tapping on the bar as you waited. An uncomfortable silence settling, you peered around the bar.
âHowâs your date?â
Bringing your attention back to his face, you truthfully answered, âitâs⌠okâ. And it was ok. Just ok. Though there were no apparent issues, something was missing. He wasnât Ledger.
Ears perking up at the sound of that, he prodded, âreally? Thatâs it?â Lips curling into a slight smirk, a small wave of relief washed over him when he heard your tone.
âYeah. Heâs ok, more than ok actually butâŚâ, you shrugged, glancing down when the thought crossed your mind. You swallowed before truthfully speaking, ââŚJust not for me I guessâ.
Sliding the drink towards you, he spoke, âon the houseâ, giving you a warm smile. Softening his tone, he leaned in to add, âLet me know if you need to talk later, ok?â
Taking a small sip, you nodded. âI will. Thank yo-â
âYou alright?â
Ledger glanced over at the unfamiliar voice that cut you off, shifting his gaze down to see he had circled an arm around your waist. Blinking at the gesture, his jaw tightened.
Drawing your attention to your date, you affirmed, âjust grabbing a drink, letâs goâ, offering a short smile before leading him away, avoiding an awkward interaction at all costs. You swiftly turned to head back to the pool table, catching a glimpse of Ledgers stoic expression at his nod of acknowledgment.
Upon hearing the sound of Roman snickering, Ledger spared him a glance, seeing a telling grin spread across his features. Shaking his head in response, he resumed tending to the bar, briefly looking in your direction as the night went on. Your eyes began to wander every time you felt his piercing stare settle on you. Around the third time you looked over, an unpleasant pit stirred in your stomach. The sight of him smiling and laughing with a group of women huddled at the bar bothered you more than you wouldâve thought.
Maybe it was the drink giving you a new found boldness, but you decided to tease him a bit as a result. When your turn came around for pool, you kindly asked your date for help. âAm I holding it correctly?â In response he shuffled behind you, helping line the stick properly while he mumbled pointers. Fully tuned out to his voice and the commotion of the bar, you gradually bent into position, intentionally brushing against him.
Sparing another look, Ledger blinked at the scene unfolding in front of him, feeling a pang in his chest as you held eye contact. Completely focused on you now, a playful smile ghosted your lips before you shifted your attention. Taking a small moment to analyze the position of the cue balls, you took your shot. Once you were done you stood back up, watching as each one smoothly fell into place. You ended your turn with a modest smile. Without thinking, Ledger immediately started moving towards you.
âDamn are you sure you donât play pool?â
As your friend exclaimed, âgirl what the fuck was that?! You never told me you played like this!â, you heard your date whistle in the background.
Amused, you laughed at her statement, fondly remembering when Ledger taught you. Letting out a small laugh, you responded, âI donât, I swear!â While it wasnât a lie, it wasnât completely true. You donât actively play pool, but youâve refined the skill. The night he brought you to the bar after hours, you two stayed, simply practicing until you were satisfied with your progress. He refused to leave before you mastered your âparty trickâ, as you called it.
Finishing your drink now, you resumed conversation with them. You were momentarily distracted, laughing along with your friend at a joke that was cracked until a distinct voice rung out against your ear. âI need to speak with youâ. Glancing up in his direction, the look in his eyes sent a faint flutter through your stomach. Briskly shifting your attention to the group, you excused yourself.
Mumbling, âIâll be right backâ, he had already snaked an arm around your waist, whisking you away towards the back. You initially thought he was stopping at the office, but he continued moving through the bar. Questioning, âwhere are we going?â, you received no response. When Roman briefly passed by, Ledger called his name.
âYou good with closing tonight?â Peering between you two in amusement, Roman nodded in response. Confusion warped across your features as Ledger guided you out the back door. Once he reached his truck, he opened up the passenger side, instructing in a steady tone âget inâ. You stood there, slightly in awe, just blankly staring as you took in his demeanor. He had never been so adamant with you before. When you didnât move, he repeated himself. âIâm not playing, get in the truckâ.
Broken out of your daze now, you began moving, stepping into the truck with his assistance. Crossing your legs, you fought the urge to smile, biting on your bottom lip as a thrill of adrenaline coursed through you. Occasionally peering over at him during the drive, your eyes wandered down his body, focusing on his arms. You clenched your thighs in anticipation, remaining quiet for the rest of the ride as your mind drifted.
Feeling your gaze on him, Ledger glanced over, resolve dropping a bit when he saw your expression. Reaching out for your hand, he brought it towards his lips, placing a lingering kiss before interlocking them in your lap. Heart swelling at the gesture, you soothingly trailed your free hand up and down his forearm. Though neither of you had spoken yet, the energy was evident.
Once he pulled into his driveway he walked over to your side, opening up the door to help you step down. Circling an arm around your waist again, he kept you close as you walked, momentarily separating to unlock the door. Having been to his place several times at this point, it was lost you why this visit felt so different as soon as you crossed the threshold.
You shuffled your heels off before walking further, stopping to stand next to his coffee table. After locking the door Ledger paused, leaning against it for a moment as he watched you, contemplating on what to say. Each of you stared at one another in compulsion, just waiting for the silence to break.
After several beats, you whispered, âyou said you needed to speak to meâŚâ
Ledger let another thread of silence pass before speaking. âAre you happyâŚ?â
Heart rate speeding up at the sound of that, your brows furrowed as his question registered. Upon seeing your puzzled expression, he rephrased himself. âDo I make you happy?â He spoke in a steady tone but there was a hint of doubt in his eyes while he waited for your response.
âOf course I amâŚâ. Your heart twisted at the thought of him questioning that to any degree. Adding with a quiet voice, âYou always do⌠you know thatâ.
Taking a few cautious steps toward you, he pleaded, âThen tell me what you needâŚâ. Gradually closing the distance with each word, he continued, âTell me and Iâll be that for you, I promiseâ.
Feeling a small lump form in your throat from his words, you took a step back, looking down as you placed your hand on the arm of the couch for stability. âLedgerâŚâ
Just inches away from you now, he cupped your cheek. âGive me a chance to show you how serious I am about youâ. Gently tracing his thumb along your skin, he lowered his voice. âPleaseâŚâ. You brought your hand up to grasp his forearm, leaning into his touch. âLet me be the only one baby⌠you know Iâll take care of you.â Faintly swiping his thumb across your bottom lip, his gaze dropped, lingering on your mouth for a moment. He softened his tone, adding, âalways willâ. Ledger stood there, the sound of his heart beat pounding against his ear drum gradually rising as he waited for you to say something. Anything.
Hesitant to immediately believe him, you scanned his face, searching for any hint of insincerity. When you saw nothing but honesty, you placed your free hand on his abdomen, trailing up towards his chest. You paused, feeling the soft thrum under your fingertips, taking note as his heart beat quickened. Shifting your focus to his lips now, you quietly urged, âcome hereâ.
Circling an arm around your waist, he listened, dipping his head down to meet your lips. Stumbling flush against him now, you squeezed his forearm, letting out a small moan at the motion. Still unsatisfied with the level of closeness, Ledger brought his hands down, gripping the back of your thighs to pick you up with ease. It was habitual now. Even reaching a point where you no longer jumped or detached from him, heâd simply wrap you around his body.
Naturally latching onto him, you gingerly drew your nails across his shoulders, coaxing out a muffled groan. You were blissfully unaware he was walking towards the couch until feeling the fabric of his jeans brushing against your thighs. Dress riding up dangerously close to your hips, Ledger ran his hands along the exposed flesh of your thighs. Reluctantly detaching for air, your breath hitched as you took in the sight of him, a sense of familiarity washing over you. Lips parted, he stared, fully unaware his eyes conveyed the same sentiment. Clearly now.
Thursday wasnât the first time you had seen it. Ledger would avert his gaze before you took notice, but you caught glimpses. The brief occurrences seemed to increase after you started sleeping together however you never questioned it. Not until recently.
Tenderly trailing a hand down to his bicep, you quietly asked, âhow long?â, analyzing his features in the process. Giving a reassuring squeeze, you repeated yourself, âhow long have you felt like this?â Ledger shifted his gaze, hesitating as the first moment flashed through his mind. Upon seeing his apprehension, your grasp on his shoulder drifted towards his neck to gently cup his jaw. âTell me the truthâ.
Unable to look away now, Ledger was quiet for another second before speaking. âYou remember the night I taught you how to play poolâŚ?â Words registering in your mind, you tentatively nodded. Your heart rate sped up once it dawned on you that happened two years ago. âAnd how it endedâŚ?â You nodded again, a faint smile gracing your lips.
âAfter I fell asleep on your couch, you put me in your bed at some point, but I ended up waking up in the middle of the nightâ. A small laugh bubbling out as the memory came up, you exclaimed, âYou looked so uncomfortable, I had to beg you to sleep in the same bed because you wanted to give me space!â
Cracking a grin as he listened, Ledger shook his head, letting out a slight chuckle when you finished. Once his laughter dissipated, the feeling settled deep in his chest. âI didnât want you to leave that morningâŚâ. Occasionally rubbing small circles into your skin while he palmed your thighs, he gave you a gentle squeeze, voice almost above a whisper, âI still donâtâ.
Heart skipping a beat at his admission, you traced along his jaw, brushing your thumb across his bottom lip. Ledger tightened his grip, the pressure building in his jeans steadily becoming uncomfortable. The expression on his face sent a ripple through your stomach. You laid a peck on his cheek, repeating the action before placing a lingering one on his lips.
Disconnecting, you teasingly dragged your hand down his arm. Gazing between your eyes, his view dropped down to your mouth before he eagerly leaned back in. Palming your ass now, he groaned, shifting your hips closer. You ground against him, hands drifting toward his chest to push him back into the cushion. A sharp wave of arousal spread through your body as you deepened the kiss.
Feeling the ache settle deep in your core, you tugged at the hem of his shirt, dipping underneath to feel his skin. Reading your cues, Ledger partially disconnected to lift it over his head. One of his arms rounded your waist, pulling you flush against him. You wrapped your arms around his neck, smiling into the kiss as you soothingly ran your nails along his upper back. He nipped at your bottom lip, smoothing over the spot with his tongue, sending another spiral of pleasure through you.
Focus shifting to your jaw, he planted lingering kisses as he made his way down your neck. Moving at an agonizing pace, he took his time licking and sucking along your skin. Eyes drifting shut when he reached the sensitive spot just below your ear, a breathy moan fell from your lips. Ache growing unbearable now, you clenched around nothing, letting out a shaky breath. You were on the verge of pleading before he stood up, firmly keeping your legs wrapped around him now.
Placing several kisses along his cheeks while he beelined for the bedroom, a small smile ghosted your lips when you felt his forming. You teasingly nipped at his jaw before whispering against the shell of his ear. âI missed you by the wayâ.
Feeling a hint of satisfaction swell in his chest, Ledger grinned. âI knowâ.
Once he reached the foot of the bed, he set you down before sitting at the edge. Making space, he snaked an arm around your waist, pulling you in close. Your hands resting on his biceps traced along his skin. He peered up through hooded eyes, quietly adding, âI can promise, I missed you more thoughâŚâ. Thighs clenching in response, you took a small step back, gradually sliding your dress straps off while he watched. Maintaining eye contact as you closed the distance, Ledger ran his fingers along the spine of your zipper. With a gentle tug, the dress slid off your figure, pooling around your feet.
Now left in just your underwear, you moved to settle back onto his lap, roaming your hands up his chest to pull him in for a kiss. Returning with the same fervor, he groaned, palming your thighs to shift you closer. Hands wandering down to undo his belt and drag his zipper down, you parted from him as the kiss grew heated. Dipping in to teasingly stroke him through the thin fabric of his boxers, he twitched under your palm. You faintly ran your thumb along the head of his dick, mumbling against his lips, âwhy donât you show me how much hmâŚ?â Whispering the last part directly into his ear, âI wonât believe it until you doâ.
Patience snapping, Ledger stood, dropping you onto the bed as he removed his pants. Body thrumming with anticipation, you crawled up the bed, watching him intently. When his length came into view, you bit your bottom lip upon seeing a bead of precum forming. Even though you were well acquainted with his size, he still managed to awe you. He hovered above you now, grabbing your ankles to pull you toward the middle of the bed. Unhurriedly dragging your underwear off, he began pressing pecks along your legs, traveling down to your inner thighs. Inching his way closer, he sucked and nipped at your skin, holding steady eye contact.
Deciding it was enough teasing when the need in your eyes sparked something primal in him, he parted your thighs wide, slotting himself in between. All it took was one long glide of his tongue from your entrance to your clit before his control completely vanished. The flutter in your core when he dipped into your entrance made you involuntarily clench around his tongue. Breath shifting, you braced yourself, hands sprawling in the sheets as he repeated the action.
Keeping a firm grasp, Ledger planted your thighs flush against his face, swirling his tongue around your clit. Grabbing hold of his forearm, your breath came out in soft pants as his pace increased. With each pass coaxing more arousal, heâd bring you close to edge, stopping to savor your taste. Bringing two fingers to your entrance, he shifted his other hand to press down against your navel. Parting just enough so that you could hear him clearly, he urged, âyou know I need moreâ.
You werenât able to fully register his statement until he slid his fingers in, resuming the relentless pace. Back arching, your hand flew to his head tracing along his scalp. Vision blurring as he curled them inside, a broken moan spilled out. âFuck, r- right thereâ. He knew your body well. Too well at this point. Maintaining the calculated rhythm he set with his mouth, he slowed the movement of his hand, intensifying the pressure building deep in your core.
Fluttering around him, your head fell back onto the mattress. A few more strokes was all it took for your orgasm to spread throughout your body. Breath faltering, your hands clutched the sheets as he continued his actions. When your thighs started trembling, he replaced his fingers with his tongue. He barely gave you a moment to ride the wave, greedily coaxing more fluid out of you, groaning at the taste. Body writhing underneath him now, he held your thighs, firmly keeping them in place.
Eyes drifting shut, your hand flew down to his head again, unsure of whether you wanted to push him away or hold on. The pleasure coursing through your veins becoming too much, you meekly pleaded, âw-wait, Iâmââ, before another sharp wave of arousal hit. Grasping at his arm again to get his attention, you attempted to push at his head.
Finally letting up, Ledger lifted his head, rubbing reassuring circles along your thighs. âYou, ok?â You were quiet for a moment, lips parted while taking in his appearance. Eyes lingering on the arousal glistening off his lips and beard, the daze in his eyes sent a fresh twinge of desire straight to your core. You caressed his cheek, giving a small nod of confirmation.
Pressing kisses along your thighs again, Ledger made his way up your body, stopping at your breasts. His hands followed, gradually moving towards your hips. Grazing his teeth across your nipple, he soothed the sensation with his tongue. Letting out a small moan, you loosely wrapped your legs around his waist. He gave your other breast the same attention, dick twitching against your thigh as he did.
Gently running your hands across the side of his abdomen, you paused, tilting your head to allow him more access to your neck. The heat simmering in your stomach intensified with every pass of his lips. Pulling him in for a kiss as soon as he reached your jaw, you pressed his hips flush against you. He groaned, gliding along your wet pussy before lining himself up. Pushing forward, he slid in inch by inch. Whimpering at the sensitivity, your hand wandered over, feeling his muscles tense under your palm.
Rubbing the flesh on your thigh before giving them a squeeze, he murmured against your lips, âf-fuck, you feel that baby?â Ledger started delivering slow, deep thrusts, emphasizing each one as he sunk back in. Blinking up at him in a daze, you released a lengthy exhale, nodding in response. Bringing his hand up to cup your jaw, he tilted your head to the side, gently tracing his thumb along your jaw. Speaking directly into your ear, âyou believe me now, donât you?â
You moaned, clenching around his length. Through a hushed tone, you mumbled, âI believe yoââ, cut off by a sharp moan. A swift roll of his hips caused him to brush along the spongy part inside you. As your mind went blank, your eyes drifted shut, focusing on the acute tingle forming in your core. Ledger twitched, both of you growing quiet while the obscene wet sound emitting from each plunge of his dick filled the room. Clawing down his shoulder, your mouth parted as he gradually increased his speed.
Voice breaking into a rasp, he uttered, âThatâs it? You want me right there baby?â
You pleaded, âf-fuck, donât stopâ. The rasp in his tone sparking another swirl of arousal, you whimpered, locking your legs around him, keeping him as close as possible. âKeep talking, p-pleaseâ.
âIs that why you were quiet earlier? You were focused on my voice?â Unable to form any coherent sentences, every word he spoke drew you closer to the edge. âI effect you that much hm? You could cum just from this?â Heat flaring in his abdomen, he throbbed as your tremors became frequent. Rolling his hips again to graze the spot, you released a harsh moan. âMeant everything I said⌠Iââ, he paused before the words could slip out, pressing kisses along your neck instead. The last thing he wanted to do was scare you.
You praised, âyou feel sâgood, so-â, moaning as the sound of his skin slapping against yours rung out.
Shifting his head back into frame, he urged, âlook at meâ. In a fawn-like state now, once his features came into view, your body had a visceral reaction. Hand traveling up the nape of his neck, you brought him down to connect your lips.
Parting after a short moment, you mumbled out, âI love youâ, against his lips without thinking. Your breath hitched when the realization came. Dropping your gaze, you involuntarily fluttered around his length when the feeling swelled in your chest.
As soon as Ledger registered what you said he tipped your chin back up, âsay it againâ. He drifted his hands down, slightly elevating your hips to meet his strokes.
The new angle causing his dick to repeatedly curve along your sensitive walls, you dug your nails into his skin, wailing, âoh f-fuck!â
Leaning beside your ear again, he released a throaty groan. Voice completely hoarse now, he instructed, âSay that shit again, tell me how you feelâ.
Eyes beginning to roll back, the words tumbled out of you, âI love you, love being with yo-â. Choking on your sentence, tears threatened to spill when the intensity of your orgasm caught you off guard. Thighs trembling, you contracted around his length hard, feeling him sink back in once more before he twitched. Drawing out a deep groan from Ledger, his muscles tensed as ropes of cum coated your walls. You pulsed, clinging onto him while the waves of warmth pooled at your core, seeping onto his skin.
Ledger softened his grip, waiting for your breath to even out before pressing a kiss under your ear, voicing âI love you tooâ.
Synopsis: Neither of you guessed the outcome of your date would involve the truth being laid out on the table after several yearsâŚ
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: roman mentioned, soft!dom Ledger, brief alcohol mention, bar environment, hidden feelings, yearning + pining (mutual but Ledger is down BAD), slight toxicity undertones, dry humping, smut, raw, unprotected piv, creampie, slight angst if you squint, oral (f!receiving), fingering, missionary, dirty talk, love confession, slight fluff, overstimulation, proofread once!
WC: 4.8k
A/N: Of coursee the title is a nod to Victoria Monetâs song "F.U.C.K" lol. It was interesting to write about a different dynamic and character this time, hope Iâve done it justice!
I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated! <3
One night. It only took one, slightly drunken night out of a four year friendship for the lines to blur into uncharted territory. Then it turned into a few more until you two had slipped into a comfortable routine. Youâd call and heâd show up. Neither of you addressed the fact that it was past the point of just being sex with no feelings involved. It was never just sex.
Trailing back into his bedroom after a warm shower, you made your way over to his closet. After the first few times it happened, Ledger suggested keeping some clothes at his place. Though it was proving to be convenient, you never objected to leaving in his clothes beforehand. In hindsight, the opportunity to casually lounge in his scent when he wasnât around filled you with comfort.
Sitting up against the headboard, Ledger watched you get dressed from the bed. His gaze casually roamed down your body before he spoke. âYou free this Saturday?â
Turning to face him now, you slipped your shirt on, responding, âdepends, what time?â
âAfter my night shift. We can get breakfast in the morningâ. Shortly after your arrangement began, Ledger started coming up with ways to get you to stay. Going out for breakfast or lunch easily became a part of the routine as well.
Making your way over to him, you hummed in thought before saying, âIâm temptedâ. Once you kneeled right next to him on the bed, he absentmindedly reached for your thigh. You soothingly trail your hand up and down his forearm, adding, âI have a date right before you get off though, so Iâll let you know, ok?â
Unsure he heard correctly, a brief look of confusion flashed across his features. Repeating your words, he slowly questioned, âA dateâŚ?â
âA double date actually. I must have forgotten to mention it to youâ. As you spoke Ledgers gaze was focused on your face, trying to decipher if you were joking or not. Unable to spot any jest, he tried to ignore the unsettling feeling stirring in his chest.
Calmly speaking, âwith whoâŚ?â, he gave your thigh a light squeeze. The thought of you being with anyone else, let alone on a date with a stranger, made him weary.
âOne of my friends. Sheâs been seeing this guy for a few weeks now and she thought itâd fun to set me up with one of his friends. I donât know which oneâ.
Blinking for a moment, the realization set in that there was a possibility you could end up liking him enough to give him another chance. Maybe loving him if things go well... âAnd you agreed?â
âYeah, I mean I figure why not? Iâve never been on a blind date, I think itâll be funâ. Slightly confused with the sudden shift in energy, you couldnât make sense of the unreadable emotion in his stare.
He cleared his throat, breaking eye contact for a second before returning his gaze. âYouâre being serious right nowâŚ?â
Affirming, âYes, Iâm being seriousâŚâ, you paused, taking in his expression. You were almost certain there was a hint of hurt behind his gaze before it quickly disappeared. Giving his arm a reassuring squeeze, you softened your tone. âWhat? Whatâs wrong?â
âNothingâŚâ.
Urging him to speak, âLedgerâŚâ, you tilted your head. After spending enough time together, you knew his cues.
âI didnât know you were dating, thatâs allâ.
âIâm not âdatingâ anyone right now, Iâm just going on one dateâ.
âAnd youâd be cool with me going on datesâŚ?â
Taking another pause, the thought caused a twinge of discomfort, but you brushed it off. âYouâre single arenât youâŚ? Why would I have a problem with thatâŚ?â
He stared blankly for a moment, just analyzing your response until cracking a small knowing grin. âYou didnât answer the questionâ.
Reluctantly, you answered, âyes, Iâd be perfectly fine with you going on datesâ, disregarding the pit churning in your stomach from the mere notion of him being with anyone else but you.
âOk then. Good to knowâ.
That following Friday, Ledger barely spoke to you. It was completely lost on you why this was suddenly an issue. Both of you agreed in the beginning that nothing would change with your friendship. Things would remain the same. Up until this point, you were under the impression there were no feelings involved. At least on his part.
Ledger was keeping busy to stay distracted. To stop the spiraling in his mind after that conversation but it didnât help. Nothing helped. Somewhere along the way, things shifted for him. Well before sex was in the equation actually. He was lying to you now, guilt eating away at him the more he led you to believe everything was just casual. Any platonic feeling had long vanished, gradually turning into something he thought would wear off. The risk of losing you now if he was honest far outweighed the truth.
Saturday night
Romanâs voice cut through the atmosphere as he caught Ledgers attention. Once he looked over at him, Roman nodded in the direction of the door.
Finishing up a refill, he passed it off to the customer before quickly glancing up. It was you. Heart skipping a beat, you spared him a brief look, swiftly breaking eye contact while making your way through the bar. Ledger clenched his jaw, zoning in on your date. You had urged them to go to another bar but to no avail, this was their âfavoriteâ one.
He watched as you trailed over to the pool table, conversing with your friend along the way. Feeling his stare, your heart raced with each passing step. Unable to ignore the feeling gnawing inside, you halfway listened to her ranting about the poor service at the restaurant you came from, humming in agreement. Once you reached the pool table, you excused yourself while your dates set it up for a game.
Brushing through the crowd of people to reach the bar, you stopped right in front of him. Gaze momentarily wandering down your figure, taking in your appearance, he neutrally asked, âWhat can I get for you?â
âLemon drop pleaseâ. You stood there, absentmindedly tapping on the bar as you waited. An uncomfortable silence settling, you peered around the bar.
âHowâs your date?â
Bringing your attention back to his face, you truthfully answered, âitâs⌠okâ. And it was ok. Just ok. Though there were no apparent issues, something was missing. He wasnât Ledger.
Ears perking up at the sound of that, he prodded, âreally? Thatâs it?â Lips curling into a slight smirk, a small wave of relief washed over him when he heard your tone.
âYeah. Heâs ok, more than ok actually butâŚâ, you shrugged, glancing down when the thought crossed your mind. You swallowed before truthfully speaking, ââŚJust not for me I guessâ.
Sliding the drink towards you, he spoke, âon the houseâ, giving you a warm smile. Softening his tone, he leaned in to add, âLet me know if you need to talk later, ok?â
Taking a small sip, you nodded. âI will. Thank yo-â
âYou alright?â
Ledger glanced over at the unfamiliar voice that cut you off, shifting his gaze down to see he had circled an arm around your waist. Blinking at the gesture, his jaw tightened.
Drawing your attention to your date, you affirmed, âjust grabbing a drink, letâs goâ, offering a short smile before leading him away, avoiding an awkward interaction at all costs. You swiftly turned to head back to the pool table, catching a glimpse of Ledgers stoic expression at his nod of acknowledgment.
Upon hearing the sound of Roman snickering, Ledger spared him a glance, seeing a telling grin spread across his features. Shaking his head in response, he resumed tending to the bar, briefly looking in your direction as the night went on. Your eyes began to wander every time you felt his piercing stare settle on you. Around the third time you looked over, an unpleasant pit stirred in your stomach. The sight of him smiling and laughing with a group of women huddled at the bar bothered you more than you wouldâve thought.
Maybe it was the drink giving you a new found boldness, but you decided to tease him a bit as a result. When your turn came around for pool, you kindly asked your date for help. âAm I holding it correctly?â In response he shuffled behind you, helping line the stick properly while he mumbled pointers. Fully tuned out to his voice and the commotion of the bar, you gradually bent into position, intentionally brushing against him.
Sparing another look, Ledger blinked at the scene unfolding in front of him, feeling a pang in his chest as you held eye contact. Completely focused on you now, a playful smile ghosted your lips before you shifted your attention. Taking a small moment to analyze the position of the cue balls, you took your shot. Once you were done you stood back up, watching as each one smoothly fell into place. You ended your turn with a modest smile. Without thinking, Ledger immediately started moving towards you.
âDamn are you sure you donât play pool?â
As your friend exclaimed, âgirl what the fuck was that?! You never told me you played like this!â, you heard your date whistle in the background.
Amused, you laughed at her statement, fondly remembering when Ledger taught you. Letting out a small laugh, you responded, âI donât, I swear!â While it wasnât a lie, it wasnât completely true. You donât actively play pool, but youâve refined the skill. The night he brought you to the bar after hours, you two stayed, simply practicing until you were satisfied with your progress. He refused to leave before you mastered your âparty trickâ, as you called it.
Finishing your drink now, you resumed conversation with them. You were momentarily distracted, laughing along with your friend at a joke that was cracked until a distinct voice rung out against your ear. âI need to speak with youâ. Glancing up in his direction, the look in his eyes sent a faint flutter through your stomach. Briskly shifting your attention to the group, you excused yourself.
Mumbling, âIâll be right backâ, he had already snaked an arm around your waist, whisking you away towards the back. You initially thought he was stopping at the office, but he continued moving through the bar. Questioning, âwhere are we going?â, you received no response. When Roman briefly passed by, Ledger called his name.
âYou good with closing tonight?â Peering between you two in amusement, Roman nodded in response. Confusion warped across your features as Ledger guided you out the back door. Once he reached his truck, he opened up the passenger side, instructing in a steady tone âget inâ. You stood there, slightly in awe, just blankly staring as you took in his demeanor. He had never been so adamant with you before. When you didnât move, he repeated himself. âIâm not playing, get in the truckâ.
Broken out of your daze now, you began moving, stepping into the truck with his assistance. Crossing your legs, you fought the urge to smile, biting on your bottom lip as a thrill of adrenaline coursed through you. Occasionally peering over at him during the drive, your eyes wandered down his body, focusing on his arms. You clenched your thighs in anticipation, remaining quiet for the rest of the ride as your mind drifted.
Feeling your gaze on him, Ledger glanced over, resolve dropping a bit when he saw your expression. Reaching out for your hand, he brought it towards his lips, placing a lingering kiss before interlocking them in your lap. Heart swelling at the gesture, you soothingly trailed your free hand up and down his forearm. Though neither of you had spoken yet, the energy was evident.
Once he pulled into his driveway he walked over to your side, opening up the door to help you step down. Circling an arm around your waist again, he kept you close as you walked, momentarily separating to unlock the door. Having been to his place several times at this point, it was lost you why this visit felt so different as soon as you crossed the threshold.
You shuffled your heels off before walking further, stopping to stand next to his coffee table. After locking the door Ledger paused, leaning against it for a moment as he watched you, contemplating on what to say. Each of you stared at one another in compulsion, just waiting for the silence to break.
After several beats, you whispered, âyou said you needed to speak to meâŚâ
Ledger let another thread of silence pass before speaking. âAre you happyâŚ?â
Heart rate speeding up at the sound of that, your brows furrowed as his question registered. Upon seeing your puzzled expression, he rephrased himself. âDo I make you happy?â He spoke in a steady tone but there was a hint of doubt in his eyes while he waited for your response.
âOf course I amâŚâ. Your heart twisted at the thought of him questioning that to any degree. Adding with a quiet voice, âYou always do⌠you know thatâ.
Taking a few cautious steps toward you, he pleaded, âThen tell me what you needâŚâ. Gradually closing the distance with each word, he continued, âTell me and Iâll be that for you, I promiseâ.
Feeling a small lump form in your throat from his words, you took a step back, looking down as you placed your hand on the arm of the couch for stability. âLedgerâŚâ
Just inches away from you now, he cupped your cheek. âGive me a chance to show you how serious I am about youâ. Gently tracing his thumb along your skin, he lowered his voice. âPleaseâŚâ. You brought your hand up to grasp his forearm, leaning into his touch. âLet me be the only one baby⌠you know Iâll take care of you.â Faintly swiping his thumb across your bottom lip, his gaze dropped, lingering on your mouth for a moment. He softened his tone, adding, âalways willâ. Ledger stood there, the sound of his heart beat pounding against his ear drum gradually rising as he waited for you to say something. Anything.
Hesitant to immediately believe him, you scanned his face, searching for any hint of insincerity. When you saw nothing but honesty, you placed your free hand on his abdomen, trailing up towards his chest. You paused, feeling the soft thrum under your fingertips, taking note as his heart beat quickened. Shifting your focus to his lips now, you quietly urged, âcome hereâ.
Circling an arm around your waist, he listened, dipping his head down to meet your lips. Stumbling flush against him now, you squeezed his forearm, letting out a small moan at the motion. Still unsatisfied with the level of closeness, Ledger brought his hands down, gripping the back of your thighs to pick you up with ease. It was habitual now. Even reaching a point where you no longer jumped or detached from him, heâd simply wrap you around his body.
Naturally latching onto him, you gingerly drew your nails across his shoulders, coaxing out a muffled groan. You were blissfully unaware he was walking towards the couch until feeling the fabric of his jeans brushing against your thighs. Dress riding up dangerously close to your hips, Ledger ran his hands along the exposed flesh of your thighs. Reluctantly detaching for air, your breath hitched as you took in the sight of him, a sense of familiarity washing over you. Lips parted, he stared, fully unaware his eyes conveyed the same sentiment. Clearly now.
Thursday wasnât the first time you had seen it. Ledger would avert his gaze before you took notice, but you caught glimpses. The brief occurrences seemed to increase after you started sleeping together however you never questioned it. Not until recently.
Tenderly trailing a hand down to his bicep, you quietly asked, âhow long?â, analyzing his features in the process. Giving a reassuring squeeze, you repeated yourself, âhow long have you felt like this?â Ledger shifted his gaze, hesitating as the first moment flashed through his mind. Upon seeing his apprehension, your grasp on his shoulder drifted towards his neck to gently cup his jaw. âTell me the truthâ.
Unable to look away now, Ledger was quiet for another second before speaking. âYou remember the night I taught you how to play poolâŚ?â Words registering in your mind, you tentatively nodded. Your heart rate sped up once it dawned on you that happened two years ago. âAnd how it endedâŚ?â You nodded again, a faint smile gracing your lips.
âAfter I fell asleep on your couch, you put me in your bed at some point, but I ended up waking up in the middle of the nightâ. A small laugh bubbling out as the memory came up, you exclaimed, âYou looked so uncomfortable, I had to beg you to sleep in the same bed because you wanted to give me space!â
Cracking a grin as he listened, Ledger shook his head, letting out a slight chuckle when you finished. Once his laughter dissipated, the feeling settled deep in his chest. âI didnât want you to leave that morningâŚâ. Occasionally rubbing small circles into your skin while he palmed your thighs, he gave you a gentle squeeze, voice almost above a whisper, âI still donâtâ.
Heart skipping a beat at his admission, you traced along his jaw, brushing your thumb across his bottom lip. Ledger tightened his grip, the pressure building in his jeans steadily becoming uncomfortable. The expression on his face sent a ripple through your stomach. You laid a peck on his cheek, repeating the action before placing a lingering one on his lips.
Disconnecting, you teasingly dragged your hand down his arm. Gazing between your eyes, his view dropped down to your mouth before he eagerly leaned back in. Palming your ass now, he groaned, shifting your hips closer. You ground against him, hands drifting toward his chest to push him back into the cushion. A sharp wave of arousal spread through your body as you deepened the kiss.
Feeling the ache settle deep in your core, you tugged at the hem of his shirt, dipping underneath to feel his skin. Reading your cues, Ledger partially disconnected to lift it over his head. One of his arms rounded your waist, pulling you flush against him. You wrapped your arms around his neck, smiling into the kiss as you soothingly ran your nails along his upper back. He nipped at your bottom lip, smoothing over the spot with his tongue, sending another spiral of pleasure through you.
Focus shifting to your jaw, he planted lingering kisses as he made his way down your neck. Moving at an agonizing pace, he took his time licking and sucking along your skin. Eyes drifting shut when he reached the sensitive spot just below your ear, a breathy moan fell from your lips. Ache growing unbearable now, you clenched around nothing, letting out a shaky breath. You were on the verge of pleading before he stood up, firmly keeping your legs wrapped around him now.
Placing several kisses along his cheeks while he beelined for the bedroom, a small smile ghosted your lips when you felt his forming. You teasingly nipped at his jaw before whispering against the shell of his ear. âI missed you by the wayâ.
Feeling a hint of satisfaction swell in his chest, Ledger grinned. âI knowâ.
Once he reached the foot of the bed, he set you down before sitting at the edge. Making space, he snaked an arm around your waist, pulling you in close. Your hands resting on his biceps traced along his skin. He peered up through hooded eyes, quietly adding, âI can promise, I missed you more thoughâŚâ. Thighs clenching in response, you took a small step back, gradually sliding your dress straps off while he watched. Maintaining eye contact as you closed the distance, Ledger ran his fingers along the spine of your zipper. With a gentle tug, the dress slid off your figure, pooling around your feet.
Now left in just your underwear, you moved to settle back onto his lap, roaming your hands up his chest to pull him in for a kiss. Returning with the same fervor, he groaned, palming your thighs to shift you closer. Hands wandering down to undo his belt and drag his zipper down, you parted from him as the kiss grew heated. Dipping in to teasingly stroke him through the thin fabric of his boxers, he twitched under your palm. You faintly ran your thumb along the head of his dick, mumbling against his lips, âwhy donât you show me how much hmâŚ?â Whispering the last part directly into his ear, âI wonât believe it until you doâ.
Patience snapping, Ledger stood, dropping you onto the bed as he removed his pants. Body thrumming with anticipation, you crawled up the bed, watching him intently. When his length came into view, you bit your bottom lip upon seeing a bead of precum forming. Even though you were well acquainted with his size, he still managed to awe you. He hovered above you now, grabbing your ankles to pull you toward the middle of the bed. Unhurriedly dragging your underwear off, he began pressing pecks along your legs, traveling down to your inner thighs. Inching his way closer, he sucked and nipped at your skin, holding steady eye contact.
Deciding it was enough teasing when the need in your eyes sparked something primal in him, he parted your thighs wide, slotting himself in between. All it took was one long glide of his tongue from your entrance to your clit before his control completely vanished. The flutter in your core when he dipped into your entrance made you involuntarily clench around his tongue. Breath shifting, you braced yourself, hands sprawling in the sheets as he repeated the action.
Keeping a firm grasp, Ledger planted your thighs flush against his face, swirling his tongue around your clit. Grabbing hold of his forearm, your breath came out in soft pants as his pace increased. With each pass coaxing more arousal, heâd bring you close to edge, stopping to savor your taste. Bringing two fingers to your entrance, he shifted his other hand to press down against your navel. Parting just enough so that you could hear him clearly, he urged, âyou know I need moreâ.
You werenât able to fully register his statement until he slid his fingers in, resuming the relentless pace. Back arching, your hand flew to his head tracing along his scalp. Vision blurring as he curled them inside, a broken moan spilled out. âFuck, r- right thereâ. He knew your body well. Too well at this point. Maintaining the calculated rhythm he set with his mouth, he slowed the movement of his hand, intensifying the pressure building deep in your core.
Fluttering around him, your head fell back onto the mattress. A few more strokes was all it took for your orgasm to spread throughout your body. Breath faltering, your hands clutched the sheets as he continued his actions. When your thighs started trembling, he replaced his fingers with his tongue. He barely gave you a moment to ride the wave, greedily coaxing more fluid out of you, groaning at the taste. Body writhing underneath him now, he held your thighs, firmly keeping them in place.
Eyes drifting shut, your hand flew down to his head again, unsure of whether you wanted to push him away or hold on. The pleasure coursing through your veins becoming too much, you meekly pleaded, âw-wait, Iâmââ, before another sharp wave of arousal hit. Grasping at his arm again to get his attention, you attempted to push at his head.
Finally letting up, Ledger lifted his head, rubbing reassuring circles along your thighs. âYou, ok?â You were quiet for a moment, lips parted while taking in his appearance. Eyes lingering on the arousal glistening off his lips and beard, the daze in his eyes sent a fresh twinge of desire straight to your core. You caressed his cheek, giving a small nod of confirmation.
Pressing kisses along your thighs again, Ledger made his way up your body, stopping at your breasts. His hands followed, gradually moving towards your hips. Grazing his teeth across your nipple, he soothed the sensation with his tongue. Letting out a small moan, you loosely wrapped your legs around his waist. He gave your other breast the same attention, dick twitching against your thigh as he did.
Gently running your hands across the side of his abdomen, you paused, tilting your head to allow him more access to your neck. The heat simmering in your stomach intensified with every pass of his lips. Pulling him in for a kiss as soon as he reached your jaw, you pressed his hips flush against you. He groaned, gliding along your wet pussy before lining himself up. Pushing forward, he slid in inch by inch. Whimpering at the sensitivity, your hand wandered over, feeling his muscles tense under your palm.
Rubbing the flesh on your thigh before giving them a squeeze, he murmured against your lips, âf-fuck, you feel that baby?â Ledger started delivering slow, deep thrusts, emphasizing each one as he sunk back in. Blinking up at him in a daze, you released a lengthy exhale, nodding in response. Bringing his hand up to cup your jaw, he tilted your head to the side, gently tracing his thumb along your jaw. Speaking directly into your ear, âyou believe me now, donât you?â
You moaned, clenching around his length. Through a hushed tone, you mumbled, âI believe yoââ, cut off by a sharp moan. A swift roll of his hips caused him to brush along the spongy part inside you. As your mind went blank, your eyes drifted shut, focusing on the acute tingle forming in your core. Ledger twitched, both of you growing quiet while the obscene wet sound emitting from each plunge of his dick filled the room. Clawing down his shoulder, your mouth parted as he gradually increased his speed.
Voice breaking into a rasp, he uttered, âThatâs it? You want me right there baby?â
You pleaded, âf-fuck, donât stopâ. The rasp in his tone sparking another swirl of arousal, you whimpered, locking your legs around him, keeping him as close as possible. âKeep talking, p-pleaseâ.
âIs that why you were quiet earlier? You were focused on my voice?â Unable to form any coherent sentences, every word he spoke drew you closer to the edge. âI effect you that much hm? You could cum just from this?â Heat flaring in his abdomen, he throbbed as your tremors became frequent. Rolling his hips again to graze the spot, you released a harsh moan. âMeant everything I said⌠Iââ, he paused before the words could slip out, pressing kisses along your neck instead. The last thing he wanted to do was scare you.
You praised, âyou feel sâgood, so-â, moaning as the sound of his skin slapping against yours rung out.
Shifting his head back into frame, he urged, âlook at meâ. In a fawn-like state now, once his features came into view, your body had a visceral reaction. Hand traveling up the nape of his neck, you brought him down to connect your lips.
Parting after a short moment, you mumbled out, âI love youâ, against his lips without thinking. Your breath hitched when the realization came. Dropping your gaze, you involuntarily fluttered around his length when the feeling swelled in your chest.
As soon as Ledger registered what you said he tipped your chin back up, âsay it againâ. He drifted his hands down, slightly elevating your hips to meet his strokes.
The new angle causing his dick to repeatedly curve along your sensitive walls, you dug your nails into his skin, wailing, âoh f-fuck!â
Leaning beside your ear again, he released a throaty groan. Voice completely hoarse now, he instructed, âSay that shit again, tell me how you feelâ.
Eyes beginning to roll back, the words tumbled out of you, âI love you, love being with yo-â. Choking on your sentence, tears threatened to spill when the intensity of your orgasm caught you off guard. Thighs trembling, you contracted around his length hard, feeling him sink back in once more before he twitched. Drawing out a deep groan from Ledger, his muscles tensed as ropes of cum coated your walls. You pulsed, clinging onto him while the waves of warmth pooled at your core, seeping onto his skin.
Ledger softened his grip, waiting for your breath to even out before pressing a kiss under your ear, voicing âI love you tooâ.
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: You and cameron continue the superbowl celebration festivities!
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: Fluff, smut overload(?), piv, multiple positions, dirty talk, markings, aftercare, mention of kids, i know i'm missing things but basicallyyy the same as the other parts !
WC: 5.1k
A/N: yall im SOOO sorry, ik this one took a minute (and i fear i could only include four days, it would've taken WAY too long if i did the whole week đ) but i did not skimp on the smut in this and if you enjoyed five stars, you'll enjoy the massage sequence in this ! Ledger is up next !
I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated! <3
also side note but that quinn audio from tyriq withers...? WHEW
Day 2
Finally getting the chance to watch the sunset, you two settled on the beach. Sitting comfortably in front of him, you rested your head against his chest, Cameron absentmindedly soothed his hand up and down your thigh. For a moment you enjoyed the view in silence, just overlooking the ocean as the sun gradually went down. While you pondered on the last few weeks leading up to the Super Bowl, the thought of a conversation you shared with him crossed your mind. Breaking the silence, you questioned, âyou didnât doubt yourself, did youâŚ?â, trailing your fingers along his. Cameron paused, placing his hand on top, lacing your fingers together.
âNo, I remembered our talkâ. A slight chuckle escaped him at the thought. âBy the way, I meant it for real when I said I canât lose when I think about you. My lucky charm for realâ. Laughing at that, you felt heat creep up your neck when the fresh memory flashed through your head. Jokingly, he added, âYouâre laughing but Iâm dead serious. You forgot what I said last nightâŚ?â
Amused, you expressed, âNo, I know you are. Trust me I havenât forgot what you saidâ.
He gave your hand a light squeeze before questioning, âYou sure baby? You need a refresher?â
A wave of arousal spread through your stomach when you heard the edge in his voice. âNo need, I rememberâ.
âOkâ. You could hear the satisfaction in his voice once he realized he got under your skin. Spotting the slight movement of your thighs clenching, a small grin appeared on his face. It was so subtle he wouldâve missed it if he hadnât been staring your hands. You were staring too, gnawing at your lip when it dawned on you that you hadnât seen his ring up close yet.
âCan I see the ring?â Cameron disconnected his hand, extending it so you could get a closer look. The glint of the diamonds and the vibrant colors were captivating but the size of it struck you. Admiring how it looked on him, you took that opportunity to trace his veins. Heâd already expressed he wonât be wearing it unless itâs for a special occasion but at this moment your mind was reeling with visions of him wearing it for you alone.
Oblivious to your thoughts, Cameron noted your interest. âI can get you a matching oneâ, he blurted out.
Momentarily taken out of your head, there was a flash of confusion on your features as you snickered at his declaration. âAnd how exactly do you plan on getting me a matching Super Bowl ringâŚ?â
ââŚOk it wonât technically be matching at all, but itâll be the same sizeâ.
Amused, you laughed at the gesture. âCam as sweet as that is I promise you I do not need a ring this bigâ. Both laughing after you said that, you pointed out, âthis size looks good on you though⌠I think itâs fittingâ.
âYea?â
You nodded, âMhmâ.
Cameron cupped your jaw, gently tilting it to the side to guide your lips towards him. Grasping his forearm now, you shifted your body to face him, deepening the kiss. The sunset was long forgotten as the ripples throughout the water faintly hit the shore in the background. Just before crossing that threshold, Cameron pulled away, swiping at your bottom lip with his thumb. His gaze followed the movement before peering back up to meet your eyes. âIâll take you ring shopping when we get back, let you choose the size you wantâ.
A warm smile spread across your face when the words rung out. Straddling him now, you wrapped your arms around his neck. âAny color hm...?â
He massaged your thighs, staring for a moment as a small grin appeared on his face. âAny color you wantâ. Smile widening at the sound of that, you placed a peck on his cheek before finding his lips. His hands wandered to your ass, squeezing the flesh to grind you against him.
A moan caught in your throat when you felt the imprint of his ring against your skin. Breath hitching, you parted from him, grasping his wrist. Feeling a wave of arousal stir in the pit of your stomach, you paused your movements. Tracing his arm, you teasingly asked, âKeep the ring on tonightâŚ?â There was an unreadable flash of emotion in his eyes as the request left your lips before an eager grin broke out on his features.
âC-cam Iâm closeâ. A breathy whine escaped you when he slid his tongue in your entrance. He had your thighs locked around his head while keeping firm pressure on your navel. His free hand dug into your thigh as you started writhing under him to match the speed of his tongue.
Shifting his focus now, Cameron trailed his tongue up to your clit. Back arching when you felt his groan vibrate against your skin, you whimpered. One hand was twisted in the sheets while you frantically searched for his wrist to grasp. Stuttering out, âf-fuckâ, a pitchy moan followed as he increased his pace. Urging, âdonât stoââ, you fell silent before you could finish.
Your thighs trembled beside his head as your orgasm spread throughout your core. The taste only spurred him on. Cameron didnât stop his movements until you meekly pushed at his head. He would go all night trying to get as much out of you as he possibly could if you let him.
Finally lifting his head, he peered down at you with a sated expression on his face. Your eyes drifted down his chest, zoning in on the bead of precum forming at his tip. Feeling a fresh wave of warmth swirl in your stomach, you met his eyes again. With a soft smile, you announced, âmy turnâ.
âFuck, just like that babyâ.
Cameronâs dick nudged the back of your throat as your head bobbed down again. He let out a strangled groan as you continued your movements at a teasing pace. You peered up at him through your lashes, moaning at the sight. Leaning against the head board, Cameron held steady eye contact. The vulgar sounds from the spit accumulating had begun to fill the room as you increased your pace.
Mouth parted, he watched you through hazy eyes. Clenching your thighs under his gaze, you felt heat pool in your core. Catching the slight shift in movement, Cameron grinned. Feeling him twitch against your tongue, you hollowed your cheeks, gently trailing your nails across his abdomen. His grip in your hair tightened before he lifted your head, guiding you up towards his face. You eagerly met his lips, using your hand to continue the steady pace you set with your mouth.
His hand trailed down to your jaw, keeping you in place as he circled his free arm around your back, scooting your body flush against him now. Ceasing your movements, you shifted your hand to grasp his forearm. Parting from him, you bit your lip for a moment when your pussy brushed against the underside of his length. Cameron tilted your head, pressing lingering kisses along your jaw as he made his way down to your neck.
Trailing your hand up to squeeze his bicep, A small whimper escaped you after a harsh suck. Desperate for friction, you attempted to roll your hips but his hold around your waist prevented you. âPatience babyâ.
Cameron repositioned you flat onto your stomach, placing a couple pillows under you to elevate your hips. âComfortable?â You nodded in response, mumbling out a yes. After the confirmation, he admired the view when you swayed your hips. He slid his length up and down through your lips, nudging your clit in the process before aligning and plunging in one thrust.
Hands twisting in the sheets, a hushed, âfuckâ fell from your lips when he started a dizzying pace. Your body shook with each thrust as he kept a firm grip on your hips. Cameron was in a daze. His eyes shifted back and forth, watching the glisten on his dick along with the bounce of your ass. Your moans laced with the sound of his skin hitting yours grew in volume.
âWish you could see yourself baby. Look so fucking beautiful like this.â His hand trailed over the curve of your ass while he continued. âAlways look beautiful when you take this dick.â He shifted his body, placing his fists in the sheets while he leaned close to speak against the shell of your ear. âWhen you take whatâs yoursâ.
Fluttering around his length, a broken moan escaped you in response. His low groans traveled straight to your core, settling deep in the pit of your stomach. The slight shift now caused him to slip deeper, bringing you closer to the edge. Your hand desperately clawed at the sheets before wrapping around his wrist to anchor yourself.
Before you could react, Cameron retracted his body and pulled you up with him in the process. One hand snaked up to wrap around your neck while the other firmly held your hip, gliding back in effortlessly. Having no time to reorient yourself, you grasped his forearm as his thrusts grew wild. Letting out a broken moan, you wailed, âF-fuck right there, rightâ!â
Your head lolled back against his chest as he started applying light pressure to your throat. That paired with the indent from his ring pressing into your hip sent a spark of pleasure through you straight to your pussy. Feeling yourself slip deeper into the sensation, your hand flew down to grab his. Words jumbling together now, you moaned, âsâgood, feels s-so-â.
Cameron grunted at the feeling of you contracting around his length. Sliding his hand on top of yours, he interlocked them in place. âSwear I was made just to make you feel like thisâ. Your mind went blank with every thrust and word he chimed in your ear. Tipping your head up to the side, he continued coaxing you. âJust to feel you cum around meâ.
Your nails dug into his skin as the pressure in your stomach grew. âI got you baby, let it goâ, was the last thing you heard before the heat of your orgasm washed over your entire body. Eyes rolling back, you trembled in his grasp from the intensity. Thrusts coming to a halt, Cameron groaned. Twitching inside you twice, ropes of cum followed. His climax sent small aftershocks through your core while you spasmed around him.
After a minute Cameronâs voice rung out. âYou good?â It took several moments for your breathing to steady before you could muster a small nod against him. Once he got confirmation he gently laid you back down so he could turn your body. You gave him a soft smile when his face came into view. He got up, giving you the same expression while wrapping your arms around his neck manually. Uttering, âyou already know the drill, hang onâ, carrying you to the bathroom.
Day 3
Cameron let out a low whistle when he saw you approaching the pool. A small laugh escaped you at his reaction. Gradually making his way over to the steps, his gaze followed each step you took. Once you reached the railing he extended his arm, guiding you into the water with his assistance. You hesitated for a moment when your foot dipped into the water and felt the chill.
âItâs cold Cam, you said it was warm!â
He chuckled seeing your apprehension. âIâll warm you up, come hereâ. Grabbing your waist, Cameron pulled you into the water before you could protest. Gasping at the sudden temperature change, you Immediately circled your arms and legs around him as if that would automatically knock the chill off. His laughter rung in your ear while he held the underside of your thighs. âSee? Itâs not that bad, is it?!â
âItâs still freezing actuallyâ.
âYouâre lying nowâ.
âYou lied firstâ.
He let out a small chuckle at your quickness. âFairâ.
Cameron slowly walked through the water until he reached the opposite end of the pool. You two quietly enjoyed the subtle rippling sound of the waves in the background before he broke the silence. âYou cool with just relaxing here tomorrow?â Shifting your gaze between his eyes, a content smile spread across your face in response. âWhat?â
âJust happy to hear that is all. You havenât relaxed in months!â.
Cameron laughed, shaking his head as he responded, âmonths is crazy, thatâs not trueâ.
âName the last time you actually relaxedâ. Suddenly drifting into deep thought to remember, Cameron was quiet. You laughed, âexactly! Either way though, Iâm more than ok with doing that tomorrowâ. Your mind wandered before realization set in. On the rare occasions you and Cameron could spend an entire day unwinding, the difference in his demeanor was subtle but there. âLooking forward to the reminder of how you act when youâre completely relaxedâ.
Slightly raising his brow in amusement, he let out a small chuckle. âOh?â
âMight even give you a brief massage if youâre lucky⌠weâll see thoughâ.
âJust a brief oneâŚ?â He then feigned a hurt expression while releasing a grimace. âMy muscles are sore baby, I think I need more than thatâ.
Bubbling with laughter now, you jokingly replied, âAlready requesting a longer one when I only said I âmightâ give you one?! Just like that, your luck has ran out!â
Chuckling in response, he spoke through his laughter, âDamn just like that for real?!â
Casually shrugging your shoulders you hummed, âMhmâ.
You two stayed in the pool for a few more moments just talking about what other activities are on the itinerary before deciding to call it a night.
Day 4
You stirred in your sleep when Cameron began soothingly rubbing the side of your thigh. At some point throughout the night you had shifted your body, turning away from him. Upon feeling the lack of warmth, you instinctually flipped back around, nestling against his side. He immediately circled your waist, pulling your thigh up to rest on his body.
Releasing a faint sigh of contentment as Cameron continued his movements, you were hesitant to fully wake up. Youâd be satisfied just spending the day like that. However, your interest peaked when he broke the comfortable silence. âWant to shower together this morning?â
A small smile formed when you heard that. Still partially asleep, you hummed against his chest. âMhmâ.
When you didnât move at all, Cameron took note. With an edge of amusement in his tone, he questioned, âneed a second?â In contrast to him, you were not a morning person. His body naturally adjusted as time went on with his schedule, yours did not.
Letting out another muffled, âMhmâ, you stayed in that position. Faintly smirking, Cameron quietly watched the slow rise and fall of your body until you gradually began to wake up. Once you two finally mustered the energy to leave the bed, you brushed your teeth before getting in the shower.
Beginning to lather soap across his chest, you felt his gaze. You glanced up for a moment, continuing the motion. A knowing smile turned up on your face when you saw the longing in his eyes. Every. Time. No matter the circumstances, whenever you two decided to shower together Cameron made it clear how much you affected him. If it wasnât vocal, it was his body language.
He returned the same expression before you shifted your gaze back onto his chest. âYou look like you want to say somethingâ. Peering up at him again, your hand slowly made its way down his chest. Once you reached his abdomen, you paused, setting the rag down. You waited, giving him a small teasing smile as you coaxed, âwhat is it, hm?â
âOnly been five years since I first met youâŚâ. Cameron palmed your cheek before gently trailing his thumb across your bottom lip. His gaze softened, following the movement. âFive years since I knewâŚâ. He thought back to the moment, heart rate increasing as he did.
Cameron trailed his hands down to the back of your thighs, signaling you to jump. When you did, he turned his body to block the water from hitting you. Circling your arms around his neck, you smiled warmly. âKnew whatâŚ?â
âThat Iâd do anything for you⌠anything to make sure youâre happyâŚâ. Soothingly rubbing your thighs, his gaze briefly dropped down to your lips. âTo keep this smile on your faceâ.
Feeling your heart swell at his admission, you gently drew your nails across his shoulder. âI am happyâ. Pressing a soft peck on his lips, your smile widened. Speaking sincerely, âyouâve done a good job keeping me happyâ, your gaze fell to his lips before you leaned in, giving him a lingering kiss.
 Cameron deepened the kiss, giving your thighs a light squeeze as it grew heated. After a few moments, you pulled back to catch your breath. His lips immediately trailed down to your neck, pressing a few more kisses before he carefully set you back down. You two continued the rest of the shower talking about the day you met.
âCam stay still! Iâm not giving you one if you keep moving your body!â A small laugh escaped you as you scolded him. Cameron was laying on his back while you straddled him. You started on his back before having him flip around so you could work your way down his chest. In the process, heâd intentionally shift his body, causing you to slide across his lap. He rested his hands on your thighs, absentmindedly rubbing circles on your skin.
With a grin he joked, âI canât get comfortable?!â
âYouâve been trying to âget comfortableâ five times now, no!â After letting out another laugh, you instructed, âlay your right arm in front of me and stay still!â
âYes maâamâ. He kept his left hand on your thigh while you lathered some more oil in your palms. His eyes followed your movements as you began rubbing it onto his arm, trailing back down to cost his hand now. You were focused, softly kneading the pressure points in his forearm before transitioning to his bicep.
Cameron shifted his gaze up, brazenly staring at your features. When you began making your way back down his arm, you felt his stare. You met his eyes, smiling at him after catching a glimpse of admiration behind them. Grabbing his hand now, you kneaded it with the same pressure. âFeels good?â
In response, he simply nodded. With each soft glide of your hands, Cameron grew increasingly aware of your position. You subtly shifted your hips, feeling his length harden only five minutes into the massage. Neither of you wanting to succumb yet, you continued the soothing movements.
You grabbed his other arm, starting the same process. He gave your other thigh the same treatment, rubbing small circles into the flesh. At that moment, you chose to glance back up. Seeing the darkened look in his eyes caused heat to pool in your stomach. You quickly focused back on his arm, resisting the urge to move against him for relief. The view of his toned body glistening with oil did nothing but fuel the arousal brewing deep in your core.
Noticing the slight shift in your breathing, Cameron gradually trailed his hand up towards your shorts, slipping it under the fabric to feel the flesh of your ass. You were thoroughly distracted now, abandoning his arm to lightly draw your nails down his abdomen. Groping your soft skin with both hands, his lip curled into a smirk. âNo underwearâŚ?â
Nodding, you bit your bottom lip. You wouldnât be shocked if he felt the wetness threatening to seep through the material. Your hand traveled up towards his neck, playing with his gold chain as you met his gaze now. âMore comfortable that wayâ.
âReally?â
Nodding, you replied, âYesâ. You gave him a playful look before questioning, âwhat, you donât believe me?â
Exchanging the same look, he challenged, âDo I believe thatâs the only reasonâŚ? Noâ.
âThere is no other reason⌠I canât just want to be comfortable?â
âNo, you can⌠I want you to be comfortableâŚâ. Eyeing you up and down, he added, âyouâre not slick thoughâ.
Tilting your head in an innocent manner, you questioned, âSo you think Iâm lyingâŚ?â
âI know you well enough to know thatâs not the only reason so yesâŚâ. Cameron chuckled before adding, âI know youâre lyingâ.
âOh?â A knowing smile creeped onto your face as the tension began to shift.
He let out another laugh, coaxing the words out of you now. âItâs ok baby, you know you can tell me the truthâ. His eyes dropped to your figure for a moment as he gave you a light squeeze.
You did the same, briefly scaling your gaze down to his happy trail before meeting his eyes again. âI didâŚâ. You tried to subtly move against him to ease the ache settling in your core.
âThatâs your final answerâŚ?â
In response you leaned down to press a faint peck on his cheek before whispering, âMhmâ. Just as you were about to pull back and get off his lap, he quickly circled his arm around your waist, keeping a firm hold on you. A small sound of surprise left your mouth when he suddenly flipped your position, wedging himself in between your legs.
âIâm giving you one more chance to be honest baby, you should take itâ.
âAnd if I donâtâŚ?â Cameron ducked down, pressing a kiss under your ear before peppering them down your neck. He took his time, drawing a small moan out of you as he slowly made his way to your chest. Calculated in his movements, heâd do just enough to leave a mark, caressing your thighs in the process.
Gently dragging your fingertips across his sides, you bit your bottom lip. Trying to keep your composure, his thumb inched towards your inner thing before drifting away when he got close. Trailing his nose along your neck he muttered, âyou smell so goodâ. Noticing a shift in your breathing now, he smiled against your skin.
When he lifted his head, the glint of longing in his eyes had you pulling him flush against you to relieve the ache. He dipped back down, kissing each mark he left on your skin before gradually making his way up towards your jaw. Grounding his hips at the same agonizing pace, his length grazed you. The thin fabric from your shorts and his boxers only heightened the pressure settling in your core.
Refusing to give in yet, you bit your bottom lip to stifle any moan that threatened to spill out. Drifting his head away from your neck now, Cameron traced your cheek before thumbing at your lip. Leaning back down, he pressed a kiss against your lips, trailing his hand down to cup your jaw.
Eagerly returning it, you ran your fingers across his back, pressing him closer. When he deepened the kiss you moaned, beginning to feel uncomfortable as the arousal pooled in your shorts. Cameron only pulled away to let you breathe, dropping his eyes to your parted lips. Brushing the pad of his thumb along your bottom lip, he urged, âjust tell me baby and Iâll give it to youâ. Eyes lingering on your mouth for a second, he drew his gaze up.
Cameron had stopped all his movements, staring down at you with a tantalizing glint in his eyes. You held your demeanor all of two seconds before folding. He drove you crazy whenever he did this, so it was only fair to reciprocate. Urging, âOk⌠come hereâ, you gently drew your nails against his sides. Once he leaned in close you confessed, âWanted you to fully feel what you do to me⌠how much you affect meâ.
âYeaâŚ?â. His eyes shifted between yours before adding, âhow much is thatâŚ?â eagerly pulling him in for a kiss, you dipped your finger in the waistband of his boxers.
Parting from him, you spoke against his lips, âhow much do you want to know that hmâŚ?â. A grin broke out on his face before he lifted his body. Taking that moment to quickly remove your tank top, you then shifted your attention to his boxers. Cameron watched as you gradually pulled them down until his dick sprung out, slapping his stomach in the process. Briefly standing to take the rest off, he took his place back on top of you, sliding your shorts down your legs in an unhurried pace. Slightly pushed past the point of patience, you circled them around his waist, urging him to come close.
He stayed in his position, giving your thighs a gentle squeeze as he prodded, âput it in baby, show me how muchâ. Listening, you brought your hand down to align him before pressing his hips closer with your legs. A moan fell from your lips at the feeling of him gliding in. Watching while you guided him in, Cameron kept your thighs parted so he could have a clear view. The pressure sent a wave of arousal through your core once he settled inside. Â Choosing that moment to look at him, your breath faltered when you made eye contact.
Leaning back down, Cameron wrapped an arm underneath your back, circling your waist while he placed his other one above your head, holding himself up. Coming in for a kiss, he set a slow, steady pace, rocking his hips back and forth. Hands roaming across his back, you moaned into his mouth, drawing him closer. Briefly parting to bite your bottom lip, he increased the pace of his thrusts, deepening the kiss. Groaning when you contracted around his length, he tightened his grip on your waist.
Growing light headed, you parted from his lips, dragging your hand up his back to grasp onto him. Immediately shifting to pepper kisses along your cheek, he released a desperate groan as the wet reverberating sound from his thrusts filled the room. When his face came into view, you mewled out, âCameronâ, pleading while your orgasm started gradually swirling in your core. Â Â
Eyes scanning your face, he questioned, âthis is what I do to you?â Silently nodding, your mind grew blank with each lingering thrust. âSay itâ. Cameron was quick to spot when you reached the fine line of mumbling out any unfiltered thought before slipping into a state of incoherence. Dropping close to your ear, he enticed, âtell me how much you love itâ.
Mumbling out, âyou do this to me every dayâ, the words spilled out of you. The longer you stared up at him in a spacy manner, the more outspoken you became. âFeel like this around you all the timeâ. Thighs trembling, a breathy, âF-fuckâ, escaped you. âC-canât help it, I love I it, s-so muchâ. Resolve snapping upon hearing the admission leave your mouth, Cameron let out a low groan as he went in for a kiss. Lips swollen at this point, you fervently returned it, finding a steady rhythm nipping at each otherâs bottom lip when breaking for air before going back in for more. Trailing an arm to his broad shoulders, you desperately dragged your nails across the back of his neck.
Snaking both arms under you now, Cameron trailed his hands down to grip your ass, slightly elevating your hips to meet his thrusts. The subtle change caused his abdomen to grind against your clit with each plunge of his dick. Mind quickly descending into the familiar blissful sensation of pleasure, your hand sprawled around pushing at his chest before you clawing at it. Breaking the kiss to release a shaky moan, you cried out, âOh f-fuck-, Cam!â
Having lost all sense of composure, Cameron grunted, dropping his head to your neck as he began uttering vulgar endearments near your ear. âCant help it either. You know I cant get enough of you. Canât get enough of this pussy eitherâ. Keeping one hand in place on his neck, the other shifted, clutching at his side. Thrusts growing relentless now, he twitched, feeling your arousal seep out along his skin with each brush against your clit. Vision blurring, you threw your head back into the pillows. Moaning, you pulsed around him while the sensation stirring in your stomach steadily grew in intensity.
Stuttering out, âf-fuckâ, Camerons groan was muffled against your skin. âYou know what you do to me baby, donât you?â. Whimpering, you attempted to nod your orgasm approached. Lifting his head to speak directly into your ear, he coaxed, âcum around this dick, show me how I make you feelâ. Eyes swiftly shutting, you arched in his grasp, clawing down his back while heat spread throughout your core, leaving you breathless. Writhing underneath him, your thighs shook. Hips faltering, he tensed, letting out a guttural groan while ropes of cum spilled out. Feeling the warmth of his cum, another wave of pleasure tingled through your body.
Once your breathing had returned to normal you gradually opened your eyes, soothingly trailing your nails along his neck. Shifting his hands down to embrace your thighs, Cameron lazily pulled his head up, gently nudging your cheek in the process. Blissfully relaxed, you gave him a warm smile. âI love youâ.
Sporting a similar expression, Cameron rubbed small circles into your skin absentmindedly. âI love youâ.
To wind down the night, you two started discussing the future after Cameron, unprompted, began talking about children.
âFive kids?!â
âYea.â
âAbsolutely not.â
Chuckling, he questioned, âFour?â
âYouâre serious?â
âYea! Cmon fourâs not bad, thatâs an even numberâ. Giving him an incredulous look, a small laugh escaped you.
âThree max, thatâs it!â
âTruth be told I donât care how many we have, I just want a family with you.â
Gaze softening, you smiled as you traced his jaw. âI do tooâ. Leaning in to press a lingering kiss on his lips, you mumbled, âthree is a good numberâ.
You and Cameron spent the remainder of the trip soaking in the last little bit of island time that you could. On the last night you two decided to end the day watching the sunset once more. Thoroughly tired from exploring the mainland, you chose to enjoy the view from the terrace in one of the deck chairs.
Comfortably wrapped in his arms, you released a soft exhale as you thought about the week. Remembering how fondly you spoke about the Bahamas when you were recalling your favorite trip, Cameron interrupted your thoughts. âAfter this trip, how do you feel about this place now?â
âHmm I love it even more. To be honest, it might just be my favorite place nowâ.
âIâm taking note of thatâ. Quiet for a moment, Cameron thought to remind himself to look into buying a permanent residence down here when you two left.
âWhat about you? We came here to celebrate after allâ.
âOh, it became my favorite place on the first night. Weâre coming back for sure.â
Sister the end of February is tomorrow... do you know you have 30 minutessssss đđ
Right⌠sooo abt this đĽ´. Thereâs zero shot Iâll be able to post it before the day is over because I *severely* underestimated how much time itâd take me to finish BUT it is a guarantee it will be posted in the beginning of March. Thank yâall for being patient, STAY WITH ME PLSSS !! (Thereâs a lottt of components in this one đ).
- Lover girl pt 3 will likely *actually* be out before February ends (donât be mad, pleasee give me some grace), my course load has me BUSYY this semester đŠ
- Iâve been contemplating on whether I should also start writing for Tyriq Withers character in Reminders of Him when it comes out but idk, what do yall think??
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: Cameron goes on a week long training with Isaiah white but when he returns, nothing couldâve prepared you for the events that transpiredâŚ
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: sub!Cameron Cade, piv, groveling, misunderstanding, angst, directly follows as aftermath from the retreat, his arm is in a cast, fluff, smut, allusions to cheating (for the sake of this it did NOT happen lol), based around the robe sceneđ, edging, make up sex, missionary, cowgirl, dirty talk, baby used as term of endearment, lots of promises and pleases !
WC: 4.9k
A/N: needed a small change of pace so I figured why not complete the angsty one first and have it follow the events of the movie? Also PLEASE just go with the pictures, it was so difficult finding ones that matched the theme of this đĽ˛. (I fr need yall to lmk abt this one, im still trying to do the angsty ones justice LOL !!)
small update: Iâm hoping to get lover girl pt 3 out around valentines day to combine the two !
âYou look worriedâ, Cameron said as he gently traced your cheek.
Letting out a soft sigh you expressed, âYou just had a head injury Cam⌠I am worriedâ.
âI know. The training is only for a week though, Iâll be ok, I swearâ.
âYouâll call if you can, rightâŚ?â
Cameron gave you a warm smile, reassuring, âI promise Iâll call you every night, donât worry, ok?â.
Smiling you responded, âOkâ, before pulling him in for a final hug. After a few moments you pulled back to place a kiss on his cheek. âHave a safe tripâ. Cameron returned the gesture before pressing a lingering kiss on your lips.
âI will. Iâll see you in a week!â
Shortly after that, Cameron left for the intensive training retreat. Letting out an exhale, you closed the door behind him. Standing in the living room for a moment, you began ruminating. Of course you were happy this opportunity came up for him, but it was impossible to quell your concern. To you, it didnât sound like a good idea so soon after his injury, but he assured you he was fine and itâd only be one week. It was only supposed to be one weekâŚ
âŚâŚâŚ.âŚâŚ..
You were awoken out of your sleep at two AM when your phone rang. Groggy, you picked it up seeing it was an unknown number. Upon answering, you heard his familiar voice.
âHello?â
âCam? Hey babyâ, you replied before cutting yourself off with a yawn. âHow is it?â
âDamn I woke you up? Iâm sorryâ.
Cracking a small smile at his sheepish tone, you soothed, âitâs ok, Iâm glad you did. How are you?â
âHappy to your voice. Today was⌠I donât know. It was weird.â
After hearing the unease on his voice, you sat up a bit. âWeird how? Cam whatâs wrong??â
Shifting to a hushed tone, Cameron expressed, âI might just be thinking too much into it⌠but they act weird as fuck around here. His training methods are out there. For real. Plus, my head is killing me right nowâ.
You were quiet for a second, trying to ease your nerves. âDid you see the medic on standby? Make sure everythingâs ok?? Maybe some rest will helpâ.
âYeah, Iâm about to then Iâm going to sleep, just needed to call youâ. Cameron let out a tired sigh before adding, âonly day one and Iâm already exhausted. Looking forward to seeing you soonâ.
âMe tooâ. Your heart clenched at the thought of him overexerting himself.
âI love youâ.
âI love you toâ â.
âOh shit, I gotta gâ â.
You blinked, staring at the phone in confusion for a moment at the abrupt hang up. Surely everything was fine. At least thatâs what you tried to convince yourself though that call brewed more worry in you.
âŚâŚâŚ.âŚâŚ..
After a few days had passed with no words, you increasingly grew concerned. You knew there was a chance he wouldnât be able to check in daily but the last conversation you had continued to replay in your mind. It was also safe to conclude that phones werenât permitted since he seemed in a rush to end the call. And on the fifth day you finally got confirmation that he was seemingly fine⌠More than fine actually.
Sometime that evening you received a message from a different unknown number. It was clear the message wasnât directly from Cameron once you opened the text. Heart dropping at the content, it was a single video of Cameron in his boxers surrounded by other women in bikinis. When you caught a glimpse of champagne bottles, it registered that they mustâve been celebrating. Feeling a lump form in your throat, you turned your phone off. I guess thereâs no point in worrying if heâs celebrating.
During the next couple days, you tried to distract yourself, yet the persistent feelings of confusion and disappointment continued. Everything surfaced on the last day when the thought that he could have cheated on you crossed your mind. You didnât know how to reconcile with the fact that he seemed so eager to get home just a few days ago. Your sadness quickly shifted to frustration once it became clear where his priorities lied. The hurt from him choosing to celebrate with strangers rather than calling to simply let you know everything was fine outweighed any concern you initially felt. Eyes welling with tears now, you knew what you had to do.
âŚâŚâŚ.âŚâŚ.
Still no word on the tenth day now, you prepared yourself to end things if he did end up ever coming back or reaching out. When showering that evening, you ran every possible scenario of how that conversation might go if he showed up in person through your mind. After falling asleep on the couch, you were startled awake at the sound of Cameronâs key fumbling behind the door. Sitting up, you felt the uncomfortable pit settle deep in your stomach. None of the possibilities could account for how things actually ended up going later that night.
You fought back tears as the video and the silence from him thus far flashed in your mind, causing your throat to constrict. Upon him entering, the first thing that caught your eye was the cast on his left arm. The second was the exhaustion on his face and the small smile adorning his features once he saw you. As soon as you made eye contact, a few stray tears slipped out. Breaking the silence, he greeted, âheyâ.
You took note of the rawness in his voice as he rounded the couch to sit next to you. You shifted, sliding your legs close to your body to create space and distance. âIâm so sorry⌠it wasnât my intention to ghost you. I can explainâ. Cameron reached his hand out to rest on your leg before you abruptly pulled it away from him.
Whispering out, âdonât touch me⌠pleaseâ. Your gaze lingered on the spot before shifting up to his face. What if he touched them there tooâŚ? Starting to feel more tears stream down your cheeks, you swiped them away. âItâll only make this harder so donâtâ.
He knew he fucked up only calling once but he didnât think it would warrant this reaction from you. A flash of hurt and confusion crossed Cameronâs features as he pleaded. âBaby⌠Iâm sorry, pleaseâ.
âHow could you do that me? I thought something happened to you⌠I thoughtâ", you paused, getting choked up as you stared at him. Averting your gaze for a moment, you gathered yourself.
âListen, I canât do this anymoreâ.
âPlease, just let me explain. I didnâtâ â.
âExplain what? How happy you were out there?!â
âWhat are you talking about?! I wasnât happy out there! Thatâs what Iâm tryna tell you right nââ
âI saw the video.â
A puzzled expression fell on Cameronâs face at the sound of that. âWhat video?? Listen, if you just hear me out, my memory from last week is fuzzy. I donât remember any vi-â. You cut him off, shoving your phone in his direction to show him. Shaking his head in bewilderment, his confusion grew as he watched.
âWhyâŚ? Thatâs all I want to knowâ, you questioned, sniffling as the tears fell freely. Throwing your phone to the side, you actively tried to swipe them away as they kept coming. âWeâve been together for two years Cameron. Why wouldnât you just break up with me if thatâs what you wanted?!â
âBaby I promise you thatâs not what I want! I donâtâ I didnâtâ â. Cameronâs confusion morphed into distress once it registered in his mind where your hurt was coming from.
Stomach churning at the thought now, you quietly voiced, âdid you⌠did you fuck them?â
âNo! No, I wouldnât do that to you, please believe me!â Cameron reached over again to comfort you as he continued. âI promise I have never and would never doâ â
Once his hand briefly brushed your arm, you abruptly stood from the couch. âI said donât touch me!â Sobbing now, you turned away, walking towards the kitchen island to calm yourself down. Knowing he followed, you quietly admitted, âyour promises donât mean shit anymoreâ.
Turning back around to face him, your heart clenched when you saw his glassy eyes. âIf youâre being truthful, how can you be sure you didnâtâ", you paused, unable to say it.
Cameron grew desperate in his pleas. âIâm begging you to just hear me out. Itâs not what you think, I would never intentionally jeopardize our relationshipâŚâ. Shifting his gaze back and forth in between your eyes, he persisted, âpleaseâŚâ.
âExplain thenâ.
âI donât know what they injected me with but the last thing I can clearly remember is our call, everything after that is a blurâŚâ. You listened as he continued, quietly pondering back to the conversation, noting the unease he expressed. âIâm being honest when I say I donât remember that video, I swearâ.
Cameron initially granted you space, keeping a safe distance so you wouldnât get upset. As he spoke, he took a few steps forward, moving closer to you. âIâm not gonna lie I think I was hallucinating at times⌠Iâm not sure if that was the head injury or the injections but shit got bad, quickly. Even if I donât remember much right now I can assure you, I didnât fuck any of them. I wasnât that out of it in the moment, I know it didnât go that farâ.
âAfter that, shit hit the fan and before I knew it I woke up in the hospital with a broken arm. The doctors said I was unconscious for a few days so my memory might take a second to adjustâ.
You felt your heart drop with each passing sentence. Your gaze lowered, lingering on his cast before shifting to the other, seeing the hospital wristband. Growing misty eyed when you peered up at him, you quietly voiced, âYou were in a comaâŚ?â
âI came here straight from the hospital⌠I didnât mean to leave you in the dark, Iâ". Cameron paused, feeling his throat constrict at the thought of you throughout the last ten days. He dropped his gaze before shifting his attention back to your face. Tears had welled in his eyes as he apologized again. âIâm sorry. I donât want to break upâ.
You closed the distance, reaching to wrap your arms around his shoulders, pulling him in for a hug. Mumbling into his shoulder, you said, âstop apologizingâ. He immediately circled your waist, closing his eyes as he inhaled your comforting scent. You stood like that for a moment, just embracing one another before you pulled back to caress his cheek. âIâm sorry you went through thatâ. Cameron peered down at you through tired eyes, leaning into your touch before turning his head to kiss your palm in reassurance.
âJust glad Iâm here nowâ.
Offering him a small smile, you responded, âme tooâ.
He brought his hand up to swipe away any remaining tears on your cheeks. Feeling his chest tighten at the sight, Cameron voiced, âYou know I hate seeing you cry like this⌠I never wouldâve gone if I knew this would happenâ.
âThere was no way you couldâve known. Donât beat yourself up aboutâ. You drifted your hand over to gently squeeze his forearm. âYouâre here right now, Iâm content with thatâ. Cameron cracked a smile at the sound of that. Pulling him back in for a tight hug, you murmured close to his ear, âhow about we wind down hm?â
âI like the sound of thatâ.
After Cameron had taken a shower, he joined you under the covers. Once he circled his uninjured arm around your back, you shifted your body close, slinging your leg across his. Gently trailing a hand across his chest, you questioned, âdo you need anything right now? Some medicine or food?â
He rested his cast on your thigh, sending you a smile. âIâm ok baby, Iâm not in any pain right nowâ.
Eyes wandering towards his head, you tentatively asked, âare you sureâŚ?â
âIâm sureâ.
âOk. Just let me knowâ.
Cameron gave your hip a squeeze, voicing, âI willâ. His eyes drifted towards your lips before he urged, âCâmereâ. You leaned in, just intending to leave a soft peck on his lips but it quickly turned into a few. He reconnected each time you pulled away, causing you to melt into the kiss.
A sharp spiral of heat stirred in your core when he groaned against your mouth. You hadnât realized how much you missed that until this moment. Through all the worry and stress, it never crossed your mind. Being reminded of that now, you lightly pushed against his chest. A breathy, âwaitâ, escaped as you pulled back to think clearly. âAs bad as I want to right now, youâre hurtâ.
Staring at you through blown pupils he voiced, âstill want youâŚâ. His attention shifted to your jaw, peppering kisses across it till he reached your ear. âLet me show you how sorry I amâ.
âCamâŚâ
Pulling back to look at you, Cameron shifted his body, rolling you onto your back. He reassured, âwe donât have to do anything if youâre uncomfortable. Iâm only up for it if you are⌠but I know you missed it, didnât you?â. Your hand on his chest traveled up to his neck while the other grasped his back.
âIâ â, you started before a soft moan fell out at the feeling of his bulge brushing against you. Drawing your legs around him, you brought him closer, desperate for more friction through the thin sleep shorts you were wearing. Cameron went for the weak spot on your neck, nipping at your skin with his teeth after laying an open mouthed kiss on it.
He did a teasing roll of his hips, keeping your waist tight in his grip. Bringing his head up, he continued, âshe missed me?â Your gaze shifted between his eyes, dropping to his lips before you pulled him back down for a kiss. Growing lightheaded, you parted from his lips, peering over at his cast next to your head for a second. Cameronâs eyes followed yours, sensing your apprehension. âIâll be careful, I swearâ.
That was all you needed to proceed. Shifting your gaze back to his face, you noticed the familiar glint of desperation in his eyes. It appeared every single time he felt he needed to compensate. Every single time he craved your approval. Savoring these moments, you coaxed him now. âShow me how sorry thenâŚâ. Trailing your hand up his jaw to thumb at his bottom lip, you added, âhavenât decided if I forgive you yetâ.
You instructed him to lay back for a moment so you could remove your shorts before ordering, âcome hereâ. Cameron listened, returning to the same position, looking down at you through pleading eyes. Teasingly, you kept your legs spread at his sides, avoiding bringing him closer. Gently trailing your nails up his chest now, you inquired with him to be sure. âYou want my forgiveness, hm?â He nodded, dropping his gaze to your lips for a moment. You brought your hand up to settle on his jaw, silently reminding him youâll stop if he doesnât verbalize it. âIs that it Cam?â
Nodding his head, he mumbled, âYes. I need your forgiveness⌠I need youâ.
A content smile spread across your features at the sound of that. Choosing to wrap your legs around him, you pressed him flush against you. Guiding him in for a kiss, you made sure to keep it slow, prolonging it until pulling away for air. âPut it inâ. He held most of his weight on his forearm located above your head on the pillows to avoid pressure on the cast. Cameron adjusted a bit before lining himself up with your entrance, gradually gliding in.
You watched as he did, a small moan leaving your mouth before biting your bottom lip to stifle it. The sight of his complete vulnerability during these moments traveled straight to your core. As he slid in inch by inch, the stretch was intrusive, but you quickly adjusted as he sunk in completely. He knew to pause before continuing, giving you a minute.
Clenching around his length, you soothingly ran your hands up to his shoulders. Trailing one over to his neck, you gently traced his jaw with your thumb. After whispering out âyou can move nowâ, Cameron did a gradual, experimental thrust. Setting a steady, comfortable rhythm now after a few shallow thrusts, he leaned down for a kiss, momentarily parting to mumble against your lips.
âMissed you so much⌠missed this pussyâ.
At the sound of his voice, more arousal pooled in your core. The increasingly loud squelching sound had begun to resonate throughout the bedroom with each pass of his hips. Keeping your hand on his neck, you alluringly asked, âfeels good baby?â, intentionally fluttering around his dick.
Twitching inside you as soon as the words rung in his ear, he groaned. âAlways feel so good, f-fuckâ. Cameron peered down at you through hazy eyes, trying to keep them open for you.
A soft moan left your mouth as the drag of his hips grew in speed. Gripping his jaw, you voiced, âyou understand youâre mine hm? Did you forget that?â Cameron wordlessly shook his head before responding.
âNo, n-no, Iâm yours, no one elseâsâ. Feeling his mind quickly slip into a deeper state of need, he became vocal. âWould never forget that baby. Donât want to belong to anyone except youâ. Voice groaning strained, he mumbled, âdonât need any one elseâ.
You bit your bottom lip at the sound of that, shifting your gaze from one pupil to the next. A sharp wave of pleasure rippled through your stomach, signaling your impending orgasm. âAnd what else?â You shifted your hand to the back of his neck, pulling his head down to speak closely next to his ear. Whispering out, âwhat else belongs to me Cameron?â, you felt a deep sense of satisfaction bloom in your chest when a low groan left his throat.
Your voice paired with your scent Cameron was taking inhales of sent a tremor through his body. âThis dick is all yours baby. Only belongs to youâ. Fisting his hand above you, a groan caught in his throat. Brows furrowing, he murmured, âoh fuckâ. Your thighs dug into the side of his hips, keeping his thrusts deep.
Gently clawing at his upper back, you locked your legs around him. Drawing him impossibly closer, his happy trail brushed against your navel. Breath faltering for a second, you continued. âAnd you know what will happen if you ever forget that yesâŚ?â
Nodding swiftly against your shoulder, he muttered, âYouâll leave meâ.
Trailing your hand back over to cup his jaw, you guided his head back so you could peer up at him. There was a level of anguish displayed in his eyes as the thought crossed his mind. You maintained steady eye contact while questioning. âIs that something you want?â
âNo. Mean too much to meâ. Leaning in close, he muttered ânot letting that happenâ, before connecting your lips. Feeling you flutter around him, Cameron increased his pace. Parting from you, he released a low groan while dropping his head to your neck. Alerting you, he mumbled, âf-fuck, Iâm close babyâ.
âI want you to hold it Camâ, you urged. Drawing your nails gently across the back of his neck before grasping it, you tilted your head to speak directly into his ear. âCan you do that for me baby?â The hand you had placed on his chest shifted over, feeling the quick pace of his heartbeat.
Any ounce of composure he possessed slipped away as soon as you started speaking but he would do it for you. He had to, he needed your forgiveness. Craved it. Stuttering out, ây-yesâ, Cameron paused his movements.
Snaking your hand back around to cup his jaw, you pushed him out of your neck. âI didnât say stop, keep goingâ. Immediately resuming his pace upon hearing that, Cameron shut his eyes. Twitching against your walls, he willed himself to hold off. The pressure that racked his abdomen sent his mind blank.
Seeing him bite his bottom lip to stifle his groans, you felt your orgasm bubble under the surface. Moaning out, âIâm almost there babyâ, your thighs trembled against him. Feeling the warmth spread throughout your body, you clawed at his back. Cameronâs mouth parted, releasing labored pants while you pulsed around his dick.
Taking note of his expression, you reminded, âyouâve been so good, not yet Cam, donât cumâ. Soaking in the praise, he continued listening, straining with every passing glide inside you. Feels too good. No thoughts were in his head except for the way you felt, he didnât know how much longer he could hold it. Once you noticed the telltale signs of him bordering on the edge, you halted his movements, tapping his chest. âStop, lay back on the bedâ.
Withdrawing, Cameron repositioned, lying on his back. His eyes followed as you got comfortable above him, placing your knees at his sides. Soothingly rubbing at his chest, you asked, âgood?â He brought his free hand to rest against your hip.
âIâm goodâ. His eyes held a hint of bliss as he spoke out in a hushed tone, âdid I earn it yet?â
Giving him a warm smile, you lean down to faintly brush your lips along his, edging back just a few inches when he attempted to kiss you. After a moment, you finally gave in, pressing a kiss against his lips. Eagerly returning it with the same passion, Cameron squeezed the flesh on your thigh. Your hand trailed up to his neck, pressing him back into the sheets when he tried lifting his head to match your pace. âNot yet babyâ.
Rolling your hips back and forth, a desperate groan caught Cameronâs throat when his tip nudged your entrance. Parting from your lips, he muttered, âPleaseâŚâ. Slightly shifting your hips, you lined his dick at your entrance before sliding down in one go.
Clenching around his veiny length, you moaned. Cameron twitched, grasping at your hip firmly before trailing down to grip the flesh of your ass. Staying flush against his body, you begun lifting your hips, rocking back and forth at a teasing pace. Keeping his jaw in your hold, you tilted his head, placing open mouthed kisses along his neck. The guttural groan he let out traveled straight to your core, causing your slick to pool at his base. âF-fuck, I canât hold itâ.
Pausing your kisses, you pushed off his chest to get a clear view of his face. Peering down at his expression, you bit your bottom lip, awestruck. Lips parted, he had his eyes shut as his groans became uncontrollable. Feeling himself throb inside you, Cameron fisted his hand in the sheets, trying to prevent bruising you with his grip.
Trailing your hand up to grip his jaw, you instructed, âopen your eyes Camâ. A broken moan slipping out, you urged, âlook at meâ. He listened, focusing his blurred attention on you. There wasnât a single readable emotion in Cameronâs eyes except his longing as he peered up at you. Clenching around him, you breathlessly spoke, âso deep, feel soâ â. A whimper escaped you when he twitched. âfuck, youâre right at the edge, arenât you?â Pressure building in his abdomen Cameron wordlessly nodded. âAnd youâd stay right there all night if I asked youâŚ?â
A low, âyesâ, slipped out of his mouth. And you believed him. Â Â
Grinning satisfied, you breathed out, âI forgive you baby, tell me whenâ. Immediately after saying that, you picked up your speed, gliding up and down at a wild pace. As soon as the words left your mouth, Cameronâs eyes drifted shut. Breathing growing staggered, the vulgar sounds of you bouncing up and down rung in his ears.
Thighs tensing, he warned, âIâmâ â, before his climax was triggered, breaking his sentence. Your hand shifted down, feeling him flex under your palm. You slowed your movements, coming to a pause as an after wave of your orgasm spiraled through your core. When he felt you pulsing, he moved his hand to grasp your thigh again.
Rubbing small circles against your skin, Cameron opened his eyes, giving you a spacey look. You leaned down to press a lingering kiss on his lips before pulling back completely. A soft smile spreading across your face, you swiped your thumb across his bottom lip. âI mightâve missed you a little bitâ.
Cracking a smile, Cameron questioned, âdamn, just a little bit?â
âMaybe moreâŚ? I havenât decided on that yet eitherâ.
Chuckling, he joked, âIâll take what I canât getâ. A small laugh escaped you before your eyes drifted over to his cast. Gently bringing his arm over to rest in front you, on his abdomen, you traced your nails across it. After a moment of quiet pondering, you brought your gaze back towards his face.
âCan I ask you to promise me something serious right nowâŚ?â
âOf course, what is it?â
âI need you to promise me youâll give yourself time to recover this timeâ.
He moved your hand over to his heart as he spoke. âI promise you, Iâm going to take plenty of time to recover. I mean that. My word is still bond, that was the first and only time I havenât kept my promisesâ.
Smiling warmly, a small laugh escaped you. âok, I trust youâ.
Once you two settled in for the night, Cameron was spooning you, quietly contemplating voicing what was on his mind. You were absentmindedly trailing your nails along his cast slung over your hip when his quiet voice cut through the silence. âI think Iâm done with football⌠I canât⌠Itâs just not for me anymoreâ.
You paused your movements, processing what he said for a moment. Camerons stomach turned at your silence. The thought that you might leave him after all crossed his mind. He can deal with his families dissatisfaction but you⌠thatâs a different story.
Being cautious of his cast, you gently turned to face him now. He expected to see a hint of disappointment in your eyes but all that came through was worry. âAnd youâre sure about this?â
Nodding, he continued. âIt was never for me. I didnât pursue it for me. Unfortunate it took all of this shit for me to realize that, but Iâll be better off⌠weâll be better off.â
âOkâ. You leaned in to press a kiss on his lips before pulling back to soothingly trail your thumb across his jaw.
Puzzled by your reaction, Cameron asked, âyouâre not upset?â
A light laugh escaped you at the sound of that. âNo, why do you think Iâd be upset?â If anything, you were trying to compose yourself so your happiness wouldnât come across as you being over enthusiastic.
âI donât know⌠I just thought it might be a dealbreaker. Thought youâd be disappointed. I havenât done anything other than football our entire relationshipâ.
âAndâŚ?? Baby Iâm not disappointed, youâre more than just football, you know that, right?â You shifted your gaze between his eyes, waiting for him to respond. âCamâŚ?â
âI knowâ. He cracked a small smile at the quizzical look you gave him. âI do, Iâm serious!â
âGood. Because you know I wouldnât be with you if that was the case. Iâd be boredâ.
Chuckling, he replied, ânotedâ.
Laughter bubbled out of you when it processed in your mind he said âdealbreakerâ. Humored at the thought, you questioned, âwait, did you think I was going to break up with you over this?!â
Cameron sheepishly admitted, âYesâ. Laughing along with you now, he clarified himself. âLook, in my defense I didnât want you thinking I canât provide for you anymore because I still will, I promiseâ.
âProvide for me?! Cam please!â Your laughter had died down after a moment. Shifting to a more serious tone, you stated, âbaby I know you will, thatâs the least of my concernsâ. Bringing your hand up to caress his cheek, you continued. âAll Iâm concerned about right now is your health. I just want you to be ok. And truthfully⌠I loved watching you play but I need you here in one pieceâ.
He pulled you closer, brushing his nose against yours before uttering, âI love youâ.
âI knowâ, you softly voiced before connecting your lips. âI love you tooâ. Looking over his features with a smile now, you pondered. âIâm wondering though, are you scared of me?â
He was only halfway joking when he responded, âA littleâ.
Thumbing at his lip, you quipped, âonly a little hm?â
Raising a brow, Cameron questioned, âin this moment?!â Chuckling, he followed up with âyesâ.
âAww you canât handle me baby?! Iâm harmless!â
âWhat, you need me to show you that too right now? Say the word baby and I willâ. He slung your leg over his hip, drawing you closer. With a knowing grin he leaned in to speak against your ear. âBecause you and I both know thatâs not case, donât we?â
âI donât need you to show me anything right now! You need to rest!â Laughing, you ran your hand across his chest. âYou can show me as soon as that cast comes off though, I can waitâ, you teased.
âYou sure about that?â
âMhmâ, you hummed, pressing a lingering kiss on his lips again before parting. âGoodnightâ.
Thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated ! <3
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: With celebrations in order, what better place is there to celebrate than a private island?
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: switch!cameron Cade briefly towards the beginning then soft!dom Cameron Cade, super bowl winnn, semi-public... i think?! (kind of, but not really because it's indoor idk?) eventual smut, fluff, piv, fingering, dirty talk, dry humping, cowgirl, doggystyle, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, aftercare
WC: 5.9k
A/N: i'm a tad late posting this but i come bearing gifts! I think i'll give this one a third final part with the remaining days of the trip and in the meantime work on an unrelated, angsty one just for some balance lol. also super unrelated but this idea partly came from a past trip and i must say i have yet to come across water as clear as the bahamas, genuinely beautiful environment!
As always thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated, hope you enjoy <3 !
Cameron wore the victory well. In fact, you had never seen him so amped up in the past 24 hours. Along with finding entertainment in the shift, you found yourself basking in the elation that immediately followed that night. Heart thumping loudly in your chest, you were on the edge of your seat watching every play closely when it happened. Just as Cameronâs team scored the final touchdown necessary to put them ahead, the clock ran out.
âTOUCHDOWNN CAMERON CADE!â
Everything moved so quickly after that. Immediate celebrations taking place, you two didnât get home until the wee hours of the night. By that point you both ended up crashing as soon as you reached the bed. Then the following days, leading to the trip Cameron had no choice but to handle the obligations already established. You joined him for some of them and spent the free time that you had packing.
Having fallen asleep, Cameron placed his head on your shoulder. The position couldnât have been comfortable due to your height difference, you thought, however he didnât seem to mind. You silently laughed when you remembered how adamant he was that he wasnât going to fall asleep on the flight. Leaning into him, you rested your head on top of his. His hand was settled in your lap, intertwined with yours. Glancing down at the sight, a warm smile came across your face as you brought your free hand over to faintly trace along his fore arm.
The relief you felt was abundant in that moment. You were glad he won but overall, you were just glad to see he would finally allow himself to rest. He had grew so tense in the days leading up to the game that he could barely sleep. Frankly it was worrisome. You didnât know this was the case until you stirred one night, feeling the emptiness of the bed.
Partially opening your eyes, you sat up. Any other time youâd go back to sleep and deem it was nothing, but you had grown too accustomed to know this wasnât a part of his patterns. Trekking into the living room, you could make out his figure sitting on the couch in the dark. âCam?â, you softly called out before reaching him.
Still groggy, your brows furrowed when you took in his posture. Resting his elbows on his knees, he was leaned over, covering his face with both hands before hearing your voice. Concerned and confused you asked, âwhatâs going on?â Your worry peaked when you noticed the slight movement of his knee anxiously bouncing. Softening your voice, you mumbled out  âwhatâs wrong baby?â
âNothing, Iâm fineâ.
âCamâŚâ
ââŚI canât sleep, thatâs all. My nerves are badâ.
Frowning at the sound of that, you stood in between him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders to embrace him. Immediately circling your waist, Cameron pulled you flush against him, turning his head to rest on your chest. Hearing the sound of your steady heartbeat, his mind quieted for a moment. âI promise Iâm alright though, go back to sleep baby. Iâll come back to bed soonâ.
Resting your head on top of his, you murmured, ânot leaving you alone to spiralâ, before a yawn escaped you. âIâll stand here until youâre readyâ. You didnât see the soft smile that came to his face. A sigh escaped him as he thought stubborn as hell.
Standing now, he slid his hands to the back of your thighs, picking you up so you could wrap your legs around him. You shifted your head to rest on his shoulder on the walk back to the bedroom. A faint, satisfied smile appeared on your features when he caved. He wasnât going to let you lose sleep along with him.
Once Cameron reached the bed, he laid you down before settling in between your legs. You soothingly traced your nails across his back. âWhatâs on your mindâŚ?â You knew whatever it was had to have been bothersome if it was enough to wake him up. He was quiet for a moment, hesitant to voice it until deciding it may help to say it.
âI donât want to let anyone down⌠I donât want to let you downâ, he admitted in a hushed tone.
Pausing your movement, you frowned at the sound of that. âCam⌠you donât have to prove anything to anyone, especially meâ. You rubbed his bicep before continuing, âIâm going to be here no matter what happensâ. When he remained silent, you reached your hand over towards the night stand to turn on the lamp. âLook at me, pleaseâ, you urged.
He reluctantly lifted his head, peering down at you through tired eyes. Your heart clenched seeing the anguished look on his face. Bringing your hand up to caress his cheek, you continued. âI know this is an important game, but I promise you itâs not going to change how I view you okâŚ?â
Cameron nodded, shifting his gaze away from your face for a moment when he felt his throat constrict. He looked back over when you traced his jaw. Smiling, you admired his features before admitting, âhonestly⌠nothing can make me feel any less proud of youâ. Upon hearing the sincerity in your voice, he cracked a smile before leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek.
âThank you⌠I needed to hear thatâ. He flicked the lamp off before resuming his position on your chest. âNow go back to sleep, youâve got no business still being upâ.
You scoffed, a small laugh escaping you before you rebutted. âMe?! For all I know you couldâve been sitting in the dark like that for an hourâ.
 Chuckling lightly, he responded, âI wasnât thoughâ.
âSo, weâre lying now??â
âChill, Iâm not lying! I was down there forty five minutes maxâ.
Laughing, you questioned, âright, so damn near an hour?!â
âcouldâve actually been thirty minutes? not too sure but Iâm like 90% certain it wasnât an hour so-â.
Cutting his sentence short, you voiced, âyea Iâm not doing this with you right now, go to sleep!â
âweâll pick this back up in the morning, good night!â
 Beginning the same motion across his back, a small laugh escaped you. Eyes beginning to flutter shut, you mumbled, âYea, Iâm sure. Good night, Camâ.
Once you two arrived to the Bahamas, you were guided to a boat. Confused seeing people load your luggage on to the boat, you speculated it had something to do with his surprise. âWait⌠you havenât told me where weâre staying yet, is that the surprise?!â, you eagerly looked over at Cameron to see him grinning already.
Shrugging casually, he responded, âI donât know, I think you might have to find outâ.
During the boat ride there, Cameronâs heart started racing when it came into view. He couldnât wait for you to see what he had planned. The anticipation has been killing him since he initially found the location. Glancing over at you admiring the view of the clear water, he smiled. Snug against his side, you rested your hand on his lap while he rubbed circles onto your hip. âItâs gorgeousâ, you voiced mesmerized by the ocean.
Hearing him say, âI knowâ, you turned your head to look at him now only to see he was already staring at you. Heat creeped up your neck under his gaze. You brought your free hand up to cup his jaw, pulling him in for a quick kiss. Reluctant to part from you, Cameron pressed lingering pecks on your lips before you placed your hand on his chest.
âYouâre not slick, I know what youâre trying to doâ, you murmured against his lips, fully pulling back now. You brushed some of your lip gloss off his lips just as he formed a smile. Amused, he shifted his eyes to your lips, proceeding to wet his before making eye contact again.
âEnlighten me, what am I trying to doâŚ?â, he quipped.
âYouâre trying to butter me up, save it till weâre aloneâ.
Leaning in close to your ear, Cameron voiced, âWhy lie? You know I donât have to try to do anything to get you like thatâŚâ. Pulling your body closer to him, he brought his free hand down to rest on your thigh squeezing it before gradually inching it up as he spoke. âIâm sure if I moved my hand up someââ. Cutting him off, you lifted his hand off your thigh to cross your legs. Settling his hand on your lap now, he smirked. âFine, Iâll be good for nowâ, he voiced, backing away from your ear to give you space.
Wanting to torment him as well, you placed your hand at the side of his neck, gently pulling him close enough so you could shift your head to speak in his earshot. âAnd for later babyâŚ? The same, or no?â, you teased.
Smoothing his hand across your thigh, he whispered back, âIâll let you decide thatâ.
Mind running wild with different scenarios now, you smiled at his response. You replied, âsuch a gentlemanâ, turning to peck his cheek. When you pulled back, you spotted eagerness behind his lids.
âTurn around, this is the surpriseâ.
Shifting your body, you took in the view of a beautiful island just as the driver began to dock the boat. âWe have this island all to our self for the rest of the trip, I hope you like itâ. Speechless upon hearing him say that, a wide smile spread across your face.
Turning to face him again, you pulled him in, hugging him tightly. âI do!â, you murmured against his neck. He immediately circled your waist, chuckling lightly at your gleeful reaction. Peppering several kisses on his face, you pressed a lingering one on his lips before saying, âI love it babyâ.
Smiling against your lips, Cameron voiced, âcâmon, youâll love the inside tooâ.
When met with the interior, you were just as in awe while you two were taken on a guided tour. The large main bedroom had two doors leading to the extended deck outside that overlooked the ocean. Along the tour of the island, you were captivated by the beauty of everything. Towards the end, you were barely able to contain your excitement for later, but you reminded yourself to keep your composure for the sake of seeing his raw reaction.
Cameron had no idea you packed a cute, intricate lacy set in his team colors. It was a sheer white two piece accented with red lining. The designs and scattered bows across the top and bottom were done in the same, deep scarlet red. It was difficult to find a design you truly liked but once you did, you knew it was the right one. To tie it all together, you planned to wear his jersey as a cover up.
Youâve already worn his jersey once during the act without anything on underneath for a different special occasion out of mere jest and he lost it. Reminiscing on how riled up he got at the simple gesture, your thighs clenched at the thought of what his reaction would be like with the new addition. Lingerie also wasnât something you wore often but whenever you did, he never failed to show you just how much he loved it.
Once the tour had finally come to an end and you both were finally alone Cameron moved faster than you could blink. A laugh escaped you when he immediately threw you over his shoulder. Keeping one arm securely wrapped around the back of your thighs, he grabbed a handful of your ass. Circling your hands around to feel his toned stomach, another light laugh fell from your lips. âSomebodies enthusiasticâ, you teased.
Bringing his palm down on your flesh in response, a loud smack resonated throughout the air. Biting down on your bottom lip at the pleasurable sting, a faint moan escaped you. âBeen waiting too long to get you alone, Iâm past that point baby, believe me!â
Throwing you down on the bed now, Cameron was on top of you before your head hit the pillows. Your core stirred when his lips attached to you. Knowing if you let this continue you would be too caught up in his charm to execute any surprise, you stopped him, pushing lightly at his chest. As soon as he parted, your hand traveled up to thumb at his bottom lip.
âMe tooâ, you voiced lingering your gaze on his lips before bringing it to his eyes. âAnd thatâs why Iâm going to go take a shower and get ready, I have something I want to show youâ.
Raising a brow, he questioned âreally?â
 Smiling innocently, you nodded âMhm. I think youâll like itâ.
âWhat is it?â
You laughed at his persistence. âIâm not telling you, youâre about to see it! And no peeking while I get ready, Iâm serious!â Now challenging you silently with his eyes, Cameron cracked a smile before climbing off you, extending his hand to pull you up as well.
He teased, âJust secretive as hell. Fine though, I promise I wonât look! Iâll just get in the shower while youâre preoccupied, ok?â
Nodding, you began to walk away now. Turning your head to retort, âIâm trusting you Cam!â, a smile came to your face when he shifted his eyes from your ass, gazing up at the sound of your voice. This evening should be fun.
Hearing the water running, you quickly scuffled over to your suitcase to pull out the special garment. After placing his jersey on, you added the last final touches. You had a few fragrances that were your go to but there was one in particular that proved to be most effective in getting to him. A little went a long way so you added a few dabs on your skin, just enough to be enticing.
As soon as you heard the faucet stop, you ran to the main room before he saw anything. Upon entering the empty room Cameron immediately called out, âwhere are you? Can I see it now?â Sparing no time, he began searching for you with the towel wrapped around his hips. Your heart raced with adrenaline while you stood in the middle of the large space, waiting for him to come see.
âIâm out here baby!â
You heard his familiar footsteps before you saw him. When he saw you, he stopped in his tracks. Taking in your attire, his eyes scaled your figure from head to toe. He stood there for a moment, not saying anything while his eyes lingered on your bare skin where the jersey ended, mid-thigh, just on the verge of ending at your knees.
He was nowhere near close to you yet, but the tension in the room felt palpable. The ravenous look in his eyes went straight to your core. Drinking in his appearance, your thighs clenched when your eyes followed the droplets of water dripping down his chest. His towel was riding dangerously low on his hips, leaving little to the imagination. âWhat do you thinkâŚ?â, you softly spoke, filling the silence.
For a moment you saw him twitch underneath the towel before he moved in a flash. Deciding at the split second to taunt him, you sprinted away from his grasp. Not anticipating the movement, Cameron stopped. A sly smile came to his face as he eyed you down. âThis what we doing right now?â
Grinning at his question, you playfully shrugged your shoulders. Putting his skills to the test, you challenged him. âCome and get me baby. You said you been waiting right? How bad do you want me?â After saying that, you caught the start of his laughter before swiftly turning to run again. Evidently, today was the day you became a track star.
 Though you were efficiently navigating past the furniture, it wasnât lost on you, he was probably letting you have the upper hand. When Cameron decided the cat and mouse bit was enough, he finally used some of his energy to catch you. Now in the kitchen, you dodged the corner of the kitchen island, hesitating to move further when you saw him approach you from the opposite end. Taking the chance, you moved to run again but he was quicker, closing the distance. Snaking his arm around you, he firmly pulled you against him. âGot youâ, he whispered by your ear.
Feeling his length press against your back, you bit down on your lip before he turned you around. His hands traveled under your ass to lift you up. On instinct, you wrapped your legs around him, leaning in to pepper kisses along his jaw before focusing on his neck. Cameron held you tight as he began walking to the large couch.
He sat down, keeping you in his lap while you continued. Breathing heavy now, Cameronâs nostrils flared when the scent of your perfume hit him. He rubbed your thighs, squeezing the flesh while you started making your way back up towards his lips. Bringing his hand up to grasp your cheek, Cameron beat you to it, roughly connecting them. Your stomach swirled with need when his tongue slipped past your lips, drawing a small moan out. Circling your hips against his for friction, he settled his arm around your back, grinding you down at the pace you set. The jersey naturally rode up a bit throughout the desperate movement.
Cameron drifted his hand down to your neck, applying the faintest pressure as the heated kiss went on. You rested your hand against his forearm, keeping it in place. Your arousal start seeping through the thin material the longer you stayed connected. Starting to feel light headed, you reluctantly pulled back to catch your breath.
Your hand traveled down his abdomen, slowing its movement when you reached his happy trail. Scooting back a bit on his lap, your gaze shifted down as you undid the towel wrapped securely at his waist. Circling your hand around his heavy length now, you started a teasing pace. Peering at him, you bit your bottom lip, taking note of the pleading look in his eyes. Deciding to push him a step closer to the edge, you started speaking.
âYou wanna know what my favorite part was babyâŚ?â Maintaining the motion, you twisted your hand each time it reached his tip. Cameron twitched in your palm, abdomen flexing at the pressure gradually building. Looking over your features, he wet his lips, slightly tightening his grip on your neck. Shifting your head, he pulled you in close to his ear.
âTell meâ, he urged. The rough edge in his tone now sent a fresh wave of pleasure to your core. You almost had him exactly where you wanted, he just needed one final push.
âSeeing you run that last play⌠I canât stop thinking about itâ. You felt the indents of his fingers against your hip as you increased the speed of your hand. âIt turned me on watching you score that touchdownâŚâ. Hearing him suck in a harsh breath, you gingerly smiled, leaning closer to his ear. âYou gonna show me what it feels like being fucked by a Super Bowl winnerâŚ? Iâve been waiting since that night⌠I think I deserve it, no?â
His response was immediate. Pulling you in for another heated kiss, he suddenly stood up, hauling you with him in the process. Caught off guard, you wrapped your arms around his neck as he started walking towards the bedroom.
Once he reached the destination, he parted from your lips, setting you down. For a split second you forgot you had even worn anything, but you were quickly reminded when he began lifting the jersey over your head. Cameron paused, drinking in your appearance. âAll this for meâŚ?â
Nodding, you questioned, âyou like itâŚ?â Heat creeped up your neck under his gaze. He kept his eyes locked on your body, giving you a silent nod in response. Lips parted, he trailed his hand across the waistband.
Whispering out, âyou look good in everything, but this isâŚâ, he pondered, trying to find the right words to express your beauty. âTurn around real quick babyâ, he urged. Obliging, you spun so he could see the back. Once he got a good look, he stepped closer, circling his arm around your midsection to pull you flush against his chest. âI like itâ.
Before you could settle your head against his chest, he moved to sit in the middle of the bed. He extended his arm, ushering you to come to him. Subtly clenching your thighs in anticipation, you walked over, climbing onto the bed. As soon as you took his hand he pulled you onto his lap again.
Cupping your ass, he slid your hips forward, grinding you down against his length. Latching on to your neck, Cameron began placing open mouthed kisses across it. You moaned, snaking a hand up to rest on the back of his neck while the other rested on his arm. The friction from the thin fabric caused the familiar pit in your stomach to form.
Cameron traveled up towards your jaw, nipping along the way before he met your lips. Moaning into the kiss, you applied more pressure. Desperate to feel him, you momentarily disconnected to pull at his bottom lip with your teeth. Resuming the kiss with more fervor, he let out a groan at the action. Feeling him twitch under you, more arousal pooled in your core.
Abruptly stopping now, Cameron was breathing heavily, staring at you with a dazed look in his eyes. âTurn around, lay your head on my chestâ, he instructed. You listened, sitting in between his legs with your back flush against his body now. He drifted his hands down to soothingly rub along your thighs before gripping the sides to part your legs. âKeep them spread just like this, ok?â
You nodded in response, looking down at the compromising position. In this moment you had never been so grateful to be alone as the transparent glass doors caught your attention. If anyone was there, theyâd have a very clear view of everything. Your adrenaline spiked at the thought, but Cameron had assured you definitively you two were alone.
He trailed a hand up to palm your breast, brushing his thumb across your nipple before shifting his focus to the next. Gently massaging your inner thigh, he moved towards your underwear at an agonizing pace. âI think red and white are your colorsâŚâ.
Toying with the waistband of your underwear, he continued. âGonna have to buy you more clothes with these colorsâ. You bunched your hands in the covers when he slipped his hand in, coating his finger with your arousal. âThis number thoughâŚ? Iâll buy it in every color for youâ. After voicing that, Cameron circled at your entrance before gradually sliding his finger inside. âWould that make you happy baby?â
Nodding again, a breathy moan escaped you at the sound of his voice. You clenched around his finger, keeping your gaze focused on his movements. Adding a second finger, Cameron picked up his speed. Hand trailing up to grasp your jaw, he tilted your head so his voice would ring clear in your ear. âTell me the truth baby, you imagined how this would go, didnât you?â
Feeling him curl his fingers, your thighs threatened to snap shut from the heavy pressure swirling in your stomach. Your hand flew to clutch his forearm as a moan escaped from you. The vulgar sound of your arousal coating his knuckles with each shift of his fingers increased. Stuttering out a, ây-yesâ, your vision started to blur.
âI gave it to you from the back? Or you rode meâŚ?â Cameronâs voice did nothing but fuel the tension growing in your core. Orgasm teetering on the edge, your stomach contracted. Unable to keep your gaze focused on his veins, your eyes fluttered shut. âIâd bet on the first. You love how deep I get from that angle⌠isnât that right?â, he coaxed.
âOh fuckâ, you moaned out, twisting your hand in the covers again before circling it around his arm. Brows furrowing, you dug your nails into his skin. The faint sounds of the ocean became distant, leaving his voice the last thing you could make out in your mind. âC-Camâ.
âIs that what you want baby? You want me to fuck you like that?â Back arching against him, your mouth parted. You attempted to nod but Cameronâs grip prevented you. Shifting his head, he pressed a kiss to your cheek. Whispering directly into your ear now, he lowered his tone. âIf you cum for me right now, Iâll give it to youâ.
Eyes rolling back, a pitchy moan slipped past your lips. Your thighs involuntarily began to close as the sensation of your orgasm spread throughout your core. Cameron immediately moved his hand down to roughly grip the underside of your thigh, holding it open. You lifted your head to peer down through hazy eyes, clenching his fingers.
Increasing his pace, Cameron continued his movements through your orgasm. Clinging to his arms, your head tipped back against his chest. Body trembling as another wave rolled through your stomach, your eyes snapped shut. âFuck, C-Camââ, you pleaded.
He slowed his movements before coming to a halt. Loosening his grip on your thigh, he shifted his hand to caress the side of it. Lifting your head again, your eyes followed as he removed his fingers. Glistening with your arousal now, he silently brought them to your mouth, waiting for you to open.
Parting your lips, you moaned as he slid them in. Bringing your hand up to rest on his wrist when he pulled them out, you shifted your body, turning around to straddle him. Cameron circled his arm around your back while you turned his hand to lick the rest dripping down his knuckle.
Feeling him twitch against your thigh, Cameron gripped your jaw, pulling you in for a kiss. He groaned at the taste, squeezing your hip as the kiss grew desperate. Your hands rested on his abdomen before you trailed one up to his chest. Moaning, another fresh wave of heat coiled in your stomach. Pushing at his chest, you parted from his lips.
When you mumbled out, âI want both babyâ, Cameron slid his hand down to shift the thin string of lace to the side. He readjusted your hips, positioning your entrance over his dick before you dropped down on him in one glide. A soft mewl left your mouth as you paused for a moment.
A low groan left Camerons throat at the motion. After you adjusted to his size, you lifted your hips, repeating the same action. Gripping your hips, he guided you, roughly bringing you back down with each glide. Setting a steady pace now, a string of moans escaped you.
Groaning out, âDid I make you proud?â, Cameron peered at you through blown pupils. You nodded in response, throwing your arms across his shoulder before leaning in to seal your lips over his. Leaning back against the headboard now, he wrapped an arm around your back, taking you with him. Now flush with his body, you moaned into his mouth while he continued matching the pace you set.
Parting from him, you murmured against his lips, âs-so fucking much. Soââ. Cut off mid-sentence as your orgasm creeped up, a sharp familiar twinge hitting your core. A harsh moan escaped you. âFuck, right there babyâ. Brows furrowing from pleasure, your eyes fluttered.
Feeling himself throb when your walls pulsed around his dick, Cameron tightened his grip. Coaxing you to another orgasm, he started speaking. âI canât lose when I think about youâŚwhen I think about this pussyâ. Shifting his hands down to palm the underside of your thighs, he started controlling your movements. âHow good you feelâŚâ.
Rolling your hips, he ground you back and forth, creating friction. Thighs trembling, you dropped your head to his neck as the angle shift caused your clit to brush against his abdomen now. The wet squelching that echoed throughout the room was starting to get to you along with his voice. Exhaling a shaky breath, you pleaded, âC-Cam please. Iâm gonnaâ".
Feeling your walls flutter around his length, Cameron stuttered out, âf-fuckâ. Mouth parting, he continued speaking. âI do it for you baby, just want to please youâŚâ. Nails digging into his shoulder, you clawed at his upper back. âShow you what you mean to meâ. Moan catching in your throat, your breath hitched as your orgasm spread throughout your body.
Cameron held you close while you trembled, soothingly running his hands up your sides. Once your body had settled into a blissful state, breath evening out, you lifted your head. When you met his eyes, a dopey smile made its way to his face. âYou got one more for me?â
Nodding, you fluttered around his dick while he started kissing along your jaw. Desperately restraining himself, Cameron violently twitched inside you at the feeling. With some help from him, you raised your hips to slide to the side with what little energy you had left to reposition yourself. He kneeled behind you, pulling the string from your lace further to the side for better access.
Placing his hands on your hips, Cameron aligned himself with your entrance. With your cheek resting comfortably on the pillows now, a gasp slipped out when he fully sunk in with one thrust. He shifted his hands to press against the small of your back before drilling into you, setting a quick pace. Left with no time to react, you twisted your hands in the covers to brace yourself. Wailing out, âF-fuck Camâ!â, you writhed under him.
âNah donât run baby, this what you wanted right?â Your stomach stirred upon hearing the strain in his voice. Mouth parting, your eyes became unfocused with each disorienting thrust he delivered. Abdomen tensing, Cameron grunted, âThis deep enough for you?â All you could do was moan in response, feeling your arousal trail down your thigh.
Shifting his attention to where you were connected, Cameron snaked his hands down to rub the globes of your ass. Groaning at the sight, he voiced, âyouâre making a mess babyâ. Lifting his hands, he brought his palm down, leaving a lingering sting on your skin. Drooling onto the covers, a loud, broken moan slipped out as you pulsed around him. Trembling under from the intensity of his thrusts, warmth spread throughout your core at an alarming rate.
Cameron leaned over your body, resting a fist next to your head while keeping a tight grip on your hip. âF-fuck, you feel soâ", he stuttered out before peering down, seeing the expression on your face. Pressing a kiss to your cheek, he started speaking against the shell of your ear.
âTake me so fucking well every timeâ, he praised. Your spasms around him became frequent as his thrusts grew shallow. Attention drifting to your shoulder, Cameron began trailing kisses across it, traveling up the side of your neck. He slipped the hand located at your hip down to your navel, rubbing gentle circles on your clit. âJust one more babyâ, he whispered against your skin.
Unable to string together coherent words, a choked moan slipped out as your stomach tensed. Body aching at this point, you clawed at the covers frantically. Feeling your walls contract, Cameron groaned. Sound traveling straight to your core, the pit in your stomach broke.
As soon as your orgasm hit, you felt his hips falter. He gave one final thrust, twitching before ropes of cum shot out, leaving your walls coated. When the after shocks came, you whimpered, feeling thoroughly spent. Mouth parted, it took several moments for your breathing to regulate. Gently withdrawing, Cameron guided your hips down to help you lie flat. Mewling at the emptiness, you shifted your hand in the cover. Taking note of your stillness, Cameron murmured against your shoulder, âstill with meâŚ?â
 A soft smile forming on your face, you partially opened your eyes. After locating his hand in the sheets, you circled his wrist, letting out a faint hum in response. Snaking an arm underneath you, he gently flipped you onto your back. Now facing him, you felt a lump form in your throat upon seeing the look on his face. Grasping his jaw, you turned his head to the side. âStop looking at me like that! I donât feel like crying right nowâ. Lightly chuckling, Cameron shifted his head back, leaning down to press a kiss on your lips.
âWhat do you need right now?â
âAnother showerâ, you mumbled. âThe thong is sticking to my skinâ.
Looking down at the state of your underwear, Cameron chuckled again. Moving to slide them down your legs, he poked. âMaybe you should let me rip them next timeâ.
âOr âmaybeâ you should remove them normally? Plus, this set is special now so no ripping Camâ.
Throwing his hands up in defeat, Cameron reassured, âpromise I wont rip theseâ, placing a hand over his heart in good faith. âWhen I buy the rest of the colors though? All bets are off with thoseâ.
A knowing laugh slipped out at the sound of that. âOh, Iâm sureâ. Part of you was impressed he managed to restrain himself from doing so with this one. The amount of underwear heâs ripped and replaced was absurd at this point.
Trailing your hand down to rub his chest, you asked, âcan you carry me please?â You wouldâve sauntered to the restroom yourself if you could, but this was one of those times your legs wouldnât allow that. Obliging, he stood, scooping you off the bed before walking off toward the bathroom. Once you two were cleaned up, you got resituated on the bed. With the lights turned off, the faint glow from the moon cast a dim hue into the room.
Snuggled against Camerons side with a leg flung over his hip, he absentmindedly rubbed your thigh. He began peppering kisses along the side of your neck, venturing towards your shoulder. A breathy laugh escaped you when he moved up to do the same to your face. Gently tracing his bicep, you pulled back, attempting to do the same before he connected your lips. After a short moment of giving each other gentle pecks, you parted. Giving his bicep a quick squeeze, his sleeping pattern crossed your mind. âCan I look forward to you staying in bed the whole night this week?â
A knowing grin spreading on his face, Cameron reassured you. âYes. I wont move an inch off this bed, I swear babyâ.
Smiling at his answer, you pressed a kiss on his lips. âYou mean that?â
âI mean thatâ. He gave you a warm smile before continuing. âI sleep better next to you, I was just stressing that nightâ.
Playfully rolling your eyes, you replied, âalways trying to be such a charmerâ.
âAgain, with the trying word?! I stand by what I said on the boatâ.
 You both laughed at his statement. Looking out the glass door in your eyesight, you frowned.
âWe missed itâ, you mumbled out.
âMissed what?â
âThe sunsetâ.
âThatâs alright, we can sit on the beach tomorrow to watch itâ.
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: With celebrations in order, what better place is there to celebrate than a private island?
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: switch!cameron Cade briefly towards the beginning then soft!dom Cameron Cade, super bowl winnn, semi-public... i think?! (kind of, but not really because it's indoor idk?) eventual smut, fluff, piv, fingering, dirty talk, dry humping, cowgirl, doggystyle, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, aftercare
WC: 5.9k
A/N: i'm a tad late posting this but i come bearing gifts! I think i'll give this one a third final part with the remaining days of the trip and in the meantime work on an unrelated, angsty one just for some balance lol. also super unrelated but this idea partly came from a past trip and i must say i have yet to come across water as clear as the bahamas, genuinely beautiful environment!
As always thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated, hope you enjoy <3 !
Cameron wore the victory well. In fact, you had never seen him so amped up in the past 24 hours. Along with finding entertainment in the shift, you found yourself basking in the elation that immediately followed that night. Heart thumping loudly in your chest, you were on the edge of your seat watching every play closely when it happened. Just as Cameronâs team scored the final touchdown necessary to put them ahead, the clock ran out.
âTOUCHDOWNN CAMERON CADE!â
Everything moved so quickly after that. Immediate celebrations taking place, you two didnât get home until the wee hours of the night. By that point you both ended up crashing as soon as you reached the bed. Then the following days, leading to the trip Cameron had no choice but to handle the obligations already established. You joined him for some of them and spent the free time that you had packing.
Having fallen asleep, Cameron placed his head on your shoulder. The position couldnât have been comfortable due to your height difference, you thought, however he didnât seem to mind. You silently laughed when you remembered how adamant he was that he wasnât going to fall asleep on the flight. Leaning into him, you rested your head on top of his. His hand was settled in your lap, intertwined with yours. Glancing down at the sight, a warm smile came across your face as you brought your free hand over to faintly trace along his fore arm.
The relief you felt was abundant in that moment. You were glad he won but overall, you were just glad to see he would finally allow himself to rest. He had grew so tense in the days leading up to the game that he could barely sleep. Frankly it was worrisome. You didnât know this was the case until you stirred one night, feeling the emptiness of the bed.
Partially opening your eyes, you sat up. Any other time youâd go back to sleep and deem it was nothing, but you had grown too accustomed to know this wasnât a part of his patterns. Trekking into the living room, you could make out his figure sitting on the couch in the dark. âCam?â, you softly called out before reaching him.
Still groggy, your brows furrowed when you took in his posture. Resting his elbows on his knees, he was leaned over, covering his face with both hands before hearing your voice. Concerned and confused you asked, âwhatâs going on?â Your worry peaked when you noticed the slight movement of his knee anxiously bouncing. Softening your voice, you mumbled out  âwhatâs wrong baby?â
âNothing, Iâm fineâ.
âCamâŚâ
ââŚI canât sleep, thatâs all. My nerves are badâ.
Frowning at the sound of that, you stood in between him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders to embrace him. Immediately circling your waist, Cameron pulled you flush against him, turning his head to rest on your chest. Hearing the sound of your steady heartbeat, his mind quieted for a moment. âI promise Iâm alright though, go back to sleep baby. Iâll come back to bed soonâ.
Resting your head on top of his, you murmured, ânot leaving you alone to spiralâ, before a yawn escaped you. âIâll stand here until youâre readyâ. You didnât see the soft smile that came to his face. A sigh escaped him as he thought stubborn as hell.
Standing now, he slid his hands to the back of your thighs, picking you up so you could wrap your legs around him. You shifted your head to rest on his shoulder on the walk back to the bedroom. A faint, satisfied smile appeared on your features when he caved. He wasnât going to let you lose sleep along with him.
Once Cameron reached the bed, he laid you down before settling in between your legs. You soothingly traced your nails across his back. âWhatâs on your mindâŚ?â You knew whatever it was had to have been bothersome if it was enough to wake him up. He was quiet for a moment, hesitant to voice it until deciding it may help to say it.
âI donât want to let anyone down⌠I donât want to let you downâ, he admitted in a hushed tone.
Pausing your movement, you frowned at the sound of that. âCam⌠you donât have to prove anything to anyone, especially meâ. You rubbed his bicep before continuing, âIâm going to be here no matter what happensâ. When he remained silent, you reached your hand over towards the night stand to turn on the lamp. âLook at me, pleaseâ, you urged.
He reluctantly lifted his head, peering down at you through tired eyes. Your heart clenched seeing the anguished look on his face. Bringing your hand up to caress his cheek, you continued. âI know this is an important game, but I promise you itâs not going to change how I view you okâŚ?â
Cameron nodded, shifting his gaze away from your face for a moment when he felt his throat constrict. He looked back over when you traced his jaw. Smiling, you admired his features before admitting, âhonestly⌠nothing can make me feel any less proud of youâ. Upon hearing the sincerity in your voice, he cracked a smile before leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek.
âThank you⌠I needed to hear thatâ. He flicked the lamp off before resuming his position on your chest. âNow go back to sleep, youâve got no business still being upâ.
You scoffed, a small laugh escaping you before you rebutted. âMe?! For all I know you couldâve been sitting in the dark like that for an hourâ.
 Chuckling lightly, he responded, âI wasnât thoughâ.
âSo, weâre lying now??â
âChill, Iâm not lying! I was down there forty five minutes maxâ.
Laughing, you questioned, âright, so damn near an hour?!â
âcouldâve actually been thirty minutes? not too sure but Iâm like 90% certain it wasnât an hour so-â.
Cutting his sentence short, you voiced, âyea Iâm not doing this with you right now, go to sleep!â
âweâll pick this back up in the morning, good night!â
 Beginning the same motion across his back, a small laugh escaped you. Eyes beginning to flutter shut, you mumbled, âYea, Iâm sure. Good night, Camâ.
Once you two arrived to the Bahamas, you were guided to a boat. Confused seeing people load your luggage on to the boat, you speculated it had something to do with his surprise. âWait⌠you havenât told me where weâre staying yet, is that the surprise?!â, you eagerly looked over at Cameron to see him grinning already.
Shrugging casually, he responded, âI donât know, I think you might have to find outâ.
During the boat ride there, Cameronâs heart started racing when it came into view. He couldnât wait for you to see what he had planned. The anticipation has been killing him since he initially found the location. Glancing over at you admiring the view of the clear water, he smiled. Snug against his side, you rested your hand on his lap while he rubbed circles onto your hip. âItâs gorgeousâ, you voiced mesmerized by the ocean.
Hearing him say, âI knowâ, you turned your head to look at him now only to see he was already staring at you. Heat creeped up your neck under his gaze. You brought your free hand up to cup his jaw, pulling him in for a quick kiss. Reluctant to part from you, Cameron pressed lingering pecks on your lips before you placed your hand on his chest.
âYouâre not slick, I know what youâre trying to doâ, you murmured against his lips, fully pulling back now. You brushed some of your lip gloss off his lips just as he formed a smile. Amused, he shifted his eyes to your lips, proceeding to wet his before making eye contact again.
âEnlighten me, what am I trying to doâŚ?â, he quipped.
âYouâre trying to butter me up, save it till weâre aloneâ.
Leaning in close to your ear, Cameron voiced, âWhy lie? You know I donât have to try to do anything to get you like thatâŚâ. Pulling your body closer to him, he brought his free hand down to rest on your thigh squeezing it before gradually inching it up as he spoke. âIâm sure if I moved my hand up someââ. Cutting him off, you lifted his hand off your thigh to cross your legs. Settling his hand on your lap now, he smirked. âFine, Iâll be good for nowâ, he voiced, backing away from your ear to give you space.
Wanting to torment him as well, you placed your hand at the side of his neck, gently pulling him close enough so you could shift your head to speak in his earshot. âAnd for later babyâŚ? The same, or no?â, you teased.
Smoothing his hand across your thigh, he whispered back, âIâll let you decide thatâ.
Mind running wild with different scenarios now, you smiled at his response. You replied, âsuch a gentlemanâ, turning to peck his cheek. When you pulled back, you spotted eagerness behind his lids.
âTurn around, this is the surpriseâ.
Shifting your body, you took in the view of a beautiful island just as the driver began to dock the boat. âWe have this island all to our self for the rest of the trip, I hope you like itâ. Speechless upon hearing him say that, a wide smile spread across your face.
Turning to face him again, you pulled him in, hugging him tightly. âI do!â, you murmured against his neck. He immediately circled your waist, chuckling lightly at your gleeful reaction. Peppering several kisses on his face, you pressed a lingering one on his lips before saying, âI love it babyâ.
Smiling against your lips, Cameron voiced, âcâmon, youâll love the inside tooâ.
When met with the interior, you were just as in awe while you two were taken on a guided tour. The large main bedroom had two doors leading to the extended deck outside that overlooked the ocean. Along the tour of the island, you were captivated by the beauty of everything. Towards the end, you were barely able to contain your excitement for later, but you reminded yourself to keep your composure for the sake of seeing his raw reaction.
Cameron had no idea you packed a cute, intricate lacy set in his team colors. It was a sheer white two piece accented with red lining. The designs and scattered bows across the top and bottom were done in the same, deep scarlet red. It was difficult to find a design you truly liked but once you did, you knew it was the right one. To tie it all together, you planned to wear his jersey as a cover up.
Youâve already worn his jersey once during the act without anything on underneath for a different special occasion out of mere jest and he lost it. Reminiscing on how riled up he got at the simple gesture, your thighs clenched at the thought of what his reaction would be like with the new addition. Lingerie also wasnât something you wore often but whenever you did, he never failed to show you just how much he loved it.
Once the tour had finally come to an end and you both were finally alone Cameron moved faster than you could blink. A laugh escaped you when he immediately threw you over his shoulder. Keeping one arm securely wrapped around the back of your thighs, he grabbed a handful of your ass. Circling your hands around to feel his toned stomach, another light laugh fell from your lips. âSomebodies enthusiasticâ, you teased.
Bringing his palm down on your flesh in response, a loud smack resonated throughout the air. Biting down on your bottom lip at the pleasurable sting, a faint moan escaped you. âBeen waiting too long to get you alone, Iâm past that point baby, believe me!â
Throwing you down on the bed now, Cameron was on top of you before your head hit the pillows. Your core stirred when his lips attached to you. Knowing if you let this continue you would be too caught up in his charm to execute any surprise, you stopped him, pushing lightly at his chest. As soon as he parted, your hand traveled up to thumb at his bottom lip.
âMe tooâ, you voiced lingering your gaze on his lips before bringing it to his eyes. âAnd thatâs why Iâm going to go take a shower and get ready, I have something I want to show youâ.
Raising a brow, he questioned âreally?â
 Smiling innocently, you nodded âMhm. I think youâll like itâ.
âWhat is it?â
You laughed at his persistence. âIâm not telling you, youâre about to see it! And no peeking while I get ready, Iâm serious!â Now challenging you silently with his eyes, Cameron cracked a smile before climbing off you, extending his hand to pull you up as well.
He teased, âJust secretive as hell. Fine though, I promise I wonât look! Iâll just get in the shower while youâre preoccupied, ok?â
Nodding, you began to walk away now. Turning your head to retort, âIâm trusting you Cam!â, a smile came to your face when he shifted his eyes from your ass, gazing up at the sound of your voice. This evening should be fun.
Hearing the water running, you quickly scuffled over to your suitcase to pull out the special garment. After placing his jersey on, you added the last final touches. You had a few fragrances that were your go to but there was one in particular that proved to be most effective in getting to him. A little went a long way so you added a few dabs on your skin, just enough to be enticing.
As soon as you heard the faucet stop, you ran to the main room before he saw anything. Upon entering the empty room Cameron immediately called out, âwhere are you? Can I see it now?â Sparing no time, he began searching for you with the towel wrapped around his hips. Your heart raced with adrenaline while you stood in the middle of the large space, waiting for him to come see.
âIâm out here baby!â
You heard his familiar footsteps before you saw him. When he saw you, he stopped in his tracks. Taking in your attire, his eyes scaled your figure from head to toe. He stood there for a moment, not saying anything while his eyes lingered on your bare skin where the jersey ended, mid-thigh, just on the verge of ending at your knees.
He was nowhere near close to you yet, but the tension in the room felt palpable. The ravenous look in his eyes went straight to your core. Drinking in his appearance, your thighs clenched when your eyes followed the droplets of water dripping down his chest. His towel was riding dangerously low on his hips, leaving little to the imagination. âWhat do you thinkâŚ?â, you softly spoke, filling the silence.
For a moment you saw him twitch underneath the towel before he moved in a flash. Deciding at the split second to taunt him, you sprinted away from his grasp. Not anticipating the movement, Cameron stopped. A sly smile came to his face as he eyed you down. âThis what we doing right now?â
Grinning at his question, you playfully shrugged your shoulders. Putting his skills to the test, you challenged him. âCome and get me baby. You said you been waiting right? How bad do you want me?â After saying that, you caught the start of his laughter before swiftly turning to run again. Evidently, today was the day you became a track star.
 Though you were efficiently navigating past the furniture, it wasnât lost on you, he was probably letting you have the upper hand. When Cameron decided the cat and mouse bit was enough, he finally used some of his energy to catch you. Now in the kitchen, you dodged the corner of the kitchen island, hesitating to move further when you saw him approach you from the opposite end. Taking the chance, you moved to run again but he was quicker, closing the distance. Snaking his arm around you, he firmly pulled you against him. âGot youâ, he whispered by your ear.
Feeling his length press against your back, you bit down on your lip before he turned you around. His hands traveled under your ass to lift you up. On instinct, you wrapped your legs around him, leaning in to pepper kisses along his jaw before focusing on his neck. Cameron held you tight as he began walking to the large couch.
He sat down, keeping you in his lap while you continued. Breathing heavy now, Cameronâs nostrils flared when the scent of your perfume hit him. He rubbed your thighs, squeezing the flesh while you started making your way back up towards his lips. Bringing his hand up to grasp your cheek, Cameron beat you to it, roughly connecting them. Your stomach swirled with need when his tongue slipped past your lips, drawing a small moan out. Circling your hips against his for friction, he settled his arm around your back, grinding you down at the pace you set. The jersey naturally rode up a bit throughout the desperate movement.
Cameron drifted his hand down to your neck, applying the faintest pressure as the heated kiss went on. You rested your hand against his forearm, keeping it in place. Your arousal start seeping through the thin material the longer you stayed connected. Starting to feel light headed, you reluctantly pulled back to catch your breath.
Your hand traveled down his abdomen, slowing its movement when you reached his happy trail. Scooting back a bit on his lap, your gaze shifted down as you undid the towel wrapped securely at his waist. Circling your hand around his heavy length now, you started a teasing pace. Peering at him, you bit your bottom lip, taking note of the pleading look in his eyes. Deciding to push him a step closer to the edge, you started speaking.
âYou wanna know what my favorite part was babyâŚ?â Maintaining the motion, you twisted your hand each time it reached his tip. Cameron twitched in your palm, abdomen flexing at the pressure gradually building. Looking over your features, he wet his lips, slightly tightening his grip on your neck. Shifting your head, he pulled you in close to his ear.
âTell meâ, he urged. The rough edge in his tone now sent a fresh wave of pleasure to your core. You almost had him exactly where you wanted, he just needed one final push.
âSeeing you run that last play⌠I canât stop thinking about itâ. You felt the indents of his fingers against your hip as you increased the speed of your hand. âIt turned me on watching you score that touchdownâŚâ. Hearing him suck in a harsh breath, you gingerly smiled, leaning closer to his ear. âYou gonna show me what it feels like being fucked by a Super Bowl winnerâŚ? Iâve been waiting since that night⌠I think I deserve it, no?â
His response was immediate. Pulling you in for another heated kiss, he suddenly stood up, hauling you with him in the process. Caught off guard, you wrapped your arms around his neck as he started walking towards the bedroom.
Once he reached the destination, he parted from your lips, setting you down. For a split second you forgot you had even worn anything, but you were quickly reminded when he began lifting the jersey over your head. Cameron paused, drinking in your appearance. âAll this for meâŚ?â
Nodding, you questioned, âyou like itâŚ?â Heat creeped up your neck under his gaze. He kept his eyes locked on your body, giving you a silent nod in response. Lips parted, he trailed his hand across the waistband.
Whispering out, âyou look good in everything, but this isâŚâ, he pondered, trying to find the right words to express your beauty. âTurn around real quick babyâ, he urged. Obliging, you spun so he could see the back. Once he got a good look, he stepped closer, circling his arm around your midsection to pull you flush against his chest. âI like itâ.
Before you could settle your head against his chest, he moved to sit in the middle of the bed. He extended his arm, ushering you to come to him. Subtly clenching your thighs in anticipation, you walked over, climbing onto the bed. As soon as you took his hand he pulled you onto his lap again.
Cupping your ass, he slid your hips forward, grinding you down against his length. Latching on to your neck, Cameron began placing open mouthed kisses across it. You moaned, snaking a hand up to rest on the back of his neck while the other rested on his arm. The friction from the thin fabric caused the familiar pit in your stomach to form.
Cameron traveled up towards your jaw, nipping along the way before he met your lips. Moaning into the kiss, you applied more pressure. Desperate to feel him, you momentarily disconnected to pull at his bottom lip with your teeth. Resuming the kiss with more fervor, he let out a groan at the action. Feeling him twitch under you, more arousal pooled in your core.
Abruptly stopping now, Cameron was breathing heavily, staring at you with a dazed look in his eyes. âTurn around, lay your head on my chestâ, he instructed. You listened, sitting in between his legs with your back flush against his body now. He drifted his hands down to soothingly rub along your thighs before gripping the sides to part your legs. âKeep them spread just like this, ok?â
You nodded in response, looking down at the compromising position. In this moment you had never been so grateful to be alone as the transparent glass doors caught your attention. If anyone was there, theyâd have a very clear view of everything. Your adrenaline spiked at the thought, but Cameron had assured you definitively you two were alone.
He trailed a hand up to palm your breast, brushing his thumb across your nipple before shifting his focus to the next. Gently massaging your inner thigh, he moved towards your underwear at an agonizing pace. âI think red and white are your colorsâŚâ.
Toying with the waistband of your underwear, he continued. âGonna have to buy you more clothes with these colorsâ. You bunched your hands in the covers when he slipped his hand in, coating his finger with your arousal. âThis number thoughâŚ? Iâll buy it in every color for youâ. After voicing that, Cameron circled at your entrance before gradually sliding his finger inside. âWould that make you happy baby?â
Nodding again, a breathy moan escaped you at the sound of his voice. You clenched around his finger, keeping your gaze focused on his movements. Adding a second finger, Cameron picked up his speed. Hand trailing up to grasp your jaw, he tilted your head so his voice would ring clear in your ear. âTell me the truth baby, you imagined how this would go, didnât you?â
Feeling him curl his fingers, your thighs threatened to snap shut from the heavy pressure swirling in your stomach. Your hand flew to clutch his forearm as a moan escaped from you. The vulgar sound of your arousal coating his knuckles with each shift of his fingers increased. Stuttering out a, ây-yesâ, your vision started to blur.
âI gave it to you from the back? Or you rode meâŚ?â Cameronâs voice did nothing but fuel the tension growing in your core. Orgasm teetering on the edge, your stomach contracted. Unable to keep your gaze focused on his veins, your eyes fluttered shut. âIâd bet on the first. You love how deep I get from that angle⌠isnât that right?â, he coaxed.
âOh fuckâ, you moaned out, twisting your hand in the covers again before circling it around his arm. Brows furrowing, you dug your nails into his skin. The faint sounds of the ocean became distant, leaving his voice the last thing you could make out in your mind. âC-Camâ.
âIs that what you want baby? You want me to fuck you like that?â Back arching against him, your mouth parted. You attempted to nod but Cameronâs grip prevented you. Shifting his head, he pressed a kiss to your cheek. Whispering directly into your ear now, he lowered his tone. âIf you cum for me right now, Iâll give it to youâ.
Eyes rolling back, a pitchy moan slipped past your lips. Your thighs involuntarily began to close as the sensation of your orgasm spread throughout your core. Cameron immediately moved his hand down to roughly grip the underside of your thigh, holding it open. You lifted your head to peer down through hazy eyes, clenching his fingers.
Increasing his pace, Cameron continued his movements through your orgasm. Clinging to his arms, your head tipped back against his chest. Body trembling as another wave rolled through your stomach, your eyes snapped shut. âFuck, C-Camââ, you pleaded.
He slowed his movements before coming to a halt. Loosening his grip on your thigh, he shifted his hand to caress the side of it. Lifting your head again, your eyes followed as he removed his fingers. Glistening with your arousal now, he silently brought them to your mouth, waiting for you to open.
Parting your lips, you moaned as he slid them in. Bringing your hand up to rest on his wrist when he pulled them out, you shifted your body, turning around to straddle him. Cameron circled his arm around your back while you turned his hand to lick the rest dripping down his knuckle.
Feeling him twitch against your thigh, Cameron gripped your jaw, pulling you in for a kiss. He groaned at the taste, squeezing your hip as the kiss grew desperate. Your hands rested on his abdomen before you trailed one up to his chest. Moaning, another fresh wave of heat coiled in your stomach. Pushing at his chest, you parted from his lips.
When you mumbled out, âI want both babyâ, Cameron slid his hand down to shift the thin string of lace to the side. He readjusted your hips, positioning your entrance over his dick before you dropped down on him in one glide. A soft mewl left your mouth as you paused for a moment.
A low groan left Camerons throat at the motion. After you adjusted to his size, you lifted your hips, repeating the same action. Gripping your hips, he guided you, roughly bringing you back down with each glide. Setting a steady pace now, a string of moans escaped you.
Groaning out, âDid I make you proud?â, Cameron peered at you through blown pupils. You nodded in response, throwing your arms across his shoulder before leaning in to seal your lips over his. Leaning back against the headboard now, he wrapped an arm around your back, taking you with him. Now flush with his body, you moaned into his mouth while he continued matching the pace you set.
Parting from him, you murmured against his lips, âs-so fucking much. Soââ. Cut off mid-sentence as your orgasm creeped up, a sharp familiar twinge hitting your core. A harsh moan escaped you. âFuck, right there babyâ. Brows furrowing from pleasure, your eyes fluttered.
Feeling himself throb when your walls pulsed around his dick, Cameron tightened his grip. Coaxing you to another orgasm, he started speaking. âI canât lose when I think about youâŚwhen I think about this pussyâ. Shifting his hands down to palm the underside of your thighs, he started controlling your movements. âHow good you feelâŚâ.
Rolling your hips, he ground you back and forth, creating friction. Thighs trembling, you dropped your head to his neck as the angle shift caused your clit to brush against his abdomen now. The wet squelching that echoed throughout the room was starting to get to you along with his voice. Exhaling a shaky breath, you pleaded, âC-Cam please. Iâm gonnaâ".
Feeling your walls flutter around his length, Cameron stuttered out, âf-fuckâ. Mouth parting, he continued speaking. âI do it for you baby, just want to please youâŚâ. Nails digging into his shoulder, you clawed at his upper back. âShow you what you mean to meâ. Moan catching in your throat, your breath hitched as your orgasm spread throughout your body.
Cameron held you close while you trembled, soothingly running his hands up your sides. Once your body had settled into a blissful state, breath evening out, you lifted your head. When you met his eyes, a dopey smile made its way to his face. âYou got one more for me?â
Nodding, you fluttered around his dick while he started kissing along your jaw. Desperately restraining himself, Cameron violently twitched inside you at the feeling. With some help from him, you raised your hips to slide to the side with what little energy you had left to reposition yourself. He kneeled behind you, pulling the string from your lace further to the side for better access.
Placing his hands on your hips, Cameron aligned himself with your entrance. With your cheek resting comfortably on the pillows now, a gasp slipped out when he fully sunk in with one thrust. He shifted his hands to press against the small of your back before drilling into you, setting a quick pace. Left with no time to react, you twisted your hands in the covers to brace yourself. Wailing out, âF-fuck Camâ!â, you writhed under him.
âNah donât run baby, this what you wanted right?â Your stomach stirred upon hearing the strain in his voice. Mouth parting, your eyes became unfocused with each disorienting thrust he delivered. Abdomen tensing, Cameron grunted, âThis deep enough for you?â All you could do was moan in response, feeling your arousal trail down your thigh.
Shifting his attention to where you were connected, Cameron snaked his hands down to rub the globes of your ass. Groaning at the sight, he voiced, âyouâre making a mess babyâ. Lifting his hands, he brought his palm down, leaving a lingering sting on your skin. Drooling onto the covers, a loud, broken moan slipped out as you pulsed around him. Trembling under from the intensity of his thrusts, warmth spread throughout your core at an alarming rate.
Cameron leaned over your body, resting a fist next to your head while keeping a tight grip on your hip. âF-fuck, you feel soâ", he stuttered out before peering down, seeing the expression on your face. Pressing a kiss to your cheek, he started speaking against the shell of your ear.
âTake me so fucking well every timeâ, he praised. Your spasms around him became frequent as his thrusts grew shallow. Attention drifting to your shoulder, Cameron began trailing kisses across it, traveling up the side of your neck. He slipped the hand located at your hip down to your navel, rubbing gentle circles on your clit. âJust one more babyâ, he whispered against your skin.
Unable to string together coherent words, a choked moan slipped out as your stomach tensed. Body aching at this point, you clawed at the covers frantically. Feeling your walls contract, Cameron groaned. Sound traveling straight to your core, the pit in your stomach broke.
As soon as your orgasm hit, you felt his hips falter. He gave one final thrust, twitching before ropes of cum shot out, leaving your walls coated. When the after shocks came, you whimpered, feeling thoroughly spent. Mouth parted, it took several moments for your breathing to regulate. Gently withdrawing, Cameron guided your hips down to help you lie flat. Mewling at the emptiness, you shifted your hand in the cover. Taking note of your stillness, Cameron murmured against your shoulder, âstill with meâŚ?â
 A soft smile forming on your face, you partially opened your eyes. After locating his hand in the sheets, you circled his wrist, letting out a faint hum in response. Snaking an arm underneath you, he gently flipped you onto your back. Now facing him, you felt a lump form in your throat upon seeing the look on his face. Grasping his jaw, you turned his head to the side. âStop looking at me like that! I donât feel like crying right nowâ. Lightly chuckling, Cameron shifted his head back, leaning down to press a kiss on your lips.
âWhat do you need right now?â
âAnother showerâ, you mumbled. âThe thong is sticking to my skinâ.
Looking down at the state of your underwear, Cameron chuckled again. Moving to slide them down your legs, he poked. âMaybe you should let me rip them next timeâ.
âOr âmaybeâ you should remove them normally? Plus, this set is special now so no ripping Camâ.
Throwing his hands up in defeat, Cameron reassured, âpromise I wont rip theseâ, placing a hand over his heart in good faith. âWhen I buy the rest of the colors though? All bets are off with thoseâ.
A knowing laugh slipped out at the sound of that. âOh, Iâm sureâ. Part of you was impressed he managed to restrain himself from doing so with this one. The amount of underwear heâs ripped and replaced was absurd at this point.
Trailing your hand down to rub his chest, you asked, âcan you carry me please?â You wouldâve sauntered to the restroom yourself if you could, but this was one of those times your legs wouldnât allow that. Obliging, he stood, scooping you off the bed before walking off toward the bathroom. Once you two were cleaned up, you got resituated on the bed. With the lights turned off, the faint glow from the moon cast a dim hue into the room.
Snuggled against Camerons side with a leg flung over his hip, he absentmindedly rubbed your thigh. He began peppering kisses along the side of your neck, venturing towards your shoulder. A breathy laugh escaped you when he moved up to do the same to your face. Gently tracing his bicep, you pulled back, attempting to do the same before he connected your lips. After a short moment of giving each other gentle pecks, you parted. Giving his bicep a quick squeeze, his sleeping pattern crossed your mind. âCan I look forward to you staying in bed the whole night this week?â
A knowing grin spreading on his face, Cameron reassured you. âYes. I wont move an inch off this bed, I swear babyâ.
Smiling at his answer, you pressed a kiss on his lips. âYou mean that?â
âI mean thatâ. He gave you a warm smile before continuing. âI sleep better next to you, I was just stressing that nightâ.
Playfully rolling your eyes, you replied, âalways trying to be such a charmerâ.
âAgain, with the trying word?! I stand by what I said on the boatâ.
 You both laughed at his statement. Looking out the glass door in your eyesight, you frowned.
âWe missed itâ, you mumbled out.
âMissed what?â
âThe sunsetâ.
âThatâs alright, we can sit on the beach tomorrow to watch itâ.
Babeeeeee we need at least another part to lover girl pls! We need the Super Bowl/ Super Bowl night đ and the trip!!!!!
Iâm currently finishing up part two right now, it will likely be out tmr, just have to proofread ! (Itâs a LOT of different things going on in this oneđŠ) However I didnât include the whole trip to spare yall from it being long asf buttttt⌠if yall are interested, I can do a third part solely focused on the remaining days of the trip if you enjoy it, just lmk !!!
âD*ckin me down, spoiling me, driving me crazyâ
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: Love is in the air after a night of celebration! Is a Super Bowl victory on the horizon�
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: dry humping, piv, missionary, raw, creampie, dirty talk/praise, prob inaccurate mention of football dealings so Iâm sorry, Iâm not a pro ! super brief mention of being tipsy, fluff, aftercare, proofread once, sorry for any errors <3
WC: 3.1k
A/N: of course the inspiration for this is LOVER GIRL by Megan Thee Stallion, so if any of yall are fellow hotties please lmk what you think đ! And plssss donât be mad but I think Iâm going to do a second part for this one as well, I fear I CANNOT resist. Promise it wonât be a habit, I just want to do this one justice and make sure it aligns with the inspiration if you catch my drift, enjoy !
(*Fair warning, the follow up for this will be⌠freakier*).
Finally at home, the chaos of the night had settled. The season was coming to close on a high with Cameronâs team winning their final game. Once it had set in that they would qualify for the Super Bowl, celebration plans were fully set in motion. You both had just returned from a party.
Still a bit tipsy, you two stumbled into the bedroom before Cameron sat on the bed, pulling you close to embrace you. Enjoying the comfortable silence, you rested your head on his shoulder, absentmindedly trailing your hands across his upper back. Feeling content, you closed your eyes, breathing in his pleasant scent.
âThank youâ, he mumbled into your shoulder. A small smile forming on your features, you voiced, âyouâre welcomeâ. The realization dawned that you had no idea what he was referring too. Confused, you added, âwait, what are you thanking me for?â
A light laugh escaped him before he replied, âfor being hereâ. At the sound of that, you opened your eyes, pulling back to look at him clearly. Though he was still buzzing from earlier activities, there was a sobering edge to his tone as he continued. âI wouldnât be where I am right now if it werenât for you. Iâm glad I get to share this moment with you. Iâm grateful, for realâŚâ.
Touched by his statement, a smitten expression settled on your face. Caressing his neck, you teased, âaw, look at you being all tender right nowâ. Warmth traveling up his neck, Cameronâs gaze shifted between your eyes. âIâm always tender about youâ, he voiced. âOh, I knowâ, you said with a small laugh. You followed up with, âthatâs what I love about youâ, before placing a kiss on his cheek.
Pondering on the season he had, you voiced, âIâm really proud of you Cam. I know it hasnât been easy, but youâve worked so hard to get hereâ. You paused to admire his features before saying, âyou deserve thisâ. Tears welled in your eyes upon thinking of all of the hardship that had led to this moment. The injuries, the grueling schedule, the moments of defeat followed by him starting to express doubt he would ever experience this.
The joy you felt for him was palpable. It was so difficult seeing him go through all of the challenges this season dealt him, but you knew this was the turning point. Youâd never seen him so driven to prove to himself he could do it. And for that reason, there was no doubt in your mind that heâd make it to the Super Bowl.
You lowered your gaze for a moment when you felt a tear roll down your cheek. Cameron immediately brought his hand up to swipe it away with his thumb. In the process he gently tilted your head up to look you in the eyes. Seeing the concern behind his eyes, you eased his nerves. âThese arenât sad tears, I swear. Just feeling a mix of emotions right nowâ, you softly confessed with a breathy laugh.
Cameron grinned as he poked, ânow whoâs being tender?â Laughing, you playfully pushed at his chest. âStop, I canât help it! Iâm happy for you. I already know thereâs another celebration comingâ. In response, he asked, âyou think I have what it takesâŚ? I know Iâm a good player but the Superbowl? Thatâs not a regular gameâŚâ Though there was partial humor in his first question, a part of him needed reassurance. If anyone was able to breakthrough the worry in his mind, it was you.
Caressing his jaw now, you gave him words of encouragement. âYou do have what it takes Cam. You wouldnât have made it this far if you didnât. Donât doubt yourself, Iâm serious. Not tonight babyâ. He nodded, âyouâre rightâ. Jokingly, you replied, âIâm always right, especially about thisâ, before following up with, âbut I need you to promise me something right now, can you do that?â
After seeing him nod again you voiced, âplease promise me you wonât doubt yourself. I know thereâs a lot of pressure on you and I know how your nerves get but I need you to promise me you wonâtâŚâ Cameronâs gaze softened upon hearing that. With a smile, he affirmed, âI promise you, I wonât doubt myself. If any thought like that crosses my mind at any point leading up to the game, Iâll just think of youâ. Feeling relieved, you thanked him before giving him a gentle kiss. One thing Cameron never did was break his promises to you.
Eyes venturing down to get a look at his outfit, your mind stirred. During your time with Cameron, youâve seen him in a suit a few times, but it wasnât often that you did. Your hands smoothed over his shoulders as you inquired, âso⌠do you by any chance have more suits lined up for when you win?â Cameron responded, âyea, a few of them, why? You donât like this one??â He looked down at it with a puzzled expression.
Laughing at his confusion, you quickly clarified, âno, no, thatâs not it⌠the opposite actuallyâ. Giving him another look, you admitted, âseeing you in a suit kind of does it for me. You look all polished and professional⌠I donât knowâ. A teasing grin appeared on Cameronâs face as he pushed, âonly âkind ofââŚ? You sure about that?â
Your eyes dropped to his lips when he said that before shifting up to give him a needy look. In response, Cameron urged, âcâmereâ, pulling you against his body. Leaning in for a kiss, you brought one of your hands to his neck again. When his lips sealed over yours, arousal pooled in your core as the kiss grew heated. Retracting his arms engulfing your frame, he palmed your hips, gently rubbing up and down your sides before parting from you.
âTurn around babyâ. You obliged, stepping back a bit before fully turning around. When you did, Cameron pulled your zipper down, causing your dress to pool around your ankles. Left in just your underwear now, you turned back to face him before climbing into his lap to straddle him. Lowering his eyes to drink in your appearance now, his hands roamed across your thighs. âYou know how beautiful you looked tonight?â
A smile gracing your features at the compliment, you traced his jaw. âHmmm I have a guess, someone could not stop telling me all night. You know a handsome gentleman actually bought me that dress yesterdayâŚ? I think he was trying to woo meâ. Playing along, Cameron grinned as asked, âoh really? Did it work or you turned him downâŚ?â Shaking your head in response, you joked, âno, turned him down. Told him Iâm already spoken forâŚâ, before giving him a soft peck.
You added a sultry edge to your tone as you continued, âI also told him my man takes special care of me⌠and Iâm satisfied over hereâŚâ. Cameron grasped your hips, pulling you flush against his print now. âHow satisfied hm?â Seeing the familiar glint of hunger in his eyes, your thighs clenched at his sides from the feeling. A breathy, âveryâ, fell from your lips before you cupped his jaw, pulling him back in for a kiss.
He ground your hips against his, causing your mouth to part, allowing him to slip his tongue past your lips. The wetness gathering in your underwear with each pass of his clothed length against you was gradually becoming uncomfortable. Moaning into his mouth, you wandered your hands down to frantically unbutton his dress shirt. After some fumbling you successfully unbuttoned him before motioning to push it off his shoulders.
Cameron kept his mouth attached to yours as he momentarily stopped his movements to help you remove it completely. Now met with the frustrating obstacle of his undershirt, you trailed your hands under it to feel the planes of his stomach. Parting for air, you breathlessly urged, âtake it offâ. He listened, pulling the material over his head before you pushed him back into the comforter. Twitching in his boxers, he bit down on his bottom lip at the sight of you leaning over him.
You eagerly reconnected your lips, moaning when you felt him palm your ass, continuing the same grinding motion over his length. Squeezing your flesh, Cameron brought his hand up to rest on your neck, gently making you part from his lips. âYou know what I want to hear⌠say itâ, he whispered against your lips. Grasping at his forearm now, your other hand was settled at his abdomen. You mumbled out, âI need youâ, in response.
A smile flashed across his features before he guided you back in for a kiss. You briefly parted from him, a slight gasp falling from your lips when you felt him suddenly wrap an arm around your waist to flip you onto your back. Kneeling over your figure now, Cameron unhooked his belt. Excitement coursed through your veins when you watched him stand to remove his pants, revealing his heavy length.
He climbed back on top to slide your underwear down your legs. Keeping his eyes glued on the glisten of your arousal, he exhaled harshly before voicing, âI might just have to wear a suit everyday if this is what it does to youâ. Smiling, you mumbled, âI wonât objectâ, before he leaned down to reconnect your lips.
Pulling him closer with your legs, his tip brushed against your clit. His hands trailed across your outer thighs, holding you in place as he started gradually shifting his hips before lining himself up. You welcomed the stretch as he started gliding in inch by inch. Grasping at his sides, you whimpered out, âCamâ, when he was completely in.
He stayed like that for a moment, unmoving while he shifted his focus to your neck. Sucking harshly on your sensitive spot, Cameron drew a moan from you. You clenched around him, acclimated to his size. Proceeding to pepper your chest with kisses, he lingered on your breast, flicking your nipple with his tongue before giving the other the same treatment. Fluttering your eyes shut at the sensation, you moved your hand up to settle at the nape of his neck as quiet moans escaped your mouth the longer he went on.
Voice muffled against your skin, you heard him ask âwhat else do you want hmâŚ? Iâll give you whatever you wantâ. Withdrawing his hips now, he lifted his head to peer down at you as he sunk back in in one go. Eyes snapping open at the feeling, you moaned, shifting your hand over to feel his abs flex under your palm. âYou already know that though, donât you?â, he voiced. Biting down on your bottom lip to suppress your moans, you nodded in response. Twitching at the sight, a cocky grin spread across his features. Knowing how much his voice affects you, he persisted.
Continuing the same teasing movement of giving you shallow thrusts, Cameron started coaxing you with his words. âPromise Iâm never going to stop taking care of youâŚâ, he spoke before hiking your legs up his torso so you could wrap them around him. He squeezed your thigh before uttering, ânever going to stop taking care of this pussyâ.
The coil tightened in your core at the sound of his words, causing you to involuntarily clench his length. He brought a hand up to caress the side of your cheek before guiding your mouth to his. Swallowing your moans, Cameron increased his pace, giving you steady, calculated thrusts. Mouth parting from him, a string of saliva followed as you stuttered, âf-fuck, Cameronâ. Clutching at his shoulders now, your nails dug into his skin for grounding.
A sharp pang of arousal traveled down his spine when he felt the familiar sting. Groaning, Cameron asked, âYou believe me baby?â In response you frantically nodded, moaning as each thrust caused the pressure in your stomach to build. âSay it. I need to hear itâ, he voiced while keeping a firm grasp on your jaw. âI believe youâ, you mumbled before he shifted his hips for a deeper angle, plunging back in at a fast speed. Hand falling to grip his bicep, you felt heat pool in your core, coating his dick in more slick.
âF-fuck, I believe you Camâ, you moaned out as the depth sent your mind reeling. Peering down at you with blown pupils, Cameron watched the pleasure morph on your face the closer you got. Parting his mouth, he twitched at the sight before voicing, âyou deserve it, all of itâ. Vision growing hazy, you pulled him in, locking your lips with his. Unable to coherently use words right now, you conveyed your need through the kiss. Seemingly just as needy, he synced his strokes with the movement of his tongue against yours.
Growing dizzy, you pulled back for air. Mumbling out, âso deep baby, donât sto-â, your eyes began to roll back. Plea spurring him on, Camerons thrusts were relentless now. The lewd squelching sound resonating throughout the room grew more vulgar with each stroke. Voice raw with pleasure, he instructed, âlook at me baby. Open your eyesâ. Listening, you forced your eyes back open only to be caught off guard by the emotion in his. He reattached his lips before you could say anything. Cameron slowed his hips, rolling them to deliver slow, deep thrusts temporarily.
Savoring the change of pace, you both swallowed each otherâs moans until you had to pull apart for air. The hand that rested on his shoulder trailed down to his cheek to thumb at his bottom lip. A high pitched moan fell from your lips when the familiar feeling of your orgasm started bubbling in your stomach. It was too much, his words, his cologne, the way he felt, everything. Overwhelmed, your eyes were glassy as you ran them across his features. Your voice hitched as you said, âI love youâ.
Cameron shifted his hand from your neck to gently grab your wrist, moving your hand from his face. He interlocked your fingers with his, laying them on the ruffled comforter. Voice strained, he urged, âsay it againâ. Thighs trembling around him, you clawed at his bicep.
Upon hearing you moan out, âI love youâ, again, Cameronâs hips faltered. A slew of groans left his throat when he felt you contract around him. âI love you too babyâ. Squeezing your hand now, he snaked his other arm under your back, slightly elevating your hips to meet his with each thrust. He dropped his head to your neck while controlled grunts began slipping out. Feeling that sharp spiral before your orgasm hit, a shaky, broken moan escaped you.
Hand flying to wrap around the back of his neck, you stuttered, âoh f-fuck, C-Camâ. Tightening his grip, he coaxed, âright there?â In response you nodded, eyes starting to drift shut as the feeling intensified. Mouth falling open, you went silent while your orgasm stirred before washing over your entire body. Cameron tensed feeling you pulse around his dick.
He throbbed before twitching inside you as he slowed his thrusts. Hearing Cameron release a sharp exhale into your shoulder, another wave rippled through your core when you felt the warmth of his cum. Ceasing his movement now, he let you steady your breathing while you rode out your orgasm.
Feeling him press soft kisses on your shoulder that trailed up to your neck, your eyes fluttered open. In a blissful haze, your nails gently traced across his neck while he soon made his way to your face. After he faintly brushed his nose along yours, you gave him a peck, smiling as you did. âBath or shower?â, he asked. âBathâ, you mumbled.
You now found yourself tucked in between him, resting your head against his chest. His arms were wrapped around your midsection while you absentmindedly traced his forearm under the water. Basking in his warm embrace, you let your eyes close before letting out a hum when you heard him try to get your attention. âYou remember mentioning the Bahamas the other day?â, Cameron inquired.
Pondering for a moment, the conversation he was referring to came to mind. He had asked you hypothetically what your ideal vacation would look if you were going somewhere to completely unwind. Fond memories of your favorite childhood trip flashed in your head so naturally, you told him Bahamas. âMhm, what about it?â
âI booked us a flight set for a couple days after the gameâ. Opening your eyes now, you fully sat up, turning in his grasp to gauge whether he was serious or not. âYouâre seriousâŚ?â, you asked in a hushed tone. Heart beginning to race at the thought out of excitement, you were trying to decide whether this was his idea of a joke. Grinning, Cameron nodded. Confirming, âIâm seriousâ, with a chuckle, he continued. âI figure no matter what happens, win or lose, we could use a break. Plus, you mentioned you took that week off, so I thought fuck it, why not?â
Sending him a puzzled look, you voiced, "I canât tell if you're joking or not. Cam, I promise you if this is one of your shitty jokes im-". Cameron laughed at your admission, cutting you off before emphasizing, "Iâm not joking, I promise!". He pulled you close to him again, settling your thighs at his sides now while he soothingly rubbed them. "The flight is on the following Tuesday, we're staying for a week". Beaming at the sound of that, you circled your arms around his shoulders to embrace him.
"I might even have a small surprise for you when we get there too". As soon as you heard the words leave his mouth, a rush of adrenaline coursed through your body. You loved his surprises. Lifting your head to view his face, you teased, "you sure this isnât the surprise itself?" With a playful glint in his eyes, he said, "you really think Iâd only have one for you? câmon baby, knowing how excited you get? one isnât enough". Smiling at his remark, you responded, "you know me well then", before giving him a kiss.
When you embraced him again you heard him murmur, âI donât know though, weâll have to see if you still get it since you think my jokes are shitty⌠but if you take that statement back, Iâll see what I can do!â. Laughing against him, you doubled down, âIâm not taking that back, you know they are so I guess we will just have to see!â
Thank you for reading, feedback is always appreciated ! <3
Cameron Cade x F!reader (established relationship)
Synopsis: some *unprofessional* activities take place during an away game trip
Warnings/tags *MDNI*: switchy dynamics here, piv, oral (f!receiving), prone bone, shower handjob, slight clingy/territorial undertones, scenario in which being quiet is *imperative*, proofread once, sorry for any errors!
WC: 4.2k
A/N: Happy New Year, I hope this year treats all of you kindly, and brings you joy!!!! First one of the year and it can be read as a standalone. You could say I feltâŚinspired during my recent watch of Heated Rivalry, LMAO. Anyway, enjoy, thank you for reading, and feedback is always appreciated <3
âCan I come to your room? I miss youâ.
âCam you just saw me. Like 40 minutes ago in the lobbyâ.
âAnd? I still miss you so, can I?â
âIf I do let you come over, whatâs in it for me?â
âMy presenceâŚ?â
âYeah, Iâm hanging up now! Goodnightâ.
âWait, Iâm kidding! I promise not to irritate you, please?â
ââŚFine, but donât knock too loudâ.
You snorted, ending the call after giving in. A little over two weeks since his injury, it was currently the first away game since Cameron was cleared to play again. Nothing had changed about the away game hotel trips aside from the fact that you two were acquainted in a⌠different manner than before. Arriving to the building at a little past 10 pm, Cameron wasted no time in starting his antics.
Carrying on like normal at work, you both had concluded it wouldnât be wise or necessary to make anyone aware of the change. You werenât fully certain what their policy looked like on dating in the work place, but you didnât want to find out. Taking precautions, you two kept the interactions in public light. From what youâve observed, the circumstances only seemed to make Cameron clingier when you did get alone time. Not that you complained though.
Two faint knocks on your door caught your attention. Upon opening the door, you were immediately met with the warm smile on Cameronâs face. Moving aside to let him in, you closed the door softly before turning to see him seated on your bed with his undershirt removed. Your mind immediately drifted when your eyes roamed over his body down to the gray sweats he was wearing.
Holding back a laugh at his swiftness, a small smile came to your face. Beginning to slowly make your way towards him, you raised a brow as you questioned, âwas it necessary for you to take that off?â Cameron smirked, dragging his gaze down to your bare legs. You were comfortable in just your underwear and oversized night shirt.
When you reached him, he wandered his hands up the back of your thighs before palming your ass. Peering up at you slightly, he challenged, âWas it necessary for you to open the door half naked?â You laughed before correcting him. âFirst of all, Iâm not âhalf nakedâ, I have on a shirt and underwear. Second, Iâm in the comfort of my room where I am well within my right to be half naked if I want to be. And third, youâre breaking your promise right now, tread lightlyâ.
Cameron prodded, âfirstly, you are half naked and secondly, what if someone walked by and saw you, hm?â You corrected him again saying, âIâm notâ, before shrugging your shoulders. âPlus, even if someone had walked by, itâs not like theyâd see Iâm in my underwearâ.
He shook his head in disagreement. âBaby the shirt is practically see through⌠I can see the leopard print pattern on your underwearâ. The shirt was not see through at all. You playfully pushed at his chest scolding him, âno you canât, you just lifted my shirt Cam!â A light chuckle escaped him at your statement, he didnât think you felt him discreetly slip it up some more so he could see.
âOk fine, I was lying. Iâll stop breaking my promiseâ. Pulling you closer against him, his eyes traveled down to your lips. Your hands rested on his biceps as he continued. âBut still⌠no one else deserves to see you like thisâŚâ. Heat simmered in your core when his thumb slid across the band of your underwear. âEspecially in theseâ.
The air had shifted now, taking on a charged energy. Trailing one of your hands up to cup his jaw, you traced his bottom lip. âOh yeaâŚ?â Nodding his head with a grin, Cameron responded, âjust me⌠only meâ. A smile appearing on your face upon hearing that, you couldnât stop yourself from pulling him in for a kiss.
Cameron eagerly returned it, his arms circling your midsection now, pulling you flush against his body. Relaxing against him, you moaned into his mouth when his hands gravitated back down to squeeze your ass. You parted from his lips when you started to feel light headed.
Staring at him enticingly, your hand traveled down to his neck. In a hushed tone you questioned, âWhat makes you think you deserve itâŚ?â Cameronâs gaze dropped to your lips briefly before shifting back towards your eyes. Taking that as a challenge, he responded against your lips, âyou want me to show youâŚ?â
Your thighs clenched in anticipation. Giving him a needy look, you attached your lips again. The kiss growing desperate, you gently bit his bottom lip, moaning as you did. Cameron suddenly stood to his full height, making you stumble back a bit before his arm snaked around to keep you steady in his grasp. Hands wandering down to the backs of your thighs, he easily lifted you up. Keeping your lips connected, your hands roamed across his shoulders.
Cameron turned around to face the bed before parting his lips for a moment, breathing heavily. He disconnected his body, instructing you to lay down on the bed. While you scooted yourself back towards the middle, he climbed over you, holding steady eye contact. Your shirt had ridden up your stomach in the process.
His hands smoothed down your thighs till he reached the band of your underwear. âCan I take these off?â When you nodded breathlessly, Cameron pulled them down your legs at an unhurried pace. Throwing them off to the side, you saw his control slightly snap when you ever so slightly parted your thighs for him.
A small moan escaped you when he suddenly dove down to attach his mouth to your pussy. His arms immediately circled around your thighs to keep them parted. Peering up at you, Cameron kept his eyes on your face while he licked a long stripe from your entrance to clit. Breath faltering, your mouth parted at the sight of him. You clenched around his tongue when he set a steady pattern, thrusting it in and out of you.
The coil in your stomach grew taut from the feeling. Before you got too lost in your moans, you lifted the bottom your shirt into your mouth to temporarily silence you. At the change in sight now, Cameron immediately dragged a hand up to palm your breast, lightly brushing over your nipple before switching to the other one.
One of your hands that was wrapped in the sheets drifted to grasp the back of his head, pulling him impossibly closer. The other hand flew to his extended forearm, gripping while the calculated movements of his tongue drew you closer to your orgasm. Your muffled moans gradually increased when he started focusing his attention on your clit. Swirling his tongue around it teasingly, your thighs twitched in his hold.
Eyes fluttering shut, you tipped your head back as the coil grew tighter and tighter. Writhing underneath him, you canted your hips up to meet his mouth with each drag of his tongue against your clit, chasing your orgasm. His muted moans vibrated through you, causing you to bite down harder on the shirt stuffed in your mouth. Camerons hand trailed down to press against your navel when he felt your spasms becoming frequent while his other hand gripped the flesh of your thigh.
Your back arched when he repeatedly circled his tongue around your clit, increasing his pace. Mind going blank, you slapped at his forearm, signaling you were close. After a few more glides, your vision grew hazy and your body tensed when your orgasm washed over you. Thighs trembling now, they closed around his head while he continued his movements. Your nails dug into his arm as you pushed at his head before twisting your hand in the sheets.
Cameron greedily drunk up your juices, not faltering in his pace at all. Another sharp spiral of arousal shot through your core, spreading throughout your body quickly. Hand flying back to push at his head firmer, you released the shirt in your mouth to plead. âCam pleaseâ. It was only then at the sound of your strained voice he stopped his movements.
The look on his face when he fully lifted his head sent your mind reeling. He held a satisfied expression on his face when he looked at your breathless figure. Bottom half of his face glistening, he instructed, âtake off your shirt babyâ. You obliged, lifting the material over your head before he grabbed it, wiping his face.
âGood?â, he asked. In a state of contentment now, you lazily nodded, smiling as you voiced, âvery goodâ. Soothingly running his hands down your thighs, Cameron stated, ânext time youâre sitting on my faceâ. Flushed from his statement, you playfully pushed at his arms. âWhy are you so crass all the time?â Cameron leaned down to lick a long stripe up your neck before saying, âdonât act like you donât love itâ. Grimacing from the action, a small laugh escaped you. âI donât actually!â
Poking some more, Cameron peered down at you with a quizzical look. âI beg to differ. Matter fact⌠youâre worse than me, you just try to be discreet about itâ. Feigning a confused expression, you responded, âI donât know what youâre talking about⌠no one ever told you itâs rude to lie on people?â Challenging you, Cameron just stared for a moment before cracking a smile.
âOk, in that case be honest with me. The thought of riding my face has already crossed your mind, hasnât itâŚ?â You were quiet in response, the image you had already dredged up flashing in your mind at his words. A knowing grin spread over his features at the lack of response from you. âYou forget that I know you. I already know the type of shit that crosses your mind when you think about meâ.
Your thighs involuntarily clenched under his gaze. Reaching a hand up to trace your bottom lip with his thumb, Camerons gaze lingered on the motion. âI promise you though⌠whatever has crossed it⌠Iâve already thought of itâ.
Pulling him in by his jaw, you connected your lips. If you didnât verbally express something, your actions always would. Moaning into the kiss, your hand traced the veins on his arm before trailing towards his waistband. Faintly brushing across the print in his sweatpants, you fidgeted with his drawstring. Breathlessly, you pleaded against his lips, âCam, I need itâ. Â He peppered lingering kisses on your neck in response before shifting to stand.
When he stood to remove his sweats, you crawled over to pull them down yourself. His thumb grazed your cheek as you dragged his boxers down his legs. Bringing you up into a kneeling position now, Cameron tilted your head to pull you in for a kiss. Leaning into his touch, you returned the hunger, trailing your hand over to gently stroke his length. He throbbed in your grasp, releasing a small groan in your mouth when your thumb grazed the underside of his tip.
Parting his mouth to speak, he instructed, âlay on your stomachâ. You gave your hand one final drag before laying in position. Cameron was on top of you now, rubbing his hand on your hip. Lightly patting it, he voiced, âlift up babyâ. When you did, he grabbed a pillow from above to slide under your stomach, elevating your hips slightly. âComfortable?â You nodded in anticipation.
He lightly slapped his length on the globes of your ass before lining himself up. You whimpered as he gradually slid in. Twitching on contact, Cameron squeezed the flesh on your hip, uttering out, âfuck, you feel what you do to me baby?â You clenched around him in response, softly pleading, âCamâ. A shaky breath fell from your lips when he sunk deeper.
Fully in now, a small groan escaped Cameron as he adjusted, placing his body flush against yours. Setting a comfortable pace, one of his arms rested above your head. The other held a firm grip on your hip, keeping your body in place while he delivered deep thrusts.
Head turned to the side, a faint string of moans left your mouth with each drag of his dick against your walls. You had it in mind to be aware of your volume but that quickly seemed to be fading from your mind. Twisting your hands in the covers, you clenched down hard, feeling more arousal pool out of you. âCam, pleaseâŚâ, you pleaded in a hushed tone.
He held his head right next to your ear, letting you hear every needy groan that passed his lips. Your vision was unfocused but if you had seen the way he was peering down at you, that alone would have brought you closer. Staring down with a carnal expression on his face, Camerons voice dropped an octave when he teased, âtell me baby, you think I deserve it now?â
Mumbling out a, âyes, f-fuckâ, your mouth parted as the movement of his hips increased in pace. He shifted his hand from your hip to grasp your wrist sprawled in the sheets while he continued coaxing you to your orgasm. Cameron breathed out, âlet me hear you say itâ. Whimpering out, âyou deserve itâ, a broken moan fell from your lips when the pillow shifted under you, granting him a deeper angle. He was making it so difficult for you to stay quiet. Prodding some more, Cameron voiced, "who else...?", in a hushed tone. He emphasized each word with a disorienting thrust. Your mind blank now, you stuttered out, "fuck, n-no one".
The angle the pillow provided made the depth of his thrusts hit on a different intensity, stirring that familiar sensation deep in the pit of your stomach. Feeling that pressure build in his abdomen too, Cameron groaned out, âonly me?â Your free hand was frantically gripping at the sheet, craving to hold on to Cameron for stability while the other was still pinned under his grasp. Clenching around his length, you moaned out âonly you Camâ.
At the sound of your voice, Cameron stuttered out, âf-fuckâ, in a hushed tone. Rolling his hips with each thrust to emphasize his point, Cameronâs voice rang through the haze. âNo one else is going to make you cum like this, understand?â You spasmed around him as you drifted closer and closer to your climax. Coating his dick with more arousal, the one thing you couldnât mute was the effect his words had on you.
Before a high pitched moan escaped you, Cameron swiftly shifted his hand to your mouth, muffling the sound. He continued, âno one else can make you feel like this baby, only meâ. Eyes rolling back, your hand flew up to grip his forearm now. You were sure some drool was coating his hand now but neither of you seemed to care.
His thrusts growing desperate in nature, he was struggling to keep his voice at a low volume. âI can feel it baby, let go for meâ. Cameron dropped his head to your neck, muffling his groans when your orgasm quickly approached. Clamping down achingly on his length, you felt his abdomen flex against your lower back.
Digging your nails into his forearm, you gyrated your hips back against him, meeting his thrusts while your orgasm peaked. Letting out a low groan into your neck, Cameronâs hips stuttered. âSo fucking good for meâ, he uttered. Suddenly pulling out, he brought his hand down to glide across his length. You let out a small moan when you felt warm ropes of cum land on your skin.
Breathing heavily behind you now, Cameron slid his hand away from your mouth. You soothingly wandered your hand down his arm, voicing softly, âIâm okâ, before he could ask. Leaning his head down to kiss your temple, Cameron questioned, âShowerâŚ?â You nodded in response.
It was then that you found your legs circled around his body while he pressed you against the wall. Your hand embraced his neck while you two shared a slow, tender kiss. The faint noise of the warm water pelting down was steady in the background. Parting your lips, you brushed your thumb across his bottom lip, lingering your gaze on the motion before shifting your attention to his eyes.
You felt his length throbbing underneath your ass after a few moments of kissing. Grazing your hand down the side of his neck, you voiced, âThat quickâŚ?â With a shameless grin, Cameron responded, âcan you fault me? Itâs because of youâ. Tilting your head, you coyly questioned, âreally...? I have that effect on youâŚ?â
Squeezing the flesh of your thighs, Cameron wordlessly nodded. Curious to see how far that effect went, your eyes shifted between his. âHow much hmâŚ?â, you questioned. When his words from a few weeks ago rang in your mind, a knowing grin came to your features. Continuing to tease him, you followed up with, âyou mentioned my voice rightâŚ?â
Shifting your head to speak right next to his ear, you pulled him closer while caressing his neck. Adding a sultry edge to your tone, you questioned, âyou think you could cum from my voice aloneâŚ? I think we should test that one dayâŚâ. Trailing soft kisses down his neck, you felt him twitch under you. Smiling when your hand brushed over his chest, you noted how quickly his heart was racing.
Pulling your head back to peer at him, his pupils were blown as he stared at you. âOr maybe weâll see how long you could last from eye contact alone⌠which would you prefer Cam?â For the first time in a while, Cameronâs mind was blank. No quip, no thoughts, just the feeling of water flowing on his back and the heat that coiled in his lower abdomen.
The thought that he needed to verbally respond spread through his head. Breathing out, âAnything you wantâ, Cameron was silently hoping youâd do one of them right now. Or both.
Mind spinning with all sorts of possibilities now, you whispered out, âput me downâ. You wanted to be standing for what you had in mind. He obliged, confused for a moment before you suddenly pulled his head down to kiss you. His arm stayed around your waist, keeping you close to him.
Lightly dragging your nails down his abdomen, you teasingly gave his dick a faint stroke with your hand. Parting his lips now, Cameronâs breath faltered from the feeling. You applied full pressure with your hand now, gradually increasing your pace, making sure to prolong the process. Leisurely, you remained at a comfortable pace, while you watched as the pleasure morphed across his features.
Cameron silently pleaded with his eyes, letting you continue your movements. You were captivated by how quickly it took to shift him to this state. Reconnecting your lips, Cameronâs free hand settled on your neck before gently tipping your jaw up to deepen the kiss. Moaning into his mouth, you felt him twitch in your hand.
Twisting your hand ever so slightly, you gently trailed your thumb across the underside of his tip. Groaning, Cameron broke the kiss again. Muttering out, âfuckâ, he started motioning his hips, following your movement. His grip around your body tightened.
Biting down on your bottom lip at his reaction, you continued the twisting motion with every other drag of your hand, leaving him on the edge. "Does anyone else affect you like this?â, you asked. Cameron shook his head, immediately responding, ân-noâ, against your lips.
Before continuing his admission, he traced his thumb across your jaw. âOnly you. Itâs alwaysââ, he stated before you began applying pressure on his tip with each jerk of your hand. Temporarily closing his eyes, a strangled groan left his throat. Teasingly, you urged him to finish. âItâs always what CamâŚ?â Forcing himself to open his eyes, he finished his statement in a desperate tone. "Always been youâ.
Your eyes scanned his before you leaned in to kiss him. Fervently returning the energy, Cameron firmly held your jaw in place. Increasing your pace, you focused your attention on his tip. Shortly after, his thighs tensed and you felt him throbbing under your grip. Reluctantly disconnecting, Cameron closed his eyes, furrowing his brows. A low groan left his mouth feeling the pressure build. He pleaded, âfuck, d-donât stopâ.
âIf you keep your eyes open I wonâtâ, you teased. Voice ringing through the haze, Cameron listened, fluttering his eyes open. Forcing them to stay partially open, he peered down at you through his blurred vision. âYouâre close baby?â, you questioned in a breathy tone. He nodded, clutching you tighter.
Beginning to voice how close he was, Cameron was only able to mumble out, âIâmââ, before his climax swiftly hit him. Twitching in your grasp, he exhaled a harsh breath as his abdomen flexed under your palm. He managed to keep his eyes open up until ropes came out, painting your stomach. You slowed your movements before coming to a halt.
When Cameronâs breathing steadied, he opened his eyes to see a soft smile on your face. Taking in the blissful state he was in, you voiced, âthat definitely wonât be my last time doing thatâ. A small grin came to his face at the sound of that before he responded. âIâll let you do that every day if you wantâ. You jokingly replied, âoh Iâm sureâ.
Spending the rest of the shower scrubbing each other, you two talked, primarily laughing, about nothing. A prolonged amount of time was spent there since you both knew he couldnât stay. Over his recovery time you had grown accustomed to waking up next to him but that couldnât take place during away trips. You didnât want to get that comfortable at work and slip up.
Walking back into your room now, it was half past twelve. Cameron beelined towards the dresser. Confused, you quipped, âCam I really doubt youâll be able to fit my clothesâŚâ. He quickly shot back, âthatâs why Iâm grabbing the clothes that you stole from meâ. Seeing him reach in the bottom drawer to grab the sweats you packed you scoffed. âI didnât steal them, I was borrowing them, thereâs a differenceâ.
He turned to face you, asking, âwhereâs my hoodieâŚ?â Shrugging, you responded, âI donât have it⌠you mustâve misplaced it or something, I donât knowâ, with an innocent look on your face. Narrowing his eyes, Cameron spoke, âso Iâm trippingâŚ? You didnât take it last week?â A small laugh escaped you at the accusation. You absolutely took it last week. âYea, you must be because I do not have your hoodie Camâ.
Not convinced, he stared at you for a moment before saying âok. Come here real quickâ. Weary he was going to try something, you hesitated, asking, âWhy?â, before taking a single step. âI just want to say bye to you, câmereâŚâ. You gradually took a few more steps before he laughed. âI promise I wonât do anythingâ. Raising a brow, you reluctantly made your way over to him.
Immediately engulfing you in a hug, Cameron pulled you in close. Your arms instinctually slid over his shoulders, circling his neck as you melted into him. Standing there for a moment, you two just embraced each other before you broke the silence. âWas I loud?â, you whispered. A light snicker escaped Cameron as he questioned, âwhatâŚ?â, before pulling his head back to look at you. âEarlier, was I loud?? I donât know how thin the walls areâŚâ.
Fully laughing now, Cameron prodded, âyou being serious??â Glaring, you continued, âyes, Iâm being serious! What if someone heard?!â Sensing the genuine concern in your tone, Cameron eased your nerves. âYou werenât that loud, I swearâ. You eyed him, not fully convinced he was being truthful.
When you didnât respond, Cameron doubled down. âWhat, you donât remember? You were drooling in my hand the whole time, I highly doubt any sound got through, donât worryâ. Flushing at his words, you sighed. Giving him a short nod, you motioned to slip out of his grasp as you said, âyea⌠goodnight, Cameronâ.
Keeping you in his embrace, he tightened his hold. A grin spread across his features at your response. Teasingly, he said, âAw donât be like that, Iâm sorryâ. A small smile appeared on your face when he said that. Cameron kissed your cheek, before shifting to a serious tone. âFor real, donât worry about it. I donât think anyone heard usâ. Grazing his shoulder, you told him, âOkâ.
âSo⌠can I have a kiss before I leave?â, he inquired. Raising a brow you questioned, âcan you handle a kiss before you leave?â Nodding off rip, Cameron smiled as he leaned in. Snaking his hand up to grasp your neck, he tilted your head, deepening the kiss. Clutching his shoulder, you gently trailed your other hand down to his bicep. Reluctant to pull away, Cameron nipped at your bottom lip before completely detaching.
By the time he pulled away, you felt dizzy. Rubbing small circles on your hip, Cameron voiced, âgoodnight, Iâll see you later, ok?â Nodding, you breathlessly replied, âgoodnightâ. Saying his closing thought, Cameron chimed against your ear, âby the way, you can keep it. Looks better on you anywayâ. And with that, he placed a quick kiss on your temple before turning to leave. After he left, you threw on the alleged stolen hoodie for bed. It almost brought you the same comfort of having him right next to you.
