DrarryIsLyfe @drarryislyfe - Tumblr Blog

i feel like everyone in the marauders fandom has reached/will reach a point where you're just like 'fuck it, let's ship everyone and everything'

like, wolfstar, dorlene, jegulus/sunseeker, jily, and while we're at it why not ship jegulily, of course

marylily, rosekiller, prongsfoot, wolfstarbucks, saintchaser and saintstar, why not?

pandalily, nobleflower, quillkiller, and i don't even know what else, yes, absolutely, give me more of those

cacodaemonia

Okay, you know what? After reading this post, I jokingly said we should all just make a pact to reblog it five times a day forever. So I'm gonna do this louder for the people in the back:

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AO3 IS RUN BY FANS (VOLUNTEERS, NO LESS)

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AO3 IS NOT OWNED BY ANY COMPANIES AND DOES NOT EARN REVENUE

AO3 OPERATES ON DONATIONS FROM FANS

again:

AO3 WAS CREATED BY FANS, FOR FANS

drarryislyfe

Harry Potter Gen as Marauder Era Characters

Draco Malfoy- Sirius Black

Harry Potter- Remus Lupin

Blaise Zabini- Regulus Black

Ronald Weasley- James Potter

Hermione Granger- Lily Evans

Pansy Parkison- Marlene McKinnon

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@drarrytexts @dragontamerdrarry @drarrytalks @drarryking @dreamydrarry @harrypotterhousequotes @harryxdraco-life @dracolucivs @draco-and-harry-texting @dracoismytrashson @draco-m-potter @draconian62 @maraudersconversations @marauders-fanfilm @maraudersapologies @maraudersimaginesblog @maraudersimaginesblog @marauderss-mwpp

Harry Potter Gen as Marauder Era Characters

Draco Malfoy- Sirius Black

Harry Potter- Remus Lupin

Blaise Zabini- Regulus Black

Ronald Weasley- James Potter

Hermione Granger- Lily Evans

Pansy Parkison- Marlene McKinnon

blackwater101

Sinus Surgrey Update

Today I had my surgery!! It went well but the pain has been pretty bad. I had a septoplasy which is fixing my deviated septum, turbinate reduction and exploratory surgrey in my Mallory sinuses. My mom took me and stayed with me all day and I couldn’t be more grateful because she is disabled and now she is in so much pain from being at the hospital for twelve hours. The procedure itself only took around an hour but we had to be there at 8:30am and I didn’t even get taken back for the surgery until about 1:30 pm. Once the surgrey finished the avg wait time in recovery is 45 minutes but they ended up keeping me closer to 3 hours because of pain and my anxiety is really bad when I wake up from anesthesia. My anxiety would’ve been better and my pain had they just let me get back to my mom… not sure what I’ll do if I ever have a surgrey and I can’t see her afterwards. We still had to wait around afterwards for release and that was another couple of hours my ENT is amazing and he made sure I had everything I’ll need and will be calling tomorrow to see how I am. He did have to put stints in so I’ll be going Tuesday to have them removed and to have my first post-surgery check up. So far the biggest problem is pain which is causing headaches and not able to really eat or drink because of bleeding but it’s to be expected. Thank you everyone who reblogged my post and if you donated a huge thank you!! Also thanks for checking up on me!!

#thank you #surgery update #sinus surgery #deviated septum #turbinate reduction #please pray for a safe painless recovery #yall mean everything #thanks for checking in

daddiesdrarryy

Cliché - Drarry

Summary: Draco loves romantic movies but he never expects to be in one of them, Pansy and Ginny are probably the best wingwomen ever, and Harry is a big romantic. Or just a story of how Draco felt like Vivian Ward and Diane Court in one night

Word count: 1786

Read here on ao3

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“So let me get this straight” Pansy handed Draco and Ginny their glasses of wine and plopped down on the couch “You guys were having a dinner date, when this chick, the waitress began flirting with Harry?”

“Yes, and he acted like he didn’t know about it” Draco huffed and chugged down his wine “Another”

“Slow down” Ginny poured him another glass and turned to Draco “It’s like you don’t know him at all, he is oblivious, he won’t know unless someone tell him”

“I know! But then at the bar, when I got back from the restroom, men and women were surrounding him like he’s a prey or something, and he didn’t even know”

“And what did you do?” Pansy asked, playing with her hair

“I stormed out of there and got home, called you two and now here we are”

“If Hermione was here, she’d slap you” Pansy chuckled “But unfortunately she’s at the Ministry with Luna, researching something”

“Yeah it sucks. Anyway, he didn’t know you left?” Ginny sipped on her wine and looked at Draco

“Yeah, I was angry, some bloke was touching his biceps”

“Aah, so that’s why. But y-…Did you hear that?” Pansy turned around and looked at the window

“What?”

“Like someone is throwing something at the window” Draco waited and there it was. Someone was actually throwing rocks at his window. Draco stood up and opened the window, preparing to yell at them

“I swear to Go-…”

“Draco!” Harry looked up and Draco gaped at his boyfriend

“What are you doing here?”

“You ran out of our date” Harry yelled up

“You are stupid”

“What?” Harry looked confused so Draco sighed and grabbed his window to close it

“Go away, I don’t wanna see you”

“Are you mad at me?” He yelled and some neighbour screamed “Shut up”

“You shut up” Harry yelled “Draco! What did I do?”

“Go away” Draco said and closed it, turning back to Ginny and Pansy, who were sipping on their wine, not looking at him

“What?”

“Well, you’re being dramatic” Ginny said, looking down on her glass “As always”

“I am not” Draco mumbled and went in the kitchen to bring another bottle out

“You know those romantic comedy movies? What if he did one of those?”

“Ugh, I despise those”

“You don’t, you love it” Pansy rolled her eyes and laughed

“Anyway, can we please talk about other stuff? I want to stay mad at him for at least a day” He said and the girls sighed, nodding and walking away to pick out some movies to watch

45 minutes later

“I love Julia Roberts, she’s just the best” Pansy said, watching the television and sighed “I’d nail her if I could”

“True” Ginny laughed and they stopped when there was music blasting outside

“Is that ‘Pretty Woman’?” Ginny gasped and walked to the window, she opened the curtains a little bit and peaked out “Oh god, there was a limo behind him and he was holding a big boombox. Oh he’s doing the “Say Anything” movie, oh god Pansy look” She called and Pansy ran to her spot, watching and squealing with Ginny

“Aww come on Draco look”

“I won’t” He huffed, Harry knew it was one of his favourite movies “I won’t”

“Draco! I know you’re in there, you always watch Pretty Woman when you’re sad” Harry yelled up

“Aww he knows!!!” Pansy shrieked “Draco come on”

“No” He stayed still on the couch, watching the scene where Vivian stormed off and Edward grabbed her, he stared at the screen and thought about his boyfriend, who was standing outside, it was December

“Draco!” He called again

“Draco!” Pansy and Ginny looked back at him

“Draco seriously! I’m freezing and I’m tired” Ron yelled up too and Pansy gasped

“Oh look, Ron and Blaise are driving the limo” Ginny said “Harry rented it, it’s so nice”

“Shut up” He grumbled and got off the couch, he walked to the window and opened it, yelling down at Harry

“Go away! I told you, I don’t wanna see your face”

“But what did I do wrong?” Harry stopped the music and sighed

“Look around, everyone is flirting with you”

“So what? All I can see is you” Harry said again and Draco stared at him

“Well I’m still mad at you, that girl was literally showing her cleavage to you and that bloke was touching your biceps and…I don’t want to talk to you anymore” He slammed the window closed and got back to his couch, Pansy and Ginny looked at him again and sighed

“Draco, come on” Pansy began

“Not one word” He chugged down his wine and the girls went back to sit next to him, leaning on his shoulders

“Okay, we’ll be here with you” Ginny said softly

“Okay look, we’ll go in and make some margaritas, alright? You know you love it” Pansy offered and he chuckled

“Fine”

“Okay, just watch the movie, we’ll make it” Ginny got up and pulled Pansy with her

10 minutes later

“Alright we’re back”

“Took you long enough” Draco replied to Ginny, who was holding a big bottle of margarita in her hands

“Yeah Hermione called in to check on us and Luna has something to ask too, so we informed them the situation and Hermione said ‘I’d slap him if I was there’, see?” Pansy winked “I told you I know my girlfriend”

“Yeah yeah whatever” He waved her off and sighed “Give me the damn thing”

“Alright don’t get your knick-aaah holy shit fuck” Ginny screamed and almost dropped the margarita on the floor

“What? What?” Pansy asked

“Why did you scream?”

“I-I thought I saw something…”

“What do you me-Jesus fuck oh god” Pansy’s eyes widened and she rushed to Draco’s spot when he was about to turn around

“What? Is there something at the window?”

“No! No! Nothing, Ginny come here” She urged and Ginny ran to the couch, pouring the margarita into their glasses

“Here” She pushed the glass in Draco’s hand and Pansy held his face

“It’s fine, don’t look behind you”

“Is there something behind me?” He asked

“No, no!” Ginny replied quickly and turned the volume of the television louder

“Ginny what are you doing?”

“Oh look let’s make some popcorn, Pansy let’s go” She pulled Pansy away and headed to his door

“Wait! That’s the door, the popcorn is in the kitchen. What are y-…” The door closed and Draco stared at it “They are acting so strang-AH FUCK” He screamed when a pair of arms wrapped around his neck and he threw his margarita glass on the floor

“Draco! Calm down! It’s me” Harry let go and he turned around, gaping at the man before him

“What are you doing here?” He looked at the opened window and looked back at his boyfriend, who was grinning “Did you climb up here?”

“I might have” He shrugged

“I’m on the third floor of the building” Draco gasped at Harry and slapped his shoulder

“I climbed up the fire escape. You were mad at me, I have to, I can’t bear seeing you like that, you know I can’t” Harry’s voice went soft, he cupped Draco’s face and kissed his lips gently “Hermione called me and she said it’s my fault, I was being oblivious when people were all over me, I get it now. But Draco, I didn’t lie when I said all I could see is you, how can I care about anyone else when all I have, all I need is right here in front of me?” Harry smiled and kissed him again, on his forehead this time

“So you were mad at me, and I’m sorry, I really am, I can’t help it if people are attracted to me, the only person I’m attracted to is you. And did you stay long after the bloke touched my arm?”

“No” Draco huffed “I ran off”

“After he touched my arm, I shrugged it off and I told him I have a boyfriend already, you know I’d never lie to you, right?”

Draco stayed silent, because he knew it was true, Harry would never lie to him. They were only dating for a few weeks and Draco’s trust issues were overpowering him. It was never Harry’s fault, it was Draco’s

“When the waitress showed her cleavage at me, I didn’t care, because I was lost in your eyes at the time. How could I look at anything else?” He smiled “You’re my boyfriend and I like you, and I will do anything to get that frown off your face” Harry grinned and Draco couldn’t help but smiled as well “See? You’re smiling now”

“Shut up” He looked down and Harry kissed him, it was a chaste kiss but Draco could feel Harry’s heat surrounding him

“Now that I’m here, can I have a tour around the house?”

“Okay” Draco smiled

“But I do hope our last destination is your bedroom” Harry winked and pulled Draco flushed against him once they stood up

“Harry!” He chuckled and blushed, they haven’t done it but tonight might be the night after all.

The next morning

“You’re finally up then?” Draco smiled and flipped the pancake on the pan “I made pancakes”

“You’re so talented” Harry smiled and wrapped his arms around Draco’s waist, hugging him from behind, he kissed Draco’s cheek and leaned his chin on the blond’s shoulder

“Did you know what happened this morning?”

“No? What happened?”

“The landlord was here, someone reported that they saw a thief climbing up the building through the fire escape and disappeared” Draco smiled “They asked if I was okay and if they stole anything of mine”

“Oh but I did” Harry whispered

“What?”

“I did steal your heart, and your virginity last night” Harry said and Draco blushed furiously while Harry laughed

“You’re such a sap, it’s not a rom-com movie you know” Draco huffed out a laugh “It’s so cliché”

“But you love those movies”

“Yeah I do”

“Wanna go see a movie tonight? I could ask Captain to let me get out of the precinct early” Harry asked

“Yeah okay” Draco nodded

“We could do it in the theatre”

“Harry! We’re not savages” Draco blushed and pushed Harry off “Now get out of my kitchen”

“I was just joking” Harry laughed and wiggled his eyebrows “But if we could…”

“Get out! Now” Draco glared and Harry smiled, kissing his cheek before going in the bathroom. Draco went back to his pancakes and smiled, Harry was such a dork, but he loved him, a lot.

fushikugi

Just out of curiosity: what was your first gay ship and when did you start shipping them?

drarryislyfe

Drarry when I was about 11ish I remember reading fanfics on Facebook on Quotev and Fanfiction.net 😂😂😂

#gay #mlm #wlw #lesbian #so so sorry for crosstagging #drarry #otp

inkpotter-deactivated20211125

Please give me some alpha harry/omega draco recs 🙏🏼

oooh one of my faves

troths and rituals

scent and sensibility

savages series

expectant (draco’s not an omega, but harry’s an alpha and also mpreg warning)

puppy breath and money

malfoy’s heat

mine to own, ours to keep

heat of the heart

the longest heat

the songbirds of avebury manor

turn, drop, fall

heat of the moment

treacle tart & green apples

sweet sixteen

this, here, right now

tease

(edit) new additions!!!:

electricity and candy apples

once upon a hairbrush

#h/d recs #libsrecs #drarry #drarry fic rec #alpha/beta/omega dynamics #alpha/omega #alpha harry #omega draco #most of these are just pwps lmao #drarry smut #rating: nc17 #bottom draco #bottom draco rec #bottom draco recs #fanfic recommendation #drarry fic

blackwater101

Please Donate or Reblog

Hey y’all, I don’t usually find myself asking for help on here even though there’s been plenty of times when I needed it. I do find that now I do need to ask. I have sinus surgery coming up in 2 weeks and I can’t afford it. I have been dealing with issues on my sinuses as long as I can remember and this will be the second surgery. I’m on allergy meds, steroids, nasal sprays, neti pots and all and none of it works because my sinus’s are so bad. My doctor tells me this surgery won’t cure my sinus disease but it will help it be manageable and at this point that is all I can ask for. I have difficulty breathing and sleeping because of it because I wake up feeling like I’m being suffocated no matter how elevated I am. I get sinusitis very often and have already had had it more than 3x since January and one of those times require 4 rounds of antibiotics and a round of steroids. I understand if you can’t help but please reblog if you can. I’m accepting all donations on my PayPal: [email protected] and if you want to say what it is for just say “Surgery” I have less than two weeks to try to get enough money to cover it or I’ll have to cancel it.

If you want proof of the surgery or anything just inbox me and I will send pictures of the estimated amount and date of the surgery.

Please every little bit helps!!!

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@drarrytexts @drarrytalks @dragontamerdrarry @drarryking @dreamydrarry @harrypotterhousequotes @hardcore-yaoiluve @harryxdraco-life @harryoholicc @dracolucivs @draco-m-potter @dracoismytrashson @dracarays

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter Characters: Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, Neville Longbottom, Minerva McGonagall, Luna Lovegood, Millicent Bulstrode Additional Tags: Outdoor Sex, Mildly Dubious Consent, Magical Bondage, UST, Hospitalisation, Forbidden Forest, wild magic Summary:

Malfoy’s magic has run wild. But though wild magic is unpredictable and greatly feared, Harry’s damned if he’s going to let Malfoy rot in St Mungo’s while they work out what to do with him.

Excerpt: “What is it that you want, Potter?” Malfoy’s face was grim, almost fiendish in the moonlight.

“I want the same as you.” Harry moaned at the bursts of heat and want that gripped him deep within, making his voice crack as he spoke. “Now will you fucking come here and let it happen?”

Two strong tendrils of magic wrapped around Harry’s wrists and lifted them over his head, making him arch his back. Malfoy almost fell towards him, his eyes scalding with intensity.

Now Harry understood why Malfoy’s skin wore beads of sweat. The November chill was completely gone, replaced instead by a blazing heat which rolled from Malfoy’s body. The air around them felt hot and dry, ready to ignite with one spark, but Harry still shivered as Malfoy raised a shaking hand to Harry’s face. His fingers ran along Harry’s cheek and down to his jaw, catching against the stubble there, while Malfoy stared at Harry as if he were cool water under the sweltering sun. It stole Harry’s breath away, to be looked at like that – to be wanted like that – by Malfoy, and to see his body trembling just from their proximity, and the feel of Harry’s skin under his fingers.

Sparks of magic showered Harry’s face and radiated out everywhere that Malfoy touched. Then Harry felt a fresh wave buffeting his body back against the tree, and Malfoy doubled over, letting out a low guttural sound.

As he straightened up, his face was pained again. “Listen, Potter.” His voice was husky and broken. “You can feel it, yes? It’s close – so close.” A vicious tremor ran through his body. “I’m warning you – if you run now, you could still get away. But if you stay… I’m not going to be able to control it.” He moaned, and Harry’s eyes were drawn in fascination to the thick bulge at the front of Malfoy’s trousers where Malfoy pressed his hand. “And… I’ve got no fucking idea what will happen.”

Harry’s mouth was almost too dry to speak. “I’m not scared.”

Malfoy’s gaze flicked up, his eyes wild. “Well, what if I am?” His voice cracked at the end. Harry was aching for his touch. For the feel of Malfoy’s magic wrapped around him like a treacherous embrace.

“Come on, Malfoy.” Harry let his lip curl into a sneer and tilted his chin up, his arms stiff with strain as they stretched upwards. “Do your worst.”

Malfoy made a sound like a moan, like a sigh, and suddenly wave after wave of hot, powerful magic was flooding over Harry’s skin. The invisible bonds gripped his wrists so tightly, lifting him so that his body was pulled taut in a merciless stretch, his feet on tiptoes only just reaching the ground. Then Malfoy leaned in and took Harry’s lips in an open-mouthed kiss.

It was unlike any kiss he’d ever known. First, it was a man’smouth pressing against his, a man’s lips moving hungrily over his. Not just any man – it was Malfoy. Draco Malfoy was kissing Harry like he could never get enough of it, like he’d destroy anyone who got in the way. Then, as Harry closed his eyes at the intensity of it, Malfoy’s magic pummelled at him in relentless bursts, the dizzying power mingling with the taste of Malfoy’s soft mouth and the smell of his body up close.

Harry gasped between Malfoy’s lips and arched his body towards him, wanting nothing more than the press of Malfoy’s skin against his. Through his closed eyelids he could see vibrant trails of colour, swooping and diving, and when he opened his eyes again, there were breathtaking arcs of light circling the tree.

Malfoy had his hands in Harry’s hair and was grinding Harry against the beech, the solid press of his cock making Harry whimper with desire. He broke the kiss for a moment to suck in a breath, tasting the electricity in the air all around them, then meeting Malfoy’s insistent mouth again with desperate kisses of his own.

Malfoy seemed utterly lost, his hips jerking, groaning with pleasure as his hands ran up to Harry’s wrists and gripped them tight, his body covering Harry’s, his magic pulsing against Harry’s skin like water about to boil over. He gave a long slow thrust against Harry’s hip and let out a whine of delight. Harry’s cock leapt at the sound. He knew he could just go with it, let Malfoy do this until they both came, shuddering together against the tree, but it wasn’t enough. It felt like this had been coming for a long, long time.

“Malfoy.” He wrestled to turn his head, with Malfoy still lavishing hot kisses all along his jaw and throat. “Oh, fuck, Malfoy. Stop.”

Malfoy’s eyes were black pools of hunger. “No.” He licked and bit at Harry’s throat, rutting against him, his hands gripping Harry’s wrists hard enough to bruise. His voice was a low growl. “This is good, Potter, this is so good. This is how it has to be.”

#tbr #drarry

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Trump racism poisons all his decisions. Trump can never acknowledge black excellence.

paninimami

What’s his name and what’d he do? I wanna look him up

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Rodney Robinson's mom grew up during segregation and wasn't able to graduate from high school due to poverty. Still, she taught him to value

I’m glad you asked! Read more about Rodney Robinson here! This man is a treasure.

tepre

Drarry + the time when Harry found the tiny notebook where Draco scripted their arguments when they where 14

I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DOING and I love it ok here we go

“And I will say, Permission slip to go to Hogsmeade? Ha! Have the Weasels finally adopted you, Potter? Can they even afford another mouth to feed? I daresay not! – And then I would laugh. And then he would not know what to say! And Weasley would perhaps try to fight me, the oaf, and Potter would hold him back saying No don’t do it! Because he’ll know I’m right, because it is the truth.

And then at the Brooksticks he and Weasley won’t have any money for a drink for they are in fact poor. And Potter will come to me where I will sit, at the bar, drinking a most expensive drink and he’ll have to ask to borrow money and he’ll say, Oh you’re right and I’m sorry for pretending you weren’t, I was ashamed! Will you buy us a drink, please!

And I will say, Very well, but only you, and you will owe me big time!!

And he will say, Anything!! And try to hold my hand.”

“A good chance he will try to kiss me, yes. A scant 80% chance of it, I’m very sure. Of course I will turn my head and refuse but he seems the type to insist and weep over it all, Oh please Draco please kiss me! Ha ha but I will refuse. Of course. Maybe after I’ve kissed someone else, first. It will not do to waste a first kiss on him. No, bad form, that would be!”

“–ask me to dance, at the Yule Ball, and perhaps he will be a good dancer, though I harbour little hope, it would be one of those things he’d be horrendously good at without even trying, and I too of course am an excellent dancer, dance master Llewellyn repeatedly said so, and I would have to excuse Pansy, lord how jealous she will be, seething with it, practically, as will be everyone at the–”

“–ask me to help, and I will be brilliant, and solve the task, and while Dumbledore says, Oh well done Potter, this is the best you’ve done at any of the tasks, Potter would interrupt him to say, Actually, it was Draco who–”

“–believe him. I’d tell him that I do, even if it’s probably not true. He’d cry like I saw him cry outside of Transfiguration and I’ll say, You can write over the summer, if you want. And he would say, I’d like that very much, which would be embarrassing for him but I’d be nice about it, because I’m better than–”

“–call me Harry, he’d say. How strange that would be, to call him Harry. What a name is that? Harry. Harry, Harry, Harry.”

#OH MY GOD THIS IS CUTE AF #this is tooooo much #drarry #fluff #fluff fluff and more fluff

it-started-over-drarry

I’m such a sucker for a slowly developed drarry relationship.

They don’t do the whole “let’s go on dates and gradually get together.” Instead, they get roomed together and after being furious about it for a while, they get used to it.

It just hits Harry one day that Draco makes his bed with a flick of his wand every morning, because Harry always forgets.

It hits Draco one day that Harry always brings him sandwiches when he misses dinner because he’s studying or too overwhelmed to go.

Harry realizes that he hasn’t been waking up from nightmares as often because Draco has started patting his hair when he’s going through it in the middle of the night.

Draco realizes that he and Harry just randomly started sharing the box of chocolates and sweets Mother sends him and without knowing he started placing the box on his desk so Harry could find it easily if he ever wanted one.

And then one day Harry walks into their dorm drunk off his arse and collapses on Draco’s bed instead of his and knocks out. Draco, much to his own horror, finds that he doesn’t mind and falls as sleep as well.

Harry never sleeps again in his own bed.

And then Draco wears Harry’s muggle band tee to bed when the house elves misplace his laundry one night… which yes… it’s a bit short for him, but “it’s comfortable, Potter.” “But Malfoy, they already found your clothes.” “I said it’s comfortable.” (And it smells like you, too… he doesn’t say that though).

And it just becomes natural to sit next to each other in the common room and do their work, or go watch the stars when they both can’t sleep.

They hold hands absentmindedly now, when they’re both working and focused on their essays. At some point boundaries at bed time are lost and tentative legs tangle beneath the sheets.

Hermione questions him about it, Harry pretends he doesn’t know what she’s talking about. Too scared to question it and lose what he has. Too scared Malfoy will push him away.

(It’s okay though, because one day during the Christmas hols, Draco kisses him after the unwraps his gift and Harry kisses back, just as fiercely).

#drarry #drarry fluff

igivetoomanyfs

Lily

Lily is 11 and she doesn’t like boys. She loves Sev but that’s different. She loves him the way she loves Petunia, the way Petunia doesn’t love her back. She likes the way the the concrete feels in the summer, it burns her feet but she dances on it anyway. She likes pressing her fingers to her veins and trying to feel the magic. She likes the dark blue curtains in her living room that her mum constantly complains about. She likes the funny chocolates they have at school and the way they jump around. She likes running late to classes with Marlene and laughing at Mary’s attempt to cover for why they were not on time. She likes Alice’s soft voice that reminds the rest of them that they have plenty of homework as they lounge in the common room. She doesn’t like James Potter and the way he struts about thinking he’s so grand and funny, she knows grand and funny it’s her and her friends and most definitely not him.

Lily is 12 and she doesn’t like boys. She still loves Sev the same way as she always has but no longer the way she loves Petunia. Petunia makes her heart hurt as she spits out the word freak and makes witch sound like its poison in her mouth. Lily loves Petunia sadly and Sev happily and she thinks she’s okay with that. She likes baking with her mum and licking the spoon and fighting her dad for the bowl. She likes hiding behind the blue curtains after sneaking a frog in Tuney’s shoe. She likes the way her dad can’t stop laughing as he tries to scold her for it. She likes drawing pictures on the window of the train. She likes that her friends all try to guess what it is before she’s done, Alice always gets it right but that isn’t hard when Marlene and Mary are fighting to figure out who can come up with a ruder version of what it is. She likes eating in the great hall and feeling so apart and at home in something. She likes mimicking Marlenes snores with Mary at all times of the day especially in class. She likes quidditch and watching the games but severely less so when Potter is playing. She doesn’t like Potter no matter how good he is at the damn sport.

Lily is 13 and she’s starting to like boys. She likes them differently than Sev. Sev doesn’t make her palms sweat or her stomach do tumbles, he steadies her and lays with her and he loves her- more than Petunia ever has. He’s her real sibling, well the only one that really loves her and Lily thinks she’s okay with that, its better than having no one after all. Lily likes the breeze on her thighs when she wears her skirts. She likes the way the grass feels against her legs as she lays with Marlene in the courtyard skipping yet another divination lesson. She likes making up wild stories of what their futures probably hold including but not limited to, Marlene marrying a giant and becoming a giant queen, Lily sprouting wings and becoming accepted amongst the dragons, Alice turning out to be a unicorn in disguise, which they both agreed would be too plausible for it to be considered actual divination, and Mary one day waking up with a third leg to kick them both with. She likes telling these theories to try and get a laugh out of a begrudging Mary who actually DID go to class and was left by herself. She likes the way Alice dances with Marlene to make Mary smile which eventually leads to the four of them dancing and laughing all night in the common room. She likes the way Potter and his friends are totally bewildered by it asking loudly what the hell had gotten into them, she knows he could never understand the pure joy of dancing with your friends. She likes the way Marlene tells Sirius she’d rather dance with a pig’s privates when he asks if she has any moves left for him. She likes painting Alice’s nails and listening her talk all about how much she loves her little brother and wondering what it must feel like to have an older sibling that not only tolerates you but actually loves you back. She likes chasing Mary’s cat, Sniffers, and complaining loudly when he won’t let her hold him. She thinks she may like Remus Lupin a little more than she previously thought. She’s always liked how kind and smart and quietly hilarious he is but she’s only just realized how cute his nose is and how she thinks she may want to hold his hand. She likes that he’s different from his total gits of friends but remains loyal to them. Loyalty Lily knows is one of the most important things in a friendship, which is why she doesn’t let her friends judge Severus. She likes that she can tell Alice about her crush on Remus without her making fun of her or suggesting that she do something crazy like fling her bra at him to make him love her (something Marlene and Mary promised would do the trick). She likes transfiguration because Remus sits next to her and tells the funniest jokes quietly so only she can hear. She likes that she spends most of the class laughing at him which may be why she isn’t doing her best, Potter on the other hand excels in transfiguration which is something that really grinds her gears, probably because it’s the one class he doesn’t laugh much in, for some reason he spends most of it quiet giving her and Remus rather annoyed looks.

Lily is 14 and she likes boys. Not the way she likes Severus, whom she still loves… despite everything. They’ve been fighting quite a bit lately mostly because he’s been hanging around with scum and Lily can’t understand why he can’t see that they’re scum. They tell him she’s dirty and disgusting and not a real witch and he hangs around with them anyway it infuriates her and he hangs around with them anyway. But even though he has his flaws and can’t see how disgusting his new “friends” are, Lily loves him anyway. She loves him because he brings her her favorite sweets and let’s her hold his hand and listens when she cries about Petunia, even though she’s found she never likes what he ends up saying about Tuney. She loves him because they’re siblings in every sense of the word so she guesses that it’s ok that they argue, after all they don’t argue nearly as much as her and Tuney do. Or did rather, after all petunia hasn’t answered a single letter Lily has sent her this year and she stayed at a friends house during Christmas holiday to avoid her. Lily thinks she’d rather Petunia call her a freak everyday and spit in her tea twice every hour than have her deny her existence, it would hurt way less. Lily likes dancing. She likes stepping on her dads feet as he twirls her around the kitchen. She likes potions. No lily loves potions. She likes to see the magic actually being created right in front of her she likes that she can hold it and see it and it’ll never stop amazing her. She likes Benjy Fenwick and his bright blonde hair. She likes his small smile and big blue eyes. She likes the way her stomach flips when he’s around. She likes the way her friends act more excited than she does when he finally asks her to Hogsmeade. And she pretends not to like the choruses of “Lily and Benjy sittin in a tree”. She still likes Remus Lupin even though she’s over her crush. She likes studying with him in the library and debating and debating about all the injustices going on in their world. Injustices that were really starting to scare her. Against her better judgment she’s found that she also likes Sirius Black and Petter Pettigrew. For completely different and all around confusing reasons. She never really thought much of Peter, he was just one of potters friends. She assumed him to be an intolerable arrogant git and she found herself to be so wrong. It was when she was assigned to sit next to him in charms after causing too much of a ruckus near Marlene. The first day he nearly made her pee from laughing so hard. She liked that he always brought an extra quill because he knew Mary would forget one. She liked how he copied an extra set of notes for Marlene the day she was sick, something Lily herself hadn’t thought to do. She liked how pretty soon he was joining in on hers and Lupins study sessions which would leave them all doubled over laughing. She found that she liked Sirius and that he really wasn’t as much of a prick as she assumed. She liked the way he over dramatized everything and she was actually growing to find him funny. Of course not nearly as funny as he thought he was but funny all the same. She liked that he spent more time in detention than her, (which she’ll admit she was in quite a bit) him James and the rest of their lot always got in trouble for their pranks. But it was their fault they had to boast and let everyone know it was them. Her Mary Marlene and Alice on the other hand pulled off far better pranks with far less the track record, a feat she liked a great deal. She doesn’t like James Potter and the way he arrogantly asked her on a date while she was holding hands with Benjy. (She did however like her response to the question which included several curse words and threats to his well being).

Lily is 15 and she hates boys. She’s rocking back and forth and tearing at her hair and sobbing so hard she can’t catch her breath. Because he said it, he really said it. She couldn’t believe he actually said it. Her throat is raw from her screaming into her hands.He became the thing he promised he never would and he said the word. No matter how hard she shut her eyes she couldn’t get the image of his face out of her head. The word was stuck in her ears repeating itself over and over again. Mudblood. She felt like her stomach was in the floor as she laid her head in her knees and sobbed. Petunia still looks through her instead of at her. She had lost both of her siblings. Lily laughed out of the sheer irony of it all, because Severus and Petunia did have something in common after all, they both hated her. She disgusted the both of them and if it wasn’t for her friends she might have began to disgust herself too. Lily likes Alice. Soft and timid Alice who could never hurt a fly, was lying in the hospital wing getting her bloody knuckles bandaged. She was a different kind of calm than Lily was used to, no perky smile or scrunched nose sat on her face. Instead her eyes had this fierce fury, she sat perfectly still and the combination made her look deadly. “He’ll never say that word again Lily” she whispered. Reaching up to wipe her face with the back of her hand she only managed to smear it with blood. Lily likes Mary, who always butters her toast for her because “honestly Lily watching you do it is so slow and painful and look!! You’ve got chunks that won’t taste right just let me do it Merlin”. Lily likes Marlene especially when she’s yelling and fighting with all the professors, “I certainly do not think my skirt length has any effect on my ability to do magic. And if you don’t stop looking at my skirt I’ll show you just how capable I am at charms and charm your foot up your arse!!!” Lily was forced to charm Potters head to his desk in order to get the same two weeks detention that Marlene had gotten for that rant. Something Marlene was quietly greatful for, the two never spent a detention without the other. Lily likes rock n roll. She likes blasting it from her room and complaining to her mum that that’s the way it needs to be heard when she’s chided to lower it. She likes painting her nails black so they look especially badass when she flips Potter off. She likes going for car rides with her parents. And it’s ok that Petunia never comes because she gets to lay down in the back seat and dangle her feet out the window. She likes sneaking out at night with all her friends just to lay on the grass and look at the stars. She likes daring Alice to skinny dip in the lake and loves when she actually does. She likes that it took only seconds until the rest of the jumped in after her. She likes that Sniffers finally lets her hold him. She likes that Alice held her when Benjy cheated on her, she didn’t even like him that much but it hurt all the same. Mary and Marlene had left the common room quietly together and when she asked where they were going they both only shrugged. She liked that after only an hour later they returned with all of Benjys clothes, “we left his stuff from second year for him to wear tomorrow” Marlene said proudly as they all died in laughter. She liked Mary’s loud comments at breakfast the next morning, “Oi! Cut back on the breakfast Benjy looks like you’ve put on a few pounds. Your jumper buttons are ready to burst!” She yelled it while she buttered Lily’s toast with a smile. Lily secretly liked the way Potter threw death glares in Benjys direction mumbling about how he was an absolute fucking idiot, not that she’d ever admit that to anyone. She still didn’t like Potter not one bit, not even now that he’s grown to be so tall.

Lily is 16 and she can’t help liking boys. Not Severus though who she refuses to so much as glance at. Sure he tried apologizing several times but it was just too little too late. Petunia’s actually been civil lately, she made Lily a cup of tea without being asked. It might not be love but lily was sure it was something. Lily likes tea and pouring as much sugar in it as possible. She likes when her mom tells her that she might as well drink the sugar packets instead. She likes when her dad comments on the situation by doing just that and drinking the sugar. She likes the Beatles and the Rolling Stones and loves playing all the music for her dad to hear. She likes that he’ll sit with her for hours and just listen to the songs and talk about them. She loves when he surprises her with band tshirts that she wears until they’re ripped and faded. She likes chocolate and competing with Marlene to see who can stuff more of it in their mouths. She likes Marlene’s signature victory dance she does every time she wins. She likes Alice’s yells that they’ll both get stomach aches and ruin their appetites. She likes sitting up late at night in bed and talking to the rest of them. They can talk about anything and everything and they do. She likes the way Alice bashfully told them that Frank Longbottom had asked her out. But what she liked even better was helping her get ready to go. She liked the way Mary did Alice’s hair as Lily did her nails. Marlene watched them work and told Alice detailed stories about all the sex her and Frank would soon be having and not to worry cus she’d gladly tell her what goes where and how to do what and what boys like. She only stopped because Alice was blushing so hard Lily couldn’t do her makeup. Lily likes Sirius, loves him actually. They’d become very close over the year. She likes the way he gives her piggy back rides to class and his sharp wit. She likes that they can insult each other all day and know the others joking. She likes the way he’ll dramatically fall into a chair in the common room and claim he’s died of boredom. She likes that he understands. When she talked to him about Petunia and about how much it hurt to have a family member not love you back he actually understood. She nearly cried when he told her about his family but she was guiltily grateful to finally have someone who could relate. She likes James Potter now. They’ve decided to become friends. Just friends. That’s it. She doesn’t like him anymore than that. And if she has to say it again to Marlene or Mary or Alice or Remus or Sirius or Peter or any one else in this goddamn school she’s going to completely lose it. She likes that they’re friends he’s actually a very good friend. She likes the way he laughs. He does it with his whole body so his long legs kick up and his glasses nearly slide down his nose. She likes when he makes her laugh which is almost every minute of every day. He’s constantly whispering something in her ear or yelling across the dining hall or sneaking her notes in class. She likes the way he defends his friends so fiercely and loudly. When Alex Benditen made a nasty comment about Peter’s weight James made his stomach grow three times the size. She likes the way he runs his hand through his hair just to mess it up. She likes the way he’s constantly tapping his foot or his pen. It’s as if he just has so much energy it’s ready to explode right out of him. She likes his eyes and the way he looks at her like no one else does. She likes Potter, likes him a lot actually. But only as a friend of course she reminds herself, only as a friend.

Lily is 17 and loves her boys. Not Severus, who she barely even thinks about anymore, but Peter and Sirius and Remus and James. She loves Petunia and she’s starting to think that Petunia just may love her back a tiny bit. But it’s ok if she doesn’t lily decided. She’s finally content with being the sister who waits the sister who loves more freely. Lily likes going for walks at night. She likes grabbing her ratty pair of sneakers by the door and sneaking out. She likes the way the streets look when no ones on them. She likes the peace of it all. She likes the way the night air gives her a feeling of suspense. The night makes her feel like anything is possible and anything could happen at any moment. She likes do laundry with her mum. She likes sitting on the dryer and folding the clothes that her mum passes her while she tells her stories about when when she was younger. She likes the warmth of the clothes and the smell of the laundry and the sound of her mums laugh. Lily likes socks. She likes wearing the ones that are mismatched and the ones that have holes in the toe. She likes stuffing the dirty ones in Mary’s face for her to smell. She likes falling asleep in places that aren’t her bed. This particular habit happens to be one that she shares with Remus. The result of this led to a chart being made by Sirius and Marlene. Next to Lily’s name was, common room floor, Mary’s bed, staircase, great hall, peter’s bed, floor of boys room, floor of girls room, library, and charms class. Remus was the clear winner next to his name he had, every class he has ever taken, common room floor, every seat in common room, courtyard, astronomy tower, quidditch pitch, great hall, Sirius’s bed, boys floor, library, three broomsticks, supply closet, and a few passages. She liked the chart and the memories and teasing that went along with it. She liked napping next to Remus in the common room and the way he looked so peaceful. She likes firewhiskey. She likes the way it warms her all the way from her stomach to her fingertips. She likes proclaiming loudly and often that she could drink anyone who dares under the table. And she liked even better that she actually could, a fact that Sirius still gripes about. Lily liked dares. She liked both getting them and giving them. Her favorite dare to date was the one she gave Marlene the first week of this year. Marlene and Sirius had been loudly and aggressively flirting for the past year and a half and lily was tired of neither of them actually doing anything about it. So one night after a few bottles of firewhiskey she dared Marlene to give Sirius a Lap dance. Marlene was never one to back down from a challenge drunkenly stood up and Sirius nearly passed out before she even walked over to him. The music played and she swayed her hips and not even thirty seconds went by before he grabbed her and the two were heatedly making out. She liked the way the rest of them yelled and laughed and the choruses of finally. She liked the two of them together they were loud and obnoxious and completely in love. She still likes dancing in the common room. She likes twirling so fast that her skirt goes up and laughs at the hoots and hollers of her boys. Lily likes Mary and she couldn’t give less of a fuck that Mary liked girls. She liked that none of them cared at all and instead we’re always in constant search of finding Mary a girlfriend, something that always led to Mary blushing and hiding her face in her hands. She likes when they all play hide n seek like they’re little kids again. She always hides with Peter because he some how manages to find the best hiding places. She likes the way everyone groans that they win every round and the way Peter holds her hand up in victory. She likes Alice and Frank together. She likes watching them talk quietly to each other and giggle. They’re both soft and kind and absolutely perfect for each other. She likes cauldrons. She likes talking constantly about all the different makes and models and the proper ways to clean them and the slight effects each has on every different potion. The only person that will ever listen to her drone on and on about them is James. She likes James more than she’s ever liked anyone else before. She first kissed him after the first quidditch game of the season. James had been very worried before hand and was constantly griping about how essential it was for them to win. Lily showed up to every practice beforehand to scrutinize and give her advice. It usually led to the two of them arguing but she did it anyway. At the last practice before the game she told him that he needed to do a full roll fake out before shooting to avoid a defender. “ I can’t do that do you even know how hard that is?!” He had yelled back at her. “Liam pofcery does it all the time!” She answered arms crossed. “He’s been a professional for ten years how am I supposed to do that?” James had groaned. But at the game she watched from the stands and he did it and they won. She sprinted on to the pitch afterwards jumped onto him nearly knocking him over and kissed him. She liked the way the world stopped for a moment when she did it. All the people screaming seemed to blur for a moment and all she could see was him. She was kissing James. She liked his stupid face of surprise right before she did it. She liked the way he immediately kissed her back fiercely and intensely. She liked the way he grabbed her tight as if she might let go or change her mind and pull away. She had no intention of doing that because she liked the way he kissed way too much. She likes kissing James. After the first one it all started to rush into place. She could finally admit to herself all the things she liked about him. She liked his eyes and how they were always bright as if he just told a joke. She liked his hands and how they were big and rough from holding a broom. She liked his hair and the funny way it stuck out at all ends. She liked how fucking tall he was and how she had to pull his tie for him to lean down and kiss her. She liked laying with him at night and hearing him breathe. She liked pushing him off the bed when he snored and laughing when he tickled her in retaliation. She liked the way he exasperatedly yelled her name when she made him mad. She liked that he’d twirl her in the common room and on the quidditch pitch and in the astronomy tour and anywhere else he could think of. She pretended not to like when he constantly went around and told everyone she was his girlfriend. She liked that he was bestfriends with her friends and she with his. She liked how everything was perfect. Even when it wasn’t. Peter served detention four times for cursing Slytherins who threatened her. Which was three less than the 7 times Remus served for doing the same thing. Mary and Marlene both were in the hospital wing twice with broken knuckles. But nothing beat Sirius and James’s 10 detentions and 3 hospital wing visits in the matter of four months. Lily yelled at all of them that she didn’t need their help that she could take the insults and threats just fine and handle herself perfectly on her own. But she liked the way they all rolled their eyes when she screamed. She liked that when the letters from the Order came they all said yes without hesitation. None of them needed a second to think or consider it. They were all ready to get out of school and start actually doing something to help. They were all ready to fight. She liked the way they spent their last few days in school. They broke out every night and drank and danced in the courtyard. She dared Alice to skinny dip again and soon they were all freezing and splashing and dying from laughter. The world was fucked up and the war was coming but for those few nights they were kids in love. In love with their friends, in love with the night and the stars, in love with the laughter that gave them aches to their bones, in love with the naive idea that they’d all be ok that this and them would all last forever. She liked remembering those nights and that feeling right before she went to sleep. She liked sleeping with all of the blankets wrapped around her, a fact that always led to James complaining. She didn’t like James Potter at all. She loved him.