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the point of giving a character a sibling is so that they have someone who they will gather more blood on their hands for than anyone else and cradle their face with them once they’re safe.
the point of giving a character a sibling is so that they will be more afraid than they ever have been before listening to their shallow breaths as they try to keep them alive and knowing they would do anything to save them, anything, anything.
the point of giving a character a sibling is so that they can elbow them and bicker with them and annoy them and complain about them and think “If anything happened to you, I’d burn the whole world down.” and then noogie them.
When writing a story don’t forget to ask yourself these key questions:
How can I make this incest?
Who will have an incestuous relationship?
What can I do to make this incest?
Where in the story will the incest happen?
When will there be incest?
Why isn’t there more incest?
some doodles
direct, concise, unapologetic, succinct, compelling
Porn fic that takes fifty thousand words to get to the fucking and it's not even a slow burn, it just takes that much worldbuilding to properly contextualise the author's incredibly specific kink.
"Did you know people are masturbating to your smut fics-- 🤢" I hope they get twice as wet as I did writing it, mind your fucking business.
"Did you know people are getting scared when they read your horror stories?? Did you know that people are laughing when they read your comedy stories?? Isn't that gross? Aren't you scandalised??"
okay give me some elbow room
madacest dirthmen/faln'din au
born twin spirits, dirthmen gnji with Fear and Deceit noodles instead of ravens
faln'din hnzo except instead of being seen as merciful for carrying people to their rest, he's seen as cruel and unwelcome (more like how he was pushed to violence in the ow story)
gnji refusing to leave his side, moving the unwaking realm and taming Fear and Deceit just to be with hnzo for time eternal
gnji not knowing how to shepherd, how to comfort, but knowing loyalty and family and gifting the People that knowledge, for that is all he knows
okay some groundwork
"the People" refers in lore to the elves as a race, it's a translation of the elven word "elvhen", literally just meaning "the People"
faln'din and dirthmen (names lightly censored) are elven gods, in lore they're described as "twin souls" and there's a more complicated explanation of how they formed (or whatever you want to call it when gods are born from the ether) that i might or might not include in my au
in lore, the fade is a plane of existance where everything is made of magical energy, and everything kind of looks like the world and also it's is filled with spirits. some are born in the fade, others are ghosts of people who once lived and never got to "move on". the entire world used to exist with this plane as part of it, but the plane was separated from the rest of the world and now magic only lives in that place and can only be accessed by people with innate (genetic) magical abilities. it's kind of like if tomorrow someone came along and removed all fire from our world and put it in a separate plane of existance and fire just stoppped occuring naturally in our world
also the elves were immortal in the beginning, their lives spanned milennia and they didn't die so much as go into a comatose sleep called "uthenara", a state that they could spend further milennia in, learning deep knowledge and walking "the beyond", and often when they returned, they would share their newfound knowledge with the People
here's some raw notes i scribbled as they came to me, not super coherent, but this is my actual au and not just notes from canon lore
gnji as dirthmen, keeper of secrets
hnzo as faln'din, friend fo the dead
anyway, just obsessed with the idea of twin gods, so closely entwined, that no one can agree if they were actual twins or just inseperable lovers. turns out, it's both
born into this world, together from the beginning until their end, staying together by any means necessary. obsession so complete the rest of the world might as well not exist, everything they do is for each other. brocon, if you will
also back to the topic of perception, i like the idea of hnzo being seen as cruel, as death often is. it could be because him guiding people through the beyond could be misconstrued as him leading people away from ever being able to reawaken. it could be that after the gods are locked away, people think he has simply abandoned them to walk the beyond on their own, as retribution for not following him diligently enough, or for not honouring him and his twin enough, or maybe as petty revenge. hnzo, who dedicated his life to guiding the lost and the dying and those in uthenara, remembered over time as being the one who takes loved ones from their families, as the one who selfishly steals souls for himself, as the one who makes sure lovers are forever separated unless they dedicated themselves unfalteringly to both him and gnji or else. if gnji hadn't disappeared at the same time as hnzo, Fear and Deceit would not rest until their master had sought personal revenge on every person who dared think badly of his twin
clans outside of those who dedicate worship to faln'din and dirthmen growing to resent them, as people tend to grow to resent everything to do with death, and gnji and hnzo using their dragons to curse those who curse their twin
someone curses faln'din for guiding their mother away when sickness takes her too young? Fear comes to feed and feed until faln'din comes to guide them to their resting place, dirthmen smug at his side, oh what a shame this one passed so young as well brother, how kind of you to guide them along in their moment of need, hanging off of hnzo the entire way, throwing cruel looks over hnzo's shoulder as they pass into death
someone lying to their partner, invoking dirthmen as if to show their dedication but just using him to hide their betrayal? faln'din catches wind, as he always does when he hears his twin's name, and would you look at that, they see hnzo in their dreams, think it maybe a prophecy, but never wake again. ideally, in some way as to reveal their treachery, for example dying after a night with an illict partner, with no way to explain why they were together that night. hnzo tends to not involve gnji in these moments, but gnji always knows when hnzo is feeling particularly... dedicated
okay give me some elbow room
madacest dirthmen/faln'din au
born twin spirits, dirthmen gnji with Fear and Deceit noodles instead of ravens
faln'din hnzo except instead of being seen as merciful for carrying people to their rest, he's seen as cruel and unwelcome (more like how he was pushed to violence in the ow story)
gnji refusing to leave his side, moving the unwaking realm and taming Fear and Deceit just to be with hnzo for time eternal
gnji not knowing how to shepherd, how to comfort, but knowing loyalty and family and gifting the People that knowledge, for that is all he knows
okay some groundwork
"the People" refers in lore to the elves as a race, it's a translation of the elven word "elvhen", literally just meaning "the People"
faln'din and dirthmen (names lightly censored) are elven gods, in lore they're described as "twin souls" and there's a more complicated explanation of how they formed (or whatever you want to call it when gods are born from the ether) that i might or might not include in my au
in lore, the fade is a plane of existance where everything is made of magical energy, and everything kind of looks like the world and also it's is filled with spirits. some are born in the fade, others are ghosts of people who once lived and never got to "move on". the entire world used to exist with this plane as part of it, but the plane was separated from the rest of the world and now magic only lives in that place and can only be accessed by people with innate (genetic) magical abilities. it's kind of like if tomorrow someone came along and removed all fire from our world and put it in a separate plane of existance and fire just stoppped occuring naturally in our world
also the elves were immortal in the beginning, their lives spanned milennia and they didn't die so much as go into a comatose sleep called "uthenara", a state that they could spend further milennia in, learning deep knowledge and walking "the beyond", and often when they returned, they would share their newfound knowledge with the People
here's some raw notes i scribbled as they came to me, not super coherent, but this is my actual au and not just notes from canon lore
gnji as dirthmen, keeper of secrets
hnzo as faln'din, friend fo the dead
okay give me some elbow room
madacest dirthmen/faln'din au
born twin spirits, dirthmen gnji with Fear and Deceit noodles instead of ravens
faln'din hnzo except instead of being seen as merciful for carrying people to their rest, he's seen as cruel and unwelcome (more like how he was pushed to violence in the ow story)
gnji refusing to leave his side, moving the unwaking realm and taming Fear and Deceit just to be with hnzo for time eternal
gnji not knowing how to shepherd, how to comfort, but knowing loyalty and family and gifting the People that knowledge, for that is all he knows
okay some groundwork
"the People" refers in lore to the elves as a race, it's a translation of the elven word "elvhen", literally just meaning "the People"
faln'din and dirthmen (names lightly censored) are elven gods, in lore they're described as "twin souls" and there's a more complicated explanation of how they formed (or whatever you want to call it when gods are born from the ether) that i might or might not include in my au
in lore, the fade is a plane of existance where everything is made of magical energy, and everything kind of looks like the world and also it's is filled with spirits. some are born in the fade, others are ghosts of people who once lived and never got to "move on". the entire world used to exist with this plane as part of it, but the plane was separated from the rest of the world and now magic only lives in that place and can only be accessed by people with innate (genetic) magical abilities. it's kind of like if tomorrow someone came along and removed all fire from our world and put it in a separate plane of existance and fire just stoppped occuring naturally in our world
also the elves were immortal in the beginning, their lives spanned milennia and they didn't die so much as go into a comatose sleep called "uthenara", a state that they could spend further milennia in, learning deep knowledge and walking "the beyond", and often when they returned, they would share their newfound knowledge with the People
well if you incest
anyway saturday night tried opening my laptop for the first time in 6+ months to type up my new au notes only to realise i'd forgotten my password (for the first time in the 9 years i've had that laptop) and proceeded to slowly spiral over the weekend as i failed to find ways to reset my password without factory resetting my laptop and losing almost a decade of personal stuff!
okay give me some elbow room
madacest dirthmen/faln'din au
born twin spirits, dirthmen gnji with Fear and Deceit noodles instead of ravens
faln'din hnzo except instead of being seen as merciful for carrying people to their rest, he's seen as cruel and unwelcome (more like how he was pushed to violence in the ow story)
gnji refusing to leave his side, moving the unwaking realm and taming Fear and Deceit just to be with hnzo for time eternal
gnji not knowing how to shepherd, how to comfort, but knowing loyalty and family and gifting the People that knowledge, for that is all he knows
shimadacest i miss you 😔😔
it's so funny that you can hit all these buttons on a keyboard to make words appear on a screen. i will use this power to write about gay sex
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