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if i look back, i am lost
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@dreamethystescape
I FAILED.
I didn't pass the exam that people told me was "easy" and "kinda like NAT". I don't understand if my brain just shrank because I am confined and can't focus. More than not passing, I was not able to REDEEM myself. I thought this is a way that I can tell myself with relief, "Ah, I can still do it.", but life as we know it, has its way of telling us otherwise. Where do I go from here?
things to do when your day's been bad
lie down on the floor beside your bed
take a shower, use the good soap
listen to a song you liked ages ago
write your thoughts out in all caps
draw a head and then 'decorate' that head however you're feeling (I drew a man with a hole for a face. It worked)
listen to a song and try to focus on one (1) instrument at a time, baseline, drums, guitar, another guitar, repeating sound effect
wash your face
take a nap or go to bed early
call someone. tell them about your horrible day or let them talk about theirs or both
go through your camera roll (specifically the screenshots folder)
go through your saved instagram posts / tumblr likes
watch That One Really Great Live Performance of That Artist You Love, then read the comments of everyone having great taste like you do
cry a little about it
remember that this day will end and another will begin. it'll be all new, never experienced before, no bad things will have happened, and you'll be okay.
Would you believe I made this single crochet in a span of two hours? This craft is an intricate work! Hats off to those who make this for a living and passion to make such amazing pieces! ā¤ļø
Crochet kit from "Can You Knot?", a store based on La Trinidad, Benguet : https://shopee.ph/product/419312814/5584988192?smtt=0.27055670-1628986692.9
1-800-799-7233 | Silent All These Years
I am battered. I am a victim of domestic violence myself. Since I was 8 or 9, I am physically assaulted by no other than my elder brother. Thinking your brother would protect you? Mine wouldn't. He was the source of all my bruises and headaches since he always like to hit me in the head; it can be anything, like the china bowl, the plate, the glass, or just his mere punch, elbow and kicks all aimed in my head. I already told this to my mom but she just shrugged this off because she always tell me it's my fault.
I got beaten up to hell because it was my fault. She'll just tell that I am such a tattletale and won't just stop arguing. For the longest time they have been gaslighting me, I had always believe it was all my fault.
I remember I think when I was 13, when he got angry at me and beat me up until my vision went blind. I had a black eye when I went to school that time and my friends and schoolmates saw it. But no elder people have asked me what went wrong.
Today, my elder sibling was outrage (like he always do) because of the internet connection and the fact that I disconnected him because he's always been babad all day long. He went on punching my sister and my youngest brother. Then my mom was just, you know, telling us to stop and blame us for what we are arguing and literally get blinded by that goddamn piece of shit. HOW ON EARTH WILL YOU GET THAT GODDAMN ASS AND FIGHT FOR US INSTEAD OF BLAMING US FOR THE THINGS WE DID NOT DO?
HOW ON EARTH WILL YOU LET THAT EVIL LIVE HERE, SLOWLY TEARING US DOWN UNTIL WE HAVE NO OPTION BUT TO DIE!?! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT!?! I AM LOST FOR WORDS ON HOW HORRIBLE THIS FEELS LIKE.
For the past weeks, I've been working doubly hard at work and at home doing the chores. Waking up early to clean up the mess from last night, punching in and out at the office then go back and clean the house again. Today, I am extremely enraged towards my siblings because they are negligent and really don't have the care if the house is a total mess. I mean even the cotton balls cannot be returned into its place. I've been living with a fifteen year old, a 21-year old and a 28 year old yet none of them has the initiative to even mop the dingy floor. I am so tired living like this. I am restless in all aspects and I am so damn tired of everything.
I am now in my room, sleeping with my dogs beside me, while thoughts and depression keep crawling in my mind to eat the tiny good sense left in me. I am freaking tired and I wanna curse everyone for being so soooo irresponsible! How can they afford to live a comfortable life knowing that I am suffering? I am in horrible pain because of my stomach and the pain also goes to the upper part of my abdomen. Yet I have to clean up everything so that I don't be scolded by Mama again. Another thing is that my parents think that I am always infuriated by these things, while in my view, they are being passive on how my siblings behave. I know that I have my shortcomings too, but can they cut me some slack and once and for all, hear me out!?!
They don't get me. They don't understand me AT ALL. All my life I am looking for someone dependable because I am not getting it from my core system; I guess I just have to be my own person.
As I am browsing thru my phone, I came across this video and I am meant to see this today. Wisdom and inspiration coming from a woman who's been undergoing through worst, and still can say: "It's important that people knows I am so much more than the bad things happened to me." She is brave and astounding. To cap off this post, I will echo what she said that resonated with me:
"YOU CAN'T WAIT UNTIL LIFE ISN'T HARD ANYMORE BEFORE YOU DECIDE TO BE HAPPY." -Nightbirde, 2021
About three weeks ago, I received a shocking news from a friend that his whole family contracted COVID-19. It was his dad to feel the symptoms first, then it was him, then his mom had the severe ones and confined at the hospital. By the grace of the Lord, he managed to pass through this. It is overwhelming, it is heart wracking and it is challenging. He asked for help and the donations poured out generously. His kindness and selflessness had been the foundation that builds him true friendships and connections. But more than anything, this struggle had tested his faith, endurance and character. I am really really proud of him, he may get tired, but never will give up. He works hard for his family, for his passion, for the people he care about, for his community. How can so much goodness fit into his body? He is such a pure soul. He may not be perfect, but His perfect love made him.
This is my appreciation post to this person who made a very special place in my whole being. He is my mentor, my life coach, my thought provoker. He brought sense in my senseless direction and he is never afraid to tell me what I need to do and take the risks I can take. JC, you are my Cristina Yang, you are my person... even if I don't get to be yours.
NASA Spotlight: Earth Climate Scientist Dr. Yolanda Shea
Dr. Yolanda Shea is a climate scientist at NASA's Langley Research Center. Sheās the project scientist for the CLARREO Pathfinder (CPF) mission, which is an instrument that will launch to the International Space Station to measure sunlight reflected from Earth. It will help us understand how much heat is being trapped by our planetās atmosphere. Her mission is designed to help us get a clearer picture than we currently have of the Earthās system and how it is changing
Yolanda took time from studying our home planet to answer questions about her life and career! Get to know this Earth scientist:
What inspired you to study climate science?
Starting in early middle school I became interested in the explanations behind the weather maps and satellite images shown on TV. I liked how the meteorologists talked about the temperature, moisture, and winds at different heights in the atmosphere, and then put that together to form the story of our weather forecasts.Ā This made me want to learn more about Earth science, so I went to college to explore this interest more.
The summer after my junior year of college, I had an internship during which my first assignment was to work with a program that estimated ocean currents from satellite measurements. I was fascinated in the fact that scientists had discovered a way to map ocean currents from space!
Although I had learned about Earth remote sensing in my classes, this was my first taste of working with, and understanding the details of, how we could learn more about different aspects of the physical world from satellite measurements.
This led to my learning about other ways we can learn about Earth from space, and that includes rigorous climate monitoring, which is the area I work in now.
What does a day in your life look like?
Before I start my workday, I like to take a few minutes to eat breakfast, knit (Iām loving sock knitting right now!), and listen to a podcast or audio book. Each workday really looks different for me, but regardless, most days are a combination of quieter moments that I can use for individual work and more interactive times when Iām interfacing with colleagues and talking about project or science issues. Both types of work are fun in different ways, but Iām glad I have a mixture because all researchers need that combination of deep thinking to wrap our minds around complex problems and also time to tackle those problems with others and work on solving them together.
When do you feel most connected to Earth?
Iāve always loved sunsets. I find them peaceful and beautiful, and I love how each one is unique. They are also a beautiful reminder of the versatility of reflected light, which I study. Sitting for a moment to appreciate the beauty and calm I feel during a sunset helps me feel connected to Earth.
What will your mission ā CLARREO Pathfinder ā tell us about Earth?
CLARREO Pathfinder (CPF) includes an instrument that will take measurements from the International Space Station and will measure reflected sunlight from Earth. One of its goals is to demonstrate that it can take measurements with high enough accuracy so that, if we have such measurements over long periods of time, like several decades, we could detect changes in Earthās climate system. The CPF instrument will do this with higher accuracy than previous satellite instruments weāve designed, and these measurements can be used to improve the accuracy of other satellite instruments.
How, if at all, has your worldview changed as a result of your work in climate science?
The longer I work in climate science and learn from the data about how humans have impacted our planet, the more I appreciate the fragility of our one and only home, and the more I want to take care of it.
What advice would you give your younger self?
Itās ok to not have everything figured out at every step of your career journey. Work hard, do your best, and enjoy the journey as it unfolds. Youāll inevitably have some surprises along the way, and regardless of whether they are welcome or not, youāre guaranteed to learn something.
Do you have a favorite metaphor or analogy that you use to describe what you do, and its impact, to those outside of the scientific community?
I see jigsaw puzzles as a good illustration of how different members of a science community play a diverse set of roles to work through different problems. Each member is often working on their own image within the greater puzzle, and although it might take them years of work to see their part of the picture come together, each image in the greater puzzle is essential to completing the whole thing. During my career, Iāll work on a section of the puzzle, and I hope to connect my section to others nearby, but we may not finish the whole puzzle. Thatās ok, however, because weāll hand over the work that weāve accomplished to the next generation of scientists, and they will keep working to bring the picture to light. This is how I try to think about my role in climate science ā I hope to contribute to the field in some way; the best thing about what I have done and what I will do, is that someone else will be able to build on my work and keep helping humanity come to a better understanding of our Earth system.
What is a course that you think should be part of required school curriculum?
Time and project management skills ā I think students tend to learn these skills more organically from their parents and teachers, but in my experience I stumbled along and learned these skills through trial and error. To successfully balance all the different projects that I support now, I have to be organized and disciplined, and I need to have clear plans mapped out, so I have some idea of whatās coming and where my attention needs to be focused.
Another course not specifically related to my field is personal financial management. I was interested in personal finance, and that helped me to seek out information (mainly through various blogs) about how to be responsible with my home finances. There is a lot of information out there, but making sure that students have a solid foundation and know what questions to ask early on will set them to for success (and hopefully fewer mistakes) later on.
Whatās the most unexpected time or place that your expertise in climate science and/or algorithms came in handy?
I think an interesting part of being an atmospheric scientist and a known sky-watcher is that I get to notice beautiful moments in the sky. I remember being on a trip with friends and I looked up (as I usually do), and I was gifted with a gorgeous sundog and halo arc. It was such a beautiful moment, and because I noticed it, my friends got to enjoy it too.
Can you share a photo or image from a memorable NASA project youāve worked on, and tell us a little bit about why the project stood out to you?
I absolutely loved being on the PBS Kids TV Show, SciGirls for their episode SkyGirls! This featured a NASA program called Studentsā Clouds Observations On-Line (SāCOOL). It was a citizen science program where students from around the globe could take observations of clouds from the ground that coincided with satellite overpasses, and the intention was to help scientists validate (or check) the accuracy of the code they use to detect clouds from satellite measurements. I grew up watching educational programming from PBS, so it was an honor to be a science mentor on a TV show that I knew would reach children across the nation who might be interested in different STEM fields. In this photo, the three young women I worked with on the show and I are talking about the different types of clouds.
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Illicit affairs 01:45-02:03
Look at this graffiti.Ā How simple could it be to give love and capture the feelings? So okay, I am setting the tone of this post. I am in a complicated situation as I develop interest into someone really out of my league. I mean, we are at the opposite sides of life; economically and emotionally. How can I still invest on something that is nearly impossible? How can I risk to get clobbered and lose face in my profession? Itās been a week since I am scrolling to that Bumble app and I realized that this world had so many people and so many things happen in a blink of an eye. Sure, there are people whoĀ ālikesā me there, but I am not there for them. How crazy am I to believe that this is feasible? I am downright crazy, itās too much and I know that. But may I ask if what I feel is still valid?Ā
I am listening to Taylorās All Too Well while writing this, and that gives so many feels.Ā
I donāt know why there is still a part of me that wants this to happen. It could do more risk than any good, I think. See, up until this point, I am still out of sort. I donāt know what I am getting myself into. Just to give you a little background: I have been harboring this feelings for quite some time now and I know if Iāll act on it or what. I am trying really hard to deny this and but his mere presence scares the hell out of me. I might blurt something stupid on normal conversations that will jeopardized my career. I am also stupid enough to believe that we could be at the same page on this understanding. I donāt know where this will go and where would I be, but I just want to express this because it is eating me inside. I hope we could be friends or gain understanding or I donāt know.
I just thought it would be a perfect fairy tale when that happens.Ā
mood? yes. on a monday morning. how about that? š
Good names while watching Greyās Anatomy S10E01
Boy
HARPER
MADDOX
CAMERON
DEACON
Girls
SARAH
ASHER
ADDISON
AVERY
LENOX
ALLYSON
Biblical Names
https://www.babycentre.co.uk/a1025984/baby-names-from-the-bible
celebrating my love's 4th birthday ā¤ļø happy happy birthday, yurie š„°
my life, in a nutshell.
Monday morning, from dawn to dusk.
Hindi nyo ako kilala. At ni minsan, hindi nyo ako sinubukang kilalanin.
Most of the time, I just want to peel my skin off. This has to stop.