Dreadful, dreadful

Welcome Foolish Mortals

[dreadfulgentleman]

Hello, my name is Morgan. I’m a multi-creative with a love of blending horror with childhood fantasy. 

 I create music videos, write books, write fanfic, experiment metaphysically, and build costumes.

You can see a lot of my work over on my website.

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[dreadfulgentleman]

I have a booth at Midsummer Scream!!!!!!!!!!!

I am very excited about it!!!!!!!!

[basilculverin]

[alasion-art]

"I couldn't save you then. So, let me save you now."

Henry's speech, huh?

[sickmissg]

I have to be careful with him or I will pinch my finger haha...ha

[gothredy]

[somethingisrottinginutah]

He William the Afton till he purple

[dreadfulgentleman]

Last week the spirits told me to rest.

I was instructed (warned, rather) to stop working on the convention booth build and instead focus on fun and recovery. At the time I had been thoroughly annoyed with these messages as I did not want to rest and I wanted to keep working. Being on the other end of this week, however, I understand why they were telling me to do so. I ended up having multiple energy based experiences, one of which was leading a grand ritual that ended up heavily (positively) affecting me. I had to follow up with a spirit I had petitioned to over the entire course of May. I had filming to do (which in itself held metaphysical experimentation and thus took separate energy to conjure). That filming led to the video being done which required editing and properly listing. And in addition, I bizarrely had several friends all have separate tumultuous events that required listening to and comforting, sometimes leading to conversations that lasted several hours at a time.

I am, in a word, exhausted.

I don't even want to work on the booth which is very unlike me. I'm so spent that all I want to do is focus on fun activities that will "fill my well". I need intake, not outtake. Which is funny timing (naturally) because I've been getting signs from Elizabeth. I had promised her to go on a horseback trail ride with her once the booth was done. And while it's not technically 100% done, it's close enough. Her demands to fulfill my promise comes at a good time. It would be good to have an Elizabeth-focused day and just spend time through her enjoying horses, artistic crafts, and, of course, ice cream (so speaketh the Queen).

I'm glad the spirit's message from last week did not come from a place of believing I was working too hard. I'm tired of hearing that. I like to work. This time the message had been born from knowing what was coming in the future and understanding that I'd need extra energy for it.

Phew. They were right. Time to do slow errands and restful activities. Heh. And horseback riding.

[nuttybarzz]

Let me know all of you

[maliciousmixer]

William and little Michael

[dreadfulgentleman]

Screenshots from my latest film, "What I Did".

[bi-shop]

william "i have a debilitating fear of death" afton and he kills children in a death penalty state. like he shouldn't commit any murders but still, doing it in utah of all places is so fucking funny. uuuu i'm so scared of snakes ): anyways i'm going to keep hovering my hand over this pit of snakes

[maliciousmixer]

And with his head in William's lap, amidst all the humiliation and dread, Michael could only think about how much he hated himself for still missing him

[dreadfulgentleman]

Today I was at the store getting ingredients for a fnaf-themed ritual where I would be implementing an animatronic-based symbol I had developed to "inject" into anyone wanting to work on inanimate objects energetically. I was doing so after having been told by multiple spirits to stop working on my goal and instead focus on having fun (Something incredibly hard for me to do). A perfectly timed opportunity opened up where a dear friend wanted to step into the world of inanimate object energy manipulation. While shopping for this ritual, a 6 year old child came up to me and asked if I liked fnaf (I had an ita bag of springtrap items in it). I said yes and we engaged in conversation for a bit. Turns out it was his birthday today. We joked about that. He said his favorite animatronic was Golden Freddy. It was here that I was immediately alerted as I had just been joking to friends about how this particular ritual I was partaking in soon involved a kinnie of fnaf and thus far I have successfully operated this ritual on many different kinnies of fnaf characters EXCEPT CC and Elizabeth. This child before me was a young boy whose favorite was Golden Freddy and it was his birthday literally that day. I became immediately suspicious to the coincidence. But the conversation went on fine and he left... ...Only to return moments later where upon he said, "Excuse me, can I give this to you?" He put a pokemon card in my hand. I said sure, thank you. Later, at home, I looked up the pokemon to see if it had any special meaning. Reshiram: "According to myth, if people ignore truth and let themselves become consumed by greed, Reshiram will arrive to burn their kingdoms down."

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The universe literally sent "CC" to warn me ONCE AGAIN of my intense drive and motivation to overworking myself. This time, threatening to "burn down" my accomplishments if I don't slow down.

Pissed.

[basilculverin]

[dreadfulgentleman]

The Man Behind the Tragedy 🐇

A music video for those who like William Afton's story.

Designed and directed by me.

Click here to watch it on Youtube