Drdevilscage

18. Male.I dont really know what im doing here. Perfectionists like me fear working hard because if I work hard and dont succeed I wont be able to live with myself. and I consider this to be a weakness of mine. Love Love LOVE NFAK to death. the depth of...

[drdevilscage]

Hey theree.

So ive been working on myself for the last couple of months.

It all started when one day i realised how screwed up my mind was. How different i really was from others. Im 22 years old right now. And honestly looking back at my life right now.. i think ive only been sober and normal for about 8 of them. Ive never realised how far i was from what i should have been placing my ideal. And honestly. All thanks to Allah. And all praises to Him. I cant be more grateful.

I do get scared sometimes. That maybe im getting this realisation too late. But i want to place all my trust in Him that maybe this was the perfect moment for me. Not maybe. Having full faith. Haha im so scared i cant even say i want to without using maybe. Sometimes i feel i have a small heart. I get scared a lot. Over tiny things. And honestly now looking back at my life. All ive done is not face the realities of my life.

There were a couple of reasons for it. One being having a really tough childhood which now when i look back i want to forget it all. But at the same time i do believe I was meant for bigger things in life. And which is why i was being strengthened. I believe that firmly. And i hope Allah helps me be the person who helps people. Who stops living for himself and only lives for His sake and for His creation.

The second was i never really planned on getting to 20. Im sorry for all the friendships ive had. Im sorry for all the relationships ive gotten into. Im sorry to everyone who was there in my life and i treated them as shit. This is my way of a public apology even tho im pretty sure no one will read it.

One thing people never realise about depression is that it doesnt show. And depressed people are usually the happiest. *show themselves to be the happiest* to avoid being asked again and again. I never planned on being 20. I never planned on going through the 20-50 part of my life. Ive realised ive only imagined either 18-20. Or 50-80. And that was scary for me as i got closer and closer to 20.

But to anyone who reads this. And anyone who is depressed and wants some help. I would advise. Try God. He is the One who has power over all things and He can make things better for every single one of His creation. And the fact that we’re dependent on Him whether we consciously or unconsciously agree to it or not.

Thank you for reading.

Peace be upon you.

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[drdevilscage]

I guess the reason ive been cut off from this place is because i used to keep this all to myself. Since ive told someone about it i feel like i shouldnt writein this anymore. But i guess i shouldnt feel that way. First off shes never gon see this blog. Second. I shouldnt care

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Daily Prayers

These are my favorite prayers that I repeat many times every day:

1. O God, increase me in knowledge and guide me to a better state of maturity.

اللهم زدني علما واهدني لأقرب من هذا رشدا

Allāhumma zidnī ʿilman wahdinī li-aqraba min hādha rushdā

2. O God, ease my task for me and place Your blessings in my works and my moments.

اللهم يسر لي أمري وبارك في أعمالي وأوقاتي

Allāhumma yassir lī amrī wa-bārik fī aʿmālī wa-awqātī

3. O God, You are the Most Forgiving, and You love forgiveness, so forgive me.

اللهم انك عفو تحب العفو فاعف عنّي

Allāhumma innāka ʿafūwwun tuḥibbul ʿafwa fa-ʿfu ʿannī

4. O God, give me Your support, and You are the best of supporters.

اللهم انصرني وأنت خير الناصرين

Allāhumma-nṣurnī wa-anta khayrun-nāṣirīn

5. Our Lord, grant us good in this world, and good in the Hereafter, and protect us from the torment of the Fire.

ربنا آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الآخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

Rabbanā ātinā fīd-dunyā ḥasanatan wa-fīl-ākhirati ḥasanatan wa-qinā ʿadhāban-nār

6. Our Lord, grant us mercy from Yourself, and bless our affair with guidance.

ربنا آتنا من لدنك رحمة وهيّئ لنا من أمرنا رشدا

Rabbanā ātinā mil-ladunka raḥmatan wa-hayyiʾ la-nā min amrīna rashadā

7. My Lord, forgive and have mercy, and You are the best of those who show mercy.

رب اغفر وارحم وانت خير الراحمين

Rabbi-ghfir wa-rḥam wa-anta khayrur-rāḥimīn

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[drdevilscage]

I feel so lonely.

I feel so alone today. And i miss you.

[drdevilscage]

Need prayers more than anything rn

[drdevilscage]

Hey

I hope youre happy. And he gives you everything youve wished for and makes you forget every nightmare youve gone through.

You deserve every bit of happiness and more. I pray you get everything in this world and the next.

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[drdevilscage]

I miss you. Terribly.

In the worst possible place i can be. Need someone to talk to. But know the only person i could ever trust to talk about this kind of stuff wont ever reply even if i ever dare to text.

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“Our five daily prayers are a way to curb over-attachment to anything material. The five prayers regulate our lives with their specific timings to teach us that indeed God is greater than anything else that we might be occupied in at that moment. The dawn prayer teaches us that the most beloved thing to us, comfort and sleep, should not control us – so we rise up in the cold morning, wash ourselves and pray in an acknowledgement that God is greater than our love of comfort and sleep. The midday and afternoon prayer teaches us that no matter how engrossed we are with work or the short lunch hour that we so highly value, it’s not the purpose of our existence. So we leave it for a few minutes and stand and pray testifying that God is indeed greater. On Friday, we dedicate most, if not all of our lunch hour to attend the Friday sermon and prayer. The dusk prayer, that time when we’re finally home and about to spend time with our family, eat dinner or simply relax – we get up and pray together to confirm that God is Greater than any of that. Finally the night prayer, Isha’ – when we’re tired after a long day of work and responsibilities ready to fall into bed and sleep, we pray again proving that submitting to God is greater than falling into the warm bed. All these serve as constant reminders to us that as much as we love life, we live for a higher purpose.”

— Mansoor Ahmed

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it really does only take one basket of laundry you procrastinate putting away before your whole life turns to shit huh

[positivepatton]

When you just can’t love yourself, just work on giving yourself basic respect.

When you just can’t practice self care, aim for basic hygiene and keeping yourself alive.

When you just can’t have positive thoughts, focus on ignoring the negative ones.

When you just can’t quit those bad habits and unhealthy coping mechanisms, be sure to take care of yourself afterwards.

When you just can’t make yourself eat enough, aim for something three times a day, even if it’s something small.

When you just can’t stop binge eating, just do your best to forgive yourself and focus on something else instead of dwelling on it for any longer.

Not everyone is at a point where they can recover, and so thinking about recovery can be intimidating and make them shut down, because they just feel like they’re nowhere close to getting better so they might as well not bother. There needs to be more advice on dragging yourself through the days. Self care to the bare minimum. Aiming for “feeling okay with yourself” or “feeling less awful about yourself” rather than loving yourself. Baby steps.

[niqaeli]

The SINGLE most valuable thing I acquired from my undergrad degree was internalising this: something is better than nothing.

‘Perfect’ is the enemy of ‘good’. ‘Good ‘is often the enemy of ‘done’. Best practices are almost always the enemy of better practices.

I have spent a lot of time in my professional life – in several different fields, actually – trying to convince people to do something. Because something is always better than nothing. Even if it’s a very, very small something. It’s still better.

[lierdumoa]

Also, self-improvement is work, and like any other form of work, you can take on too much and burn out. Don’t burn yourself out. At least do something, and self-improve at your own pace. Don’t rush it.

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You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality

[moonlitmagic]

“Try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you”

…..that is…..so important to remember