So I ended up down a bit of a rabbit hole on tumblr today. And I scrolled through my ex’s tumblr. Because I like found a post he made that I liked and I was like huh I wonder if he ever deleted his tumblr and it turns out that a)he did not and b)bitch is still active. I spent five years on a rollercoaster with that boy. He was shitty and abusive but also the first great love of my life and I sorted through a lot of childhood baggage with him. But I spent too long being unhappy with him because I thought it was as good as it gets. He’s living with the girl he dated at the tail end of our relationship. And he seems like the same person that I waited to get their shit together for five years. But he seems happy. And a lot has happened since I left him. I had a whole girlfriend. I became a badass in my career. I ended my relationship with my mother. I bought a new car on my own. I lost my dad to cancer. And I maybe even have started to actually fall in love with someone again. The point is that I am happier than I ever was when I was with “the love of my life” The point is also that I don’t need tumblr anymore. So I’m done here now.















