Saving people, hunting things.

Lexi. 25. Newport, Michigan. Mommy to the beautiful little Acacia Ryan Pokemon Master. Avid Reader. No-cash-for-ass is my other half lets go take a howl at that moon

[dragonairs-might]

How embarrassing is it to be married and STILL get rejected 😔

[dragonairs-might]

I can't believe it's been almost a year since I've seen you, heard your voice or your laugh, or talked to you. I can't believe it's been almost a year since I've woke up to memes or a phone call telling me that you were coming to visit. I can't believe that it's only been almost the first year of many, that I'll never receive any of those things again. I miss you so much it hurts. I can't believe you're gone still, and I don't think I'll ever get over it. I hope you're resting easy, my dear friend. I can't wait to see you again, in another life.

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[thelifelessgirl]

I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days. I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.

[sa-dnesss]

“I laugh when I talk about fucked up stuff that happened to me because showing emotion makes me want to tear my skin off”

—

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

[lightmuseums]

[sadandsmilling]

A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

[yoursoethereal-deactivated20230]

— F. Scott Fitzgerald, from The Beautiful and Damned

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[silent-insanities]

I don’t think the pain truly goes away.

[stay-close]

“Do you ever lay in bed and realise how not okay you are?”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“When I feel unwanted, I distance myself.”

—

[yoursoethereal-deactivated20230]

— Sylvia Plath, from The Bell Jar

[silent-insanities]

Please, don’t leave.

Not like everyone else.

[missinyouiskillingme]

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

— Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones

[mermaidinthedeepocean]