yarah

unbothered [affectionate]

[dreamingyarah]

in 2026, i hope i can finally be enough for myself. like i hope i achieve peak idgafhood. i hope i can get to a point where it doesnt bother me if someone doesnt like me, or treats me differently, or doesnt care for me. i want my attention to be enough for me, my happiness to be so big, that everyone else becomes insignificant.

[grumpy-gh0st]

I literally don't want a job. I want to read for 4 days straight

[technofinch]

I have GOT to stop spending $30

[wovi]

*

the ladies’ home journal, sept 1948

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[proustitute]

“I confess that I am often lost in all the dimensions of time, that the past sometimes feels nearer than the present and I often fear the future has already happened.”

— Deborah Levy, Hot Milk

[hungwy]

theo van gogh was the one who suggested that his older brother vincent start seriously painting. as soon as theo was gainfully employed he gave vincent around 15% of his own yearly salary for art supplies, lodging, and food. about 2/3rds of vincent's surviving letters were to theo (including vincent's earliest and last letters), all of which were found stored in theo's desk. theo's child, vincent willem, was born on january 31st, 1890, and vincent was so delighted by his nephew that he painted almond blossoms for him. vincent shot himself half a year later on july 29th, 1890. theo's distress at his brother's death worsened his syphilis symptoms and he died half a year after his brother on january 25th, 1891 (four days before vincent willem's first birthday). theo was reburied next to vincent in auvers-sur-oise at the request of theo's wife johanna.

[nutropes]

Almond Blossoms, 1890, Vincent van Gogh

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[saffronbaklava]

that coffee and pastry will save your life btw

[asvpfrenchy]

the art of not being ready and doing it anyway will take you far

[3rabbit]

daughter (non-practicing)

[3rabbit]

sister (deadbeat)

[jellybracelet]

they should invent a drug that makes you talk normaler so people like you

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[heavensghost]

wood engraving today

[64mpg]

me: 🧍🏽‍♂️

my nervous system: we are going to get in so much trouble seriously

[fruitviking]

Can we stop with the character development. Where's my beach episode.

[kosmogrl]